Poison Princess ac-1

by Kresley Cole

  As I shivered to imagine such a sight, he canted his head at me. “You paying attention? I learned this stuff, but I’ve paid for it. Giving it to you for free.”

  I would grasp at anything to occupy my mind. “I want to learn more.”

  “All righty.” He hauled his backpack to the bed, taking a seat across from me. “Now, this here’s my bug-out bag. Only critical stuff and survival gear.” He dumped its contents onto the cover, his bearing seemingly proud?

  My gaze flicked over energy gel-packs and protein bars, a canister of Morton salt, a Swiss Army multipurpose tool, a travel toothbrush, lighters, medical tape, a windup flashlight, glow sticks, three mini bottles of liquor, and a canteen.

  Some items were more surprising: a small hammer and bag of nails, an envelope of photos that he didn’t seem keen for me to see, and a pistol, snapped in a holster. “We’ll turn your backpack into a bug-out bag too. And every night, we’ll sort our resources.” At my questioning look, he said, “So we know what to be looking out for on the road.”

  My tears were drying. “Like what?”

  “If your bootlaces get busted, we woan pass by a corpse with decent lace-up boots.”

  I swallowed. This was my life now. “If you have a pistol, why do you carry only a bow and arrow?”

  “Only?” he scoffed. “This is bolt-action.” He reached for his weapon, showing me a magazine clip with six short arrows inside. “It’s quiet, and the arrows are reusable. Not so great against militiamen, but perfect for Baggers. Besides, that pistol’s only got one bullet—hanging on to it in case I get bit.”

  “Oh. When do I get my shotgun back?”

  “Try never.” I glared. “I’m goan to saw off the barrel. Carry it along with my bow for black hats. But here, I’ll help you get started with supplies.” He handed me the three mini bottles.

  I raised my brows. “Jack Daniels?”

  He met my gaze. “Is always good to have in hand.”

  I set them away, too tired and emotionally raw to deal with his innuendo.

  But he scooped the bottles up, dropping them insistently into my lap. “Doan scoff at the liquor, Evie. What else on earth can disinfect, catch an enemy on fire, and get you drunk? Tell me, what could you use the empty bottles for?”

  “Um . . . glass for a PEWS?”

  The corners of his lips curved just the slightest bit.

  22

  DAY 230 A.F.

  DEEP IN MISSISSIPPI

  I sat in the parked car, surrounded by old corpses, watching Jackson fight through a windstorm. He had his bow at the ready, the shotgun slung over his shoulder, and a plastic gas tank tethered to his belt.

  Empty, of course.

  We hadn’t made it out of Louisiana before we’d started running on fumes. That’d been nine days ago. Since then, he’d been scrounging a gallon here or there and sourcing for car parts. Already we’d burned through three pairs of windshield-wiper blades and two air filters.

  With the constant stops—and the unrelenting windstorms—we averaged less than twenty miles a day.

  Today, he was sourcing fuel at a lawn mower repair shop. He thought the militia might’ve overlooked it.

  Surely they’d gotten everything else. Just as Jackson predicted, food was scarce. We were running out of cans. Luckily, we were holding steady on water, sometimes finding leftovers inside water heaters.

  Kneeling up on my seat with my forehead to the glass, I squinted, keeping Jackson in sight. Visibility was poor. The car rocked, ash swirling over the corpses splayed all around, like sand over windswept dunes.

  When he encountered a body in his way, he didn’t veer his direction, just stepped right over it. He drove over corpses too.

  At first I’d asked him to avoid them. After a couple of days, I’d realized how silly my request was. Without much moisture or insects, and few birds, the bodies had a lot of staying power, collecting over time.

  He’d told me they were worse in the cities. I’d never imagined how many there could be.

  Still, I was relieved to be out here on the road with Jackson, felt like some of the pressure of the last several months had been lifted.

  Though my grief for my mom remained raw, it wasn’t as debilitating as it’d been in the beginning. At least now I could stem my tears. They seemed to really bother Jackson, like he took them as a personal insult.

