Hart

by Townsend, Jayme L

  Eventually I find my keys in my bag and open the front door with a shaky hand, Grey walks in behind me, I shut the front door and turn, I watch as Grey approaches me, the look on his face is unlike anything I’ve seen before, he reaches me and kisses me again, he is so hot I don’t think I have ever wanted sex as much as I do now, he pushes his body against mine and I can feel his rock hard cock against my stomach, I let out a moan. He moves back then reaches down to the hem of my dress and pulls it up over my head and drops it on the floor behind him, never once taking his eyes off me “Fuck Cam you are beautiful” I flick my hair back as he reaches for my bra straps, slowly slipping them down my arms, once my tits are exposed he is on them, I throw my head back against the door as one hand holds onto the door handle the other grabs his hair, I guess I’m pulling it but I’m not sure, it does make him work faster and harder, I know I’m moaning but I can’t help it, it feels so amazing, my breath catches as he slowly lowers and starts kissing my belly, I know what I want so I try to push his head on down “Be patient Cam” he says in a deep voice “I don’t think I can” I moan in reply. Very slowly he lowers kissing and licking my skin, his hands reach my knickers and he pulls them down, I can’t believe I am stood here naked in my hallway with Grey fully dressed, it brings a smile to my face, which soon turns to surprise when I feel his tongue down below, wow Edward never wanted to do this, I am starting to realise what Will was talking about, I really moan this time as his tongue starts doing a circle of eight, both my hands grab his hair and I know this time that I am pulling it, he moans too sending a wonderful vibration through me, I feel myself tense, my toes curl as the heat rises through me, as my orgasm starts to build I let out a scream, this causes Grey to work harder and faster, I feel my eyes roll and my knees go week, as the sensations start to fade I open my eyes to Grey stood holding me “Wow Cam that’s was fucking beautiful” I almost fall into him as he just stands and holds me, I remember the video I watched the other night and that’s what I want to do more than anything, I slowly push him back a bit and start to release the buttons on his shirt, three down and I can now see his chest, I run my hand down his hot skin to the next button, every time my hand touches him I can see him hold his breath, once all the buttons are undone I move to his sleeves, I undo the button and place a lick on his wrist, he seems to like that so I repeat it on the other, I move my hands up over his solid abs, over his chest to his shoulders then slip his shirt over them, I watch as it slowly falls to the floor, one hand stays on his chest as the other traces over his tattoo from his chest to his shoulder down to his wrist, I like that a lot. I lean forward and flick his nipple with my tongue, I seem to be doing alright, so I carry on running my tongue and kisses over his nipples and chest, I bend slightly and run my hands over his abs, wow is all I think, my tongue follows the same path, once I reach the top of his trousers I release his belt, then the button and zip, I slowly push them down, he has skin tight black boxers on and my breath catches as I can see his hard cock through them, I quickly release his cock and push the boxers on down. Oh fucking hell I can’t wait to taste him, but I might tease him first, I slowly run my hands around the base of his cock and on down to his balls, I lower to my knees and lick his balls, he seems to like it, I suck his balls one at a time into my mouth “Do it Cam NOW” I release his balls and take hold of the base of his cock, I slowly lick my lips “Fuck Cam” my eyes race up to meet his, the look on his face is begging me to take him, I slowly lick from the base to the tip and circle the top, I hear Grey moan, I open my mouth and take him as far as I can, all the time using my tongue, I too moan, I suppose it’s the same as when he moaned, because both his hands grab my hair, I look up and meet his eyes watching me, I slowly pull my head back releasing him slowly from my mouth, when I just have the tip in my mouth I suck hard “Ah Fucking hell Cam” I slowly take him back in, then slowly release him again, after the fourth time he is pulling me up “I need to fuck you Cam”

  I feel my heart race with excitement as he pushes me back until I’m against the wall, his hands grab my thighs and lift me, he then wraps my legs around his back, he lets go with one hand and reaches for his cock, after rubbing through my wetness, he places it at my entrance, his eyes meet mine “You ready?” I nod my head just as he slam into me

  “Ah fucking hell Grey”

  “Sorry. Are you ok?”

