Hart

by Townsend, Jayme L

  “Oh nothing I will wait until you are ready again” I walk to the kitchen and get us both a glass of wine “So were there any nice girls on your trip?”

  “No”

  “What none?”

  “Nope”

  “What all the time you were there you never saw a girl”

  “Nope, they only girl I saw was this one on my phone”

  I watch as he grabs his phone from the table and opens it up, he smiles then turns it to show me the photo “Oh my god Grey, when did you take that?” it’s a photo of me in my bed naked and fast asleep.

  “Oh one morning when I had to leave early, you know I have used this photo several times”

  I slap his shoulder and sit next to him on the sofa, I can’t stop my hands from touching him, I watch my hands as they move over his body, I really want him but I also want to wait savour the moment.

  Chapter 22

  Grey

  I watch her hands on my chest, lightly skimming my skin, I have never felt this comfortable or relaxed with a woman before, I know she wants me but I’m prepared to wait for her to make her move.

  I close my eyes as her hands get lower, her fingers are running over the tops of my legs and down, missing the parts I really want her to touch, I then feel her move and open my eyes as she begins to straddle me, fuck she is so beautiful, she slowly starts to lower herself, she positions my cock and I brace for her to come down hard but she gently lowers until she is fully seated, I look at her face her eyes are closed as she concentrates on what she is doing, she gently moves her hips in circles and I can tell when my cock hits her spot as she moans really loud, I let her carry on for a while before standing and carrying her

  “Grey”

  “To the bedroom” I answer

  She obviously enjoys the movement when I walk as she bites down on my shoulder, we stop on the landing and I pin her against the wall, I slowly pull out and slide back in, her nails are digging into my back but I am going to do this slowly, I move on into the bedroom and sit on the bed, gradually moving myself back across the bed, with Cam still seated I slowly open my legs so her ass is on the bed, I slip my arms under her knees , we are now face to face, I very slowly push her back and then bring her forward onto my cock, she throws her head back, I watch her face ”Fuck Cam, kiss me” I have never asked a women to kiss me before, her head comes forward and her mouth is on mine, Christ this feels amazing not only am I making love to her but I am making love to her mouth as well, she has a strong hold on the back of my hair, I feel the tingle start at the bottom of my back and move to my balls “I need you to cum Cam now” I move her in a circle like she was doing before and on the second circle I feel her body tense she throws her head back and moans as her pussy squeezes my cock, that’s it I can’t hold back, I push her away and bring her back fast not hard a couple more times before I cum too, I just hold her while she calms down I can still feel her spasms on my cock “Cam that was beautiful”

  “Yeah”

  “That’s all you got to say”

  “Yeah”

  “Was it good?”

  “Yeah”

  I slowly lay us down in the bed and cuddle her into me; it’s not long before she is fast asleep, I lie there with her half on me and decide that apart from work this is the best time I have had.

  I wake to my cell the next morning, I turn and watch Cam sleep, I slowly take a shower and get ready, I walk back to the bed and look at Cam, I bend and kiss her mouth, she moans

  “Grey”

  “See you later baby”

  I leave the house and walk next door, Richard is waiting for me

  “Morning Grey, how is Cam?”

  “Morning Richard, yeah she is great”

  “I will help her at the book shop today if you don’t need anything”

  “No I don’t, she would probably love your help”

  I jump in the car and listen to Richard talk about his family all the way there. I’m sat at my desk when James comes in

  “Morning James, everything ok?”

  “Morning Grey, yeah everything is great”

  “So when do you start filming?”

  “A couple of months”

  “Cool”

  “Is there something you want to tell me?”

  “No, no I don’t”

  “Ok, I better get on”

  I watch him walk out, he seems happy I think as my cell rings, I grab it from my pocket, shit Nikki

  “Hey Nikki”

  “Morning Grey”

  “How’s it going?”

  “Fine, what’s wrong?”

  “The production company had a meeting today and they want to start the film early, so it will be out for the film awards season”

  “Oh ok, when?”

  “Next week, I have booked you a flight for this afternoon, Richard will pack your things and pick you up in an hour from there and take you straight to the airport”

  “Shit”

  “What’s wrong, this is good news, I’ve put a call through to Jonathon the Director who wanted you to do “Final steps” to say you will be able to do that because of the change in this film”

  “That’s great Nikki, I will see you when I get back”

  I end the call and ring Cam, she answers on the second ring

  “Hello sexy, I can’t wait for a repeat, last night was amazing”

  “Hey Cam, I have some bad news”

  “Oh no what’s wrong Grey?”

  “I have to go back home today, this afternoon” I wait but she says nothing “Cam, you still there?”

