Nomads of Gor

by John Norman

"What do you think of yourself as," I asked, "—biologically?"

  "Well," she smiled, "if you wish to put it that way."

  I pounded the floor of the wagon and Elizabeth jumped. "That," I said, "is the way it is!"

  "Nonsense," said she.

  "The Goreans recognize," I said, "that this truth is hard for women to understand, that they will reject it, that they will fear it and fight it."

  "Because," said Elizabeth, "it is not true."

  "You think," I said, "that I am saying that a woman is nothing—that is not it—I am saying she is marvelous, but that she becomes truly herself and magnificent only after the surrenders of love."

  "Silly!" said Elizabeth.

  "That is why," I remarked, "that upon this barbaric world the woman who cannot surrender herself is upon occasion simply conquered."

  Elizabeth threw back her head and laughed merrily.

  "Yes," I smiled, "her surrender is won—often by a master who will be satisfied with no less."

  "And what happens to these women afterwards?" asked Elizabeth.

  "They may wear chains or they may not," I said, "but they are whole—they are female."

  "No man," said Elizabeth, "including you, my dear Tarl Cabot, could bring me to such a pass."

  "The Gorean myths have it," I said, "that the woman longs for this identity—to be herself in being his—if only for the moment of paradox in which she is slave and thus freed."

  "It is all very silly," said Elizabeth.

  "It is further said that the woman longs for this to happen to her, but does not know it."

  "That is the silliest of all!" laughed Elizabeth.

  "Why," I asked, "did you earlier stand before me as a slave girl—if you did not, for the moment, wish to be a slave?"

  "It was a joke!" she laughed. "A joke!"

  "Perhaps," I said.

  She looked down, confused.

  "And so," I said, "that is why I think Kamchak gave you to me."

  She looked up, startled. "Why?" she asked.

  "That in my arms you would learn the meaning of a slave collar, that you would learn the meaning of being a woman."

  She looked at me, astonished, her eyes wide with disbelief.

  "You see," I said, "he thought well of you. He was truly fond of his Little Barbarian."

  I stood up and threw the wine bowl to the side of the room. It shattered against the wine chest.

  I turned away.

  She leaped to her feet. "Where are you going?" she asked.

  "I am going to the public slave wagon," I said.

  "But why?" she asked.

  I looked at her frankly. "I want a woman," I said.

  She looked at me. "I am a woman, Tarl Cabot," she said.

  I said nothing.

  "Am I not as beautiful as the girls in the public slave wagon?" she asked.

  "Yes," I said, "you are."

  "Then why do you not remain with me?"

  "Tomorrow," I said, "I think there will be heavy fighting."

  "I can please you as well as any girl in the slave wagon," she said.

  "You are free," I told her.

  "I will give you more," she said.

  "Please, do not speak so, Elizabeth," I said.

  She straightened herself. "I suppose," she said, "you have seen girls in slave markets, betrayed as I was by the touch of the whip."

  I did not speak. It was true that I had seen this.

  "You saw how I moved," she challenged. "Would it not have added a dozen gold pieces to my price?"

  "Yes," I said, "it would have."

  I approached her and gently held her by the waist, and looked down into her eyes.

  "I love you, Tarl Cabot," she whispered. "Do not leave me."

  "Do not love me," I said. "You know little of my life and what I must do."

  "I do not care," she said, putting her head to my shoulder.

  "I must leave," I said, "if only because you care for me. It would be cruel for me to remain."

  "Have me, Tarl Cabot," she said, "if not as a free woman—as a slave."

  "Beautiful Elizabeth," I said, "I can have you as neither."

  "You will have me," she cried, "as one or the other!"

  "No," I said gently. "No."

  Suddenly she drew back in fury and struck me with the flat of her hand, a vicious slap, and then again and again, and again.

  "No," I said.

  Again she slapped me. My face burned. "I hate you," she said. "I hate you!"

  "No," I said.

  "You know your codes, do you not?" she challenged. "The codes of the warrior of Gor?"

  "Do not," I said.

