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Losing My Religion

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by Lobdell, William


  abortion, 29, 63, 100, 206

  Abraham, 52–53, 248

  Alaska Natives, 215–16, 220–22, 224, 226–34

  Altar Boy, Altered Life (Price), 114

  “Amazing Grace” (hymn), 20

  Ananias, 104

  Anthony, Ole E., 173–77, 179

  Anton, Mike, 167, 168

  Arzube, Bishop Juan A., 101

  Ashcroft, John, 80

  atheists, 145, 204, 205, 207, 213, 247, 250, 267, 276, 277

  arguments of, 208, 270–71

  certainty of, 246

  Augustine, St., 9, 120

  Baird, Monsignor Lawrence, 115

  Bakker, Jim and Tammy, 177

  Ballard, Guy, 82–83

  Barman, Father Bill, 88–89

  Barna, George, 205

  Barnett, John, 115

  Barris, Mike, 20–22

  Basil of Caesarea, St., 147

  Benedict XVI, Pope, 142, 256

  Benny Hinn Miracle Crusade, 181–84, 186, 212

  Berg, Amy, 218

  Berger, Rabbi David, 75

  Bernstein, Carl, 59

  Beshore, Kenton, 10, 11–12, 26

  Bevilacqua, Cardinal, 143

  Bible, 7–8, 121, 126–27, 160, 170, 198, 206, 239, 277

  contradictions in, 49–50, 52–53, 248–49

  hell and, 166–67, 168, 169

  on Job’s testing, 201–2

  on Joshua’s faith, 141–42

  as literary work, 51–53

  personal belief in, 36–37, 54, 64, 66, 209

  relevance of, 10–12

  shortest sentence in, 133

  study of, 13, 14, 16, 84, 160

  See also New Testament

  Bible Answer Man, The (radio program), 71

  Bible Tales (Gregory), 10–11

  Biola University, 275

  birth control, 85, 206, 256, 257

  Boggess, Donna, 41–43

  Boggess, Keri, 42

  Book of Gomorrah (Damian), 147

  Book of Mormon, 122–23, 126, 280, 281

  Born Again (Colson), 14

  Bosch, Hieronymus, 166

  Boster, Mark, 64

  Boston, Archdiocese of, 135–39, 142

  Boston Globe, 135, 136–37

  Bridle, James, 40, 41

  Brigham Young University, 123

  Broadcom Corporation, 64, 65

  Brown, Bishop Tod D., 86, 98, 151, 152

  Buddha, 279

  Burns, Father Robert M., 138

  Bush, George W., 69

  Cafeteria Catholics, 84, 85

  Cameron, Kirk, 195, 268

  Camino de Santiago, El, 203

  Case, Father Frank, 219

  Case for Christ, The (Strobel), 14, 197

  Catholic Church, 33, 43–44, 85–89, 272, 281

  in Alaska, 227–38

  anti-Catholicism and, 55

  attractions of, 54–55

  conscience and, 85, 218–20

  conversion process and, 84–86, 99, 119–20, 135, 140–41, 147, 148–49

  disillusionment with, 156–59, 244–46, 248, 268

  good works and, 62–63, 66–68, 198–99, 200

  hierarchal structure of, 99, 161–62, 164, 245–46

  institutional problems of, 145–48, 161–62

  loyalty to clergy of, 99–100, 141

  personal behavior and, 85, 206

  priest paternity cases and, 254–58

  teachings of, 84–85, 140, 166

  See also clergy sexual abuse cases

  Catholic Worker movement, 66–68

  celibacy, 218

  Chabad-Lubavitch movement, 73–76

  charities, 64–65, 66–67, 75, 205

  Cheemuk, Tommy, 228, 230

  Chesterton, G. K., 14

  Christian apologetics, 13–14, 50–51, 165, 210

  Christian media, 70, 187, 195

  Christian Research Institute, 71

  Claremont Graduate University, 280

  clergy sexual abuse cases, 61–62, 89–120, 135–38, 215–34

  blaming of victims and, 101, 102, 115, 143, 156

  euphemistic reporting of, 102–3

  historical instances of, 147–48

  Internet discussions of, 139

  legal prosecution team and, 216–18

  numbers of reported cases of, 139

  priest treatment policy and, 96, 109–12

  priest whistle-blowers and, 164–65

  responses to, 94–100, 102, 108, 109–19, 136–39, 142–44, 152–56, 164–66, 168–69, 217, 219–24, 226–27