  “Yes, please don’t stop”

  He slams in again, oh Jesus this is what I’ve been missing out on, twenty eight years and this is the first time it has ever felt like this, I thrown my head back and close my eyes, just to concentrate on the things I am feeling

  “Fuck Cam look at me”

  I quickly open my eyes and look straight into his

  “You are fucking amazing”

  He says as he slams in again, hard enough to push me up the wall, I let out a scream which makes him go faster and harder, his eyes show real pleasure, the sweat is running down his face, I think it’s fair to say he is the most beautiful man I have ever seen. I start to get the sensations again, this time I need to hold out and wait for him just as I think this

  “Come Cam I need you to come”

  I let go and shatter around him as he slams forward twice more before shouting out, as he stills I rest my head on his shoulders, after a minute he steps out of his trousers and carries me to the sofa and sits down with me in his lap, with him still inside me, I again rest my head on his shoulder.

  “Wow Cam, that was amazing”

  He still feels hard inside me and its then I remember my plan that I didn’t have to use, he never mentioned a condom.

  Chapter 10

  Grey

  I sit us down on the sofa; I’m still hard and intend to go again I just need a bit of time. Cam’s head is resting on my shoulders and I hold her close to me. I’ve never had sex like this before, usually I finish and leave, funny thing is I don’t want too. I have got to do that again, and then it hits me

  “Fuck Cam, I forgot a condom”

  She raises her head, she looks so beautiful, her cheeks are flushed and red “Its ok, I’m clean I got this”

  That’s ok because I really want to do that again without a condom, Jesus the feel of her on my cock and the feeling of shooting my cum into her has my cock stirring again.

  “Wait, you’re ready to go again?”

  “I am, you?”

  “You might have to give me five minutes” she says

  “Where’s the bedroom?”

  “Upstairs third door”

  I pick her up and carry her towards the stairs

  “Wait I need a drink”

  “I’ll get you one in a minute”

  I carry her up the stairs to the bedroom, I lean over and pull back the sheets, then slowly lift her off my cock, she moans as I come out “Cam”

  “Sorry”

  I lay her down and walk back down to the kitchen, I search several cupboards before finding a glass, I check the fridge and find some orange juice and pour a glass full, I quickly knock that back and refill. I walk back to the bedroom and she is lead there with her eyes closed, fuck she is beautiful, her tits are the perfect size, her skin is soft and creamy coloured, she has a tattoo just by her hip, it’s some kind of symbol, her one leg is resting across the other like she is trying to hide her pussy from me, I can see her strip of hair, her legs are long and smooth without a single imperfection on her skin.

  “Cam?”

  “Yeah” she says without opening her eyes

  “I’ve got you a drink” I watch as she slowly lifts her head and her eyes open, I watch as she takes a long look at me and then a smiles comes across her face

  “Thank you, that was unbelievable”

  “I agree” I’ve had a lot of sex with a lot of different women but it has never been that good. I pass her the glass and watch as she drinks nearly half of it, I slowly walk around the other side of the bed and pull the sheets back and crawl in next to her, I lean across and kiss her, it’s
like I can’t get enough. I eventually pull back and run my fingers across her shoulders “Cam tell me something about you”

  “Don’t spoil it Grey”

  “Ok just tell me what you want too”

  “How much has Richard told you?”

  “Only that you were buying a shop”

  “Ok… it’s a pretty boring story. My parents died two years ago. I had the same job since I was seventeen. I needed a fresh start and here I am”

  “That’s it?”

  “Yeah that’s me, I have never had sex like that before actually a lot of what we just done was a first for me”

  “Really?”

  “Yes”

  “Which bits”

  “Which bits what?”

  “Which bits were a first for you?”

  “Most of it”

  “Fuck off, have you ever given a blow job before?”

