by Lord Byron
wrote.
[Footnote 1: This letter, the first that Byron wrote, was written when
he was ten years and ten months old. It is preserved in the Library of
Trinity College, Cambridge, and a facsimile is given by Elze, in his
‘Life of Lord Byron’.
It is apparently addressed to his aunt, Mrs. Parker. Charlotte Augusta Byron, daughter of Admiral the Hon. John Byron, married Christopher Parker (1761-1804), Vice-Admiral 1804, the son of Admiral of the Fleet Sir Peter Parker, Bart. (1721-1811). Her son, who, on the death of his grandfather, succeeded to the baronetcy as Sir Peter Parker, second Bart. (1786-1814), commanded H.M.S. ‘Menelaus’, and was killed in an attack on a body of American militia encamped near Baltimore. (See Byron’s “Elegy on the Death of Sir Peter Parker,” and his letter to Moore, October 7, 1814.) Her daughter Margaret, one of Byron’s early loves, inspired, as he says, his “first dash into poetry” (see ‘Poems’, vol. i, p. 5, note 1).]
2. — To his Mother.
Nottingham, 13 March, 1799.
Dear Mama, — I am very glad to hear you are well. I am so myself, thank God; upon my word I did not expect so long a Letter from you; however I will answer it as well as I can. Mrs. Parkyns and the rest are well and are much obliged to you for the present. Mr. Rogers could attend me every night at a separate hour from the Miss Parkynses, and I am astonished you do not acquiesce in this Scheme which would keep me in Mind of what I have almost entirely forgot. I recommend this to you because, if some plan of this kind is not adopted, I shall be called, or rather branded with the name of a dunce, which you know I could never bear. I beg you will consider this plan seriously and I will lend it all the assistance in my power. I shall be very glad to see the Letter you talk of, and I have time just to say I hope every body is well at Newstead,
And remain, your affectionate Son,
BYRON.
P.S. — Pray let me know when you are to send in the Horses to go to Newstead. May desires her Duty and I also expect an answer by the miller.
[Footnote 1: Dummer Rogers, “Teacher of French, English, Latin, and Mathematicks”, was, according to ‘Notes and Queries’ (4th series, vol. iii. p. 561), an American loyalist, pensioned by the English Government. He lived at Hen Cross, Nottingham, when Byron was staying in that city, partly with Mrs. Parkyns, partly at Mr. Gill’s, in St. James’s Lane, to be attended by a man named Lavender, “trussmaker to the general hospital”, who had some local reputation for the treatment of misshapen limbs. Lavender, in 1814 (‘Nottingham Directory’ for 1814), appears as a “surgeon”. Rogers, who read parts of Virgil and Cicero with Byron, represents him as, for his age, a fair scholar. He was often, during his lessons, in violent pain, from the position in which his foot was kept; and Rogers one day said to him, “It makes me uncomfortable, my Lord, to see you sitting there in such pain as I know you must be suffering”. “Never mind, Mr. Rogers,” answered the boy; “you shall not see any signs of it in me.” Many years after, when in the neighbourhood of Nottingham, Byron sent a kind message to his old instructor, bidding the bearer tell him that he could still recite twenty verses of Virgil which he had read with Rogers when suffering torture all the time.
[Footnote 2: Byron’s nurse, who had accompanied him from Aberdeen (see p. 10, note 1).]
3. — To John Hanson.
SIR, — I am not a little disappointed at your Stay, for this last week I expected you every hour; but, however, I beg it as a favour that you will come up soon from Newstead as the Holidays commence in three weeks Time. I congratulate you on Capt. Hanson’s being appointed commander of The ‘Brazen’ Sloop of War, and I congratulate myself on Lord Portsmouth’s Marriage, hoping his Lady, when he and I meet next, will keep him in a little better order. The manner I knew that Capt. Hanson was appointed Commander of the Ship before mentioned was this. I saw it in the public Paper, and now, since you are going to Newstead, I beg if you meet Gray send her a packing as fast as possible, and give my Compliments to Mrs. Hanson and to all my comrades of the Battalions in and out upon different Stations,
And remain, your little friend,
BYRON.
I forgot to tell you how I was. I am at present very well and my foot goes but indifferently; I cannot perceive any alteration.
