SEAL'd Shut (A Navy SEAL Standalone Romance Novel)

by Ivy Jordan

  “I’m home,” he said softly, pulling me into him as he rolled to his side.

  Chapter Ten

  Time flew by. Silas and I spent most of our time in bed, while Kayla handled the store. I cried a lot, feeling the pain of him leaving even before it happened, but I knew we had two weeks before we had to say goodbye, and I planned to make the best of every second.

  “What if we don’t survive the distance?” I asked, snuggled under his arm with my head on his chest.

  His hand moved to my face, brushing the long, auburn locks away from my brow. “What if we do?” he asked.

  I smiled. I loved that he was so positive.

  “There’s no one else in the world I would want more to be waiting for me when I get home,” he said softly.

  I sighed, letting the warm air of my breath tickle the hairs on his chest. He squirmed, I giggled, and he quickly pounced onto me, pinning me to the mattress.

  “Let’s get a shower, and go have lunch,” he said cheerfully.

  I stretched upward, pushing my lips into his. I could taste the mixture of our juices on his tongue from our love making.

  He jumped up, pulling away from my kiss. His body was so delicious. I hated to get out of bed. “Do we have to?” I pouted.

  “Woman, you’re gonna kill me,” he laughed.

  He extended his hand to me and pulled me from the bed as I took it. He gripped my ass cheeks tightly, guiding me into the bathroom as he kissed on the back of my neck.

  The shower washed away my tears so he couldn’t see them as he gently washed me with my pink loofah. I was going to miss him so badly. It tore my heart out just thinking about our time being up soon.

  “How will we see each other when you get back?” I asked.

  “This is home. I’ll work, and then I’ll come home,” he said, making it sound so simple.

  It wasn’t like a nine-to-five job. He would be at work for months at a time, and only home for a few days in between. “We’ll figure it out,” he whispered softly.

  My hands roamed through the mounds of muscles on his body, exploring every inch. I wanted to memorize his form, suck in his scent so it would last a lifetime, and stare into his eyes so intensely that I could imprint my love onto his soul.

  He slapped my ass as I stepped out of the shower, causing me to jump. “No fussing to get ready; you’re beautiful just the way you are,” he insisted.

  I stood, cocking my hip to the side and placing my hand on my waist. “So, I should go like this?” I teased.

  He stepped out of the shower, gripped my hips, and pulled me in close. “Yes,” he growled.

  “I think I may have a problem getting served,” I laughed.

  “Oh, baby. There’s no one in their right mind that wouldn’t serve you,” he said.

  His phone rang in the bedroom, echoing through the loft like a warning siren of impending doom. My heart sank, knowing he hadn’t received any contact since he’d been there, with the exception of Brenda’s text.

  He looked distressed as he rushed from the bathroom and toward the sound. I wrapped a towel around me and entered the room carefully, hoping to hear who the mystery caller was on the other end of his phone.

  “Yes, sir. I’ll be there. No. Not a problem at all, sir. Thank you, sir,” he said in a very military-style tone.

  “Who was that?” I asked, already knowing it was work related.

  His face was pale, his eyes filled with sadness and worry, and with every second I looked at him, my heart broke.

  “The mission’s been pushed up. I leave for Turkey Tuesday morning. I have to leave today to get back and prepped.”

  My knees weakened beneath me, and I felt as though I’d faint right there. I managed to keep my legs sturdy, and my mind focused as I took in his words.

  He quickly moved toward me, wrapping me in his arms. “I’m so sorry,” he whispered.

  “It’s not your fault. It’s a noble sacrifice,” I sulked. “I just don’t know if I can handle this,” I added.

  “You can,” he assured me.

  “You’ll always be leaving,” I gasped.

  “But I’ll always be coming home,” he replied.

  His hand stroked the hair from my face and wiped the single tear that escaped my eye.

  “We can do this,” he said.

  I looked up into his eyes. I knew we could. There was no one on this earth that I’d rather be waiting for. He was worth it. We were worth it.

  “Okay. Let’s get you packed,” I said, trying my best to be diplomatic.

  He winked at me, and then leaned in and kissed me softly on the cheek before grabbing his phone to make the flight arrangements.

  The only flight available leaving Minnesota and landing in Wichita Falls, Texas that day was for four o’clock, giving us barely time to get packed and to the airport. Maybe it was best that we didn’t have time to say a long goodbye.

  Silas packed his clothes while I gathered anything that belonged to him around the loft. I bagged up the body wash, the lip balm, and the shampoo that he’d helped me to create for my men’s line, and shoved it in his suitcase.

  Silas pushed my back into the side of the car for a long passionate kiss in the airport drop-off lane. People stared at us as we embraced each other so tightly that it hurt. Some were envious, while others looked disgusted by our public display of affection. I didn’t care.

  “I’ll be home soon,” Silas said, grabbing his bags and rushing into the airport.

  “I’ll be waiting,” I promised.

  I watched him disappear into the crowd and then got back in my car. I stopped in the parking lot before leaving, watching the planes take off. I know I sat there over an hour, watching each one, wondering if it was his.

