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The Thorn Chronicles-Books 1-4: Kissed, Destroyed, Secrets, and Lies

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by Kimberly Loth




  Contents

  Book 1: Kissed

  Dedication

  Part 1: Seed

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Part 2: Sprout

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Part 3: Bud

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Part 4: Bloom

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Book 2: Destroyed

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Book 3: Secrets

  Dedication

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Book 4: Lies

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Check Out Bittersweet

  Bittersweet Sneak Peek

  About the Author

  Contact Kimberly Loth

  Copyright © 2014 by Kimberly Loth All rights reserved.

  No part of this book may be reproduced, transmitted, downloaded, distributed, stored in or introduced in any information storage and retrieval system, in any form or by any means, whether electronic or mechanical without express permission of the author, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages for review purposes.

  This is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, and dialogues, in the is book are of the author’s imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead is completely coincidental.

  Cover design by Robin Ludwig

  For Virginia

  For being my first fan

  Birthdays are supposed to be special like my Kaiser Wilhelm rosebushes. They bloom once a year, huge violet and crimson cups full to bursting with petals. When I part the petals with my nose and inhale, I go weak in the knees from the fruity perfume. But my birthdays are more like the daisies that grow alongside the roses. Ignored.

  THE SINK LOOKED ODD NEXT to our front door. My mother had it installed after I kept tracking in dirt and fertilizer from my green house. I washed the soil off my hands with the warm water and used a file to clear the dirt out from under my nails. Then I exchanged one dirty pair of ugly tennis shoes for a pair of clean ugly tennis shoes and made my way into the kitchen. Mother didn’t allow a speck of soil from my greenhouse to dirty her home.

  Paint on the cabinets peeled away in white curls. A single light bulb gave enough light to cook but not enough to read a recipe. My mother stood by the tiny window, her bottle blond hair twisted in a bun on the back of her head. She wiped her hands on her apron then smoothed a stray hair from my braid. I knelt down to tie my shoes, anything to avoid her touch. Physical touch burned, even something as little as a finger brushing my forehead.

  “Wash your face. We have guests for dinner.” My stomach knotted. I tied and untied my shoes three times, wondering how to respond. Years ago, my father had closed our home to visitors. No one crossed our threshold. I was allowed to leave only to go to school and to church. Well, if you want to call it that. I’ve watched movies in school and I went to the Baptist church until I was eight. Our new church, Crusaders of God, was a bigger shock than no more pants. But Mother and Father called it church.

  “Why?” I asked. My curiosity overrode my memory of the last question I asked when Grandma died and I wanted to know why I couldn’t go to the funeral. I stood and waited for the slap and a lecture.

  Instead, she smiled like she was hiding something important.

  “For your birthday. They’re friends of your father’s from church. We have a big surprise for you.”

  Of course. Friends of my father. Nothing ever happened in our house unless he was the center of attention. Even on my birthday. At least they remembered. The surprise concerned me though, as the last surprise they announced turned out to be a drastic lifestyle change complete with long denim skirts and strict obedience. Oh, and no more birthdays. Until now, apparently. Maybe the surprise would be that my father finally found his sanity. That would be an amazing birthday present. I doubted I’d get that lucky.

  Dinner took place in the dining room. The cheap chandelier struggled to fill the room with light as two of the bulbs were out and nobody bothered to replace them. Our mysterious dinner guest turned out to be familiar. And not the good kind of familiar either.

  Dwayne Yerdin sat at the table. He was a senior at my school but ended up in quite a few of my classes even though he was two years older. I probably shouldn’t judge him. But with his heavy lidded, half closed eyes, buzzed head, and classic bully laugh, I had disliked him the moment I saw him. Perhaps he would prove my judgment wrong tonight. Seated next to him was a pudgy man in a suit. He wore a tie, but his neck was too thick to fasten the top button. He had the same heavy lidded eyes as Dwayne.

  My father, a tall thin man with thick blond hair, saw me waiting in the doorway.r />
  “Naomi, it’s about time. Come and meet Dwayne and his father. They go to church with us. Here, sit.”

  My father indicated the chair next to Dwayne, but I sat across from him instead. My head buzzed with the act of disobedience and the air smelled faintly of wisteria. I almost smiled. A look of irritation passed over my father’s face, but he didn’t say anything. Next to my father, the pudgy man stared at me with piercing gray eyes.

  My mother served us all pot roast and baked potatoes. She piled every plate high but hers and mine. Hunger kept me humble. And skinny. I focused on my food most of the dinner, not wanting to meet the pudgy man’s gaze. Or Dwayne’s. His eyes shifted rapidly around the room as if he were looking for the nearest exit. But when his eyes met mine he smirked, like he knew something I didn’t.

  My father and Mr. Yerdin talked of politics and religion, not once acknowledging that anyone else sat at the table. Of course, I shouldn’t have been surprised since more than one sermon had been preached about the place of women and children. We were inferior and didn’t deserve an opinion that differed from our husbands’ or fathers’, so it was best that we just didn’t say anything at all. As the conversation turned to the medical experiments Dad performed on the dog that had been dumped in our yard last week, I tuned out and tried to think of what I would get if I crossed an Iceberg rose with a Sunsprite. A nice pale yellow and only a few thorns. Could be interesting. If Grandma were still alive, she’d appreciate it.

  A quick glance at the clock told me they’d only been here forty-five minutes, but it felt like days. After another excruciating hour, Mother presented the cake. The carrot cake (my father’s favorite) had sixteen candles on it. I had not had a cake with candles since my eighth birthday. On that day, the cake was chocolate, my favorite, but that was before Father went insane. I missed those days, the ones before he went crazy. When he would come home and take me canoeing and fishing. When we would wake up early on Saturdays and go to breakfast at Sheila’s Café. I blinked back tears thinking of the father he used to be.