  But then, he spent most hours of the day irritated with me anyway. I had little clue why, barely able to keep up with his moods. . . .

  The winds increased. A plastic Christmas tree tumbled by; a blackened clothes dryer inched down the road. Debris battered the car.

  Jackson was out in that wasteland, exposed to danger. The militia had indeed cleared the roads, bulldozing wrecks. They’d piled them up along the sides, until the streets were like corrals. Like deadly wind chutes.

  When he bent down beside a riding lawnmower parked on the small lot, I fretted my bottom lip. But Jackson seemed to possess no sense of fear, working steadily at his task.

  I watched as he jammed a clear siphoning hose into the mower’s tank, swishing the tube around. He gave me a thumbs-up sign.

  Clever, Jackson.

  He’d turned out to be markedly different from how I’d remembered him at school. He was more hardened, and so possessed of himself that I sometimes forgot he was only a couple of years older than me.

  Yet on very rare occasions, I caught a glimpse of an eighteen-year-old boy.

  Some aspects of Jackson had remained the same. He was still dangerous, compelling, impossible to ignore—and confusing.

  Though I wanted to be out there helping him, he always refused. Then he’d criticize me for not pulling my weight.

  Sometimes I felt like I could never win with him, like he was purposely driving a wedge between us. But I didn’t know why.

  After positioning the gas container beside the mower tank, he pulled down his bandanna, taking the hose between his teeth. I didn’t miss his hesitation to start the flow. Even if he was skilled enough not to get a mouthful of gas, he was still breathing the fumes—

  Out of the corner of my eye, I spied a piece of sheet metal zooming through the air toward him, shearing everything in its path like a giant razor blade. I screamed, “Look out!” He couldn’t possibly hear me.

  He ducked all on his own.

  I pressed my sweating palms against the window, exhaling a breath as he faced me. His sunglasses covered his eyes, but I knew we were sharing a Holy shit! look. Then he set right back to work.

  Another gust shoved the car. More winds, more rocking, more ash. I was losing sight of him.

  My heart dropped when he disappeared, swallowed by the haze.

  Worry preyed on me. I hated this helplessness! Without him in sight, the voices threatened.

  I tried to busy myself by studying the bodies around the car. Jackson had told me to pay attention to the newer corpses because “they give you the lay of the land.”

  At my blank look, he’d explained, “A bullet between the eyes means militia victim. You can tell how recently armed men have passed by. A body that’s been beaten or strangled to death? Survival-of-the-fittest killing. Desperate folks are scrapping for resources, so you keep moving. Ain’t goan to be no food around. A stab wound to the back? In-house. Family or friends offing each other. Again, keep stepping.”

  I could recognize the Bagman victims all on my own. Their faces were frozen in horror, their necks savaged. Apparently, a bite was contagious only if one lived through the attack.

  I would forever keep salt in my hoodie pocket. . . .

  —Red of tooth and claw!—

  —I’ll make a feast of your bones!—

  I balled my hands into fists, struggling to tamp down the Arcana calls. It took exhausting effort. I’d grown to crave Jackson’s presence, just for the peace he brought.

  Other kids whispered, new ones:

  —I descend upon you like nightfall.—

  —Woe to the bloody vanquis
hed!—

  I even thought I heard Matthew’s voice. —Crazy like a fox.—

  So that was what he’d meant; the phrase was his own call. I’d thought he’d been spouting more gibberish.

  And then Death spoke. —Come to me, Empress. I’ve waited so long.— I easily recognized him. He often talked directly to me, leaving my nerves frayed.

  I rubbed my arms, hugging them around me miserably. Where was Jackson? What if he never returned? What if there was another piece of sheet metal . . . ?

  I heard him just outside the car. Transferring fuel? Then he slammed the container into the back. After fighting to open the driver’s-side door, he wedged himself inside the opening and into the seat just before another gust flattened the door behind him.

  “Jackson, I was so worried!”

