Unless . . . he couldnt have found out I was coming here and decided to spy on me, could he? My mind is racing. Of course, its impossible that David would know I was hereno one knows Im here except Mike, and hes hardly going to tell David, is he?
I peek round the corner to see if Davids still there. He is, and looking pretty good too, if you ask me. Hes wearing a crumpled creamy linen suit and hes putting his hand through his hair a lot. There are two men with him, both very smartly dressed (its definitely an Italian thing), and I can see that David is being incredibly serious and attentive. When I take a proper look at his companions I can see whythey dont look like the sort of men youd want to get on the wrong side of. I wonder if hes being attacked or somethinghis face is strained, and hes nodding and giving them money. Quite a lot of money by the looks of it. Except they dont look like muggers. I mean, they arent holding a knife or anything, and David seems to be listening really carefully to them. Maybe they are fraudsters and theyre trying to buy him off? Except then he would be getting money, not giving it.
I consider running away, but Im surprised at how incredibly relieved I am to see Davids lovely face. I cant possibly waste the opportunity of spending some time with him. And my curiosity over why hes here is a lot stronger than my fear of being found out.
I decide that my best course of action is to walk casually down the streetokay, alleywayand bump into David. That way I might overhear what those two men are talking about. And I will just look utterly surprised to see David there.
But as I start walking nonchalantly toward David, I trip over a cobblestone. David looks up, startled. I wave and carry on walking toward him, but before I can get to him the two men disappear down a side alley.
David! Are you all right? I saw those guys taking money from you. What the hell are you doing here?
David looks slightly stunned.
Who were those men, and what are you doing here? I repeat. Ive never seen David look so flummoxed.
What? Oh, um, they were clients, of sorts . . . David looks around him as if to get his bearings.
Georgie, he continues slowly, I . . . I didnt really expect to see you here. He looks utterly confused.
But why would you be here? I persist. Youre meant to be in Geneva. For a minute I thought you might be following me, but thats impossible . . .
Following you, says David slowly. Yes, I suppose you may as well know. I . . . I was going to go to Geneva, but . . . then I found out you were going to Rome, and I just had to come and find you. Have a proper Roman Holiday.
I stare at him accusingly. David, do not bloody lie to me, okay? You really expect me to believe that you were prepared to cancel a business trip just so you could follow me here? And anyway, how did you find out? And who were those men?
But instead of answering, David leans down and kisses me.
Its so good to see you here, he says softly, then straightens up and narrows his eyes at me. But tell me something, David continues. Why exactly are you in Rome?
Hes got me there. If he knew I was coming here, he might know that Im supposedly here with Mike. Of course, then again, he might not.
Because I wanted some romance in my life, I say defensively. Because I thought, obviously mistakenly, that youd never take me.
Oh my darling. David gives me a hug. Im so sorry. I cant believe you came here all by yourself. But Im here now, arent I?
But why? How did you find out I was here? And why didnt you just suggest we go out together?
I thought it would be more romantic this way. And I wanted to find out what you were up to . . . David grins at me and raises one eyebrow.
So you dont know about Mike, I think with relief. And now Ive got someone to have lunch with!
Thats all very well, I say, pretending to still be cross, but I still want to know who those men were.
I just thought, while I was here, I would look up a couple of old business acquaintances, says David. He seems a lot calmer now. I suppose he wasnt expecting me to stumble across him like that.
You said they were clients.
One day a business acquaintance, the next a client, grins David.
And you were giving them money.
Their money. Money my firm had been looking after for them.
I stare at him. Im not convinced, but I cant think of a good enough reason why David would be making it up. The thing is, David just doesnt lie. I mean, whenever he tries, he always fails miserably, like the time he tried to convince me that hed forgotten all about Valentines Day when actually he had organized a surprise late-night picnic in Hyde Park. Unlike Mike who actually did forget Valentines Day.
At the thought of Mike, I feel the blood rushing from my face. What if we bump into him? I mean, Mike could be around the next corner, couldnt he, and then David would know why I came here and it would just be too awful.
And Mike, well, he would be furious, too. He brings me to Rome for a romantic weekend and I go off with David instead. I mean, its not exactly good form, is it? I can just imagine what my mother would have to say about this. She would think it incredibly unethical, unreasonable, and downright rude. And shed have a very good point.
Are you okay, darling?
Yes, yes of course, I manage to say. Just . . . well, Im a bit hungry actually. I smile wanly at him.
David looks at his watch and scratches the back of his neck like he does when hes worried about something. But then he grins again and puts his arm round me protectively.
In that case, I think we should get you some food, dont you?
Right answer. Very good response. Putting Mike firmly out of my mind, I follow David back up the alleyway and into a cafe.
Once Im sitting down, I begin to relax. To be honest, its probably the most relaxed Ive been since I got to Rome. I mean, I was looking forward to walking around with Mike and going to cool record label parties and stuff, but with David here I feel much less on edge. Like I dont have to prove anything to anyone and dont have to worry about saying the right thing. And hes even buying me breakfast. How nice is that?