  After the cake, I moved to help my mother clean up, but Father put a hand on my wrist, a signal to stay seated. The skin burned where he touched it.

  “See,” my father said, “she’s obedient.”

  Mr. Yerdin grinned. “Yes, of course she is. I wouldn’t expect anything less from you, Dr. Aren. Dwayne, what do you think?”

  Dwayne shrugged and shifted his eyes. Me, I kept my mouth shut and listened for the words that weren’t being said.

  Mr. Yerdin eyed me up and down. “Well she certainly has the required blond hair and blue eyes.”

  “And she’s a virgin.” My father spoke this a little too loudly and I flinched. My mother paused before picking up Mr. Yerdin’s plate. She met my father’s eyes and nodded. Then the corners of her mouth turned up ever so slightly.

  My stomach sank at the thought of what my birthday surprise would be. Although part of me did not want to hear the rest of the conversation, but to escape back into the quiet world of flowers and dirt, another part of me needed to know what my future held, where being a virgin was important.

  I cleared my throat. Dwayne smiled a wide toothy smile and my father glowered like I’d done something wrong. Which, of course I had, but it would be worth the punishment if I got the answers I needed.

  “Could someone please explain?” There. I asked the question. So out of character for me and yet satisfying in a strange way, like the way I felt when a teacher praised me for a good job. I bit my bottom lip and tasted butterscotch, which was weird because the cake we had, contained nothing of the sort. While I knew asking questions was not an act of disobedience, I also recognized the power in the asking. As if I was taking control, even if that control was small. I took a sip of my water. Father hesitated for a moment and then frowned. He looked up and saw my mother standing in the kitchen, her eyes boring into his. He didn’t look away from her when he answered me.

  “You’ll be marrying Dwayne.”

  Most girls dream of a bell-shaped wedding gown, a towering cake, and a groom who adores her. I never think of any of that. Well, maybe the groom, but mostly I fantasize about the smell. My bouquet will consist of only Granada buds, sweet sunset-colored roses, and the church will be filled with Oklahomas, Elles, and Memorials. Those with allergies need not attend. But now with the wedding a reality, I think I’ll bring dead roses. And revel in their stench.

  I CHOKED ON my water.

  “Excuse me?” I asked, ignoring the water that spewed from my mouth and landed on Dwayne’s arm. He didn’t even blink.

  My mother sat down next to me and squeezed my hand. “You heard what your father said.” I jerked my hand from hers, my fingers tingling with pain. I looked up at her and saw that she looked disappointed. Rage began to build in my chest, my mouth tasted of bile and my ears filled with the sound of a thousand buzzing flies. I pushed it away. Over the years I’d gotten good at repressing emotions.

  “But I’m only sixteen.” My head spun as I tried to comprehend what they asked of me. No, demanded.

  My father laughed and slapped the table. “Here in the great state of Arkansas you can get married with parental permission.”

  “But what about school?” Maybe they’d see that this was a stupid idea and that I was way too young to be married. Not to mention that a marriage to this creep was practically a death sentence. Years of fantasying how to escape my home and never once did I envision this. It would be worse than staying home.

  Mr. Yerdin spoke up. “We should wait until the summer, it’s only six weeks away.”

  My father nodded and my mother glared at him, apparently thinking the same thing I did.

  I did not mean waiting until summer break and they knew it. I bit my tongue, knowing I’d already overstepped my bounds. If I spoke up much more, my obedience might be questioned and Dwayne and his father would change their minds. I’d end up black and blue before morning. Of course that might be better than the alternative.

  I clenched and unclenched my fists, scraping my nails on the wood table. Little slivers wedged under the nail of my ring finger. The buzzing in my ears grew louder.

  “Why?” I asked not realizing I had spoken out loud.

  Father laughed. “To ensure the sustainability of our great race. We are being taken over. By making sure we marry you off to someone else with the right genes and young blood, you have an opportunity to give us at least ten good white kids.”

  Thousands of arguments flew through my head, but I spoke none of them. Who was this man? If the father of my youth met himself now, he’d be ashamed. And kids? I couldn’t fathom having kids yet or raising them with the same tortuous upbringing I had. And Dwayne. He was. Ew. But I knew better than to inform Mr. Yerdin that my blond hair was not natural. And in two months, I would do what they asked of me. My obedience was sure.

  My father and Mr. Yerdin discussed the details. I ignored them and wondered, not for the first time in my sorry life, if I could finally find the courage to run away. Take a walk out to my roses and never come back. I’d definitely considered it before.

  Mr. Yerdin handed my father a gold band.

  “Naomi, may I see your hand please?”

  Trembling I placed my left hand on the table. My father slid the gold band on my ring finger and smiled. My fingers burned where he brushed his fingers along mine.

  “Now you belong to Dwayne.” My eyes met Dwayne’s across the table. He smirked. Mother shuffled next to me, but I did not look up at her. A cold sweat broke out across my forehead. Marriage seemed like such a preposterous idea.

  I could just picture it now. We’d live in a dirty old trailer with the roof half tin, half wood. Dwayne would come home from a hunting trip covered in leaves and ticks, hang a deer from the tree and let the blood pool in the dirt yard. One of our four flea infested dogs would get sick from the blood. I’d be six months pregnant, wearing a stained dress that was too small and a snotty three year old would hang on my leg. Din
ner would burn and Dwayne would hit me. Vomit rose in my throat just thinking about it.

 

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