[Footnote 1: John Hanson, of 6, Chancery Lane, a well-known London solicitor, was introduced to the Byron family by an Aberdeenshire friend of Mrs. Byron, Mr. Farquhar, a member of Parliament, and a civilian practising in Doctors’ Commons. The acquaintance began in January, 1788, with Byron’s birth, for the midwife and the nurse were recommended by Mrs. Hanson. Six years later, Hanson was employed by Mrs. Byron to watch the interests of her son, who in 1794 had become heir-presumptive to his great-uncle. It was Hanson who, in the summer of 1798, communicated the news of the death of Lord Byron to Mrs. Byron, and with his wife received her and her son at Newstead. From that time till the close of the minority, Hanson was intimately associated with Byron, both as a man of business and a friend. He selected Dr. Glennie’s school for the boy, persuaded Lord Carlisle to become his guardian, introduced the ward to Lord Carlisle, and entered him at Harrow. It was at his house in Earl’s Court that Byron, for five years, spent a considerable part of his successive holidays. There he made acquaintance with Hanson’s children — his sons Charles, Hargreaves (his contemporary at Harrow), and Newton, and his daughter, Mary Anne, who subsequently (March 7, 1814) married the Earl of Portsmouth, Byron giving her away. This letter was written by Byron a few weeks after he had gone to school at Dr. Glennie’s, in Lordship Lane, Dulwich. He remained there from August, 1799, to April, 1801.
In a letter to Mrs. Byron, dated September 1, 1799, Hanson describes Dr.
Glennie’s “Academy,” where he had shortly before left the boy: —
“I left my entertaining companion with Mr. Glennie last Thursday week, and I have since learnt from him that he is very comfortable and likes the situation. His schoolfellows are very fine youths, and their deportment does very great credit to their Preceptor. I succeeded in getting Lord Byron a separate room, and I am persuaded the greatest attention will be paid to him. Mr. Glennie is a Scotchman, has travelled a great deal, and seems every way qualified for his present situation.”
[Footnote 2: Captain James Hanson, R.N., was the brother of John Hanson to whom the letter is written. Byron was born with a caul, prized by sailors as a preservative from drowning. The caul was sold by Mrs. Mills, the nurse who attended Mrs. Byron in January, 1788, to Captain Hanson. In January, 1800, Captain Hanson, in command of H.M.S. ‘Brazen’, had captured a French vessel, which he sent to Portsmouth with a prize crew. On the 26th of the month, while shorthanded, he was caught in a storm off Newhaven. The ‘Brazen’ foundered, and Captain Hanson with all his men, except one, were drowned.]
[Footnote 3: In the late autumn of 1799 Lord Portsmouth was staying with the Hansons before his marriage (November 23, 1799) with Miss Norton, sister of Lord Grantley. In rough play he pinched Byron’s ear; the boy picked up a conch shell which was lying on the ground, and hurled it at Lord Portsmouth’s head, missing it by a hair’s breadth, and smashing the glass behind. In vain Mrs. Hanson tried to make the peace by saying that Byron did not mean the missile for Lord Portsmouth. “But I ‘did’ mean it!” he reiterated; “I will teach a fool of an earl to pinch another noble’s ear.”]
[Footnote: 4. The following extract from a letter written by Hanson to Mrs. Byron (September 1, 1799) places the character of Byron’s nurse in a different light to that which is given in Moore’s ‘Life’: —
“I assure you, Madam, I should not have taken the liberty to have interfered in your domestic Arrangements, had I not thought it absolutely necessary to apprize you of the proceedings of your Servant, Mrs. Gray; her conduct towards your son while at Nottingham was shocking, and I was persuaded you needed but a hint of it to dismiss her. Mrs. Parkyns, when I saw her, said something to me about her; but when I found from dis
passionate persons at Nottingham, it was the general Topic of conversation, it would have ill become me to have remained silent.
My honourable little companion, tho’ disposed to retain his feelings, could not refrain, from the harsh usage he had received at her hands, from complaining to me, and such is his dread of the Woman that I really believe he would forego the satisfaction of seeing you if he thought he was to meet her again. He told me that she was perpetually beating him, and that his bones sometimes ached from it; that she brought all sorts of Company of the very lowest Description into his apartments; that she was out late at nights, and he was frequently left to put himself to bed; that she would take the Chaise-boys into the Chaise with her, and stopped at every little Ale-house to drink with them. But, Madam, this is not all; she has even — — traduced yourself.