  settlements paid for, 95–98, 152, 217, 227, 230

  wounds of survivors of, 103–5

  Clohessy, David, 146

  CNN, 180, 184, 187

  Cody, Sharon, 115

  Colice, Lenora and Vincent, 108–9

  Colson, Charles, 14

  Columbia University, 207

  Colver, Suzy, 131

  Come By My Light (Mother Teresa), 200

  Comfort, Ray, 168

  Conley, Father John, 164–65

  Crean, John, 47

  Creasy, Bill, 51–53

  Crouch, Jan, 188–91, 194

  Crouch, Paul, 188–94

  Crouch, Paul, Jr. (PJ), 189, 190

  Crucified God, The (Multmann), 242

  Damian, St. Peter, 147–48

  Daniel, 66

  Dante, 166

  Darby, Brian, 183

  Darwin, Charles, 209

  Dateline (TV show), 187

  David, 120

  Dawkins, Richard, 208, 270–71

  Day, Dorothy, 67

  death, 247, 250, 278–79

  deists, 269

  Deliver Us From Evil (film), 218

  DiMaria, Diane, 117

  DiMaria, Ryan, 94–98, 107, 108, 111, 115, 152, 215, 216, 224

  abuse claims of, 116–18

  abuse settlement to, 95, 152, 217

  Douglas, William O., 82–83

  Doyle, Father Thomas, 105, 218

  Drivon, Larry, 142

  Dumb Ox, The (Chesterton), 14

  Einstein, Albert, 269

  Eliezrie, David, 72–73

  Emmett, Sue, 130

  eternity, 240–42, 247, 250, 279

  Eucharist, 84–85, 99

  evangelical Christians, 133, 169, 202, 267, 272

  attraction Lobdell of, 3–4, 8–16, 20–21, 25–26, 30–32, 46, 54, 84

  Catholic tensions with, 55

  classic testimony stories of, 16

  doubts and, 200

  faith and, 65–66

  financial abuses and, 71–72

  hell view of, 166–68

  human failings of, 205

  intercessory prayer and, 207

  journalists and, 28–32

  men’s weekend retreat and, 16–22, 203, 243

  rational explanations and, 243–44

  Warren’s ministry and, 68–71, 166–67, 178

  See also televangelists

  Evangelical Council for Financial

  Accountability, 72

  Evans, Pete, 176

  evil, 170, 231

  Ex-Mormon General Conference, 130–33, 135

  Fairbanks, Diocese of, 226–27, 228

  faith, 31, 32, 45–46, 54, 120, 125, 128, 215, 240

  as burden, 280

  challenge to, 127, 213, 282–83

  doubt and, 6–7, 47, 49–50, 148, 149, 162, 163, 169–70, 198–99, 206, 211, 231, 251

  as gift, 244

  Joshua’s statement of, 141–42

  leap of, 244

  loss of, 130–31, 159–61, 201, 223–25, 233, 235–37, 246, 249–50, 259–60, 275–80, 283

  price of, 48

  public confession of, 21

  spiritual crises and, 200–202

  testing of, 65–66

  See also prayer

  faith healers, 177–88

  Falwell, Jerry, 17, 20, 29

  Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (Thompson), 58–59

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nbsp; Fight Club (film), 278

