The Detective's Daughter

by Lesley Thomson

  A sandy-haired man in jeans and a polo shirt, with a toneless complexion as if coated with foundation for a television appearance, opened the door.

  ‘Not interested, I told the other lot: I don’t give handouts to street callers. On your way.’

  ‘Mr Peterson, my name is Stella Darnell. You met my father.’ Stella spoke rapidly to get his attention before the door shut. She took a chance he had met Terry.

  Peterson appeared doubtful, but stayed where he was.

  ‘He has your notepaper.’ She reached into her pocket.

  Peterson took the sheet, creased from the weight of the desk.

  ‘It’s mine but I don’t recall your dad. Tell him I’ve got no space until the back end of March if he’s still interested. What did he want doing?’

  ‘It’s about a job you did.’

  ‘You tell him from me: if plastering ain’t working, you see it right away. No use complaining after the fact. If he has a problem it’ll be the paint, the age of the wall—’

  ‘We’re not complaining. I wanted to… to follow up on your conversation.’

  ‘To be honest, Miss er… I don’t know your dad and need to be in Acton for four fifteen.’

  ‘Terry Darnell. He was here about a month ago?’ Stella stepped away; they were wasting their time.

  ‘Bloke a bit taller than me? Grey hair, black jacket, paunchy, late sixties?’ Jack intervened, his new-found Shepherd’s Bush voice catching Stella by surprise. She had forgotten Terry’s accent; the imitation was faithful. Only then did it occur to her to wonder how Jack could describe Terry.

  She glared at him, trying to catch his eye.

  Peterson smacked his thigh. ‘Why didn’t you say? The private detective with ex-copper written all over him – but I told him, “My memory’s like an elephant, I know who you are, you put me through the mill and nearly ruined my life.”’ He spoke as if it were Terry on his doorstep. ‘He wanted to rake up that murder. I was doing up the spare room where the poor lady lived. I should have sent him packing and the same goes for you.’

  He had worked himself into a rage and tried to shut the door.

  Jack put his shoe into the gap and his hand on to the door jamb. Stella admired his courage, his shoe would be ruined and his fingers broken.

  ‘This is Detective Superintendent Darnell’s daughter. We’re after answers for him and with your ring-side seat hoped you could help. We’re doing it for the little boy who lost his mum and still doesn’t know why.’

  Were they? That was a new take on it. Stella waited: it could go either way. Their hastily devised strategy had collapsed; they had not reckoned on Peterson being intractable.

  ‘I got enough grief off of the police at the time, I don’t need it dug up.’ He addressed Stella: ‘I told your dad, I’m set up, remarried, free of those clowns at the Inland Revenue and making OK money.’ He nodded at her ruefully. ‘He said you and him was checking up on loose ends? I had a lot of time for that lady. The newspapers and the police chewed me up and spat me out without an apology, although I grant you, when he was here, your dad said sorry.’

  Stella guessed this last bit was wishful thinking. Terry never apologized.

  ‘Would it be all right if we came in?’ Jack spoke softly.

  Sighing, Peterson let them into a hallway with smooth walls.

  He led them into a front room so tidy it might have been prepared for putting on the market. A patterned carpet gave off the deodorant some clients used to hide the smell of dogs or cigarettes. Stella caught a whiff of protection cream off the stark white leather three-piece suite into which she and Jack sank. Someone looked after this house; she debated asking Peterson if his wife wanted work, but he was speaking to her.

  ‘It was before Christmas; we had the tree so he had to sit over there. He said how his little girl liked lights on a tree. I told him mine did. Not that little, though, are you!’ He gave a wheezy laugh. ‘He said he would bring you. What happened? He bale out and make you do his dirty work!’

  Stella shrugged out of her anorak and folded it across the back of the sofa behind her.

  ‘Could you go over what you told Terry?’ Jack asked.

  Peterson raised his eyes, then with a shrug went on: ‘I was there for a fortnight in June 1981. I checked my old diary for him. I’d been gone a month when the tragedy occurred.’ He adopted the manner of a witness in court.

  ‘We aren’t after facts – they must be hazy after so long – but we’d love to hear your impressions, your feelings about your time there,’ Jack encouraged him. Stella tried to catch his eye. Facts were precisely what they were after.

