by Enid Titan
The dream fades as dreams do into a torturous mixture of sounds and sensations. Before I know it I'm awake and screaming and Nadia sits across from me, eyes wide as she stares.
“You were screaming again,” she informs me, even if I am all too aware.
"Did I wake you?"
"Yes. You did. I know you did not mean to you."
"My apologies."
I sit up and rub my back. Nadia ogles my bare chest. Her soft chair is too uncomfortable for my back, but I don’t wish to add to her discomfort by sleeping on the floor or burrowing into the fresh dirt in her garden.
"Who were you dreaming of? You said a name."
"Why do you wish to know?"
"You say I am your mate. You say that you love me. And I know that some crazy mix of alien hormones makes me feel the way I do about you. You explained all that. But on earth, I want to know the person I love. I want to know everything about you. I want to know what keeps you up at night. I want to know what causes your bad dreams."
"Are you not burdened enough?"
"You have watched me for months. I get it. You know that I have many burdens. But I do not wish you to think I am weak."
"I do not think you are weak."
"Then act like it. Treat me like I can understand. Treat me like I am strong. Tell me the truth about your past. Please, Soren. I want to know."
My jaw clenches. Her argument compels me. I love her, and she’s right. She is strong. She wants to know. She wants to love me. I have to let her.
I say hoarsely, “Zanina. Her name was Zanina.”
"When she your mate? Before me?"
"She was never my proper mate. She died before… In the war."
"So aliens still have wars?"
"Yes."
“I figured you were all about that ‘I come in peace’ life,” she says.
"There has been peace on Tau for many years."
"But not then?"
Not then and not now. The news from Raminar confirmed my worst fears about the general’s absence. The horrible news gave way to more nightmares. Tau is again at war.
“But not then,” I whisper.
"I'm sorry. It hurts to lose someone you love."
"Bradley?"
She shakes her head.
"I don't miss Bradley. I don't know how I will ever be able to repay you for giving me the courage to leave him."
"I believe you did that on your own."
"I can see how it may seem that way to you. While you were watching me, I always knew there was someone. Something. I thought it was a guardian angel, maybe. Or… Nevermind. This may sound silly."
"Tell me."
"I thought maybe you were one of my ancestors, come back from the dead to watch over me. I would have left him, you know. I would have found a way."
"I know. You are a resilient female."
She giggles.
"Tell me more about her. Zanina."
"I do not want to upset you. You are my mate. You are the one I love."
"I know. But I still want to know. Was she like you? An alien?"
“Yes. She was a senator’s daughter on Tau. She died because of my carelessness. I should have protected her. I should have hidden her better. Her father was a rich man, but she died alone, because I took her from that safety. I brought her into my world.”
“That’s why you want to die, isn’t it?”
I contemplate telling her the truth. I wanted to save Nadia’s life as much as I wanted to end my own and now the two outcomes are confused, all because I could not resist her.
She rakes her fingers through blue hair and her lower lip twitches uncomfortably.
“Answer me, Soren. Answer me now.”
16
I’m Going To Fuck Your Ass
"You can't die."
"Is that a new law?"
"Don't make jokes right now."
"I am sorry."
"The other night, I thought you would say that I had given you a reason to live."
"I love you, Nadia."
"That's not enough. If you're just planning to drop off the face of the earth, to disappear like this never happened, you don't really love me."
"I do."
"If this is because of some bizarre sense of alien honor, I don't care. It's not fair. To love me and then leave me like I'm nothing."
"Maybe I don't have to die then. Maybe I can honor Zanina in some other way."
"I don't want to live in her shadow."
Her blue hair falls in front of her face. I want to cover her and protect her and strip her naked and fuck her all at once. I’m disturbed by my lust and love for her intermingling.
"You don't."
"Prove it to me."
"How could I prove such a thing?"
"Take me up there. Let me leave earth. There's nothing for me here."
"I could not put your life in danger."
"Dammit, Soren. There's that stupid honor of yours again."
“My honor makes me a good soldier.”
She ignores me. Enough about my honor, I suppose.
"When must you leave?"
I answered truthfully, even if I know the answer will hurt us both.
"Soon. All is not well on my planet."
"What's wrong?"
“I heard rumors before I left. I didn't want to believe them. I wanted to believe we left our sordid past behind, but everything I fought so hard to prevent… It's happening again. I received word a few days ago.”
"Stop speaking in riddles."
“Civil War. The Senate has fractured. The Confederates have split our planetary consortium in two and now they lay claim to more land. The general in charge of this mission is dead.”
"Why?"
"Arguments over power. Distribution of land. The usual underpinnings of war. Our people used to value diplomacy. Now every man is drunk with glory and power."
"Every man. But what about the women?"
"Women do not involve themselves in politics."
She scoffs.
"Is that why you feel so comfortable kidnapping women and then stalking them?"
I scowl.
"It is not so simple."
"It is very simple to me."
"Women on my planet have translucent skin. They cannot bear this harsh sunlight, so they live underground. They veil themselves to protect from the sun. It is not a hatred of women, but a desire to protect them that keeps them there. Even twenty minutes of sun would give them severe radiation poisoning."