  “No” I watch as her cheeks turn red

  “Well I would never have known” I say

  “Tell me about you”

  “I’m a, what is it you say over here? I guess I’m a bit of a wanker. I fell out with my parents when I was eighteen and I haven’t seen them since, I moved to LA did a bit of modelling, got this job and was sent here for three months”

  “Why are you a wanker?”

  “I never really get involved with anybody, never been in love, shit I can’t believe I’m telling you this”

  “That’s fine; I’m not looking for love either”

  Wow no girl has ever said that before, I run my fingers over her nipple and watch as she takes a deep breath

  “Come here and sit on me”

  “No, I can’t”

  “Come, I’ll help” I watch as she sits up and slowly straddles me, I grab my cock and rub through her wetness before holding it where it needs to be “Ok lower down, slowly”, I watch as she blushes slightly and lowers, her hands are on my chest, the lower she gets and the more of my cock she takes her nails start digging in, I not sure if I’ve mentioned I like that, a lot. Once she is fully seated I take her hips and hold her still as I raise and hold her down, she throws her head back but still has a strong grip on my chest, I thrust up and hold her down and watch as her tits bounce, fuck she is so hot, knowing that she has not done much I suddenly want to teach her every way we can fuck, I raise her hips and slip out, she looks a bit puzzled “I am going to show you how good it can be” I watch a small smile spread across her face, once I have lifted her off she is on her knees facing away from me, I slowly get up behind her “Hold onto the headboard Cam”, I watch as she reaches forward, I place my hand on the top of her back and push her down, once her ass is in the air, I can’t wait any longer but first I need one more quick taste of her, I quickly lick and suck at her, she is really sensitive now and very vocal, I place myself at her entrance and ask “Are you ready Cam, I will start slowly so you can get used to it” she moans I take that as a yes and enter her in one long stroke “Fuck Grey” I slowly pull out and back in again “Harder Grey” ok you don’t have to tell me twice, I start a fast and hard pace and don’t stop until I empty everything I have inside her, I almost missed her climax as I was concentrating on the sensation of her pussy squeezing on my cock, I rest on her back for a second before lying down next to her “You ok Cam?”

  “I feel amazing”

  “You were amazing”

  I lie back with my eyes closed, after about five minutes I realise she has gone to sleep, I am unsure of what to do, do I stay or leave? That’s not a question I usually ask, I decide to stay and just lie back and think about what happened, Cam moves in her sleep and cuddles into me, ok this is new as well, I hold her and fall fast asleep.

  Chapter 11

  Camilla

  I come too, thinking that’s my phone ringing then I remember last night and turn to look and there he is, Grey, fast sleep next to me looking sexier than ever with his hair sticking up and his stubble just that bit longer. I just lie and look at him for a while when my phone starts ringing again. I slowly get out of bed and look around; I grab an old t shirt from my drawer and walk around the house trying to find my phone, I find my bag where I left it when I came in with Grey last night. I pull it out and it stops ringing. I put the kettle down as I open my notifications, three missed calls from James and a couple of texts from Will. I put my phone on silent whilst I make my tea then I sit outside at the table. I read Will’s text first

  I hope your night was as good as mine.

  Cam – is everything ok?

  Cam please call me.

  I quickly text him back saying last night was amazing and that I will call later, then I ring James

  “Camilla”

  “Hi James, what’s wrong?”

  “Nothing I was worrying, you didn’t ring yesterday like you said you would”

  “Sorry it completely slipped my mind, everything is ok. I’ve brought a book shop”

  “Jesus Camilla, I though you would just take a break and then come back?”

  “James I not coming back, not for a while anyway”

  “What’s brought this on? You need to be with your family”

  “No James I need to get on with my life and that’s what I‘m doing”

  “There is no need to be in such a hurry, you only lost Edward a few years ago”

  “James I don’t want to talk about this now please.”

  “No I know that, look Edward loved you with everything he was, you just can’t forget him Cam, come home”

  “Edward would want me to move on wouldn’t he?”