  Again she slapped me and my head leaped to the side, burning. "I hate you," she hissed.

  And then, as I knew she would, she suddenly knelt before me, in fury, head down, arms extended, wrists crossed, submitting as a Gorean female.

  "Now," she said, looking up, her eyes blazing with anger, "You must either slay me or enslave me."

  "You are free," I said sternly.

  "Then slay me," she demanded.

  "I could not do that," I said.

  "Collar me," she said.

  "I have no wish to do so," I said.

  "Then acknowledge your codes betrayed," she said.

  "Fetch the collar," I said.

  She leaped up to fetch the collar and handed it to me, again kneeling before me.

  I encircled her lovely throat with the steel and she looked up at me, angrily.

  I snapped it shut.

  She began to rise to her feet. But my hand on her shoulder prevented her from rising. "I did not give you permission to rise, slave," I said.

  Her shoulders shook with anger. Then she said, "Of course, I am sorry, Master," and dropped her head.

  I removed the two pins from the yellow silken sheet, and it fell from her, revealing her clad Kajir.

  She stiffened in anger.

  "I would see my slave girl," I said.

  "Perhaps," she said, acidly, "you wish your girl to remove her remaining garments?"

  "No," I said.

  She tossed her head.

  "I shall do it," I told her.

  She gasped.

  As she knelt on the rug, head down, in the position of the Pleasure Slave, I took from her the Koora, loosening her hair, and then the leather Kalmak, and then I drew from her the Curla and Chatka.

  "If you would be a slave," I said, "be a slave."

  She did not raise her head but glared savagely down at the rug, her small fists clenched.

  I went across the rug and sat down cross-legged near the fire bowl, and looked at the girl.

  "Approach me, slave girl," I said, "and kneel."

  She lifted her head and looked at me, angrily, proudly, for a moment, but then she said, "Yes, Master," and did as she was commanded.

  I looked at Miss Elizabeth Cardwell, kneeling before me, head down, clad only in the collar of a slave.

  "What are you?" I asked.

  "A slave," she said bitterly, not raising her head.

  "Serve me wine," I said.

  She did so, kneeling before me, head down, handing me the black, red-trimmed wine crater, that of the master, as had Aphris to Kamchak. I drank.

  When I had finished I set the wine crater aside and looked on the girl.

  "Why have you done this, Elizabeth?" I asked.

  She looked down sullenly. "I am Vella," she said, "a Gorean slave."

  "Elizabeth—" I said.

  "Vella," she said angrily.

  "Vella," I agreed, and she looked up. Our eyes met and we looked at one another for a long time. Then, she smiled, and looked down.

  I laughed. "It seems," I said, "that I will not make it to the public slave wagon tonight."

  Elizabeth looked up, shyly. "It seems not, Master."

  "You are a vixen, Vella," said I.

  She shrugged. Then, kneeling before me in the position of the Pleasure Slave, she stretched indolently, with fel
ine grace, lifting her hands behind the back of her neck and throwing her dark hair forward. She knelt so for a languorous moment, her hands over her head holding her hair, looking at me.

  "Do you think," she asked, "that the girls in the public slave wagon are as beautiful as Vella?"

  "No," I said, "they are not."

  "Or as desirable?" she asked.

  "No," I said, "none is as desirable as Vella."

  Then, her back still arched, with a half-smile, she stretched even more, and, as though weary, she slowly turned her head to one side, with her eyes closed, and then opened them and with a small, lazy motion of her hands threw her hair back over her head, and with a tiny motion of her head shook it into place.

  "It seems Vella wishes to please her master," I said.

  "No," said the girl, "Vella hates her master." She looked at me with feigned hatred. "He has humiliated Vella. He has stripped her and put her in the collar of a slave!"

  "Of course," I said.

  "But," said the girl, "perhaps she might be forced to please him. After all she is only a slave."

  I laughed.

  "It is said," remarked the girl, "that Vella, whether she knows it or not, longs to be a slave—the utter slave of a man—if but for an hour."

  I slapped my knee with amusement. "That sounds to me," I said, "like a silly theory."

