The Seraphina Donavan Collection: Contemporary

by Donavan, Seraphina

  “She's getting cuter. I almost believe she's an actual cat,” Lucy said.

  “You are so mean! Of course, she's a cat!”

  Lucy raised an eyebrow. “Like no other cat I've ever seen. Crazy, matted fur with patches missing and big giant ears…that pointy, little nose. She looks like a half-phased werewolf I saw in a horror movie once.”

  Caroline wanted to be angry, but Lucy wasn't saying anything she hadn't thought herself. “She'll get cuter. You'd look like hell too if you had that rough a start.”

  “Oh, fine. Fantastic. Give me the guilts!”

  Caroline rolled her eyes. “Oh, please! Like you've ever experienced that emotion! Now stop verbally abusing a helpless kitten and help me figure out what the hell I'm supposed to wear on my first date with your brother!”

  Lucy muttered, “Helpless, my ass. She's got teeth like razors.” Nonetheless, Lucy laid the kitten on the bed and approached the closet. “You weren't kidding when you said meager.”

  Caroline shrugged. “I gained thirty pounds in the last year self-medicating with cupcakes and doughnuts. Packing a bunch of clothes I'll never fit into again was pointless.”

  Lucy reached into the closet and pulled out a black sweater with crocheted lace at the shoulders and neckline. “This is cute.”

  “I put it on, and William told me to stop trying to be Stevie Nicks.”

  “William was an asshole. It's cute. You'll wear it,” Lucy paused as she reached into the closet for a pair of skinny jeans and the one pair of boots that Caroline owned, “with these.”

  “It's a little much, don't you think?”

  “No. I don't. I think you need a push-up bra and some the right jewelry. You're not the mayor's wife anymore. Boring suits, ladylike dresses, and taking your shithead husband's crap with a polite smile are all things of the past.”

  Caroline took the boots and jeans. Cocking her head to one side, she considered what Lucy had just said. “You're right. Pleasing my father was always a wasted effort. There was no pleasing William at all. And everyone in this town just wants to point and laugh or give me fake pity smothered in a helping of superiority.”

  “So fuck 'em.”

  Caroline couldn't stop the grin that spread across her face. “Fuck 'em. My new motto.”

  “Does that apply to Boone?” Lucy asked with a raised eyebrow.

  “He's your brother! It's just weird to talk about this with you.”

  Lucy shrugged. “He is my brother, but you are my best friend. Having had more than one run-in with your ex-husband, I can attest to the fact that no one needs to get laid more than you.”

  “Just stop. Stop. Please, for the love of all that's holy, just stop,” Caroline pleaded as she shimmied into the skinny jeans. The days of modesty with Lucy were long over. They'd been changing clothes in front of one another for years. She'd also been present with a front row seat at the birth of every one of Lucy's children.

  “Fine. I'll stop,” Lucy agreed, pulling a heavily padded bra from one of the drawers. “Wear this. It'll make his eyes pop out of his head.”

  Caroline took the bra, dressed quickly, and under Lucy's supervision, completed her hair and makeup. “I look like a slut.”

  “You look hot on the cusp of slutty. It's perfect. We're going to the PitStop after the game…Charlie and I haven't been kid-free since the last time I got pregnant.”

  Caroline laughed. “There might be a link between the two!”

  “Yes, there was a link. But a very helpful urologist snipped it, and now Charlie and I don't have to worry about that anymore. So I'm going to drink lots of beer, go home to an empty house, and do dirty things with my hot hubs who traded his six pack for a pony keg.”

  It had never mattered to Lucy that Charlie hadn't maintained his perfect military physique. It hadn't mattered to her that William had lost his hair or that his middle had spread. She'd accepted him for who he was, warts and all. Boone clearly didn't mind the extra weight she'd put on since high school. “I don't understand why William never just accepted me. It was always about changing me, tearing me down, making me feel like a failure. I never understood it…every pound I gained, every dress size I went up, it was just another thing for him to use against me.”

  Lucy hugged her, and the gesture was much like Lucy herself—abrupt, strong, and oddly comforting. “That was never about you, babe. It was always about him. While you were wondering why he treated you so badly, the rest of us were wondering why the hell you married the son of a bitch anyway.”

