Goldenboy

by Michael Nava

  Michael Nava - Henry Rios 02 – Goldenboy

  Goldenboy

  A MYSTERY

  Michael Nava

  ALYSON PUBLICATIONS LOS ANGELES

  All characters in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to real individuals, living or dead, is strictly coincidental.

  Copyright © 1988,1996 by Michael Nava. All rights reserved.

  Manufactured in the United States of America.

  Printed on acid-free paper.

  This trade paperback is published by Alyson Publications Inc.,

  P.O. Box 4371, Los Angeles, California 90078.

  Distribution in the United Kingdom by Turnaround Publisher Services Ltd., 27 Horsell Road, London N5 1XL, England.

  First edition: April 1988 Second edition: July 1996

  5 4 3 2 1

  ISBN 1-55583-366-7

  (Previously published as ISBN 1-55583-130-3)

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data Nava, Michael Goldenboy: a mystery / Michael Nava ISBN 1-55583-366-7 I. Title.

  PS3564.A8746G64 1996

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  Contents

  Michael Nava - Henry Rios 02 – Goldenboy

  Contents

  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

  11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20

  21 22 23 24 25 26 27

  End of Goldenboy

  I want to thank Kelly McCune for her advice and assistance,

  Mike and Alan for their last-minute insights,

  my friends on Deloz Avenue,

  Bill, of course,

  and Sasha.

  1

  Ah, Spencer

  Since words are crude and only stand between

  Heart and heart, and understanding fails us

  There’s nothing left amid such deafness but bodily

  Contact between men. And even that is very

  Little. All is vanity.

  The Life of Edward the Second of England

  — Bertolt Brecht

  “You have a call.”

  I looked up from the police report I had been reading and spoke into the phone intercom. “Who?”

  “Mr. Ross from Los Angeles.”

  “Put him through.” I picked up the phone thinking it had been at least a year since I’d last talked to Larry Ross.

  “Henry?” It was less a question than a demand.

  “Hello, Larry. This is a surprise.”

  “Are you free to come down here and handle a case?”

  I leaned back into my chair and smiled. Born and bred in Vermont, Larry retained a New England asperity even after twenty years in Beverly Hills where he practiced entertainment law. His looks fit his manner: he was tall and thin and beneath the pink, nude dome of his head he had the face of a crafty infant.

  Rejecting a sarcastic response — Larry was impervious to sarcasm — I said, “Why don’t you tell me about it.”

  “It’s the Jim Pears case. Have the papers up there carried anything about it?”

  I thought back for a minute. “That’s the teenager who killed one of his classmates.”

  “Allegedly killed,” Larry replied, punctiliously.

  “Whatever,” I said. “I forget the details.”

  “Jim Pears was working as a busboy in a restaurant called the Yellowtail. One of the other busboys named Brian Fox caught Jim having sex with a man. Brian threatened to tell Jim’s parents. A couple of weeks later they found the boys in the cellar of the restaurant. Brian had been stabbed to death and Jim had the knife.”

  “Airtight,” I commented.

  “No one actually saw Jim do it,” he insisted.

  I turned in my chair until I faced the window. The rain fell on the green hills that rose behind the red-tiled roofs of Linden University. That last weekend of September, winter was arriving early in the San Francisco Bay.

  “That’s his defense - that no one actually saw him do it? Come on, Larry.”

  “Hey,” he snapped, “whatever happened to the presumption of innocence?”

  “Okay, okay. Let’s presume him innocent. What stage is he at?”

  “The Public Defender has been handling the case. Jim pled not guilty. There was a prelim. He was held to answer.”

  “On what charge?”

  “First-degree murder.”

  “Is the D.A. seeking the death penalty?”

  “No,” Larry replied, uncertainly, “I don’t think so. But isn’t that automatic if you’re charged with first-degree murder?”

  “No.” I reflected that, after all, criminal law was not Larry’s field. “The D.A. has to allege and prove that there were special circumstances surrounding the murder which warrant the death penalty.”

  “Like what?” Larry asked, interested.

  “There are a lot of them, all listed in the Penal Code. Lying in wait, for instance. There’s also one called exceptional depravity.”

  “Not just your garden-variety depravity,” Larry commented acidly. “Only a lawyer could have written that phrase.”

  “Well, figuring out what it means keeps a lot of us in business,” I replied, glancing at my calendar. “When does Pears’s trial begin?”

  “Monday.”

  “As in two days from today?”

  “That’s right,” he said.

  “I’m missing something here,” I said. “The trial begins in two days and the boy is represented by the P.D. Am I with you so far?”

  “Yes, but — “ he began, defensively.

  “We’ll get to the buts in a minute. Isn’t it a little late to be calling me?”

  “The P.D.’s office wants to withdraw.”

  “That’s interesting. Why?”

  “Some kind of conflict. I don’t know the details.”

  Almost automatically I began to take notes, writing ‘People v. Pears’ across the top of a sheet of paper. Then I wrote ‘conflict.’ To Larry I said, “You seem to know a lot for someone who isn’t involved in the case.”

  “Isn’t the reason for my interest obvious?”