  “Eventually maybe but Christ Camilla I thought you loved him?”

  “Enough James, I will ring you Friday”

  “Wait, I was ringing to ask if you could look after the girls, I have been called to a meeting in Ireland and thought I would take Suzie with me”

  “When?”

  “As soon as you could get here”

  “Bloody hell James it’s a bit short notice”

  “I know I’m sorry, you know we don’t like leaving them with anyone else, we would be back by lunchtime tomorrow”

  “Ok, ok, I will be there in about two hours”

  “Perfect, thanks Camilla”

  I cut the call and think about Edward, all the times we laughed, had fun and about the wedding dress I had on order then had to cancel, I swipe the tears from my cheeks and stand to go and get ready. Shit I remember Grey is still asleep in my bed, I remember how amazing last night was and then the guilt hits me… hard. I quickly shower in the main bathroom and pack an overnight bag. Once I’m ready I take a long look at Grey who is still peacefully sleeping, I watch him for a minute and my belly feels like it has butterflies in it, something it hasn’t felt in a long time. I grab a piece of paper and a pen from my nightstand and write him a note.

  Hi Grey,

  Sorry I had to leave unexpectedly and won’t be back until late tomorrow, please help yourself to anything and could you make sure the door is locked on your way out.

  Thank you for last night it was truly eye opening and amazing.

  Cam

  I leave the note on the floor outside the bedroom door and leave. I jump in my car and hurry away, once I’m on the motorway all I can think about is that I have betrayed my love for Edward, I cry all the way into London. I stop and get a coffee and compose myself before reaching James’ house I don’t want the girls to see me upset again, they have seen that enough times.

  I pull onto the drive and stop the car and James is there to meet me and open my door

  “Camilla. Thank you for coming”

  “This is the last time, James”

  “What’s happened? I can see you’ve been crying”

  “That was you reminding me of Edward”

  “I’m sorry, I just think you need to be here with us”

  “No I need to move on”

  “Come on then, the girls are waiting for you”

  I spend the day playing with the girl
s, it isn’t until they have gone to bed that I call Will

  “Hey Doll, so how was last night?”

  “Oh Will, last night was amazing but this morning not so good”

  “Why what happened?”

  “James called, I’m at his house looking after the girls while they are at a meeting in Ireland. He told me to think about Edward. It’s like he knew I had slept with someone else, Will I just feel so ashamed”

  “Fuck off Cam, you have done nothing wrong. We know you loved Edward but he’s gone you need to live otherwise that crash took four lives not three”

  “I know what you are saying but last night I didn’t think about him once”

  “I don’t expect you thought about anything other than that very hot man screwing you”

  “Will, that’s not helping”

  “Look Edward is not coming back, you moved here to live again and that’s what’s happening, get your ass back here tomorrow or I will come and get you”

  “I will be back by lunchtime, love you Will”

  “Love you too Doll, see you tomorrow”

  “Yeah bye”

  I feel slightly better and decide to go over the plans for the book shop, I eventually crawl into bed and crash.

  Chapter 12

  Grey

  I slowly come too and realise that I’m alone in Cam’s bed, the memory of last night plays through my mind and I feel my cock harden at the thought of having her again. I slowly make my way to the shower and catch a look at myself in the mirror, somehow I look different but I’m not sure what it is.

  I come out the shower wrapped in a towel and go to find Cam; I open the door and find a note sitting on the floor. Fucking hell she has left, that has never and I mean never happened to me before, ok so she says it was amazing and I agree with that but fuck she left...

  I wander back into the bedroom and find my clothes, get dressed and make the bed, I wander round her bedroom, I stop at her bedside cabinet and open the top drawer, fuck, there is a photo of Cam and a man, it must be an engagement party as they are holding hands across her chest and she is wearing a diamond ring, I throw it back in and shut the draw. I leave the house and walk down the road and into my house, Richard is in the garden