Never Kiss an Exile: Exile Love Biker MC Series Book 1

by Kara Summers

  For a moment we just lay in stunned silence, hardly able to believe what had just happened. He collapsed on top of me, panting and covered in a thin sheen of sweat that made his body glisten in the moonlight. I didn’t even think twice about wrapping my arms around him, holding him close as my eyes started to flutter closed.

  I held him tight, laughing softly in his ear. He panted and looked down at me, eyebrow cocked curiously.

  “What the hell are you laughing at?”

  “I just fucked a biker,” I giggled.

  “And that’s funny?”

  I laughed again and ran my hands through my hair. “Well, if you would have asked me that question a month ago, I would have said yes,” I hummed, leaning back into the pillow.

  “And what if I asked you now?”

  “I would tell you I was very wrong about you. You’re…..amazing,” I murmured, my eyes heavy with sleep.

  He chuckled and kissed my forehead. “I’ll ask you in the morning when you aren’t drunk. Sweet dreams beautiful.”

  I sighed and nodded, turning and burying my face in his chest as I dozed off into a peaceful sleep, a smile playing on my lips.

  He was mine. My bad boy.

  Chapter Fourteen

  I woke up to the warmth of the sun dancing across my face and a heavy but comforting arm around my waist. Damien was still lying beside me, snoring softly, one arm slung over his face. I blinked against the bright light, the start of a headache gnawing at the back of my head.

  As I started to wriggle out from under his arm, I hesitated, turning to look at Damien as he slept. I half expected to feel some sort of regret. I expected him to feel like a mistake, but that couldn’t have been further from the truth. My chest swelled with a feeling of adoration and before I rolled out of bed to take a shower, I leaned in and smiled, kissing his cheek gently.

  I stepped under the warm spray of the shower, closing my eyes and trying to urge the dull pain in the base of my skull away.

  The curtain rustled and there were suddenly strong arms around my waist, a familiar strength enveloping me and pulling me close. I smiled and turned, pressing the palms of my hands to his chest, chuckling and leaning up to kiss his jaw gently. I traced his tattoos with one of my fingers, glancing up at him.

  He smiled and stole a kiss and I all but melted into him, sighing and wrapping my arms around his waist. He chuckled and held me close, swaying with me.

  “So, you don’t think last night was a mistake do you?” he asked almost cautiously.

  “Not at all,” I said simply, closing my eyes and resting my cheek against his chest.

  “Good. I was hoping we could do it again sometime,” he teased.

  I hesitated for a moment and leaned back, chewing my bottom lip. “I have a serious question, okay?”

  He blinked, a bit surprised by the seriousness of my tone. “Sure. Shoot,” he said, nodding and cupping my cheek.

  I took a breath and looked up at him and then away. “What is this exactly? Is this like a fling? Am I a booty call? I’m not trying to be pushy and I’m not saying we have to like be boyfriend and girlfriend or anything, but I just I think I deserve to know what this is,” I murmured.

  His face softened at the question and he actually let out a little laugh. “I love it when you try to be nonchalant,” he teased gently. “I don’t see this as a booty call, Chloe. It really depends on what you want, though,” he said, lifting my chin. “I’d like to get to know you better, but if you’re just looking for sex, I guess I’m good with that too.”

  My eyes widened and I shook my head quickly “No! No! I really want that too, to get to know you,” I said, looking up at him.

  He nodded and leaned in close, kissing my forehead tenderly. “I think I’d like that a lot,” he said with a soft smile. “We’ll give it a try, okay? No pressure.”

  I smiled and nodded, comforted by how quickly he was able to calm me down and bring me back down to earth. We enjoyed our shower, taking turns washing each other’s hair and offering kisses and caresses.

  We finished up and went back into the hotel room, slipping into our clothes and made plans to stay for another day so we could enjoy the city a bit more. We were getting ready to head out the door when his phone went off. He stopped at the door and glanced down at the text message he’d received, frowning a bit. He sighed and glanced up at me.

  “Sorry babe, we’re going to have to reschedule.”