  ‘Why were you there so long? Surely it’s a day’s work to plaster a room?’ she demanded. Jack frowned at her.

  ‘Your dad asked that the first time around and like I told him, I was doing chippy work too and painting. My trade’s plastering and nowadays I stick to it. If I never see another paintbrush it’ll be too soon, all that sanding and coat after coat and the customer is never happy. Like I said, what made up for it was that Mrs Rokesmith was nice. Have you been in the house?’ Stella glanced at Jack but now he was gazing out of the window, making no effort to appear to be listening. If only he could behave consistently.

  ‘She tried to keep her little lad away. He was desperate to help; he had his own brush and bucket. My kids were the same. Not that they’ve either of them stuck at it. The youngest might—’

  ‘You saw her son?’ Jack interrupted. Stella fixed on him but he avoided her eyes; he had no idea about being a team.

  ‘In the end she asked if it was OK for him to watch. He sat in his little chair, chattering like a bloody canary. I couldn’t shut him up. It beat Radio One. I got to look forward to him scampering in to show me his toys. He had names for everything. Odd kid. He didn’t have brothers and sisters so he made up friends. I’d never come across one like him.’

  ‘What do you mean?’ Jack asked.

  ‘I’d catch him staring like he could see right into my head. Then he was off again: what I was doing, why was I doing it and what would happen next. He held the hawk like a pro, ready to slap on the plaster. He goes and informs his mum he’s going to be a plasterer. She was well into it – not sure Mr Man would have approved. At eleven on the dot, we’d have coffee and a natter. Not often a customer is so friendly.’

  ‘Was she interested in you?’ Stella saw Jack stiffen. He was going to be no use to his dead friend if he could not be objective.

  ‘Lovely looking girl. I was married and so was she. It wasn’t like that. I told the police. I would never have hurt her. People’s minds are filthy. More so than ever.’ He made a steeple of his hands; the skin was dried and cracked. ‘I finished the job and moved on. She was lonely, that’s all.’

  ‘What makes you say that?’ Jack seemed to have shrunk into the white leather. Stella decided he lacked stamina, probably vitamins too.

  ‘I never saw no one there. I would of expected a lady like that to be having coffee mornings, other mums round – the usual. She had her lad, and that was it. Not unless you count Uncle Tony.’ He laughed.

  ‘Who was Uncle Tony?’ Jack sat forward.

  ‘I remembered that when your dad was here at Christmas. I told the lad I had an Uncle Tony, which tickled him. He wanted to be like me – the kid I mean – he’d go on about my Uncle Tony and his Uncle Tony. Long dead now, bless him.’ Colin Peterson rested one ankle on his knee. ‘I didn’t have my kids then. I’ve got three now.’ He gave a guffaw that ended in a starter-motor cough.

  Jack took out his pouch of tobacco and set about rolling a cigarette. He placed it in his case, which Stella noticed was full.

  ‘What was this Uncle Tony like?’ Jack began another cigarette, licking along a paper.

  ‘He wasn’t real. The kid made him up. Copying me, I suppose. I forgot about him until your dad was here. It brought back the fuss about the engine.’

  ‘The what?’ Jack snapped shut the case and returned it to his pocket
. The room was fuggy with heat, but he had not taken off his coat.

  ‘He said his Uncle Tony gave him the toy engine. I had to see it, he insisted, made me have a go, you know push it along. He let me be the driver.’ He shook his head.

  ‘What sort of steam engine?’ Stella was puzzled: Jonathan Rokesmith had wanted his dad to buy him an engine he saw in a shop window after his mother’s death yet he already had one. The article had said Rokesmith refused to buy him the engine in order not to spoil him; no wonder, if Rokesmith had agreed, the boy would have had two engines.

  ‘It must have cost an arm and a leg. It was old even then, more my time, but in good nick until sonny boy got his hands on it. One day it all went pear-shaped, he comes to play and there’s me up a ladder doing the ceiling. No way I could play but he was going on and on.’ He raised his arm in demonstration: ‘You got to do it in one hit with the same mix or the line shows so I didn’t dare stop and my, was he put out? I saw another side of him, he went ape!