  “Can I just claim youth and stupidity?”

  “Why not? Now, let's go to a football game, watch my kid kick some ass, then go get drunk. I've got a man to seduce!”

  ~*~*~

  Boone was waiting at the gates of the football stadium with Charlie. They'd dropped Nick off early for all the pre-game stuff and had spent the last half hour waiting for Lucy and Caroline to show up.

  “Boone, how's the tattoo business?”

  Boone smiled. “The shop's only been open a day, Roy, but so far so good.”

  The other man nodded and kept walking. It was weird to be back in a town where everyone knew everything about everyone's business. Thinking back to the things Lucy had said about Caroline and how people had treated her, it wasn't a stretch for him to imagine just how ugly it had gotten for her.

  “Lord, I love that woman, but when Nick sees what his mother has on he's going to shit a baby alligator.”

  Boone glanced in the direction Charlie was pointing and saw Lucy and Caroline walking in. Lucy was wearing one of her more eccentric outfits, which was saying something. Skin-tight jeans with stiletto heels, she looked like the heroine chic version of Betty Paige. But Caroline was a different matter entirely. The black sweater with the lacy cutouts gave the illusion it was about to slip off her shoulders at any second. With her blonde hair hanging in rich waves and the glossy pink lipstick beckoning him, he didn't much care what Nick would do when he saw Lucy.

  “Hey,” he said, too dumbstruck to offer anything more articulate.

  “Hey, yourself. Looks like the game is about to start.”

  Forcing himself to think, to make his brain function in spite of the fact that none of his blood was actually traveling to it, Boone took her hand and led her toward the bleachers. They found a spot toward the center with a good view of the field.

  It was a typical high school football game in a southern town. Everyone was there, regardless of whether they had kids on the team or not. As far as Friday night entertainment went, it was pretty much all the town had to offer. There was drinking in the parking lot, carefully concealed, of course. There was also lots of gossip. It was a safe bet that he and Caroline were at the center of most of it.

  Whispers, stares, a few nervous giggles, and the less than subtle side-eye as people walked past. Yeah. Small town living had its drawbacks. It wasn't that he minded people knowing he was with Caroline. If it had been up to him, he would have shouted it from the rooftops. But it made her uncomfortable to be the center of attention. He could feel her shrinking beside him.

  “We can get out of here,” he offered.

  She smiled brightly, but there was panic in her eyes. “Don't you want to watch the game?”

  He did. He wanted to see Nick play and cheer him on. It would be one of the first games he'd gotten to watch the kid in since he'd been in the pee-wee league. “Yeah, I do. But I know you're miserable.”

  She took a deep breath and then squared her shoulders. “No. I'm not. I'm not going to let them make me miserable. I have just as much right to be here as anybody else does…And clearly their lives can't be all that interesting since they've got so much time to worry about mine.”

  “Then let's give them something to talk about.” Boone didn't give her a chance to reply, but leaned in until their lips were barely a breath apart. Cupping her cheek gently, he tipped her head back slightly and then settled his lips over hers. It wasn't heated or passionate. It wasn't the time or pla
ce for that. But it wasn't any less sweet. Kissing her there, in full view of the world, he was letting them all know that she was his.

  He eased back, smiling at her and the slightly dazed look in her eyes. “That ought to keep them busy for a while.”

  “Who?” she asked, then spoiled it with a wink.

  Boone laughed as he settled his arm around her shoulders. Tugging her closer on the hard concrete seats, he decided that life, for the moment at least, was just about perfect.

  Next to him, Charlie leaned over and said, “Man, you are sunk like a leaky ass boat.”

  Boone nodded. “I'm okay with that.”

  The remainder of the game passed in a blur. Like every small southern town, football wasn't just a sport. It was a religion. The crowd eventually lost interest in whatever was going on between him and Caroline. Instead, they kept their attention focused on the gridiron and the kids who were putting heart and soul into a game, not for money, but for the love of playing.