  The girl shrugged in her collar. "Perhaps," she said, "Vella does not know."

  "Perhaps," I said, "Vella will find out."

  "Perhaps," said the girl, smiling.

  "Are you ready, Slave Girl," I asked, "to give pleasure to a master?"

  "Have I any choice?" she asked.

  "None," I said.

  "Then," she said, with resignation, "I suppose I am ready."

  I laughed.

  Elizabeth was looking at me, smiling. Then, suddenly, playfully, she put her head to the rug before me. I heard her whisper, "Vella asks only to tremble and obey."

  I stood up and, laughing, lifted her to her feet.

  She, too, laughed, standing close to me, her eyes bright. I could feel her breath on my face.

  "I think now I will do something with you," I said.

  She looked resigned, dropping her head. "What is to be the fate of your beautiful, civilized slave?" she asked.

  "The dung sack," I replied.

  "No!" she cried, suddenly frightened. "No!"

  I laughed.

  "I will do anything rather than that," she said. "Anything."

  "Anything?" I asked.

  She looked up at me and smiled. "Yes," she said, "anything."

  "Very well, Vella," said I, "I will give you but one chance—if you well please me the aforementioned miserable fate will not be yours—at least for tonight."

  "Vella will well please you," she said earnestly.

  "Very well," I said, "please me."

  I recalled keenly how she had sported with me earlier and I thought there might be some point in giving the young American a taste of her own medicine.

  She looked at me startled.

  Then she smiled. "I will teach you that I well know the meaning of my collar, Master," she said.

  Suddenly she kissed me, a deep kiss, moist, rich, too soon ended.

  "There!" she laughed. "The kiss of a Tuchuk slave girl!" Then she laughed and turned away, looking over her shoulder. "You see," she said, "I can do it quite well."

  I did not speak.

  She was facing the other way. "But," she said, teasingly, "I think one will be enough for master."

  I was a bit angry, and not a little aroused. "The girls in the public slave wagon," I said, "know how to kiss."

  "Oh?" she said, turning about.

  "They are not little secretaries," I said, "pretending to be slave girls."

  Her eyes flashed. "Try this!" she said, approaching me, and this time, my head in her small hands, she lingered with her lips upon my mouth, warm, wet, breaths meeting and mingling in the savoring touch.

  My hands held her slender waist.

  When she had finished, I remarked, "Not bad."

  "Not bad!" she cried.

  Then fully and for much time, she kissed me, with increasing determination, yet attempted subtlety, then anxiety, then woodenly, and then she dropped her head.

  I lifted her chin with my finger. She looked at me angrily. "I should have told you, I suppose," I remarked, "that a woman kisses well only when fully aroused, after at least half an Ahn, after she is helpless and yielding."

  She looked at me angrily and turned away.

  Then she spun about laughing. "You are a beast, Tarl Cabot," she cried.

  "And you, too," I laughed, "are a beast—a beautiful little collared beast."

  "I love you," she said, "Tarl Cabot."

  "Array yourself in Pleasure Silk, Little Beast," I said, "and enter my arms."

  The blaze of a challenge flared suddenly in her eyes. She seemed transfused with excitement. "Though I am of Earth," she said, "try to use me as slave."

  I smiled. "If you wish," I said.

  "I will prove to you," she said, "that your theories are false."

  I shrugged.

  "I will prove to you," she said, "that a woman cannot be conquered."

  "You tempt me," I said.

  "I love you," she said, "but even so, you will not be able to conquer me, for I shall not permit myself to be conquered—not even though I love you!"

  "If you love me," I said, "perhaps I would not wish to conquer you."

  "But Kamchak, generous fellow, gave me to you, did he not," she asked, "that you should teach me as slave to be female?"

  "I think so," I admitted.

  "And in his opinion, and perhaps yours, would that not be in my best interests?"

  "Perhaps," I said. "I do not really know. These are complicated matters."

  "Well," said she, laughing, "I shall prove you both wrong!"

  "All right," I said, "we shall see."

  "But you must promise to try to make me truly a slave—if only for a moment."