Every so often a few little questions start to creep into my mind about how David knew Id be here, and what would have happened if I hadnt bumped into him like that. Would he have come to the hotel? Would he have seen me and Mike together? But I do my best to suppress them and after a while they seem to disappear altogether.
When the waiter comes over I order a cappuccino.
Are you sure thats what you want?
I look up at David curiously.
I just thought a bottle of wine might be nice. Maybe an early lunch . . .
I meet Davids eyes and see that they are glinting slightly.
Could we have a few minutes? I ask the waiter and as soon as hes turned his back I reach over and give David a kiss. Somehow I think today is going to turn out much better than I thought.
This is the life. This is what fantasies of Rome are made of. David and me, sitting at a small, wobbly table, basking in the sun, drinking rose and eating slices of pizza, and its perfect. Well, nearly perfect. If David would just stop looking at his watch all the time Id be a lot happier.
I look at him sternly. Do you have somewhere you need to be? I ask pointedly, and David reddens slightly.
Um, well, he starts, then sees my eyes narrow and closes his mouth again. Ill tell you what, he says, let me make one phone call. Okay?
I agree reluctantlyIve had enough of men and their phones for one day. He gets up from the table and I hear him talk in a low voice but I cant make out the words. After about five minutes, he sits back down and turns his phone off.
Okay, he says with a smile, Im all yours.
And I really think he means it. I gaze at him, studying ever
y little crease on his face. Its funny, today, when I was looking at Mike, I sort of got the feeling that Id always been too bowled over by his amazing good looks to notice the hard lines on his face, whereas now, looking at David, its as if Ive never really appreciated his strong bone structure and beautiful eyes. Like Mike is a beautiful bracelet that you find out is only gold-plated, and David is solid gold but in a more simple design.
Okay, so what do you have planned for this afternoon? David asks as he takes a large mouthful of baked dough and mozzarella cheese.
What do I have planned? Is this a trick question? Does he know Im meant to be meeting Mike back at the hotel?
I dont know really, I say hesitantly. Do you have plans?
Well, I was hoping that maybe you might agree to explore Rome with me, if youre not doing anything else, that is. David grins slightly and I relax.
Definitely! I exclaim and pull out my guidebook. In it is a list I wrote on the plane of all the things I want to do. Frankly, you dont watchRoman Holiday fifty million times and not know how you want to spend a free afternoon in the great city itself.
Right, well, I definitely want to see some culture. Art galleries, that sort of thing. And to see the ancient ruinsI mean, you cant come here and not see them, can you?
I look at David for reassurance and he nods his approval.
And I want to have my hair cut, I continue, now in my stride. I want to sit in sidewalk cafes and look in shop windows. I want go get arrested and have a fight and . . .
The best bit inRoman Holiday is when Audrey Hepburn runs around Rome flirting with people and dancing with dodgy hairdressers. And I know its slightly silly to want to re-create a scene from a film but it would just be so much funand Im sure other people have done it. I mean, how many people have walked down Rodeo Drive pretending to be Julia Roberts inPretty Woman ? Quite a few, Im sure. So what if I want to have a gamine haircut and go a bit wild? Theres nothing wrong with that, is there?
I look up to see David laughing.
Ill tell you what, he says. We can do all of those things. But lets maybe forget the being arrested part, shall we?
Relieved that hes laughing with me and not at me, I nod reluctantly as David pays the bill.
Now wait here, he says, and walks off.
Where are you going? I call after him. But he doesnt reply.
Theres a bit of wine left in the bottle so I pour it into my glass and take a sip. Drinking at lunchtime always feels so utterly decadent. Particularly when the sun is shining like this. I sit back and sigh contentedly. I am so glad David came here. So glad I didnt sleep with Mike. I shudder at the thought. And then I shudder at the realization that Im going to have to let Mike know Im not going to be meeting him for lunch. I cant just leave him wondering, can I? Noticing that David has left his mobile on the table, I turn it on and take out the hotel postcard I took this morning to send to my mother. Luckily the telephone number is on it, and I manage to get through to a receptionist who speaks a bit of English. Room Fifty-four, I say loudly. Mike Marshall. Leave message. From Georgie, yes? The man repeats what I said, which is hopefully a good sign. I meet friend. Dont wait for me. Okay?
Si, si,no wait. Meet a friend.Si, says the receptionist, and I hang up just as David appears, coming toward me on a Vespa.
I can hardly believe my eyes. It is just the coolest thing Ive ever seen. Its duck-egg blue with a leather seat and even though David looks a little bit unsteady on it, hes grinning ear to ear.
Fancy a ride?
David . . . where did you get this?
I cant believe it. This is the most romantic thing Ive ever heard of, and its actually happening to me.
Just round the cornerI saw they were renting out scooters on the way to the restaurant. So what do you think, are you game?
Are you joking? Of course I am!
David hands me a helmet, and I jump on the back. We drive off, speeding down the little cobbled streets and weaving through the tourists. To start off with we drive pretty slowly, but within a few minutes David seems to get the hang of it. Actually, he gets more than the hang of it; hes really enjoying it. I can tell by the way he keeps speeding up and throwing back his head.