  “Yes”

  “I am really sorry, if there was any other way, but there just isn’t”

  “No it’s ok Grey we both knew you would go back; anyway we agreed it was just sex neither of us was looking for more”

  What the fuck, I thought we had more than sex “Ok Cam well good luck with the shop and take care”

  “Will do, safe flight”

  “Yeah bye”

  “Oh Grey”

  “Yes”

  “Thank you for opening my eyes I had a great time, I will miss you”

  “Yeah I will miss you too”

  “Bye Grey”

  “Bye Cam”

  I keep the phone to my ear until it goes dead, then I launch it across the room and watch as it smashes into pieces.

  “Grey is everything ok?”

  I look up, James

  “Yeah, I have to leave, I have a flight booked this afternoon. Thank you for having me”

  “Oh that’s a shame, I was going to ask you to come down to see my sister this weekend”

  “Sorry James but Nikki rang the filming starts next week”

  “Oh well you have to go then, it’s been great having you here and good luck with the film”

  “Thank you and thanks for having me”

  I shake his hand and watch him leave, I pick up the pieces of my phone and try to repair it but can’t so I throw it in the bin. Fuck I could really hit someone or something. I take a deep breath and collect my stuff up and walk straight out of the building, I check my watch and see I have thirty minutes before Richard comes so I walk to the bar and order a whiskey, I knock that back and order another. When I check my watch again it’s time to leave, I walk out the bar and spot Richard waiting, I get in the car

  “You ok Grey”?

  “No”

  “How many drinks have you had?”

  “Four”

  “Shit Grey, why”

  “Why do you think?”

  “Cam”

  “Yeah, did you see her?”

  “No”

  “Fuck Richard I don’t want to leave like this but I have no choice”

  “No you don’t, ready?”

  “Yeah”

  Twelve hours later and I’m stood in my apartment, I have no idea what to do , I pace around and then decide to ring Cam, fuck my phone, I don’t have her number, I could ring the shop but I don�
�t know the number either. I decide I best go for a run.

  Chapter 23

  Camilla

  “Will, I need you”

  “Fuck what’s wrong doll?”

  “It’s Grey”

  “What the fuck has he done?”

  “He’s left”

  “What left to go to work or left and gone to America?”

  “Gone to America”

  “Where are you?”

  “I’m at the shop but I am going to walk home now”

  “Wait there I will come and get you”

  I end the call and walk outside, out the way of the builders. I sit on the bench opposite the shop, I miss him already. I watch as Will pulls up in his car and jumps out and hugs me

  “You ok Cam?”

  “No I don’t think I am”

  “Come on I will take you home, do you have wine?”

  “Yes”

  Three hours later we are sat on the sofa watching a film, I feel quite drunk “Will?”

  “Yeah”

  “I think I fell in love with him”

  “I know you did”

  “How?”

  “I can tell, remember I know you”

  “Why didn’t you say something?”

  “Because you were actually living and happy”

  “Yes I was”

  “Come on, you always knew he was going to leave”

  “I know but I was sort of hoping he would fall in love with me and stay”

  “Life isn’t a fairy-tale, you should know that”

  “Thanks Will”

  “Do you want me to stay?”

  “No you go home, hey did you cancel your weekly dates?”

  “I did”

  “And is James coming down?”

  “Yes at the weekend”

  I nod my head as Will stands to leave “See you tomorrow and thanks for rescuing me”

  “You’re welcome doll, anytime”

  I wander to my bedroom and check the time, I know I shouldn’t but I grab my phone and call Grey, the number just rings no reply, although I get to hear his sexy voice, I end the call and lie on the bed, as my first tear drops on my face, how could I be so stupid and fall in love with a, what did he call himself, wanker? Although I don’t believe it, he was kind, thoughtful, sexy, beautiful. I scream FUCK as loud as I can and cry myself to sleep.

  I wake several times in the night and each time I have a glass of wine, when I wake in the morning I finish the bottle off and go back to sleep. I wake again at lunch and go to get something to eat which I take back to bed, I dose on and off all afternoon, when I’m not sleeping I’m crying.

  Will calls around later that night, he says I’m allowed to cry as much as I want but tomorrow I move forward, get the shop done and start fresh. I agree with him and cry myself to sleep on his shoulder.

  The next month flies by, the shop is looking great and will be finished in a couple of weeks and my new house will be ready in the next week after the interior designer has finished, I’m really looking forward to moving in, Will is still going to move into the guest house and he has kept his word, he has stopped all contact with the other guys and just sees James once a week. He moved in with me, to keep an eye on me, I wasn’t doing so well after “He who should not be named left”. I did ring him several times but he never answered I suspect he moved on.

  I arrive home first so I cook us a meal, Will comes in starving, once he has polished the food off, we start on the wine

  “Cam if I ask you something will you tell me the truth?”

  “Always”

  “Ok, did you ever ring Grey?”

  “I tried his mobile several times but he never answered”

  “Did you ever try and find him?”