  There hadn’t been time for goodbyes, so he’d made me promise to apologize to Kayla and my mom. I knew as soon as I saw them, I would fall apart. They would have to be my support system now, keeping me strong until Silas came home.

  Epilogue

  The construction was almost complete on my new greenhouse. I walked around, checking on my plants while the workers hammered away around me. Business was booming, especially since taking my products online. I already had several orders to fill for a large retail group, and Silas had been looking for a manufacturer to handle my larger packaging orders.

  I loved the free time my new success had given me. I was able to travel to Texas and stay with Silas at times he couldn’t make it home. The ability to work online had changed the entire dynamic of our relationship, but I still yearned for a normal, day-to-day relationship.

  I pinched off a piece of mint and held it to my nose. The scent always made me think of Silas, and how sweet he was to help with the men’s line of products. It had been two years since we’d met, two years since I launched the men’s line with his favorite scents. Both things were booming: our relationship, and the men’s line.

  Damn, I missed him.

  I’d just gotten back from Texas a few days ago, but it felt like an eternity. I knew there was too much to handle here for me to leave again anytime soon, and Silas wasn’t promised another leave for at least two months. There were still moments, ones just like this one, where I wondered if I could continue this, if I could handle this.

  “When you feel like you’re slipping, call me, gorgeous,” is what Silas always said to me.

  Sometimes, he couldn’t pick up his phone, but hearing his voice on the voicemail was usually enough to hold me together. I needed that now. I pulled my phone from my pocket and dialed his number.

  I heard it ring, but then echo. I pulled the phone from my ear, listening to the distinct ringtone of Silas’s phone coming from outside my greenhouse.

  My heart raced as I rushed through the doors. Silas stood there, smiling, with his phone in hand.

  “You really know how to ruin a guy’s surprise,” he teased.

  I jumped into his arms. My mouth pressed against his, my tongue exploring the taste I’d so desperately miss
ed. “What are you doing here?” I asked.

  He gripped my wrists and gently pried my arms from around his neck. “Funny you should ask,” he said with an awkward grin.

  He backed away from me, lowering to one knee. My hands covered my mouth to stop the rush of explosions that tried to escape my throat. My eyes welled up with tears as he pulled out a black velvet ring box. “Lucy Eppes, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?” he asked with a shaky voice.

  I loved that he was nervous. I loved that a strong, powerful man like Silas was still nervous around little ole me.

  I wanted to scream out YES! But my mind began reeling with worry. I was struggling enough having a long distance boyfriend. I didn’t want a long distance husband. We’d talked about marriage, but it was always thought to happen after he left the military, or at least settled somewhere closer to home.

  He smiled nervously up at me. I knew my hesitance was driving him insane.

  “How will this work?” I asked softly, not wanting to spoil the mood, but searching for the answers I needed.

  “I’ve just transferred to St. Paul Joint Air Reserve Station. I’ll have a steady position, and unless called upon by emergency or necessity, I’ll be home,” he said proudly.

  Tears fell down my cheeks, burning my flesh and blurring my vision.

  “It’s only a short drive. So, I can be home every night,” he grinned.

  “YES!” I blurted out.

  My hands gripped his arms, pulling him up from the ground. I jumped into his arms, kissing him fast and furiously on the cheeks, the neck, and the lips. I couldn’t imagine being any happier than I was in that very moment.

  “I didn’t want to tell you until I was sure,” he said.

  “How long has it been since you asked for the transfer?” I asked.

  He looked at me with a curious look. His lips curled into a smile, a crooked one like he gets when he’s being mischievous or sneaky.

  “I requested the transfer the day I arrived back in Texas. After our first two weeks together.”

  “Before the Turkey deployment?” I asked surprised.

  He nodded.

  “Why didn’t you say anything?” I asked.

  “I didn’t want to disappoint you if they said no. It’s never a guarantee,” he said.

  “You missed me as badly as I missed you,” I teased.

  “Of course I did!” he exclaimed, pulling me into his warm chest.

  “I never wanted you to feel that pain again. That look in your eyes the day I left early, it was more than I could bear,” he said.

  “I put on a brave face,” I insisted.

  I remembered that day. I cried outside the airport, but I stayed calm for his sake. I knew it was just as hard, if not harder, for him to leave. I still got to stay at home, knowing everything there would be the same every day. He was the one who had to leave home, wondering if it was still there to come home to when he got back.

  He pushed his finger into my chest, circling the area of my heart.

  “I appreciated that so much,” he said softly. “But I could feel your heart breaking,” he added.

  “Can you feel my heart now?” I asked smiling up at him.

  He pressed his palm against my chest, tightened his lips, and acted as though he was trying to listen for something.

  “I hear it,” he said softly.

  “What does it say?” I asked with a giggle.

  “It wants to go to bed,” he said, tilting his head to the side.

  I laughed. “Yes. That’s exactly what it’s saying.”

  Silas took the ring from the velvet box and carefully slid it onto my finger. My entire body was consumed with goosebumps as he leaned in and gave me our first kiss as an engaged couple. “I love you, Lucy,” he whispered.