  Chapter Five

  He didn’t give me too many details about what was going on. Instead he ushered me over to the garage we’d parked in the day before, explaining that there was an emergency. We sped back to the little community just outside Nashville, the wind whipping my hair around my face. I ignored the stinging, knowing it was crucial we got home as soon as possible. I didn’t know what the emergency was, but I trusted Damien.

  We didn’t go straight to the house, instead we rode to one of our neighbor’s house where the entire club had gathered around a shaking woman, draped in a blanket. Her face was bruised and her black eyes told a dark story.

  Damien parked the bike and hopped off quickly, walking over to the group. “What on earth is going on here?”

  One of the wives, a woman named Tammy, was rubbing the battered woman’s shoulders, trying to calm her down and get her to drink some water. Snake was the one who addressed Damien’s question.

  “This woman was running down the road, screaming like a banshee. She said someone was chasing her, trying to hurt her,” he murmured. “We haven’t really been able to get her to say much more than that,” he said, scratching the top of his head. “I think she’s in shock.”

  “Does she need medical attention?” Damien asked, standing in front of the woman and looking her over carefully.

  “I don’t think so. Nothing looks broken,” Snake said, looking the woman up and down.

  I frowned a little and moved to sit beside the women as Tammy dabbed at her bruising temple with a damp cloth. The woman looked more like a girl underneath all the damage. If I had to guess, I would have said she was about eighteen. I frowned and reached out, gently taking her hand. She shook and looked up at me, flinching away from my touch for a moment.

  “You don’t have to be scared, no one here is going to hurt you, okay? We want to help you.”

  She looked at me with wide eyes, tears streaming down her face. It was clear she’d been trying to hold them back but just couldn’t anymore. She whimpered and squeezed me hand.

  “My husband beats me. He always has, and it’s getting worse. He’s got a quick temper and I don’t know …. I don’t know why I stay!” she sobbed. “People think I’m stupid. They think I like being there but they don’t understand what it’s like! They don’t understand what it’s like to be afraid in your own home!” she dropped her head into her hands and let out more shaking sobs.

  I frowned and wrapped my arms around her, holding her close and stroking her hair. “Shhh, it’s okay. No one here thinks you’re stupid,” I assured her.

  She sobbed into my shoulder, her entire frail body shaking with the force of the tears. “I thought he was going to kill me this time. I really thought I was dead,” she whispered.

  I pulled away and looked down at her. “You can stay here, okay? You’ll have a place to go. We aren’t going to send you back to him.”

  Damien nodded, his brows knitted together in worry. “We aren’t going to let this bastard get away with this,” he said simply. “You tell us where to find him and we’ll take care of him. And we’ll take you to get your things if you’d like.”

  She sniffled and wiped her eyes. “That would be nice, I didn’t even grab my clothes,” she murmured. “I was too afraid.”

  I nodded and wiped the tears from her cheek gently. “We’ll go with you okay? The guys will protect you. It’s what they do,” I said with a soft smile, patting her back gently. “It’s going to be okay,” I promised.

  She looked at me with wide, wet eyes and wiped her
nose. “Really?”

  “Really,” I promised, helping her stand. “Come on. You can come to our house so you can get cleaned up.”

  She nodded and stood with me, leaning against me heavily as I led her up the drive way to the house. Feeling her small body shivering against mine made anger surge through me. I suddenly understood why Damien did what he did. It was infuriating to see a poor woman so mistreated. I wasn’t sure how I could help, but I knew I wasn’t going to just stand by.

  This fight was now my fight too.

  Chapter Sixteen

  Her name was Jessica and underneath all the bruising, she was a beautiful woman. Her skin was smooth and pale with freckles peppered across her smooth face. She was young and in a terrible situation.

  On some level, I understood. I hadn’t been beaten, but I knew what it was like to feel cast aside and to be made to feel like you didn’t matter. I washed the dirt off her face and offered her a fresh towel and some clothes so that she could clean up.