  He yanked down his soot-stained bandanna, catching his breath.

  The voices faded to a whisper, then . . . gone. As I hurried to open a canteen for him, I wondered if he could tell I was trembling. “I couldn’t see you.”

  He took his time situating the sawed-off shotgun between his seat and the console, then laid his bow close at hand in the backseat. He glowered at the canteen before taking it from me.

  After a deep drink, he wiped his sleeve over his mouth. “I kept you in sight,” he said, his tone curt. He was mad, yet again?

  “I’m just saying I was worried.”

  “Your bodyguard returned in one piece. You might want to look for a better one though. I only got a few gallons. And no food.”

  He turned on the engine. At once, the windshield wipers scraped the gritty glass, like fingernails on a chalkboard.

  “A few gallons is incredible!” I reached over and squeezed one of his gas-stained hands. “We can finally make it to Alabama on that. And we’ll find food tonight. I’ve got a good feeling.”

  He softened somewhat, digging into his pocket. “Got you this. Might help with the hunger.” He offered me an opened pack of Juicy Fruit gum with three pieces left. The same brand my gran always loved.

  Realization struck me. Every piece I enjoyed meant that there was one less in the world, never to be replenished. I met his gaze. “Thank you, Jackson.”

  He shrugged uncomfortably, color flushing across his cheekbones. At that moment, he looked very much like an eighteen-year-old boy.

  I couldn’t help but smile.

  “It ain’t like we’re engaged or anything,” he muttered. “Now let’s get the hell out of here. Thought I saw a curtain flutter in a nearby house. We’re being watched.”

  “There’re people?” I cried. Sometimes when we sourced for supplies, casing houses, I’d spy a door slamming shut or a figure running in the distance. Unlike Jackson, I didn’t believe that everyone was evil. But no one would show their faces. “Live people?”

  He scowled at me. “Which are the worst kind.”

  Still, I craned my head around.

  “What’s your damned fixation with seeing others? I ain’t company enough for you?”

  And again, he’s surly. “Of course you are, it’s just—”

  “Before you go wishing for someone else to talk to, keep in mind that we’re about to drive near a big city—in other words, slaver territory. . . .”

  * * *

  Though we both hated backtracking, we were forced to retrace our route to get to the interstate. Jackson thought backtracking was a tactical error, and I had an OCD thing about it.

  We traversed the same speed-bump corpses—buh-dunk buh-dunk—and passed the same spray-painted road sign. Someone had written Repent! in red. Beneath it, another person had painted in black Or WHAT?

  Then, back on the interstate, quiet stretched between us. Blissful quiet. I pulled out a yellowing copy of Cosmopolitan from the glove compartment, but found my attention on Jackson instead.

  He was lost in thought, holding the wheel with one hand, absently tracing the scars on his knuckles with the other.

  Was he still angry that I’d hoped to see other people? Frustrated that we hadn’t scored food today?

  How could he appear lost in thought and restless at the same time?

  Over the last several days, I’d learned many new things about my Cajun bodyguard, but everything I’d discovered led to more questions.

  I’d learned that he could go for long stretches in total silence. Whereas Brandon had been such an open book—thought to speech with no filter—Jackson kept his musings close to the vest.

  What did a boy his age, an apocalypse survivor, think about over the course of the day? Why did he often trace the scars on his hands? Was he remembering old fights?

  At other times, I suspected I was better off not knowing what went on in his mind.

  I should just savor the quiet. The voices had been vanquished, which meant I was at peace. At least for a little while.

  I rested my forehead against the window, staring out at the singed billboards advertising things we could never again buy—a trip to Hawaii, a new computer, permanent hair removal at a spa. Thank God Mel had made me go with her last year when she’d gotten herself lasered.

  Pack of gum in hand, I closed my eyes. With each reprieve from the voices, I’d been able to center my thoughts, remembering more of my life before the clinic. During today’s lull, I smelled the familiar sweet scent of the gum, my mind drifting to that fateful drive with Gran. . . .