  “Footsteps in the Sand” (story), 200–201

  Ford, Lonnie, 192–94

  Francis of Assisi, St., 14, 32, 62–63, 120, 171

  Freberg, Katherine K., 94–95, 108, 216

  Freud, Sigmund, 211, 235

  Fuller Seminary, 268

  Galton, Sir Francis, 208–9

  Gannon, Bob, 86

  Genesis, 51, 52–53, 248

  Geoghan, Father John, 136–37, 138

  “Getting Religion” (Lobdell column), 35–37, 39–53

  Gibson, Jordie, 184

  Gilmore, Father Vincent, 85–86, 88, 120, 141, 157

  God Delusion, The (Dawkins), 208

  God in the Dock (Lewis), 77

  God’s plan, 211–12, 237

  “God thing,” 28–29

  Goffard, Christopher, 259–60

  Graham, Billy, 167–68, 178, 182, 194–95

  Graham, Franklin, 194–95

  Grant, Mary, 97–98, 100

  Grant, W. V., 176

  gratitude, 237–38, 243, 278

  Gray, James, 118

  Great Divorce, The (Lewis), 14, 163–64

  Gregory, Dick, 10–11

  Hammer, MC, 195

  Hanegraaff, Hank, 71–72

  Harris, Father Michael (“Father Hollywood”), 61–62, 89–90, 91–100, 107–20, 137, 138

  charisma and style of, 91–94

  loyalty to, 99–100, 115, 116

  psychiatric evaluation of, 111–13

  Harris, Sam, 270–71

  Harvard University, 208

  Harvest Crusade, 83

  HBO, 187

  healing prayers. See prayer hell, 163–64, 166–70, 218, 247

  Hewitt, Hugh, 22–23, 25–26, 28–31, 127–28, 202, 203, 204, 244

  background and beliefs of, 15–16

  Hinn, Benny, 177–88, 192, 195, 212

  Hitchens, Christopher, 270–71

  Holy Trinity, 6, 22, 84

  homosexuality, 29, 50, 192–94

  Hubbard, Jen, 71–72

  Huffman, John, 55, 235–43

  Huffman, Suzanne, 237

  Hunsinger, George, 168

  If It’s Going to Be, It’s Up to Me! (Schuller), 167

  Ignatius of Loyola, St., 120, 203–4

  intercessory prayer. See prayer Internet, 139

  Isaac, 52–53, 248

  Islam. See Muslims

  “Jack Mormons,” 131

  Jakes, T. D., 178

  James, St., 203

  Jefferson, Thomas, 269

  Jesuits, 203, 204, 218–20, 227–30, 232–33

  Jews. See Judaism

  Job, 201–2, 240

  John (apostle and saint), 13

  John XII, Pope, 161

  John, Gospel of, 39, 209

  John of the Cross, St., 120, 198–99

  John Paul II, Pope, 93, 118, 142, 166, 256

  Jolley, Clifton, 280–82

  Jones, J. P., 49

  Joshua, 50, 141–42

  Joyce, James, 212

  Judaism, 64–65, 72–76, 80, 121, 122, 128, 267, 271

  Karcher, Carl, 54

  Karcher, Father Jerome, 54

  Kobuk, Peter (“Packy”), 215, 229–30, 231–34

  Krol, Cardinal, 143

  Laboure, Catherine, St., 225

  Lamanites, 122

  Latter-day Saints. See Mormonism

  Laurie, Greg, 195

  Law, Bernard Cardinal, 136–38, 142

  Lazarus, 133

  Leap of Faith (movie), 178

  Lenihan, Father John, 97

  Leo IX, Pope, 147–48

  Letting Go of God (Sweeney), 247–50, 262

  Levada, William Cardinal, 165, 256, 257

  Leviticus, 50, 249

  Lewis, C. S., 13–14, 76, 77, 163–64, 170, 275–76

  Lobdell, Greer, 27–28, 54, 55, 258, 265

  birth of sons to, 2, 26

  character and hard work of, 244–46

  marriage of, 2

  religion and, 14, 54, 55, 85, 145–46, 159, 160, 245–46, 247

  Lobdell, Jim, 6

  Lobdell, Matthew, 270

  Lobdell, Oliver, 270

  Lobdell, Taylor, 2, 14, 270

  Lobdell, Tristan, 26, 245, 270, 271, 272, 278

  Lockwood, John, 230

  Los Angeles, Archdiocese of, 95, 101

  Los Angeles, Diocese of, 62, 94, 95–96, 117

  average sexual abuse settlement in, 227

  Los Angeles Times, 57–65, 86–94, 137, 140, 176–95, 225–34, 244, 253–59, 259–60, 280–82

  coverage of clergy sexual abuse charges in, 102–18, 144–48, 151–59, 171, 226–27, 230