  "All right," I said.

  "The stakes," she pronounced, "will be my freedom against—"

  "Yes?" I asked.

  "Against yours!" she laughed.

  "I do not understand," I said.

  "For one week," she said, "in the secrecy of the wagon—where no one can see—you will be my slave—you will wear a collar and serve me and do whatever I wish."

  "I do not care much for your terms," I said.

  "You seem to find little fault in men owning female slaves," she said. "Why should you object to being a slave owned by a female?"

  "I see," I said.

  She smiled slyly. "I think it might be rather pleasant to have a male slave." She laughed. "I will teach you the meaning of a collar, Tarl Cabot," she said.

  "Do not count your slaves until you have won them," I cautioned.

  "Is it a wager?" she asked.

  I gazed on her. How every bit of her seemed alive with challenge! Her eyes, her stance, the sound of her voice! I saw the tiny nose ring, barbaric, glinting in the light of the fire bowl. I saw the place on her thigh where not many days before the fiery iron had been so cruelly pressed, leaving behind it, smoking for the instant, deep and clean, the tiny mark of the four bosk horns. I saw on her lovely throat the harsh ring of Turian steel, gleaming and locked, so contrasting with, so barbarically accentuating the incredible softness of her beauty, the tormenting vulnerability of it. The collar, I knew, bore my name, proclaiming her, should I wish, my slave. And yet this beautiful, soft, proud thing stood there, though ringed and branded, though collared, bold and brazen flinging at me, eyes bright, her challenge, the eternal challenge of the unconquered female, that of the untamed woman, daring the male to touch her, to try, she resisting, to reduce her to yielding prize, to force from her the unconditional surrender, the total and utter submission of the woman who has no choice but to acknowledge herself his, the helpless, capitulated slave of him in whose arms she fi
nds herself prisoner.

  As the Goreans have it, there is in this a war in which the woman can respect only that man who can reduce her to utter defeat.

  But it seemed to me there was little in the eyes or stance of Miss Cardwell which suggested the plausibility of the Gorean interpretation. She seemed to me clearly out to win, to enjoy herself perhaps, but to win, and then exact from me something in the way of vengeance for all the months and days in which she, proud, independent wench, had been only slave. I recalled she had told me that she would teach me well the meaning of a collar. If she were successful, I had little doubt that she would carry out her threat.

  "Well," she challenged, "Master?"

  I gazed at her, the tormenting vixen. I had no wish to be her slave. I resolved, if one of us must be slave, it would be she, the lovely Miss Cardwell, who would wear the collar.

  "Well," she again challenged, "Master?"

  I smiled. "It is a wager," said I, "Slave Girl."

  She laughed happily and turned, and standing on her tiptoes, lowered the tharlarion oil lamps. Then she bent to find for herself among the riches of the wagon yellow Pleasure Silks.

  At last she stood before me, and was beautiful.

  "Are you prepared to be a slave?" she asked.

  "Until you have won," I said, "it is you who wear the collar."

  She dropped her head in mock humility. "Yes, Master," she said. Then she looked up at me, her eyes mischievous.

  I motioned for her to approach, and she did so.

  I indicated that she should enter my arms, and she did so.

  In my arms she looked up at me.

  "You're sure you're quite ready to be a slave?" she asked.

  "Be quiet," I said gently.

  "I shall be pleased to own you," she said. "I have always wanted a handsome male slave."

  "Be quiet," I whispered.

  "Yes, Master," she said, obediently.

  My hands parted the Pleasure Silk and cast it aside.

  "Really, Master!" she said.

  "Now," I said, "I will taste the kiss of my slave girl."

  "Yes, Master," she said.

  "Now," I instructed her, "with more passion."

  "Yes, Master," she said obediently, and kissed me with feigned passion.

  I was briefly angry, annoyed with this spurious fervor, this obvious counterfeit of ardor.

  I put my two hands in the Turian circlet, and, lifting it up, against her chin, forcing her head back, thrust her back some inches.

  For a moment she was frightened, her head up and back.