Lean to your left! David shouts at me as we approach a corner, and instead of slowing down, we whiz round the bend. Its scary, but so exciting. I never thought Id be doing this with David. I always thought hed say that scooters are actually a bit dangerous really and maybe we should get a nice car instead. I hold on tightly and he takes his left hand off its handle to give my hand a squeeze.
Riding a Vespa is the coolest. Now I know how Audrey Hepburn felt. We weave through the streets, looking, I think, like a pretty cool couple. The wind is kind of blowing my skirt up round my legs, and I start to enjoy the appreciative looks Im getting from people on the streets. I wish Nigel could see me now! I am the girl on the Vespa. Actually, I think Im going to get a scooter when I get back to London. I mean, how cool would that be? I could drive it to work, to parties . . .
We go over a bump in the road and I yelp, clinging on tighter to David. How come hes so good at this, I wonder. Its like hes ridden one for years. Its strange. I thought if I went to Rome Id find a whole new me waiting to get out, but actually I seem to have found a whole new David instead. The faster we go, the tighter I find myself holding on to him. And not just because its safer.
Finally we stop in front of the Spanish Steps and David pulls off his helmet. I suppose he is still the David I know and love; none of the Italians are bothering with helmets.
Recognize this?
I look up at the tearoom David is pointing at. Caffe Greco. It couldnt be, could it? Sure enough, we are at the very cafe where Audrey and Gregory began to fall in love inRoman Holiday . David offers me his hand and we go inside. Its exactly the same as it was in the filmlike something out of the 1920s. The seats are all in plush red velvet, and beautiful paintings adorn the walls.
You want to sit outside, right?
I nod gratefully. We order Earl Grey and our waiter, a man in his fifties, brings us a plate full of scones, pastries, and croissants.
Im feeling a bit windswept after our Vespa outingeven the safety helmet hasnt stopped my hair getting all tangled at the back. I comb it with my fingers. This is Rome, after all, home of style. Matted hair is really not on at all.
You know, murmurs David, leaning in and kissing me on the ear, I know you really want to do the wholeRoman Holiday thing, but you dont really have to have your hair cut, do you? I mean, Audreys hair was all long and straggly before she cut it all off, wasnt it. Whereas your hair is quite beautiful the way it is.
He pulls a few loose strands of my hair and tucks them behind my ear.
I never knew you liked my hair, I say, suddenly feeling shy.
Darling, there is so much I like about you, I hardly know where to start.
I look at David intently. Does he really mean it? Is he really serious about me? I mean, Im pretty sure he loves me, but I never know if he sees me as a proper long-term girlfriend or not. Or, you know, wife material. And the thing is, I know that Ive been flirting with Mike and everything, but looking at David now I dont think Mike is really a patch on him. Okay, Mike may be very good-looking, but be doesnt have a strong face like David. He doesnt ooze confidence like David does. Plus, hes incredibly selfish, while David is really generous. And I dont trust Mike, whereas David is so utterly dependable.
Im so glad . . . so glad you are here, I breathe. I want to say more. I want to ask him where he sees us in five years. I also want to come clean about the Mike thingyou know, to be honest and open. But I dont; Im not stupid enough to ruin this perfect moment.
Instead I put my fingers through Davids hair, and we plan out what were doing next. I pretend th
at Ive already been to the Vatican. (My guidebook is extremely good. David is very impressed by my in-depth knowledge of all the frescos.) And when we finally finish all the delicious cakes and sweet things at the Caffe Greco, David takes me for a wander through the streets of Rome. I press my nose up against the window of shoe shops, marvel at statues and frescos, and tie a scarf that David buys for me round my neck. I dont think Ive ever been so happy.
By seven, were exhausted, and find a restaurant. Over swordfish and roasted vegetables I tell David about the fiascos at work, and he laughs when he hears about Nigels conference. I dont understand it, I think, looking at Davids generous features and strong jaw. Ive been going out with this man for ages, and yet today Ive seen a side to him Ive never seen before. Following me here, hiring a Vespa, sweeping me off my feet. I always thought David was so predictable. And yet I feel like Im almost getting to know him all over again.
Its nice, being out, isnt it? I say.
Lovely, David agrees.
I mean . . . I think we should go out more, I say with conviction. You know, properly going out.
David looks at me for a moment before speaking. I really have been a pain, havent I? he says softly. Always working, too tired to take you out.
I smile. To be honest, I think it could actually be my fault that we stay in most of the time. Dont get me wrong; I love going out. Its just that since Ive been going out with David Ive got lazy. Ive got into the habit of scanning the television pages every week and refusing to go out when any of my favorite programs are on, which means pretty much every evening except Monday. I thought that David just wasnt as exciting as Mike, but maybe its me whos holding him back.
Youre not a pain, I smile. But you do have to work a lot. It must be great being here and not being worried that some client is going to call you any minute. Couldnt you do this more often?
David half smiles and takes a slug of wine.
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