Nadia rolls her eyes.
"I have heard that before."
"I assure you, whatever exists on your planet, it is different on Tau. Women are equal to us, but we must protect them."
"I guess I have no choice but to believe you."
"Perhaps one day you could see for yourself, but it isn't safe now. When I leave the earth, I have to leave alone. But I will come back soon. I will return for you."
"Let me get this straight, you come here and make love to me. You kiss me and tell me you care deeply for me, then you’re going to go away in your spaceship never to return? It sounds like you're messing with me. Like you're trying to trick me."
"There is no trick."
"Prove it. Let me come with you."
"It isn't safe."
"I can take care of myself."
"You don't know what dangers exist out there."
"Okay."
I'm surprised she has let go so easily. I give her a suspicious glance, but Nadia only smiles.
"When will you leave?"
"In two days. At dawn."
"So you really meant soon."
"I did."
"We should celebrate then."
"What sort of celebration did you have in mind?"
She reaches for the thin strap of her dress and eases it over her shoulder. Her body is so beautiful. Her soft shoulders, the curve of her collarbone, her slender neck, her olive skin. All of her arouses me.
“Are you trying to distract me?”
"Yes. But only because I don't want to think about you leaving. I want you here. With me."
She shrugs the rest of the dress off, and my eyes race instantly to her bosom. She is beautiful. Enchanting.
"Show me the rest," I growl.
She smirks and takes off her procedure and then her underwear. She stands naked before me and turns around, her plump fleshy buttocks jiggling with each slight movement. I blow a plume of hot steam from my nostrils. I yearn for her.
"Come closer."
I rise from my seat and strip the rest of my clothes off. My tail switches back and forth excitedly. By now, my instincts know what is coming.
"You are so muscular," she gasps.
"Yes. Now come."
I scoop her up by her bare buttocks and press her against the wall, using my hips to spread her thighs apart. Nadia is so wonderfully damp and I cannot wait to plunge myself deep between her folds.
I push a finger between her legs first. She moans as my finger enters her deeply and I stroke the inner walls of her tightness. I massage the sensitive flesh between her legs and add another finger, working her until she climaxes hard. Her hard loud climax leaks juices onto her thighs. I bend to my knees while propping her body up so I can taste her again. This time she exhibits no resistance. She allows me to use my tongue to please her.
My tongue spreads her labia and I nibble her thighs before sliding my tongue back inside her. She moans as my tongue touches her beautiful pussy and I run my tongue around her clit. My tail flicks behind me, as indulgent in her arousal as I am.
I kiss her thighs and return my tongue to her sex. She squeals as I slip my tongue inside her and use my long tone to fuck her. My nostrils blow warm steam over her tightness and she moans as pools of moisture collect on her pussy lips and I use my tongue to lick them off. I have a devious idea about how to say goodbye to her, to ensure that in my brief absence, Nadia would not forget me.
I pull away from her and growl.
“I’m going to fuck your ass.”
17
I Like You Begging
She gasps and stiffens against the wall.
“Are you serious?”
“Yes. Now. Turn around.”
“Here?”
“Do you prefer differently?”
My large arm curls around her, protecting her, keeping her close.
“No. I mean… I prefer not to get anal as a going away present?”
“You fear it?”
“Last time I checked, your dick was enormous.”
“You don’t trust me?”
“It’s not about trust. It’s about taking a giant green dick up my ass.”
“I think you’ll like it.”
“Wanna bet?”
“You’ll lose,” I taunt her.
“I fell right into your trap, didn’t I?”
I grin, and Nadia shakes blue hair out of her face.
“Fine. We can try it. But I reserve the right to stop you.”
“You always have that right,” I remind her.
“I don’t think I’ll like it.”
I think she will. I know she will. She’ll love spreading her ass cheeks for me and I’ll love watching the tip of my cock tease her ass open as I slide into her, inch by inch. Hot steam erupts from my nostrils against my will.
“It turns you on, doesn’t it?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“You are so... small.”
“It turns you on to picture your big cock disappearing into my tiny asshole?”
I nod.
She presses her large breasts against the wall and tiptoes whilst arching her back.
“Take my ass, then. If you’re bold enough.”
I am bold enough. I drop to my knees and strip her ass bare. I spread her cheeks apart and drive my tongue between them. I can produce plenty of lubrication to make the experience pleasurable. Her ass cheeks are wet with condensation from my warm breath and my tongue flicks around her asshole, getting her nice and wet as she moans from my intense tonguing.
I pull my face away from her round cheeks and she gasps.
“What was that?”
“Preparation.”
“You ate my ass. An alien ate my ass.”
“You are alien to me too, you know.”
“I know, but… holy fuck. Is your tongue down there supposed to feel that good?”
She’s warm, wet, and her pussy is dribbling juices down her thighs. I push a finger inside her honeypot, and she moans.
“Fuck!”
“You like that?”
“Oh God... YES!”
