Mr. Darcy Takes a Wife

by Linda Berdoll

  Seeing the artillery might fight victory for them, the French cavalry poised at the side chosen for encounter. It was what Fitzwilliam had come to France to find. As ranking officer, all eyes were upon him. It would be at his signal, and not before, that they would draw their swords. A few horses shuddered, reflecting the anxiousness of their riders, not a good sign when coolness in the face of a charge meant all.

  “Steady, lads. Show no hurry,” Fitzwilliam called out in a low, reassuring voice.

  With that admonition, he drew his sword and held it first high, thereupon rested it upon his shoulder. The order was followed with such precision, the blades of three hundred men made but a single sound as they were drawn. It was Scimitar who took the first step into battle; the regiment followed suit, first into a barely contained trot, from thence, a slow canter.

  As they rode their horses shoulder to shoulder, the regiment of horse soldiers awaited the bellowing of the one word that would send them to their destiny. When it was sounded, it was Fitzwilliam who issued the command.

  Every cavalryman raised his sword high above his head, and as each kicked their horses into a hard run, they stood forward in their stirrups and pointed their sabres toward the enemy.

  “Charge!”

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  After the battle had been decided, the allied demarche demanded those who could to strive on to Paris behind the Prussians as occupation troops. Those injured were pouring back toward the English Channel to return home. Those men whose wounds demanded they not travel farther were cared for at the makeshift hospitals. If they had two legs upon which to hobble, they were directed on to Boulogne. The war was over more quickly than it began. Darcy had not yet found Georgiana, but was heartened. For if his information was correct, he was certain she would be at the abandoned villa that lay upon the road he trod.

  Initially, he had chastised himself for the two weeks he spent getting to Brussels. However, they proved to be not so unproductive after all. Once there, he had a chance conversation with the wife of an attaché to Wellington, who had the good fortune to accompany her husband from Vienna to Brussels. (Anticipating fighting the next day, the general and his wife made the curious choice to attend the duchess of Richmond’s heralded ball. She and her husband invited Darcy to join them, but he decried lack of evening attire in his bedroll, and declined.) However, before they departed the general’s wife told Darcy that she had been struck by one young woman within a retinue of nurses.

  “She was quite unlike the other young ladies with the hospital. Very demure, very ladylike,” she said.

  Then, from the discretion of her fan, she asided, “I am told many of the young nurses we have brought are no better than common trollops.”

  That his sister was in such despicable company was not a particular comfort. But just then, her companions were the least of his concerns. The young woman the general’s wife described was to be in the hospital ahead. It must be her. There could not be two such gentlewomen toiling in such an execrable place.

  And if it was not she, he was not certain he could bear the disappointment.

  On the heels of learning the disrepute of the nursing corps, Darcy had also heard a troubling report that Fitzwilliam’s cavalry regiment had been assaulted by heavy losses,

  “Barely a horse left standing,” another colonel had said to him.

  It was of a nagging worry, but he saw little recourse to gain information. Casualty lists were nonexistent—even deaths were only in round figures. Generals killed in battle were immediately lauded as heroes, but the individual names of the lower ranks would be long in coming.

  By skirting the remaining pockets of resistance and travelling horseback, Darcy was within sight of the once-grand house by late afternoon. Progress was slow. The animal he rode was not Roux’s dun and, being flay-footed and wall-eyed, owned no quality save for four legs and tail to promote himself as, indeed, a horse. But in a war such as this, Darcy thought himself lucky to have him. Two days earlier, Roux’s gelding was expropriated by the military at gunpoint. It took him a day to find another (and he would never admit to anyone how much he had to pay for him).

  The house had not been hard to locate. He simply followed the ever-increasing stream of dying and injured Brothers of the Blade. Thitherward, the structure was demolished and it lay open to accept the line of wounded humanity as if a giant maw.