  ‘I did warn her she should be more strict. I wouldn’t put up with that.’ Peterson scratched his forearm and added: ‘Get away with murder otherwise.’

  ‘Did you see anyone else?’ Jack broke in.

  ‘No, I said, apart from the husband, and him only once, which was fine by me.’ He pulled a face.

  ‘Why was that?’ Stella did not look at Jack. Later she would talk to him: he was behaving as if she was not there.

  ‘You minded your p’s and q’s when Mr Rokesmith was about. He had to find fault. He spots the ceiling right off. I felt like saying, blame your boy, but it wasn’t fair on the lad. These days I know not to be distracted even if the house is on fire. Ceilings are a bitch!’

  ‘What was Hugh Rokesmith like?’ Stella pressed on.

  ‘He was fussy – not that I was as good then, mind. She said he blew hot and cold. I couldn’t be doing with that. Drive you mad.’ He flicked an invisible speck off the arm of his chair. Stella wondered how sensible it was to have white leather in the house of a plasterer. Her experience of plaster was that it did not respect dust sheets or closed doors; it got everywhere.

  ‘Why didn’t you say about Uncle Tony to the police at the time?’ she enquired carefully.

  ‘He was fibbing about Uncle Tony, like I said. Her bloke was an engineer; they’re the worst sort of customer. These days, I’d turn the job down. They’re so finicky. Small step to kill his wife, I’d say.’

  ‘What’s wrong with engineers?’ Jack was taking it personally. Stella tried to nudge his foot, but he was out of reach in the corner of the sofa. She would remind him, they would only spot clues if they paid proper attention.

  ‘They work to much finer tolerances. They’re dealing with machines; it’s all certain, no room for slippage, no approximations. I’m doing it by hand so it’s bound to be rougher. Like I said to Kate, any problems, there are British Standards. My dad could quote them for breakfast, so I was up on them. He wants an argument, I’m out of here, I told her. That’s when she said it was just his way and she could handle him.’

  ‘Do you think he killed her?’ Stella was struggling to sit straight amidst the squashy cushions.

  ‘He said he was with his mum. Like my first wife was fond of saying, my mum argued cats were dogs for me.’ Peterson assumed a wise expression. ‘He might have done it. Then again he might not.’

  A wall clock struck four. The design was one of those that make a feature of the mechanism at the expense of telling the time. Stella thought it more of an engineer’s clock than a plasterer’s. She stood up.

  ‘I told your dad, I hope he gets the man this time. I’d be in the queue to have a pop at him. For the aggro he caused me and for that poor girl. People don’t trust you. I thought about changing my name, but what to and why should I? He should change his.’

  ‘Perhaps he has,’ Jack murmured.

  On the doorstep they shook Colin Peterson’s hand and, perhaps because it was over and in a minute they would be gone, he confided: ‘He’s all right, your dad – some of them flash their badges soon as look at you. They get off on it.’ He seemed to appraise Stella for the first time. ‘Got you doing his leg work, has he!’

  ‘Something like that.’ She wanted to be gone, but forced herself to pay attention.

  ‘He hadn’t forgotten his roots.’ He leant on the gate, his appointment in Acton apparently forgotten. ‘We did have a laugh about the old days. Funny bloke isn’t he, cracked me up! He went to Old Oak Primary like me but was a couple of years above. My sister Joan remembers him – a “dish”, she said! She used to hang about outside his house – you can tell him that. He’s still a QPR man, ain’t he? Said he dragged you to the Cop once. My boys defected to Spurs.’

  ‘His house?’ Stella was casual.

  ‘Primula Street. Forgotten what number. Joan will know. He said he was taking you there.’

  ‘If you think of anything else.’ Stella saw Terry flipping open his wallet, removing his card. She would lie in bed and worry about the criminals who had his number and would come to find him. She offered her Clean Slate business card.

  ‘Your dad’s never let this go, got to admire him. Give him my best, yeah?’

  On the street Jack skidded and grabbed her arm, causing Stella to lose her balance. They teetered like starfish.

  ‘Why didn’t you tell him Terry was dead?’ He let go.

  ‘It wasn’t important.’