I use my finger to fuck her, and my tongue returns to her ass. I enjoy my access to every inch of her. She thrusts her hips back and my tongue darts inside her puckered hole. She cries out loud and I know she’s ready. I move away from her and stand behind her, stretching an arm out to brace myself against the wall.
“Your ass is tiny,” I say.
“Be careful.”
“I always am.”
I pull my trousers down and the rigid plating on the underside of my cock stiffens and flushes a darker green. I know, big guy. I know. Pleasure more than I can conceive of. That’s all that can come of fucking a hole so tight and tiny.
My lubrication slips around her asshole and as the tip of my cock spreads her cheeks, it flicks around her hole and she relaxes into the wall.
“Easy, human,” I groan.
She braces herself, and I ease my first inch inside her. She cries out and I take it easy as the rest of my cock slides into her ass easily. Watching my cock disappear between her cheeks leads to immense euphoria. I want to cum in her ass. I bite my lower lip and focus on making her cum first. Nothing like a deep anal orgasm to loosen her up. I grab her hips and move mine slowly, the tip of my cock moving inside her and stroking her gently so she relaxes as I make love to her ass.
As I expected, her tiny ass is so perfectly tight. I groan. I’ve never felt better than this. I squeeze my eyes shut and pump into her, and soon, she’s moaning. Nadia starts with gentle moans and as I fuck her ass, she gets louder and louder.
“Cum for me,” I growl, “Cum…”
“Oh… Soren… It’s good… It’s so good…”
“Cum while I fuck your little ass.”
“Ohhhhhh!”
She yells out and explodes with cum. Her creamy human cum spills from her honeypot and coats her thighs as I ease my cock into her. Watching her writhe and cum intrigues my darker desires. She can handle more. I can feel it. With heavy breathing, I pound into her harder from behind. She cums again and again. The harder I fuck her tight little ass with my big alien dick, the harder Nadia cums. Her hair is wet again and stuck to her neck and I press my rock hard abs against her soft back as I fuck her ass from behind. After her fourth orgasm from my cock in her ass, she’s spent and I groan as I erupt inside her.
Her tiny ass cheeks jiggle and throb as an enormous eruption of Taurean male cum fills her. I withdraw my member, and cum spills from her ass, and she collapses onto the wall. I lift her up and hold her close to me, stroking her as she struggles for breath.
“Easy, little one. Easy…”
“Oh my God... Oh my God…”
“I suppose I won the bet.”
She scrambles out of my grasp and pulls a blanket around herself.
“You fucker!”
“Hm?”
“How can you still think about our bet at a time like this?”
“You’re red and my cum is spilling out of both your holes, but I’m still a competitive bastard.”
Nadia smiles.
“My competitive bastard. Promise when you leave that you’ll come back.”
“I promise.”
“Will you come to my bed tonight?”
I lower my gaze.
“My nightmares. I don’t want to wake you.”
“Don’t worry about the nightmares. I can handle it. I just want you close to me tonight.�
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I nod.
“As you wish.”
“Come along then.”
I follow her. When we get to the door of her bedroom, she turns to me and grins again, biting on her lower lip.
“I’m afraid I’ve tricked you.”
“Tricked me?”
“Yes. I’ve brought you up here, but not because I want to sleep. You’ve done something to me, Soren.”
“What have I done?”
“Anal. Fantastic anal. And now that I’ve had it, I can’t get enough of it. So until you get on your little spaceship, I want you to fuck my ass every chance you get. You’re officially my alien captive until you need to leave. Then I suppose I could find it in me to set you free.”
“Can you withstand more?” I ask, with genuine worry.
She’s tiny and while I’d love to bury my cock in her ass again, I don’t want to hurt her.
“I’ll tell you what I can and can’t stand, mister. Please… don’t make me ask again. I don’t want to beg an alien to fuck me in the ass any more than I have to.”
“I like you begging.”
“I’m sure you do.”
18
Meow!
I leave her in the morning. On my ship, I prepare myself for the journey back into Taurean space. It will be one week before I reach the planets, and by that time, anything could happen. Raminar fears the confederates will intercept his messages. The fear is just. By the time I reach our rendezvous point, the Senate could have collapsed. By that time, the Confederacy could have taken over. The confederates will have my horns for treason and I will get the fate I desired before Nadia. She changes my purpose.
I do not say goodbye to Nadia. Goodbye feels final and I have every intention of returning.
I prepare to launch. To the humans, a flash of light in the sky will look like a solar flare. Someone may take out their device and snap a picture, but they won't be able to make anything out.
I read my communication from Raminar about the Civil War. Why was I not informed earlier? A coup and sudden deterioration of the senate have divided our planetary Consortium in two. The problem with this is, I do not know the line along which now divides us. Major Raminar has only rumors about the lines. Damir, a loyalist, naturally. Mardik, a loyalist. Hiro, a confederate. Bröd, a confederate. Uznik, a loyalist. The generals in the South and East remain loyal to the Senate. The generals in the North are confederates. We have no word about the western senators and their generals. We have no word on Tau II, Tau III or the outer planets and colonies.