  “I love you,” I replied, kissing his cheek gently.

  His strong arms quickly scooped me up, lifting me from my feet. I let out a squeal with excitement as my hands wrapped around his thick neck. He carried me into the loft, tossing me onto the bed.

  “Now, to consummating this engagement,” he laughed, stripping out of his tight shirt.

  My entire body quivered as I took in his amazing form. Not only was he perfect on the outside, but he was perfect on the inside as well. This was going to be my husband. Mrs. Lucy Myers. I love the sound of that.

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  MR PRESIDENT

  By Ivy Jordan

  This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer's imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2017 Ivy Jordan

  Chapter One

  The small Minnesota office was crowded with campaign staff, supporters, and the hopeful presidential candidate, Adam Andrews, current governor of the state.

  He looked so confident, so calm. I was falling apart inside, my nerves beginning to get the better of me as the reporter updated the race. One by one, Adam was winning the major states, and it was looking like a clear victory.

  “Another glass of wine?” Adam whispered in my ear.

  His hot breath startled me as it rolled down my neck from behind. “Yes, please,” I smiled, trying to hide my nerves as he handed me the glass of chardonnay. “It’s looking good,” I said, staring up at the large television hanging on the desolate blue wall.

  I wondered what this office would be once we cleared out, what it was before we arrived. “I’m a mess,” he admitted, still with confidence that made him unbelievable.

  I chuckled. “You look fine to me.”

  His smile was wide and inviting, contagious, and nearly intoxicating. “I hide my stress well,” he sighed.

  Unlike me, I thought to myself. The soft blue eyes he laid upon me made it clear he thought I needed some assurance.

  Adam, 49 years old, a veteran that served in the U.S Air Force, ranked Chief Master Sergeant, was twenty years younger than his presidential rival, Grant Owens, a loud cowboy with outdated views and unorganized thoughts.

  Adam was a Democrat, and everyone said our country was in need of a party change. I agreed, and strongly believed in everything Adam stood for and behind.

  “What are your plans when this is all over?” he asked, staring directly at me instead of the television that held his fate.

  “I guess I’ll go back to the paper,” I smiled, unsure if that was what I truly wanted.

  “Ah, yes. You were a force to be reckoned with there. I’m sure they’ll be happy to have you back,” he stated, his eyes shifting from mine to the screen above.

  I hated to admit I had a crush on him, one that would somehow be amplified if he was truly going to be our president.

  The reporter soon announced Adam Andrews the winner without the final states being calculated. There was no way Owens could win, even with the remaining states. That was it. I was standing next to the next President of the United States.

  The entire office cheered, letting off confetti bombs into the air as their yells of victory flooded the room. “Congratulations,” I shouted over the noise.

  He sipped his wine, smiled, and then set his glass down on the table behind us. I watched as he took center room, commanding authority effortlessly, and exuding confidence that was more than strong: it was sexy.

  I gulped my wine, emptying my glass as he thanked everyone for their support. My moment of excitement and happiness was quickly glazed over with sorrow, realizing I would no longer be spending long hours by his side.

  My desk was cluttered with campaign materials and only one small picture frame. I picked it up, staring at the woman inside the tiny frame, her head bald, her eyes worn and tired, and her smile, faded, but present. Rowena Hamilton, my older sister, and one of the strongest women I knew, or had ever known. Only a few years older than myself, she’d carved herself
an important editorial position at a prestigious paper in Washington D.C, raised twin boys, both in medical school, and survived cancer.

  She hated that I gave up my position as a journalist to run Adam’s campaign. She had pushed me my entire life to chase my dreams, and she didn’t believe Adam had a chance in hell against the quick-talking cowboy he was up against. Rowena was wrong for once, a revelation that both shocked and pleased me.

  There wasn’t much else on or in my desk I needed to gather, just a few notebooks with my campaign strategies scribbled inside, and a picture taken with Adam at one of the rallies.

  I shoved the small picture frame and notebooks into my purse and then held the picture of Adam and myself between my fingers. In it, he wore the blue polo that I encouraged him to wear. It brought out the blue in his eyes and made him impossible to ignore. He was casual and relaxed that day, and when the picture was taken, his hand was resting on my lower back. I could still feel the sensation of my weakened knees, tightened breasts, and speeding heart from his touch.

  “That was a great day,” Adam’s voice sounded from behind.

  I turned, blushing and nervous from his closeness. “Yes, it certainly was,” I admitted.

  “That was all thanks to you. In fact, I don’t think I’d have gotten here if it weren’t for you,” he grinned.

  “No. You got yourself here. You deserve it,” I replied.

  “I’m serious, Quinn. From telling me what to wear, what to say, and even how to run my campaign, you’ve been amazing,” he said.

  “Thank you. Those are very kind words,” I blushed.

  “Any chance you’d consider moving to Washington, D.C.?” he asked.

  My heart raced. I loved the idea of continuing to work with Adam. He was a brilliant, charming, and intelligent man, who just happened to make my pussy swell whenever he was near.

  “It’s just the power.” I could still hear my sister’s words echoing through my brain.