  Wellington’s forces had suffered heavy losses. That was a given. However, hearing of such losses and seeing them were two entirely separate understandings. At first glance, it was easy to identify the injured as British, for all seemed to wear their red uniform jackets yet. But, in closer inspection, what appeared to be their scarlet uniform was, indeed, a uniform, not of wool, but of blood. As he rode his horse past the endless trail of mangled men, Darcy felt the appropriateness of the colour chosen for His Majesty’s army. He could only draw his eyes away from the horror of the spectacle by sheer will.

  He was within earshot of Wellington when the duke spoke the soon-to-be-famous words, “Nothing except a battle lost is half so melancholy as a battle won.” A truly Pyrrhic victory, indeed.

  Darcy kicked his horse to move ahead in order to wrest sight and mind from the hopeless vista. Ultimately overtaking the trail of injured and dying soldiers, Darcy managed to get into the court of the hospital. Having some time to perfect it, he had planned a subterfuge to gain entrance. He had decided to claim himself not a surgeon, but a civilian physician (surgeons were known to be a tatty bunch; if he were to inhabit a masquerade, it would be one of dignity). All the folderol of disguise was of little use. When presenting his assertion, no one questioned him (for what reason would someone make such a claim who was not?). He was thrust an apron and a rather dull knife. Eyeing it, he issued the considerable hope that the dirk was used to slice bandages, not men.

  Once inside, chaos reigned and he tossed aside the accoutrements of his assumed profession. No questions were asked of him, only an occasional demand to step aside by someone who did not glance up.

  One side of the building had been felled by cannon fire. The majestic columns yet standing cast shadows across the men who lay head to foot in rows across the marble floor of what was once a grand-ballroom, exposing a peculiarly inappropriate harlequin pattern. He estimated one hundred men in that room alone, and from what he could see, one thousand stood in line for aid. Seeing few people offering help, he walked slowly about, hoping to spot Georgiana. With each succeeding minute that passed without locating her, desperation expanded in the pit of his stomach.

  At long last, he espied her.

  His relief was so intense, he very nearly grasped a granite column for support. But he did not. He did what he always did. He reclaimed his countenance and his bearing before anyone had a chance to notice he had lost them. Thus restored, he watched his sister silently and from a distance.

  She knelt next to a bed and held a soldier’s hand in hers. Thereupon, she lifted it against her cheek. So reverently did she attend this task, it occurred to him that she might have joined a convent. But her sleeves were rolled back and her hair was tucked under a handkerchief tied at the back of her head. No blue faille, no wimple. If she were a nun, it was of no order known to England.

  Wiping her hands upon her long dirty apron, she rose. Then, methodically, she made her way across the line of beds. She looked at several patients, offering a word here, patting another. Once she stopped to summon a surgeon. Thereupon, she returned to her place and took the soldier’s hand in hers again.

  Eventually, and reluctantly, her gaze lifted from the soldier at her side. Her eyes expertly took in the ward, evidently in quest of any new emergency. The fidelity of her assessment was stolen when her eyes chanced upon her brother. No disrespect to her dedication; he was hard to miss, standing tall and comparatively pristine as he did midmost in a palliasse-strewn room filled with bodies of filthy, suffering men. Indeed, she shook her head as if in disbelief.

  There was an initial stand-off, for
he stood in paternal self-consequence awaiting her to come to him. But she did not. Once he realised she would not, he closed the gap betwixt them himself in several long strides. With the understanding that she had won a considerable concession, she rose and turned to him. Her countenance, nonetheless, was somewhat belligerent.

  He had not come all that distance to be thwarted by a less than inviting mien. Folding her in an embrace of far greater vehemence than either could recollect sharing, he made himself not scold her. Words of love and reassurance poured from him with such ease, one would have never guessed it was the first time he had said them to her. He did not query her except of her health, for she looked tired. She shook off such inquiries and initiated a truly terse exchange.

  “Pray, did you come for me or Geoffrey?”

  “Fitzwilliam?”

  “He is here.”

  “Wounded?”

  “Yes.”

  “Badly?”

  “Yes.”

  Upon inquiry as to where Fitzwilliam lay, she looked at her own hand and said, simply, “Here.” In her grip, she still held the bandaged man’s hand.