  “No and I don’t like to admit this but I don’t know his surname, why are you asking?”

  “Just wondered”

  “Ok, you and James, is it serious? Will it go anywhere?”

  “It’s really good but I’m not sure he will come out”

  ”Oh Will”

  “I know but I’m happy for the time being, oh and before you ask, yes I am in love with him”

  “And what about him, has he told you that he’s in love with you?”

  “Sort of”

  I nod my head sounds like James. Will has got me thinking why didn’t I ever ask Grey his surname? I suppose it was because I didn’t want him to know mine.

  “Jesus Will, I think we’ve got ourselves in a mess”

  “I agree, Love” he shakes his head “It’s not easy” ”Hey have you taken a test yet?”

  “What test?”

  “A pregnancy test”

  “No”

  “Well you’re late…”

  “How the hell do you know something like that?”

  “I marked the last one on my phone so that I would be ready when you called; I’ve been waiting for that call for five days”

  “Oh my God Will, do you think I am? I was feeling sorry for myself and just thought we didn’t have time”

  “Do you have one?”

  “No”

  “Wait here, I will pop down the chemist”

  I watch as he jumps out the chair and runs to the door, once he’s gone, I burst into tears. I’m not sure why I’m crying, is it because I miss Grey or is it because I might have the one thing I have yearned so badly for, for such a long time? I pace around waiting for Will’s return, I walk to the back door turn and walk back through the house, I bite my nails, I walk back again to the back door, I hear his car come back and race to the front door to meet him.

  “You ok Cam?”

  “Did you get one?”

  “Yeah I got three”

  I watch as he brings the bag from behind his back, I quickly grab it and open the bag “Do I just have to pee on the stick then?”

  “Fuck Cam how do I know I don’t have a vagina!”

  I rip open the box and grab the instructions “Ok, I just have to pee on this end and wait three minutes”

  “Ok go, do it now”

  I quickly walk to the loo, I pull the cap off and see that my hands are shaking, I pee on the end replace the cap, wash my hands grab the stick and return to Will

  “You ok, how long does it take?”

  “Three minutes”

  “Shit, come here” I watch as he sets the timer on his phone then he wraps his arms around me. We stay like that until the bleep sounds, Will gently releases me and we both look over to the stick on the counter.

  “Go on Cam”

  “I’m scared Will, what if I’m not”

  “I told you I will help, now go look at your pissy stick” he pushes me towards the stick, I walk slowly to counter and gently turn the stick over, I look down and in blue writing its says Pregnant “WILL”

  “What does it say?”

  “I’m pregnant”

  “Thank Fuck for that, congratulations Doll”

  I am so excited that I burst into tears, Will comes over and cuddles me from behind, he looks at the stick “Oh doll, it’s everything you ever wanted”

  “I know I can’t believe it”

  “Are you going to try and find Grey?”

  “No, I have my bit of him now” my hands go to my belly and gently rub circles

  “I know a great Doctor, I will get you an appointment “

  “Thank you Will for everything”

  “Hey what are best friends for?”

  Chapter 24

  Grey

  We are nearly half way through filming this movie and it’s been hard, every morning when I wake up my first thought is of Cam and what she is doing as the day goes on I think about her less because I am working hard but at night that’s when I can’t shake her from my head, I read my script for the next day and work out, that is what my life is, I haven’t been near another girl, I’m just not interested but today Tanya who is the leading lady on the film is sitting next to me at lunch

  “Hey Gre
y, you ok, you seem sad, not like your reputation at all” she says has she puts her hand on mine and I quickly pull away

  “Yeah, I’m ok thanks”

  “If you like we have another hour to wait before we are needed we could go back to my van and you know?”

  I sit and think about it, perhaps it’s what I need to do to get Cam out of my head, I slowly nod my head

  “Ok come over in five minutes, I will be waiting for you”

  I nod my head again and watch her walk away, a couple of months ago, I would have fucked her on the first day then make my way through the rest of the female cast, shit get it together I think and slowly rise from my chair and walk to her van. I knock on the door and walk in. Tanya comes towards me wearing just her fancy underwear, I know I have kissed her but that was my character not me, I’m not sure I can do this. She reaches me and goes straight for my jeans, she undoes them and pulls them down, I just stand with my eyes closed, I try to imagine she is Cam, I feel her hand on my cock ok I’m getting harder but that is because I am thinking of Cam, when I feel her mouth on the head of my cock I open my eyes and look down, I can’t do this, I pull back and quickly grab my jeans and pull them up “look Tanya I’m sorry, it’s not you, it’s me, I’m working through a break-up”

  “Fucking Hell Grey”

  “I know I’m sorry, I thought I could but I can’t” I turn and walk out her van and across the parking lot and walk straight into Nikki

  “Greyson, I was looking for you”

  “Hey Nikki, what’s up”