Stoned (The Stone Series)

by Berry, Kitty

  I think I just melted into a puddle of my own wetness on the streets of New York. I moan and gasp, trying to catch my breath.

  Damian laughs, “Did that excite or offend you, angel?”

  “I’m fine, not offended at all” I stammer.

  “That didn’t answer my questions but I’ll let it slide. We need to discuss safe words; do you know what they are?”

  “Uh, no.”

  “You need to pick a word that you’ll use when you want me to slow down if something is starting to scare you or if it’s just becoming too much, too intense for you to continue in the scene. You may use it if you just need a break or if you’re sore.”

  I start to feel the blood leave my face and I know I must be as pale as a ghost right about now. I can only imagine what will happen between us to make me sore enough that I would have to ask him to slow down.

  “You’ll pick a second word that when you say it will stop everything, this is where you have all the power over me. I will never second guess you or not respect your safe words. If you use them I will stop immediately. If you had to pick two words right now, what would they be? What’s the first thing that comes to your mind?”

  “Sticks and Stones. The first should be sticks. The second word should be stones. Get it? Sticks & Stones!”

  “I think your choice of safe words is very clever so I agree. The first word will be sticks, the second, stones. I hope I never need to hear either word from you.”

  “Me either” I nervously laugh.

  “What are your feelings about swallowing?”

  “Swallowing?”

  “Yes.”

  “Oh” I say, just registering what he means. “I don’t know?”

  “I really want you to swallow after you make me come in your mouth. Are you going to be okay with that?”

  “I guess?”

  “Was that a question?”

  “Um, no. No, it won’t be a problem.”

  Yeah, I think. It won’t be a problem because I have no clue how to give a blow job. There’s no chance of me doing it well enough to have to worry about swallowing anything.

  “Gags, how do you feel about them?”

  “I don’t think I could be gagged, Day. Not after, you know. Okay?”

  “I’ll accept the gags as a hard limit of yours, they really don’t do much for me anyway; I have other ways to keep you quite.”

  Well, that sounds intriguing.

  “I will always try my best to respect the events of your past and do everything in my power to protect you from those memories. I only hope you’ll share more with me so I can better understand your mindset at all times. My top priority has been your health, safety and mental well being since the second I met you. During our vanilla times things will go without needing to be said but during our kinky times it’s best to be clear.”

  I want to share everything with him, I just don’t know if I’m ready yet but after hearing what he’s proposing I think it’s time to get ready.

  “My medical records are in order and you can review them before we leave for The Society on Friday. Please send me the bill from your doctor for yours.”

  “That’s not nec…” Damian interrupts me, “Not going to argue with me are you?”

  “Um, I’m guessing the right answer here is no?”

  “Good girl.”

  I’m glad he thinks so because I’m starting to feel like a bad girl, a very bad girl.

  “As for our first time” I begin but he interrupts me saying, “Our first time will be us making love, nothing else. Just you and I, no toys, no add-ons or scenes. I have never done it that way before with anyone. When I was young, before I started in this lifestyle the girls I was with were just fucks, all of them one time deals. In college I began with the BDSM activities and that’s how I’ve been having sex ever since. I have not felt the emotions for anyone needed to make love to them. But Syd, I have very strong feelings for you and I hope you’re starting to feel the same way about me. There will be times, many times when I will want to, need to fuck you and fuck you so hard you will be sore for days. I’ll want you to still feel me inside of you hours after we’re done. I want you to always be thinking about me inside you. It won’t mean that my feelings for you have changed. You understand that don’t you?”

  “I guess. It’s just this is all so new to me, all of this. You’re going to have to be patient and go slow, okay?”

  “So floggings and bondage may need to wait, you’re saying?” he jokes with me and laughs at our conversation.

  “Ah, yeah. The floggings yes, the bondage I think maybe I can try a thing or two because I do trust you. I’ll fax you my medical records. I want to start, I want to please you.”

  “Oh, baby. Those are words to my ears.”

  “I don’t want to hang up but I have to get back inside and do some work. Call me later?”

  “Of course. I miss you, baby.”

  “Miss you too, Day. Bye.”

  “Mmm…bye, baby.”

  I am my health records to Damian as Alex approaches the fax machine. “You sure about this Syd?” he asks.

  “Yes I think I am. Don’t worry, I trust him.”

  “I just hope you know what you’re getting yourself into. And please whatever happens we cannot let this ever come between us. Promise?”

  “Promise” I pinkie swear with Alex.

  I finish my day at S&S, head to the gym then to Hard as Stone. Damian and I talk again later before I fall asleep.

  Wednesday goes by without incident. Damian sends me another gift that I find waiting for me on my desk at work, it’s an iPod Touch that I’ll have to wait until I get home to play with and see what special items he has put on there.