  Fitzwilliam was unrecognisable. An involuntary gasp escaped Darcy, for he had not steeled himself for what he would see. Fitzwilliam’s head was swathed in bandages, obscuring most of his face. His leg too looked ghastly, wrapped and bloodied as well. Georgiana knelt again and talked to him in a whispered voice.

  “Darcy is here, Geoffrey. All is well.”

  Darcy could see Fitzwilliam nod feebly; he moved closer and knelt. Advised by Nurse Darcy to put his lips near Fitzwilliam’s ear, Darcy did as he was told. At the sound of his voice, he raised his hand and Darcy grasped it. They spoke only a few moments. Most of those were spent offering impotent words of reassurance to each other.

  He rose, cleared his throat, and then busied himself asking Nurse Darcy the exact nature of the colonel’s wounds.

  “His sight is questionable…” Her voice shook, so she calmed herself before continuing, “His eyes are burned in some manner, maybe by a cannon—no one knows.”

  Thereupon, she pointed to his leg and whispered, “’Tis desperate, I am afraid.”

  Now that his sister was found and a determination made of Fitzwilliam’s condition, he was of the opinion everything was manageable. Provided, thenceforward, that he was the manager.

  “The filth here is insupportable. He must be moved.”

  Her face brightened at the possibility, “Do we have the means?”

  In any other circumstances that would have been an absurd query, the Darcys had the means for anything they so chose. At that moment, he had only an exceedingly unworthy mount, but it was, technically, a means. They counselled about it.

  Darcy talked of fashioning a drag upon which to lay Fitzwilliam. (It would be undeniably crude, for Darcy had not fashioned anything for himself since he was a child, but they could not throw him over the saddle.) Georgiana bid a surgeon’s opinion. He announced it not only crude, but also unfeasible. He said if they attempted to move Fitzwilliam in such a manner, he was more than likely to die.

  “Every day you do not move him will better prepare him for when you do,” but under his breath he muttered, “if the man lives at all.”

  Hitherto of no particular regard of surgeons, Darcy’s disdain was unmitigated by this one questioning his plans. Somewhat imperiously, he insisted that a hospital such as this would not aid in anyone’s recovery.

  “And what do you suggest as an alternative?” Darcy inquired.

  Clearly exasperated (and a bit imperious, himself), the surgeon said, “You move this man, it is at risk of his life. Forgive me, I have many others to whom I must attend.”

  Having abused the surgeon’s goodwill irreparably, Georgiana glared at her brother. He, however, was unmoved. He cared little for a lowly surgeon’s good opinion. Nor should she. Employing questionable logic, he endeavoured to convince her to leave Fitzwilliam at the hospital and venture home. If she would go, he would stay. But she would not have it.

  She said, “As long as Geoffrey is not repaired, I shall stay with him. I did not come all this way to take leave of him when he needs someone most.”

  He looked at his sister queerly for a moment, but only a moment.

  Ultimately, they reached, if not an agreement, at least a meeting of the minds. He would find a way for them all to repair to England together, otherwise no one would leave. It was only within that conversation that Darcy learnt (for if horses were scarce commodities, maps were even more so) that Lille was but a few miles away. Lille and Cousin Roux’s villa. And Cousin Roux’s teeming stables.

  The answer to their dilemma was at hand! He kissed Georgiana’s forehead and told her he would be back from Roux’s villa with a waggon as expeditiously as possible.

  His every thought since leaving Pemberley had been to find his sister. As frantic as he was, he had thought little of how they would return home, presuming only that it would be the same way whence they had come. He had not begun to consider taking a wounded man with them. Allowing his sister, or even Fitzwilliam, to stay in that appalling ward was unconscionable. If he had to, he would move mountains and kings to get them both home.

  He located his detestable excuse for a horse and, with more precision than elegance, turned him toward Lille. So cheered had Georgiana been by the notion of getting Fitzwilliam home, he dared not tell her there was a possibility that Roux’s house might have been pillaged. It was with that apprehension foremost in mind that he travelled the distance to his cousin’s villa.