  Once she was ready to shower, I left her alone and wandered downstairs where Damien was already preparing for a fight. He slid into his leather jacket and glanced over at me. “What are you doing?” he asked as I started to dress myself.

  I shrugged and smiled. “I don’t want to hold you guys up when it’s time to head out,” I said.

  He frowned and put his hands on his hips. “You actually think you’re going to go with us?” he asked incredulously.

  I threw my hair into a messy ponytail and glanced at him, brow cocked. “Of course I am. Why would I stay here?”

  “Because it’s safe here.”

  I frowned and looked over at him, reaching out to touch his hand. “Listen, you asked me if I wanted to join you. You asked me if I wanted to be a part of this family and I said yes. I agreed to be here and that means I agreed to be a part of everything that goes on around here, good and bad. I’m not going to just stick around for the good stuff, I want to help. I think it’s really amazing what you guys do, and I want to be a part of it,” I said, looking up at him.

  He hesitated, but finally cracked a smile and took my face into his hands. “You never cease to amaze me,” he said with a sigh, leaning in to press a kiss to my lips.

  I all but melted into him, sighing as my body began to tingle with a warmth I only felt when I was with him. My eyes fluttered closed and I took in his scent, enjoying the smell of leather and musk that always seemed to surround him. Everything about Damien made me turn into goo.

  A smile touched my lips and I stared up at him with a starry look in my eyes. I felt ridiculous for feeling this way about a man I barely knew, but Damien made me believe it was possible to love someone this quickly. He’d done so much to show me he cared and while I didn’t necessarily feel indebted to him, I wanted to do anything I could to make him proud of me and to make his life easier.

  “We better get going then,” he said, kissing my temple. “As soon as Jessica is out of the shower she’s going to take us to her husband so we can set the asshole straight.”

  I hesitated and looked at the gun tucked into the back of his pants. It was almost always there, hidden by the shirts he wore. I’d only noticed it a few times when he turned or leaned just right. I swallowed a little and chewed my lip.

  “You aren’t going to kill him, are you?” I asked.

  He glanced at me and put his hands on my shoulders. “I don’t anticipate it, but you can never really tell how these things are going to pan out,” he said gently, kissing my forehead. “We aren’t going to go in there with guns blazing, if that’s what you’re afraid of.”

  I nodded, feeling a little more relaxed at his reassurance. “Okay,” I said.

  Damien glanced up as Jessica came down the stairs, her hair wet.

  She was dressed in the clothes I’d loaned her, though they were just a little big on her. The poor girl looked completely malnourished, though I suppose that could have been due to drug addiction. I’d spotted some track marks on her arms while I was cleaning her up. Damien glanced at her and smiled softly.

  “Hey there. We were just talking about how this was going to go. We’re not going to let that prick touch you, okay? We need you to show me where you live and then maybe we can get you to your family?”

  Her cheeks flushed and tears came to her eyes. “I don’t have any,” she admitted.

  “We’ll find you a place here then,” he said softly, reaching out and offering his hand. “You can stay with someone here until we can get you back on your feet.”

  “Really?” she whispered, her eyes wide.

  Damien smiled and nodded. “Really,” he assured her.

  Jessica seemed nervous but was coming around. Having another woman around was helping, as she had obvious reasons for being nervous around men. She moved over close to me and looked up at me, her eyes full of sadness and a strange kind of regret I couldn’t really place.

  “We’re going to get make sure your husband never touches you again, okay?” I assured, grinning down at her. “Damien and his crew are really good at what they do. I promise you won’t have to worry about him ever again.”

  She smiled a little and nodded, blushing and looking down. “Right,” she whispered, wiping her eyes. “I’ve just, I’ve never had anyone go to bat for me like this before.”

  “Well, you aren’t alone anymore.”

  She nodded and I led her outside where everyone else was waiting. She got on Snake’s bike and soon enough we were following them to the house she’d just escaped. I was excited to help her and to take part in what Damien did, but I couldn’t get the feeling of uneasiness out of my head.

  Something didn’t feel right, but I just couldn’t place my finger on it.