  I penned a question mark. “No,” I said, “better explain.” “Everyone’s abandoned him, Henry. His parents and now his lawyer. Someone has to step in — “

  “I agree it’s a sad situation. But why me, Larry? I can name half a dozen excellent criminal defense lawyers down there.” “Any of them gay?”

  “Aren’t we beyond that?”

  “You can’t expect a straight lawyer to understand the pressures of being in the closet that would drive someone to kill,” he said.

  I put my pen down. “What makes you think I understand?” I replied. “We’ve all been in the closet at one time or another. Not many of us commit murders on our way out.”

  There was silent disappointment at his end of the line and a little guilt at mine.

  “Look,” I said, relenting, “how does Jim feel about me taking the case?”

  “I haven’t spoken to him.”

  “Recently?”

  “Ever.”

  “Customarily,” I said, “it’s the client who hires the lawyer.” “His P.D. says he’ll go along with it.”

  “Go along with it? I think I’ll pass.”

  “Jim needs you, Henry,” Larry insisted.

  “Sounds to me that what he needs is a decent defense. I’m not about to take a case two days before it’s supposed to go to trial even if Jim himself asked me. I’m busy enough up here.’’

  “Henry,” Larry said softly, “you owe me.”

  In the silence that followed I calculated my debt. “That’s true,” I replied.

  “And I’m desperate,” he continued. Something in Larry’s voice troubled me — not for Jim Pears, but for Larry Ross.

  “Are you telling me everything?” I asked after a moment.

  “I
need to see you, Henry,” he said. “I’ll fly up tonight and we’ll have dinner. All right? I’ll be there on the five-fifteen PSA flight.”

  “That’ll be fine, Larry.” I said goodbye.

  After I hung up, I went across the hall to Catherine McKinley’s office. She and I had both worked as public defenders and had remained friends after leaving the P.D. Now and then we referred clients to each other, though this happened less often as she took fewer and fewer criminal defense matters, preferring the greener pastures of civil law. I had remained in the trenches.

  Her secretary, a thin young man named Derek, was taping a child’s drawing to the side of his file cabinet. The drawing depicted a green house with a lot of blue windows, a red roof, a yellow door and what appeared to be an elephant in the foreground.

  “Is your daughter the artist?” I asked.

  He turned to me and smiled. “It’s our house,” he replied.

  “And your pet elephant?”

  “That’s the dog. You want to see her?” he asked, gesturing toward Catherine’s closed door.

  “If she’s not busy.”

  He glanced at the phone console. “Go ahead,” he said, and handed me a bulky file. “Would you give this to her?”

  “Sure.”

  I knocked at the door. Catherine said, “Come in.”

  In contrast to my own office which could charitably be described as furnished, Catherine’s office was decorated. The color green predominated. Dark green wallpaper. Wing chairs upholstered in the same shade. All the green, she told me, was to provide subliminal encouragement to her clients to pay their bills. It must have worked because she looked sleeker by the day.

  She glanced up at me with dark, ironic eyes. Catherine was a small, fine-boned woman, not quite pretty but beside whom merely pretty women looked overblown. I set the file at the edge of her desk.

  “What’s this?” she asked, laying an immaculately manicured finger on the folder.

  “Derek asked me to bring it in.”

  She smiled. “I didn’t think he was your type.”

  “I was on my way in anyway,” I said, dropping into one of her money-colored chairs. “I may need a favor.”

  She raised a penciled eyebrow.

  As I told her about Larry’s call the eyebrow fell and the shallow lines across her forehead deepened. When I finished she said, “You can’t really be thinking about taking the case.”

  “I’m afraid I really am,” I replied. “Larry wouldn’t have called me if it wasn’t important, much less remind me that I owe him...” I let the sentence trail off.

  Catherine filled in the blank. “Your life?”

  I shrugged. “My professional life, anyway.”

  “Still,” she said dismissively. “Sounds like a slow plea to me.”

  “Maybe.”

  “What’s the favor?”

  “If I take the case I’ll need someone to stand in for me on my cases up here. Just to get continuances.”

  “It’ll cost you, Henry,” she warned.

  I smiled. “My professional life?”

  “We’ll start with lunch,” she replied. “Get me a list of your cases and we’ll discuss them then. Is that it?”

  I stood up. “For now. Thanks, Cathy.”

  She looked at me. “Don’t you ever get tired of losing, Henry?”

  I thought about this for a second. “No,” I said.

  *****

  It was still raining when I left my office at six to meet Larry’s plane at the San Francisco airport. The wind was up, scattering red and yellow leaves like bright coins into the wet, shiny streets. A stalwart jogger, wrapped in sweats, crossed the street at the light and I felt a twinge of regret. The only kind of running I did these days was between courts. Still, a glance in the mirror reported no significant change in my appearance from my last birthday — my thirty-sixth. The light flashed green and I jostled my Accord forward onto the freeway ramp.