  “I’ll return you to Haven well before your sixteenth birthday,” she said. “Once you’ve been prepared for your destiny.”

  My destiny? Mint chocolate chip or butter pecan.

  “There’s a Tarot pack in my pocketbook,” Gran said. “I want you to look at the cards. Really look at them.”

  “Okay.” I rooted through her huge purse, past her gardenia lotion, but I got distracted by bubblegum—

  “Evie, the deck.”

  I nodded, pulling the cards out, slipping some off the top.

  “The most elegant cards are the trump cards, the Major Arcana.”

  “Major whatta?”

  “Major Ar-kay-nah. It’s Latin for greater secrets. You and I will have our share.” She looked sad all of the sudden. “It’s the way of our line.” Shaking it off, she said, “The details of the images are important. They’re to be read like a map.”

  I saw one card with a winged angel, one with an old man in a robe, one with a lion. A couple of cards had dogs on them.

  I was struck by one picture of a fair-haired woman dressed in a poppy-red gown. She had a crown atop her head with twelve stars. Behind her, green and red hills rolled on and on.

  Her arms were opened wide as if she wanted a hug, but her gaze looked mean.

  Gran changed lanes, peering down at the card. “That’s you, Evie. You’re the Empress. One day, you’ll control all things that root or bloom. You’ll smell like them, and they’ll recognize your scent.”

  I half frowned/half grinned up at her. Sometimes Gran said the strangest things. Then I shuffled through another couple of cards . . . until I saw him—a knight in black armor atop a creamy-white mount. The poor horse had bloodshot eyes. I loved horses—

  “The details, Evie,” Gran said in a sterner voice, checking her rearview mirror again.

  People were kneeling before the knight, crying and pleading. He raised some kind of stick over their heads, and they were scared.

  “That one of Death frightens you, doesn’t it, sweetheart?” Gran asked. “Or maybe you get really angry when you look at it . . . ?”

  “Evie, you awake?” Jackson asked me.

  I blinked open my eyes, the memory fading. “Yeah, what’s up?” God, I could hardly wait to see Gran once more! At last all my maddening questions would be answered.

  Jackson opened his mouth to speak. Closed it. Opened it. “Forget it,” he finally said.

  I shrugged, gazing out the window once more. It hadn’t escaped me that Jackson was in the same situation that I was. Once we reached the Outer Banks, he’d have his puzzles solved too.

 
My secrets were driving him crazy. He’d continued to interrogate me about the crops and the visions. Yesterday he’d said, “If we do make it to North Carolina and we can camp somewhere for a time, what would I need to get for you? So you could make our seeds grow?”

  “I’ll tell you everything as soon as we get to my grandmother’s. Until then, we need to be sourcing for silver bells and cockleshells.”

  Now he asked me, “Why are you always so quiet around me? You were a chatterbox with other people.”

  Chatterbox? “How can you say that? You hardly knew me.” Oh, wait. Except for the fact that he’d once possessed the source of all-things-Evie.

  Brandon’s phone. How much had Jackson seen, read, heard? “In any case, I wanted to let you concentrate on driving.”

  “Uh-huh. You cried out again last night, mumbled some things in your sleep. What’d you dream of? And if you answer ‘this and that’ one more time, I’m slamming on the brakes.”

  “I don’t remember,” I said, even as I recollected my latest nightmare of the witch. All of them seemed to be from the same day, from nearly the same location. In this one, she’d been traveling the countryside with a besotted young admirer. He’d angered her over something. So—of course—she’d decided on murder.

  “Come. Touch,” she’d murmured to him. When he’d tripped over his feet to reach her, she’d opened up her palm and a flower had grown—from her skin. With a sensual wink, she’d blown him a kiss across the bloom, releasing deadly spores.

  He’d started choking, dropping to her feet. His skin had swelled until it split open in places. Putrid boils welled and spurted. She’d gazed on, cheerfully telling him, “How artfully we plants beckon; how perfectly we punish. . . .”