  But that did not discourage his plans. He would borrow a waggon, load Fitzwilliam and Georgiana. Thereupon make haste for Calais. If he had to, he would purchase a schooner. He would christen it The Elizabeth. All would be well once they were upon their way to England.

  So grand were his schemes, it would only gradually occur to him that his sister’s reason for coming to battle was, indeed, for love, but not for any of the suitors he had feared.

  “Was Fitzwilliam a suitor?” Darcy wondered ever so fleetingly, thereupon dismissed it.

  Certainly, such esteem was not returned. Unsuitable suitors, or unrequited love—neither were what he would have chosen for her. Sequentially, he began to chew upon a particularly tough nut. For he had to admit to himself that if he was so blind as to not recognise his sister’s regard for Fitzwilliam, he could not truly account for Fitzwilliam, either. It was all too confounding.

  In the face of life and death, Darcy’s pragmatic mind put the impracticality of romance aside and concentrated upon something more in his control. A waggon.

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  When the war erupted, Georgiana and the corps d’elite of nurses were unceremoniously dumped into a semi-demolished house. Thereupon, they were influenced to ready themselves for work. As soldiers were hauling branches to fashion cots and litters, Georgiana tore bandages and continually stole looks at the gate to the courtyard, consumed with fear for what she would soon see come through it. She relaxed her guard somewhat when their first patient was a soldier who had no more complaint than a belly-ache from being reconnoitred beneath a heavily burdened crab-apple tree.

  As she sat ripping cloth into narrow strips, it dawned upon her just how far from Derbyshire she was. And the entire endeavour had begun with a very sudden scheme. She had toyed with the idea upon overhearing the raging discussion in her brother’s library. But she did not believe it feasible until she saw John Christie stalking angrily away from Pemberley. He did not tell her, and she dared not inquire, what had angered him into leaving. His demeanour suggested some sort of bad blood.

  When she saw it took no more effort from him than to simply walk down the road to go, she suddenly heard herself calling out to him to wait. Not surprisingly, John had been disinclined of her company, so she resorted to the bribery of expeditious transportation. The decision to take her life upon her own course was made in that good time.

  The magnitude of the change in her circumstances was apparent to h
er from that first night. As someone who drifted off to sleep upon the comfort of silk sheets and by the tinkling of a music box, Georgiana was kept awake as much by the clamouring noise that accompanied their accommodations as the smell. She lay her shawl daintily atop the batting cot and reminded herself such accommodations might be the best she enjoyed for some time. Thus, she practised not noticing the noise or the lumpy bed. Of lice, she dared not ponder.

  Had it not been for John’s friendship and his coincidental decision to take leave of Pemberley, she was certain she would not have had the courage to do what she had. Getting to Portsmouth had been relatively simple. Getting to the continent had been difficult, but hardly the severest obstacle she faced.

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  Forthwith, the whimsical start to her nursing career was hastily forgotten. That soldier with the collywobbles was soon usurped by scores of others. These were grievously wounded. Thus, he was remanded into service as an orderly by Georgiana. Now that she had not the time, she handed him a stack of fabric with the admonition to start tearing bandages. For having been the recipient of barked orders from the onset, Georgiana had mindlessly found a stronger voice herself. And mindlessness would be her only retreat.

  Field nurses were desperately needed, but that did not keep the overworked doctors from overworking the ones they had, perchance knowing there was nowhere for them to flee from service. That they were in such need was fortunate for Georgiana, who could diagnose the croup but, at first, had no notion as to how to mend gunshot victims.

  Fortuitously, she found a medical niche. It was one of her gifts. She had always needled delicate, lovely screens. All her life, everyone had told her she handled a needle with greater finesse than did any other lady. Hence, the surgeons learnt to call upon Georgiana when it was time to sew wounds together. The needles were similar in curvature to her embroidery ones, but heavier. She had only to alter her technique slightly to accommodate the weight of the catgut through skin. Her stitches were universally admired, when there was time. But ordinarily there was not and she soon abandoned her small, neat stitch for a longer one that embraced speed.