  Lobdell’s spiritual journey essay in, 260–74

  Orange County edition of, 33–37, 39–53, 58, 60

  Loyens, Father William (“Lom”), 220–22

  Lubavitchers, 73–76

  Lundowski, Joseph, 229–30, 232, 234

  MacLeod, Gavin, 195

  Mahony, Cardinal Roger M., 118, 151, 152

  “Manifestation of Conscience,” 218–22

  Manly, John, 108, 110–11, 113–14, 118, 215–28

  Mariners Church, 8–12, 14, 54

  Mark, Gospel of, 50, 209

  Martin, Steve, 178

  Mary, mother of Jesus, 140, 225, 233, 249

  Mater Dei High School, 61, 92, 93, 108, 110, 114

  Matthew, Gospel of, 10–11, 63, 125, 135, 166, 195, 209, 280

  McAndrew, Father John, 87, 88

  McCain, John, 195

  McFarland, Bishop Norman, 86–87, 223–24

  media

  Christian, 187, 195

  clergy sexual abuse cases and, 36–37, 93, 95, 97, 98, 102–3, 135

  coverage of religion in, 28–37, 45–47, 121–22, 143, 144–45, 146

  Ten Commandments for religion journalists, 80–84

  See also televangelists

  mega-churches, 8–12, 14, 54, 68–71

  Melthratter, Randy, 186–87

  Mencken, H. L., 259

  Mere Christianity (Lewis), 14

  Milla, Rita, 100–102

  Miraculous Medal, 225

  Moorlach, John, 36–37

  Mormonism, 122–33, 271, 280–82

  Mormon Tabernacle, 130

  Moroni (angel), 122

  Moses, 31

  Multmann, Juergen, 242

  Muncaster, Jan, 42

  Muslims, 48, 80, 121, 128, 267, 271

  National Catholic Reporter, 144, 157, 206

  Native Americans, 122, 123, 280, 281

  Nephites, 122

  Newport Beach–Costa Mesa Daily Pilot,

  15, 26, 27

  newspapers. See media; specific publications New Testament, 13, 84, 126, 168, 195, 249

  New University (student newspaper), 59–60

  Nixon, Richard, 14, 15, 55

  Noah and the Ark, 248

  Norbert, St., 43

  Norbert, Sister Mary, 43–44

  Norbertine nuns, 43–44, 85

  Norris, Chuck, 195

  Occam’s Razor, 213

  O’Grady, Father Oliver, 218

  Orange, Diocese of, 33, 62, 85, 151–55, 218

  clergy sexual abuse cases and, 92–97, 98, 109, 110, 113–17, 119, 223–24

  Osteen, Joel, 194–95

  Our Lady of Lourdes Church, 88–89

  Our Lady Queen of Angels Church, 85, 88

  papacy, 147, 161–62

  papal infallibility, 140

  Pascal’s Wager, 213

  Pasco, Jean, 61–62, 89–90, 100, 107

  Paul (apostle and saint), 52, 104, 198

  Peale, Norman Vincent, 55

  Pecharich, Father Michael, 151–56

  Peter (apostle and saint), 91, 206

  Peters, Justin, 181

  Philadelphia, Archdiocese of, 143–44

  Pius XII, Pope, 140

  Portland, Archdiocese of, 256

  Poynter Institute, 282

  prayer, 13, 14, 25–
28, 160, 202–3, 246–47, 276

  divine intervention from, 244

  evangelical 24-hour vigil, 31–32

 

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