by Lauren Wood
I didn’t say a word. I was never good at words and I wasn’t ready to start polishing my craft now. All I wanted to do now was show her. I knew that she was worried about me forgiving her, but I already had. I loved her and there was nothing that she could do that would ever make me want to not be with her. Alfie was just another reason that made me want to be with her more. It was meant to be and we already had a child together. It was time to start thinking about making some more. I knew that I was ready to try if nothing else. I wanted to see what all had changed.
“Wait Greg, I don’t think this is a good idea. I thought we needed to talk.”
I was not going to talk to her. There was literally nothing that I wanted to say to her that didn’t involve my tongue in her mouth and my cock inside of her. I had waited too long for her and after all of these years, I wasn’t going to wait anymore. I was still kicking myself for leaving angry the night before. She was in my arms and willing to do what I wanted. I should have let her show me how sorry she was in that way, instead of leaving all mad and going to bed wanting her more than anything else.
“I don’t want to talk anymore about it, okay? I know what I need to know, but what I don’t know is how I can go another minute without you in my arms. There is nothing that I want to do more than to be with you Mandy.”
She kind of giggled and told me that it wasn’t the first time that I had said that before. I didn’t doubt it. Mandy had always made me say things that I didn’t necessarily mean to say and now was one of those times. I was pouring my heart out to her, my need so high that I was sure there was a lack of blood to my big brain, but I pressed on, I had to.
“Just tell me that you want me as much as I want you Mandy and that will be enough.” I will give her a little time to get used to desire before I went down the route of love. I remembered from before that she wasn’t into the gushy stuff like most women were. Mandy like action and that is what I was dying to give her. All she had to do was say yes and I would have everything that I needed.
“I do want you Greg. It has been a long time, but I still remember what it was like with you. I know that you were the one that got away for me, but I don’t want to pretend like nothing has happened between us. A lot has and Alfie is mad. I don’t know.”
I shushed her and pulled her down to me for a kiss. I told her that she was just thinking too much and she was going to have to calm down. “Our past is a good thing considering that we already have a son together. It is meant to be, but for now Mandy, I need you. Please don’t deny me.”
She wasn’t going to be able to. When my lips moved down to hers, I felt her melt a little bit against me and I knew she was mine again. The soft moan that escaped from her was enough to make me a little crazy and I asked her where her room was. I didn’t want to speak, the clarity going back into her darkened eyes, but I didn’t have a choice. I couldn’t take her right there, not with our son upstairs. We needed privacy and I needed some time with her.
Pulling me behind her, Mandy wasn’t thinking about the reasons why anymore. She seemed to be as needy as I was and I knew that I was going to have to slow it down before I made it something that wasn’t very memorable. When we got into her room and the door was shut, Mandy moved to her knees and I had to pull her up to her feet. There was no way that I was going to be able to be pressed in between her sweet lips and not come in her mouth. I just couldn’t and I didn’t want our first time after so long to be like that. I wanted it to be special and that meant me showing a little control.
“Why don’t you want me to Greg? I have learned a lot since we were together last.”
There was a surge in my pants and I couldn’t believe that she had just said that. Mandy had always been a little naughty, but she was more so than I remembered from before and it was hard to deal with her. I couldn’t let her touch me like that. If she put me in her mouth, there was no way that I was going to be able to give her the memories that I wanted to. I wanted her to never forget me again and never think about leaving me again in my life.
“I can’t take it right now Mandy. I just want you so much and I want everything to be perfect for you.”
She whined and her fingers covered up the length of my cock and I groaned. She just didn’t get how hard I was trying to hold it altogether, but it was almost impossible. I moved her hand away and stood her up and away from her a little bit so that she wouldn’t be able to touch me. Mandy was needy and I could see that she wanted more, but I needed to slow down because I was ready to end it right then and there. It would have been a waste.
Instead of letting her get her hands on me again, I distracted her with a kiss and then my hands roaming over her body a little bit. She moaned into my mouth and the sound was muffled by my lips. It was such a sweet noise that it was as damaging to my senses as the feel of her hand on me was.
I wanted to see her, knowing that she had changed and wanting to see all of the changes for myself. Pulling her shirt off, her tits took my attention away and I could definitely see the difference. They seemed bigger or I hadn’t seen her in a long time and it was just the way they looked then.
“God you are beautiful Mandy. I have missed you so much.”
Her jeans were a little harder to get off because my hands were shaking a little bit, but I managed to get them off and then I was ready for more. Everything about her was the same, but a little different. Her hips were a little wider and there was softness in her belly that hadn’t been there before. It just made her look more like a woman and less like a girl that I had known before. I couldn’t tell her no and I couldn’t get her off of my mind. She was just going to have to be mine whether she liked it or not. I just had to convince her of that.
Moving to kiss her, I moved her body to the bed and rubbed the front of my thickness into her. As I climbed over her, I kissed and licked my way to her neck, stopping only to tease at the places that her bra and panties covered.