  I meet Megan at the commercial space she’s rented and we talk about the design idea. I suggest going with a bold purple for the walls and doing the floors in a light gray concrete. Megan likes the idea and asks if I want to look at her website to see the kinds of items she’ll display in the store. She’d like my opinion on how to organize the space and the items in it. She doesn’t want it to be set up with isles; she wants it to feel inviting and intimate like her customers are coming into a home.

  As we are finishing up I tell her I have a free week next week and offer to begin on Monday if she’s still interested in having me help with the space. She accepts and we agree that Damian and I will go out to her home upstate on Saturday but she reminds me that she will see me at The Society on Friday. “Are you nervous about coming there?” she asks.

  “Of course I am. I have no idea what to expect.”

  “Don’t worry; surprisingly we’re all really very normal people. We’re friendly, a lot of us are married or have long term partners. We’ll all respect your wishes, whatever they may be. You can just watch or you and Damian and do a scene for us.”

  We say our good-byes and I head back to S&S a little more educated but also a little more freaked out. I will need to do more research on my own tonight so I’m better prepared for what my future holds.

  I check my phone and find an email from Damian

  From: Damian Stone

  Subject: Play with me…

  Date: May 30, 2012 2:09pm

  Hey Baby,

  I miss you more than words can say. I wish you were playing with me right now but until I get home I hope you like your new toy. I hope you’ll find some of the apps informative and educational.

  Talk later today…

  D-

  Damian Stone

  CEO, Stone Empire, Inc.

  From: Sydney Cooper

  Subject: Play with you

  Date: May 30, 2012 3:34pm

  To: Damian Stone

  Hey Day,

  I miss you! I wish I was playing with you too. What would you like to play? A game of checkers? Maybe Xbox? Hmmm…you’ll have to be more specific so I can get a mental picture of us playing together!!! I can’t wait to go home and play with my new toy.

  I will be sitting
at my desk waiting for your reply…

  Sydney Cooper

  Interior Designer, S&S, Inc.

  From: Damian Stone

  Subject: Play with me…

  Date: May 30, 2012 4:53pm

  To: Sydney Cooper

  Okay Syd, you asked for this…just remember that.

  Checkers & Xbox? Not so much, baby.

  Here’s what I was thinking: You and me in my bedroom. The lights are off, candles are illuminating the room. You and I are standing near my bed making out. You slide your tongue between my lips and I meet it with mine. I hear you moan and feel it vibrate through my body. I’m already hard just from our kiss. I pull you down on top of me on my bed, never breaking our kiss. I sit up and remove my shirt and your hands instantly begin to rub me. They run over my arms and my chest. You run a finger down between my pecs all the way to my belly button where you make slow circles. I undo my pants and you watch with wide eyes as I pull them down, showing you my excitement. Your breathing quickens and a rosy hue spreads across your cheeks. You notice a drop of moisture at the tip of my dick and use it to lubricate me. You start slowly by rolling the tip around in your fingers. It makes more moisture seep out and you continue to work it into my dick. When you hear my moans of pleasure you wrap your hand around me and firmly grasp me in your fist. As I lean up to press my mouth over yours you begin to move your hand up and down my length slowly at first. As I increase the intensity of our kiss you begin to speed up your motion and I feel my dick start to tingle. My head rolls back and I beg for more, “Faster.” You continue to pull me off increasing your speed until I am moving my hips along with your sweet torture. When you beg, “Give it to me” I finally let go and come in your hand, shooting all over my stomach with a groan of ecstasy. Mmm…

  If I didn’t need two hands to type that I’d be jerking myself off so hard right now but I am trying my damndest to hold off. I have not whacked off since before I met you, I’m saving every last drop for you, baby. And as I’m sure you can tell I’ve given this a lot of thought.

  Would you like to hear about me playing with you now?

  Damian Stone with a full hard on

  CEO, Stone Empire, Inc.

  From: Sydney Cooper

  Subject: Wow!

  Date: May 30, 2012 5:11pm

  To: Damian Stone

  WOW!! That was hot. No, do not tell me what you’d do to me. I want to be surprised and I don’t think I could survive until you get home if you tell me now!

  Missing you even more now…hurry home

  Syd

  When I get in for the night Damian and I talk about our emails and my sex shop education from Megan. He seems curious for my reaction of both. “So you thought my email was hot? That was nothing, baby. Did you see things you liked with Megan, things you want to try?” he asks.

  “Um, yeah. There were a few I guess. Some things I thought I wouldn’t want any part of looked interesting. I’m going to do a little more research later when we hang up.”

  “See baby, what did I tell you? You have to give it a try. I know once you do you’ll like it. I can’t wait to get home and go shopping with you” he says playfully.