  Nick, Boone realized, was a hell of a football player. Whatever horrors Lucy and Charlie might impart about their painfully adolescent son, there was no denying his talent.

  “Damn! Look at that kid run!” he whispered as Nick headed for the end zone.

  Charlie nodded. “He's good. He'd damn well better be, because his grades sure as hell won't get him a scholarship.”

  “Are they good enough for him to keep a scholarship?”

  Lucy chimed in. “Yes. And they will stay that way, or so help me god, I will skin his ass.”

  “You will not,” Caroline said. “You'll ground him. You'll sit on top of him while he studies, and you'll threaten the lives of anyone who dares distract him.”

  Boone chuckled as he rose from his seat. It was true. Lucy talked tough, but hidden inside her scrawny body was a heart the size of Texas. “They're gonna call this game any minute. Right now, it's just getting embarrassing for the other team. We'll meet you guys at the PitStop.” He held out a hand to Caroline, and she accepted it, rising gracefully to her feet and following him from the bleachers.

  “Why are we leaving early?” she asked as they crossed the parking lot to his truck.

  He answered as he opened the truck door for her. “Because I want to have you to myself for a minute. Also, Lucy needs a minute or two to gloat without us around. Holding it in any longer might kill her.”

  She tossed a sultry glance over her shoulder, blonde hair sliding over the lacy black sweater. Unable to resist, Boone leaned into the truck, tugged the sweater aside just a bit, and kissed the satiny skin of her shoulder. She shivered in response.

  “I've wanted to do that all night,” he admitted.

  “I'm glad you waited till now. Otherwise, the good citizens of Charlottesville would be scandalized.”

  “Oh, they will be yet…You can always count on the PitStop for raunchy music and even raunchier dancing.”

  “Yeah, I'm going to need vodka.”

  Boone was still chuckling as he climbed into the truck and headed for the bar. With any luck, they'd get there before everyone else and snag one of the few tables. It was a strange thing to have a first date with someone you'd known all your life, but at least it seemed to be going his way.

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  Caroline left the ladies room at the PitStop, though it was doubtful many “ladies” had ever occupied it. The sheer quantity of phone numbers and poorly illustrated penises adorning the walls was proof of that. Still, she was having a good night. As nervous as she'd been about being seen with Boone, or with anyone since Charlottesville was chocked full of judgmental assholes, she was still having fun.

  The smile that curved her lips faded as she rounded the corner and entered the main part of the bar. The thing about luck was that it always ran out. Standing at the bar, ordering their second round, Boone had his back to her and to the door. Standing just inside it, and clearly already drunk, stood William, who looked directly at her, his eyes cold and mean.

  It was no accident he was there. The PitStop wasn't the only bar in town, but it was the one William had always considered to be beneath him. He preferred to do his drinking at one of the hotels or at the country club. Or his mistress' apartment, she thought a little bitterly.

  It wasn't jealousy. It was humiliation. William had made a fool out of her in front of the entire town. Deciding he'd ruined enough things for her, she vowed she wasn't going to let him ruin her first real date with Boone. Crossing the room with a purposeful stride and grabbing him by the arm, she dragged him back outside and onto the wide front porch.

  “What the hell are you doing here?” she demanded.

  He laughed, the same ugly, derisive sound she'd heard so frequently when they'd been married. “I'm seeing how the other half lives,” he replied. “I'm not impressed. Of course, I don't really have to answer your questions since you're not my wife anymore.”

  “William, just go home. There's no need for things to be ugly like this.”

  “Ugly? Ugly like you out whoring it up with an inked up, white-trash asshole and his slut of a sister? Is that what you mean by ugly, Caroline?”

  All the anger and hurt that she'd been pushing down for years, swallowing it back to keep the peace, bubbled to the surface. “You don't get to talk about them that way! You're a criminal! You robbed the entire damned town, William! You were a horrible husband! Mean, hateful, cruel, insulting! All you know how to do is belittle people and call them names. You're a nasty, broken little boy on the inside!”

  “Fat-ass bitch! Who the hell do you think you're talking to?”

  “I'm talking to my fat-ass, soon-to-be ex-husband. You're not rocking the six pack abs of your college days, William. You're bald, you've got a beer gut, and you know what else? You're lousy in bed!”