  Chapter Seventeen

  We traveled along a bumpy dirt road and every time we hit a pothole, my body would jolt forward and I’d gasp, my teeth knocking together. I held onto Damien tightly, my forehead pressed against his back. My stomach was turning over and over again and I wasn’t sure why, but I was nervous. Probably because I’d never faced confrontation like this before.

  An old dusty trailer finally came into view and I glanced over at Jessica. Her own gaze was one of terrified unease. I’d never really dealt with abuse victims before so I didn’t know what to expect from her. I just thought she was brave for facing her fears and showing us where her husband was. I couldn’t even imagine how I’d feel if someone asked me to do that. Luckily I’d never have to. Damien was a dream.

  We pulled into the driveway that led up to the beaten trailer. The closer we got, however, the more worn and abandoned the trailer appeared to be. I chewed my lip, feeling more than a little nervous as we parked our bikes. Something just wasn’t right; it didn’t look like anyone had lived in this trailer for years.

  Mold grew up the side of it and the roof had caved in from rust and rain. The grass was too tall and the door was barely hanging on by one hinge. Damien looked just as concerned and glanced over at Jessica.

  “Are you sure this is your place?” he asked, not looking convinced.

  Jessica was chewing on her bottom lip now and I could see little drops of blood starting to form where her teeth bit into the soft flesh. “Um, yeah. This is my house,” she said.

  Oh, fuck. Something was very wrong. I was a second away from making Damien turn back when I heard the distinct noise of gun hammers being pulled back. A chorus of them echoed in my ears as a group of bikers stepped out from around the trailer, training their guns on us.

  Fear coursed through my veins and I felt an icy coolness in my limbs. My throat was dry and my eyes were wet with tears that threatened to spill down my cheeks. I wanted to play it cool, I wanted to be a bad ass and I wanted Damien to be proud of me, but in this moment all I could think to do was curl up and hide behind him, dropping my head between his shoulders.

  I could feel the stare of the other bikers as they took us in, clearly trying to assess whether or not we would put up a fight. I could hear Damien’s hea
rt racing and I knew this was bad. Most of the bikers on our side were unarmed. Damien and a few of the others had guns, but we were vastly outnumbered.

  “What do you want, Coyote?” Damien asked, his voice low in his throat.

  “You know what we want, Damien. Don’t play coy. I don’t have time for your bullshit. You guys are out here playing good Samaritans, but I have bigger fish to fry.”

  I glanced around Damien’s shoulder for just a moment, wanting to see the man we were up against. He was a tall, burly guy with at least a hundred pounds and twenty years on Damien. He was hairy from the top of his head, down to his exposed chest. He was everything I’d imagined when I thought ‘biker’, and not in a good way. These were the guys I’d spent my life being afraid of.

  “We want the girl,” Coyote said.

  “Jessica? Who is she to you?” Damien asked.

  Jessica hopped off the bike and dropped her head, scurrying over to Coyote’s. I watched, stunned and hurt as the woman I’d taken under my wing abandoned us. Coyote smiled and pulled a little baggie of crushed up rocks and handed it to the girl. He was paying her with crack.

  “Thanks for bringing them here, doll. They’re a lot easier to handle when they don’t have their guns.”

  I had to bite back a snarl at that comment, glaring at Coyote from around Damien. Coyote just chuckled and crossed his arms over his chest. “Are you going to hand her over easy? Or are we going to have to take her from you?” he asked menacingly.

  “Go to hell!” Damien spat, his lips drawn back into a snarl.

  “Your choice,” Coyote said casually.

  His men drew their weapons and soon every single person on our side had a gun trained at their heads. A little red dot from a laser sight was poised at the center of Damien’s head, but he didn’t flinch. He was ready to lay his life down for me, but I wasn’t going to let that happen.

  I jumped up, eyes wide. “WAIT!” I gasped, standing beside the bike.

  Damien swung his head around and stared at me, wide-eyed and confused by my actions. “What the hell are you doing?!” he snapped, an edge of fear just under his words.