  “You’ll have your chance on Saturday. We’re going to Megan’s house upstate so I can see the space she wants to turn into her playroom.”

  “Sound great but you need to do ours first. I can’t wait much longer to have you there” he says with all sincerity.

  We hang up with promises to talk the following evening and I have a look at my new toy. There are numerous sex apps and games on my iPod. I play a few rounds of Tetris and Angry Birds before I begin to explore Kama Sutra Sex Positions and Sex Facts. Those are real eye openers. I decide to leave the rest for another time and start some research on the BDSM lifestyle.

  I research bondage, power exchanging and even pain play. As I am reading about these things and why they excite people I find myself growing excited, the things I am reading are turning me on, there’s no denying it. I picture Damian and me in the scenarios as I read about them. I picture him tying me up and spanking me, him using toys on me. I research subspace and can’t wait to take a trip there. I learn that it’s a trancelike state that a submissive reaches when in BDSM play scenes with their Dominant. It’s a chemical process that occurs when the endorphins are released in the body as their response to either pain or sexual stimulation. There’s a mental and emotional part of the process that elicits an even stronger response. I learn that many subs can begin their travels into subspace by nothing more than hearing the voice of their Dom. It makes me think of the calm that comes over me when I hear Damian’s voice. His soft, rich raspy tone makes my body respond already and we haven’t even begun to have sex yet.

  I fall asleep with a smile on my face and thoughts of Damian binding my arms behind my back, laying me over his knee and spanking me. I feel my body slip into a euphoric abyss as I hear the rumbling of his moans and the murmur of his commands.

  Thursday brings the same; no sign of Mark or anything unusual, I almost forget about him. I work at S&S where I find yet another gift from Damian waiting for me. This time it’s a stuffed puppy dog with a note.

  S-

  I hope this puppy will keep you company and your bed warm until I am home tomorrow night. I am already jealous that the little puppy will get to sleep with you tonight. If he sees too much or gets to sleep naked with you I might just have to kick his ass when I get home

  D-

  After work I head to the gym then to Hard as Stone. I remind Clark that I have Friday night off but that I’ll be in on Saturday. I’m not sure how long I’m going to be able to pull this off without Damian finding out and if he finds out I’m sure it’s not going to go down well. I’ll have to come up with a plan to sneak away after Megan’s house for my shift on Saturday.

  When I arrive back at the apartment building on it is almost one in the morning and the street is empty. The doorman must be busy or not paying attention because when I step out of the cab he is nowhere to be seen. As I go to open the door to the building my arm is grabbed and I am spun around hard and fast, getting thrown off balance. I never even saw anyone coming at me. My mouth is covered and I fall into total panic mode. I remember watching something on TV once about self defense but I am too scared to react. It’s just like all those years ago with Ryan. I just laid there and let him rape me, I never fought back. Here I am a grown woman, not a scared little girl anymore and I still can’t fight back. Luckily I don’t have to. I don’t know where he was or where he came from but the next thing I know Jonesie has Mark in a headlock and he throws him to the ground. He gives him one punch to the face and Mark is unconscious. He calls someone on his cell phone as he pulls me into his arms. Within minutes another man, Dominick who I learn also works with Jonesie arrives and Jonesie ushers me inside while making another call.

  I hear Jonesie as I slump to the floor in the elevator, “Sir? Yes, sir. Um, you are not going to like this. I just apprehended Mr. Deerhouse outside of your building. He had tried to attack Ms. Cooper. No sir. She’s safe, a little shaken up but he didn’t hurt her. He grabbed her but I intervened quickly enough. She’s with me now in the elevator. I’m taking her to the penthouse. I’ll stay with her. Yes sir of course, if you think that’s for the best.”

  “Ms. Cooper” Jonesie says as he hands me the phone but I can barely put my hand up to reach for it, Jonesie puts it on speakerphone. I start to cry uncontrollably the minute I hear his voice.

  “Syd, baby, you alright? Did he hurt you? What the fuck are you doing out alone so late?”

  I can’t answer, I’m crying too much.

  “I’m running through the hotel right now with Mac, we’re going to the airport. I will be home within four hours, stay with Jonesie. I’m going to kill that motherfucker. God fucking help him.”

  “Damian. It was my step brother” I report through sobs. “He had these two friends who one time watched and wanted a turn but my mother and Robert came home
. I didn’t recognize him at first. That time he watched I tried not to look at him, I couldn’t look at him. It was even worse that people were watching him do that to me. But then I started to remember. Ryan’s friend was Mark.”

  “Wait a minute, what are you talking about? What do you mean it was your step brother? The guy who raped you?”

  “Yes, my mother’s husband’s son and Mark is his friend.

  “Ryan?” Damian asks curiously. “Wait who’s Ryan, Sydney? Your step brother?”