  By the time she'd finished, she was shouting. The few people that were gathered on the porch enjoying their cigarettes were staring. Some laughed, some looked uncomfortable, and some settled in to watch the show.

  ~*~*~

  Boone raised his beer in salute to the bartender as he grabbed the other bottles and headed back to their table. He frowned as he approached it, seeing a worried looking Lucy and a frowning Charlie.

  “What's going on? Where's Caroline?”

  “She's outside with her asshole ex, and Charlie won't let me go after her,” Lucy snapped.

  “It's not your place. She's here with Boone, and Boone needs to handle it,” Charlie responded. “You don't have to fix everything for everybody.”

  Boone placed the longnecks on the table. “I'm gonna go see what the hell is going on.”

  “Beat his ass,” Lucy said. “Lord knows he deserves it!”

  Boone didn't respond. He was already heading for the door. Pushing it open, he stepped out into the cool night air and listened to the sound of Caroline's raised voice. She didn't sound afraid. She sounded pissed, and that was the only thing that kept him from taking William down right there on the spot.

  “Is there a problem?” he asked, walking up behind the arguing couple. Caroline flushed in response, but William just smiled that same smarmy shark smile he always had.

  “Well, if it isn't my fat-ass ex-wife's new, low-class boyfriend. How's the tattoo business?”

  “My business,” Boone said, “is just that and none of yours. Since you're so concerned about the class of people you're associating with, maybe you ought to head back up on the hill and hobnob with those more your kind.”

  “You don't tell me what to do, asshole!” William sneered.

  Boone continued, “Except for the fact that you've swindled half the people in this town, and they're probably not so forthcoming with invitations now, are they? I don't much give a damn where you go, dickhead, as long as you're not anywhere near Caroline.”

  “Don't make me kick your ass again, Caldwell. I'd hate to leave you crying on the asphalt like I did last time.”

  Boone nodded. “You did. You and about three of your friends. You don't have any friends here
tonight, and I'm not a skinny sixteen-year-old kid anymore, either. Try it and I promise you the outcome will be very different.”

  William turned back to Caroline. “It's a damn shame you had to let him put his dirty hands on you. Fixed up that way, you're almost hot again. Maybe if you'd gone to that much effort while we were married, I wouldn't have had to fuck someone else.”

  Boone didn't hesitate again. He grabbed William by the arm, spun him around, dodged the wide and clumsy punch, but landed one of his own right on the other man's jaw. William sank to the rough boards of the porch with a pathetic groan.

  “Boone! You can't get in trouble over him! He's not worth it!”

  “What the hell is he gonna do? Call the cops? He's out on bail, Caroline. You think he wants them to know he's coming to dive bars and stirring up trouble?”

  “Let's just go home,” she said. “I don't much feel like being social anymore any way.”

  At that moment, Lucy and Charlie came bustling out. “Time to go,” Charlie said. “Heard the bartender calling the cops. What the hell kind of dive bar doesn't like a good fight every now and then?”

  Boone took Caroline's hand, tugging her toward the truck that was parked near the end of the lot. Charlie and Lucy were way ahead of them, making a beeline for the minivan he'd busted Charlie's balls over ever since he'd bought the damn thing.

  “What did he mean when he said he kicked your ass once before?” Caroline's face bore a look of puzzlement as he held the truck door for her.

  Boone shrugged. “It was a long time ago. He apparently didn't take kindly to the fact that I had a gigantic crush on you.”

  “Why didn't you tell me? You or Lucy should have told me what he did to you!”

  “Why?” he demanded. “What good would it have done? Would you have stood up to your daddy and refused to marry the son of a bitch? Far as I know, Caroline, tonight might be the only time in your life you've ever stood up to anyone!”

  He regretted it the minute he said it. He was still mad at William, spoiling for a fight, and he was taking it out on her. The look of hurt that flashed in her eyes made him feel like the lowest piece of scum that had ever walked. “I shouldn't have said that to you,” he offered. It wasn't much of an apology, but it was all he could come up with at the moment.