I entertain a very great affection for Lord Byron, and I trust I shall not be considered solely in my professional character, but as his Friend. I introduced him to my Friends, Lord Grantley and his Brother General Norton, who were vastly taken with him, as indeed are every one. And I should be mortified in the highest degree to see the honourable feelings of my little fellow exposed to insult by the inordinate Indiscretions of any Servant. He has Ability and a quickness of Conception, and a correct Discrimination that is seldom seen in a youth, and he is a fit associate of men, and choice indeed must be the Company that is selected for him.”]
4. — To his Mother.
Harrow-on-the-Hill, Sunday, May 1st, 1803.
MY DEAR MOTHER, — I received your Letter the other day. And am happy to hear you are well. I hope you will find Newstead in as favorable a state as you can wish. I wish you would write to Sheldrake to tell him to make haste with my shoes.
I am sorry to say that Mr. Henry Drury has behaved himself to me in a manner I neither’can’ nor ‘will bear’. He has seized now an opportunity of showing his resentment towards me. To day in church I was talking to a Boy who was sitting next me; ‘that’ perhaps was not right, but hear what followed. After Church he spoke not a word to me, but he took this Boy to his pupil room, where he abused me in a most violent manner, called me ‘blackguard’, said he ‘would’ and ‘could’ have me expelled from the School, and bade me thank his ‘Charity’ that ‘prevented’ him; this was the Message he sent me, to which I shall return no answer, but submit my case to ‘you’ and those you may think ‘fit’ to ‘consult’. Is this fit usage for any body? had I ‘stole’ or behaved in the most ‘abominable’ way to him, his language could not have been more outrageous. What must the boys think of me to hear such a Message ordered to be delivered to me by a ‘Master’? Better let him take away my life than ruin my ‘Character’. My Conscience acquits me of ever ‘meriting’ expulsion at this School; I have been ‘idle’ and I certainly ought not to talk in church, but I have never done a mean action at this School to him or ‘any one’. If I had done anything so ‘heinous’, why should he allow me to stay at the School? Why should he himself be so ‘criminal’ as to overlook faults which merit the ‘appellation’ of a ‘blackguard’? If he had had it in his power to have me expelled, he would long ago have ‘done’ it; as it is, he has done ‘worse’. If I am treated in this Manner, I will not stay at this School. I write you that I will not as yet appeal to Dr. Drury; his Son’s influence is more than mine and ‘justice’ would be ‘refused’ me. Remember I told you, when I ‘left’ you at ‘Bath’, that he would seize every means and opportunity of revenge, not for leaving him so much as the mortification he suffered, because I begged you to let me leave him. If I had been the Blackguard he talks of, why did he not of his own accord refuse to keep me as his ‘pupil’? You know Dr. Drury’s first letter, in it were these Words: “My son and Lord Byron have had some Disagreements; but I hope that his future behaviour will render a change of Tutors unnecessary.” Last Term I was here but a short time, and though he endeavoured, he could find nothing to abuse me in. Among other things I forgot to tell you he said he had a great mind to expel the Boy for speaking to me, and that if he ever again spoke to me he would expel him. Let him explain his meaning; he abused me, but he neither did nor can mention anything bad of me, further than what every boy else in the School has done. I fear him not; but let him explain his meaning; ‘tis all I ask. I beg you will write to Dr. Drury to let him know what I have said. He has behaved to me, as also Mr. Evans, very kindly. If you do not take notice of this, I will leave the School myself; but I am sure ‘you’ will not see me ‘ill treated’; better that I should suffer anything than this. I believe you will be tired by this time of reading my letter, but, if you love me, you will now show it. Pray write me immediately. I shall ever remain, Your affectionate Son, BYRON.
P.S. — Hargreaves Hanson desires his love to you and hopes you are very well. I am not in want of any Money so will not ask you for any. God bless, bless you.