  I entered a freeway that was clogged with Friday night traffic. Sitting there, watching the rain come down, gave me time to think. It wasn’t true that I never got tired of losing. Only three years earlier I had been tired enough of it to resign from the P.D.’s office, expecting to abandon law altogether. But I had fallen in love with a man who was murdered. Hugh Paris’s death led me back into law though I took a lot of detours getting there. One of them was through the drunk ward of a local hospital. I might have been there yet had it not been for Larry Ross and the United States Supreme Court.

  The summer I entered the drunk ward was the same summer that the Supreme Court, in a case involving Georgia, upheld the right of states to make sodomy — a generic term for every sexual practice but the missionary position — illegal. Within weeks there was a move to reinstate California’s sodomy law, which had been repealed ten years earlier, by a special election. A statewide committee of lawyers was organized to fight the effort. Larry Ross, a hitherto closeted partner in a well- known Los Angeles firm, chaired the committee. He needed a lawyer from northern California to lead the effort up here. After asking around, he found me, or rather, what was left of me.

  We went into the campaign with the polls running against us. Larry poured all his energy and a quarter of his net worth — which was considerable — into trying to change the numbers. Halfway through, however, it was plain that we would lose. Since we couldn’t win the election, we decided to try to knock the sodomy initiative off the ballot with a lawsuit. We went directly to the state Supreme Court, arguing that the initiative violated the right to privacy guaranteed by the state constitution.

  Two days before the ballot went to the print shop, the court ruled in our favor. It looked like a victory but it wasn’t. We had merely prevented things from getting worse, not improved them. Since then, some part of me had been waiting for the next fight. Maybe Larry had found it in this Pears case.

  I pulled into a parking space at the airport and hurried across the street to the terminal. I was nearly twenty minutes late. Coming to the gate I saw Larry in a blue suit, raincoat draped over one arm and a briefcase under the other. He was far away yet I could hardly fail to recognize his spindly stride and the gleaming dome of his head.

  Then, coming closer, I thought I had made a mistake. The man who now approached me was a stranger. The flesh of his face was too tight and vaguely green in the bright fluorescent light. But it was Larry. The edges of his mouth turned upward in a smile.

  “Henry,” he said embracing me, or rather, pulling me to his chest, which was as far up on him as I came.

  I broke the embrace and made myself smile. “Larry.’’

  He looked at me and the smile faded. I looked away.

  It was then I noticed the odor coming off his clothes. It was the smell of death.

  2

  To cover my shock at his appearance I asked, “Do you have any luggage?”

  “No, I’m catching the red-eye back to L.A. Where are we eating?”

  I named a restaurant in the Castro. As we talked, he looked less strange to me, and I thought perhaps it was only exhaustion I saw on his face. He worked achingly long hours in the bizarre vineyard of Hollywood. We talked of small things as I drove into San Francisco. We came over a hill and then, abruptly, the city’s towers rose before us through the mist and rain, glittering stalagmites in the cave of night, and beyond them, sensed rather than seen, the wintry tumble of the ocean.

  We rolled through the city on glassy streets shimmering with reflected lights. On Castro, the sidewalks were jammed with men who, in their flak jackets, flannel shirts, tight jeans, wool caps and long scarves, resembled a retreating army. I parked and we walked back down to Nineteenth Street to the restaurant. Inside it was dim and loud. Elegant waiters in threadbare tuxedos raced through the small dining rooms with imperturbable poise. We were seated at a table in the smaller of the two dining rooms in the back with a view of the derelict patio just outside. Menus were placed before us.

  “It’s really good to see you,”
Larry said, and picked up his menu as if not expecting a response. I ventured one anyway.

  “You’ve been working too hard,” I said.

  “I suspect you’re right,” he replied.

  I dithered with the menu as I tried to decide whether to pursue the subject.

  “What you want to say,” Larry said, “is that I look terrible.”

  “You look—” I fumbled for a word.

  “Different?” he asked, almost mockingly. He lit a cigarette and blew smoke out of the comer of his mouth away from me. I waited for him to continue. Instead, the waiter came and Larry ordered his dinner. When it was my turn I asked for the same.

  We sat in nervous silence until our salads were brought to us. The waiter drizzled dressing over the salads. Larry caught my eye and held it. When the waiter departed, Larry picked up his fork, set it down again and relit his discarded cigarette.

  “I’m dying, Henry,” he said softly.

  “Larry— “

  “I was diagnosed eight months ago. I’ve already survived one bout of pneumocystis.” He smiled a little. “Two years ago I wouldn’t have been able to pronounce that word. AIDS has taught me a new vocabulary.” He put out his cigarette.

  “I’m so sorry,” I said stupidly.

  The waiter came by. “Is everything all right?”

  “Yes, fine,” Larry said.

  “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” I asked.

  “There was nothing you could have done then,” he said, cutting up a slice of tomato.

  “Is there now?”

  “Yes. Defend Jim Pears.” He put a forkful of salad in his mouth and chewed gingerly.

  “I don’t understand.”

  “I’m going to die, Henry,” he said slowly. “Not just because of AIDS but also because the lives of queers are expendable. Highly expendable.” He stopped abruptly and stared down at his plate, then continued, more emphatically. “They hate us, Henry, and they’d just as soon we all died. I’m dying. Save Jim Pears’s life for me.”