  For the first time since Terry’s death, Stella Darnell began to suspect that perhaps it was.

  37

  Thursday, 20 January 2011

  Jackie rang to confirm the appointment with Sarah Glyde as they were passing Wormwood Scrubs Prison on Du Cane Road. She had liked Stella’s idea that her cleaners come to initial meetings to impress clients. Stella would have to come up with a reason why this only applied to Jack.

  He suggested they leave the van outside Terry’s house and walk under the foot tunnel to Sarah Glyde’s. Stella soon saw why. At the Leaning Woman he cleared off a new layer of snow and scraped icy patches from around her face and along her thigh with a coin.

  In the growing dark, the statue diminished in size and the ravages of the years was apparent. It was a lump of concrete which, over half a century, had fallen victim to decay and vandalism. Jack worked frenetically exposing the pock-marked surface demarcated into butcher’s joints, a tinge of colour in his cheeks. It struck Stella that, like a vampire, Jack drew life from the sculpture. His hands flitting over the Woman’s thigh, her face, brushing and sweeping, he was not the zombie of an hour earlier. As the statue had shrunk, so Jack had gained in stature.

  Sunlight flashed on the hearse. Stella was beside him, a tiny thing on the wide seat. Already her tights were wrinkling. Her feet fidgeted in new patent-leather shoes. She had expected to visit her nana and although he’d explained what a funeral was, she had not taken it in. Her mother had dressed her up. Wearing a dress had, he could see, put a dampener on the day for her. Until Du Cane Road Stella chattered away; it was exciting, they had a whole huge car to themselves. Did prisoners go in it? He didn’t get this until she announced that the man driving them was a policeman like him. She became subdued when the traffic slowed and the hearse in front filled the windscreen.

  Suzanne had said four was too young for a funeral and besides Stella hardly knew his mum. He said she had loved her nana. He had to be right so she came, no arguments. Stella was upset and he was sorry; he didn’t care if he was right, just that he didn’t make her cry.

  Du Cane Road was solid; nothing could stop the world, not even his cranky old mum. He had gone mad with flowers despite her warning no fuss. She would have given Stella juice and biscuits afterwards. His family: his mum and his little girl. When he told his mum about his matrimonial problems she said at least you have ‘fin-fan’; her name for his Stella. The sun was hot and it was only morning. They passed the prison. He shouldn’t have brought her.

  ‘When I get there I’ll sort your father out.’ His
mum’s dying words had got a laugh at the station but wouldn’t work on Stella.

  ‘Is Nana getting boiling hot?’ She jerked a wet thumb at the coffin.

  ‘She can’t feel anything, not pain or sun.’

  Satisfied, she put her thumb back in her mouth; he wouldn’t stop her, not today.

  His mum could not feel sunshine.

  Stella might have been mulling it over the way she crinkled her forehead. She worked problems out step by step, taking after her nana. One day perhaps he would have his practical businesslike mother back by way of his daughter.

  Stella slipped a damp hand into his and they squeezed fingers when the hearse entered the crematorium gates. She would not forget her nana, he told himself. He was right to bring her.

  Look after the living, his mum would say.

  ‘I wanted to scream when he was waffling on,’ Stella said. ‘All that about Terry and primary school.’

  ‘I didn’t see anything about an Uncle Tony in the files, did you?’

  ‘Of course not. He made up him up,’ Stella snapped. Jack also knew about ‘made-up’. She rounded on him: ‘What was the matter with you back there? He obviously reckoned Hugh Rokesmith did it and you kept contradicting him. Peterson was there, he should know, that was why you suggested we went.’

  Jack’s ear was against the plinth as if he were cracking open a safe and listening to the tumblers. Stella hoped he was not going to have another ‘Pantone 375’ attack.

  ‘He was biased, he hadn’t liked Hugh Rokesmith because he was a perfectionist. In an engineer’s world errors are not permissible. If a bridge is wrong it shows – at worst it falls down – so your mistakes are public.’

  ‘Did you meet him?’

  ‘What do you mean?’ Jack brushed off the last of the snow.

  ‘You were Jonathan Rokesmith’s friend. Did you meet his father?’

  ‘He brought the son into the class on the first day.’

  They walked in silence through the subway.