[Footnote 1: Byron appears to have suffered from what would now be described as infantile paralysis, which affected the inner muscles of the right leg and foot, and rendered him permanently lame. Before leaving London for Aberdeen, Mrs. Byron consulted John Hunter, who, in correspondence with Dr. Livingstone of Aberdeen, advised her as to the treatment of her son. Writing, May 31, 1791, to Mrs. Leigh, she says, “George’s foot turns inward, and it is the right foot; he walks quite on the side of his foot.” In 1798 the child was placed under the care of Lavender (see p. 7, note 1) at Nottingham, doubtless on the recommendation of his aunt. In July, 1799, he was taken to London, in order to consult Dr. Baillie. From July, 1799, till the end of 1802, he was attended by Baillie in consultation with Dr. Laurie of 2, Bartholomew’s Close. Special appliances were made for the boy, under their superintendence, by a scientific bootmaker named Sheldrake, in the Strand. In ‘The Lancet’ for 1827-8 (vol. ii. p. 779) Mr. T. Sheldrake describes “Lord Byron’s case,” giving an illustration of the foot. His account does not tally, in some respects, with that taken from contemporary letters, and his sketch represents the left not the right leg. But the nature and extent of Byron’s lameness have been the subject of a curious variety of opinion. Lady Blessington, Moore, Gait, the Contessa Albrizzi, never knew which foot was deformed. Jackson, the boxer, thought it was the ‘left’ foot. Trelawney says that it proceeded from a contraction of the back sinews, and that the ‘right’ foot was most distorted. The lasts from which his shoes were made by Swift, the Southwell bootmaker, are preserved in the Nottingham Museum, and in both the foot is perfect in shape. The last pair of shoes modelled on them were made May 7, 1807. Mrs. Leigh Hunt says that the ‘left’ foot was shrunken, but was not a club-foot. Stendhal says the ‘right’ foot. Thorwaldsen indicates the ‘left’ foot. Dr. James Millingen, who inspected the feet after the poet’s death, says that there was a malformation of the ‘left’ foot and leg, and that he was born club-footed. Two surgical boots are in the possession of Mr. Murray, made for Byron as a child; both are for the ‘right’ foot, ankle, and leg, and, assuming that they were made to fit the foot, they are too long and thin for a club-foot. Both at Dulwich and at Harrow, Byron was frequently seen by Laurie, whom Mrs. Byron paid, as she once complained in a letter to Laurie, “at the rate of £150 a year.” It is difficult to see what more could have been done for the boy, and the explanation of the failure to effect a cure is probably to be found in the following extracts from two of Laurie’s letters to Mrs. Byron. The first is dated December 7, 1801: —
“Agreeable to your desire, I waited on Lord Byron at Harrow, and I think it proper to inform you that I found his foot in a much worse state than when I last saw it, — the shoe entirely wet through and the brace round his ancle quite loose. I much fear his extreme inattention will counteract every exertion on my part to make him better. I have only to add that with proper care and bandaging, his foot may still be greatly recovered; but any delay further than the present vacation would render it folly to undertake it.”
The second letter is dated October 2, 1802. In it Laurie complains that the boy had s
pent several days in London without seeing him, and adds —
”I cannot help lamenting he has so little sense of the Benefit he has
already received as to be so apparently neglectful.”]
[Footnote 2: For Henry Drury (afterwards an intimate friend of Byron) and his father, the Head-master of Harrow, see p. 41, note 2.
When Byron went to Harrow, in April, 1801, he was placed in Henry Drury’s house. But in January, 1803, he refused to go back to school unless he was removed from Drury’s care. He was in consequence placed at Evans’s house. Dr. Drury, writing to explain the new arrangement, says, in a letter to Hanson, dated February 4, 1803 —
“The reason why Lord Byron wishes for this change arises from the repeated complaints of Mr. Henry Drury respecting his Inattention to Business, and his propensity to make others laugh and disregard their Employments as much as himself. On this subject I have had many very serious conversations with him, and though Mr. H. D. had repeatedly requested me to withdraw him from his Tuition, yet, relying on my own remonstrances and arguments to rectify his Error, and on his own reflection to confirm him in what is right, I was unwilling to accede to my son’s wishes. Lord Byron has now made the request himself; I am glad it has been made, as he thereby imposes on himself an additional responsibility, and encourages me to hope that by this change he intends to lay aside all that negligence and those Childish Practices which were the cause of former complaints.”
Fresh troubles soon arose, as Byron’s letter indicates. Hanson forwarded the boy’s complaint to Dr. Drury, from whom he received the following answer, dated May 15, 1803: —
“The Perusal of the inclosed has allowed me to inquire into the whole Matter, and to relieve your young friend’s Mind from any uneasy impression it might have sustained from a hasty word I fairly confess. I am sorry it was ever uttered; but certainly it was never intended to make so deep a wound as his letter intimates.