“Greg.”
She was saying it as a question and I didn’t know what it was that she wanted. Kissing her on the lips, I asked her what it was that she wanted, but Mandy was never good at communicating when she was horny and that hadn’t changed as well.
“Tell me what it is that you want Mandy. I will give you anything that you want. All you have to do is ask. Do you know how long it is that I have been waiting for you? Anything you want that I can give you, I will.”
Mandy was still not saying anything, but her hand went to my length and pulled it towards her. It was clear what she wanted, but there was something about wanting to hear her say it that was driving me to wait her out.
Her eyes opened and she whimpered at me. It was just my name a couple of times in the sweetest voice that I had ever heard in my life. Finally she added please and I could no longer pretend that I didn’t know what it was that she wanted. What kind of man would I be if I didn’t give her what it was that she needed?
CHAPTER 15
MANDY
“Please Greg. I need you.”
It was all that I could manage with his fingers pulling my bra down and then his hot mouth on my nipples. I couldn’t think when he was touching me like that. It was when his mouth and hands got down to my panties that I really started to get nervous. There was one thing that Greg did better than anyone else I had ever been with after him and I couldn’t get him down there fast enough.
My hand went to the thick brown hair on his head and I whined when he resisted me. “Tell me what it is that you want Mandy. I want to hear you say it.”
His patience and control had always been the bane of my existence. I think that he took pleasure in making me go a little crazy and it was one of those times that I found myself in. I wanted to be clear of my needs, but it was embarrassing to even think about saying such a thing out loud. It was unheard of to say the least.
“Please Greg. You know what I want.”
The man knew my body better than I knew it myself. I knew that there was no way that he wasn’t tak
ing the hint. Why did he have to torture me in such a way?
He chuckled and seemed to take it into consideration before he shook his head. “I want you to kiss her baby.”
He gave me another grin and chortling sound before he leaned down and stripped the panties off and pulled them off of my legs. “All you wanted was a kiss? You should have said something sooner.”
Leaning down, he kissed the slippery button of my desires quickly and I groaned at the feeling. He knew that he was driving me crazy and when he pulled back up without doing anymore, I was ready to force him to do my bidding, the need so great inside of me. “Greg, you know what it is that I want. Please.”
Moving down he licked her again and instead of messing with me, he finally grabbed me around the waist and pulled me to him. I whimpered and then called out when I felt the soft flick of his tongue. It felt so good and I closed my eyes to the pleasure. Greg always knew exactly what it was that I needed. It didn’t take long for my completion to come over me so swiftly that I was finding it hard to breathe.
Greg stopped and looked down at me. When I opened my eyes, my body was shaking. “Promise me that you won’t leave me again Mandy. I can’t go on without you anymore.”
I didn’t know what to say. He knew that I couldn’t think like this and I didn’t know why he was making it so hard on me. “Please Greg.”
“Promise me.”
Closing my eyes, I tried to calm my mind that was racing and trying to figure out the words that he kept asking. All I could come up with was his name and a whine telling him that I needed him to finish me off. Instead of giving me what I wanted though, Greg got off of the bed and started to undress. He was full and ready, my eyes taking it all in and I was lost with the look on his face. I wasn’t the only one in need and I hoped that over the years his determination had waned some. He had always had quite a bit of self-control, far more than I ever had.
“Just tell me that you won’t leave me again Mandy. You don’t know what that did to me.”
I wanted to say what it was that he wanted to hear, because I knew that there was nowhere else that I would want to be but in bed with him. I shook my head that I wouldn’t leave him, hopeful that it would be enough. My eyes were glued between our two bodies and his own hard length rubbing against me.
Maybe the movement was enough or he was sick of waiting as well because Greg surged forward in one sure movement and I was left gasping for breath. It had been too long since I had been with anyone, but there was always something about the way that Greg had felt inside of me. It was like I was personally made just for him or him for me. Nothing had changed in that sense and he was pulling out and sliding back in quickly seconds from starting. Everything with Greg had been overwhelming and this time was no different. From waiting so long and being pulled from the edge moments before, it didn’t take long before I was wrapping my arms around his neck and crying out in his ear.
“I’ve missed the way you sounded when you came and the way it feels.”
I was wetter and he started to slip into me quicker and deeper than before. It was enough to make me go right into the next orgasm quicker than the first one. One was never enough for Greg. He would give me one after another and I don’t really know if he tried to do that or if it was just what happened.
He said dirty things in my ear as he pulled away from my lips, telling me how good I felt and how long it had been since he had felt something so perfect. The words themselves were as damaging to my senses as he continuous pounding. Closing my eyes, I concentrated on the feel of him going in and out of me at a quickened pace. It was better than I could have imagined and before too long, I was ready to lose myself once more.
“I’m going to come, Mandy. I can’t take it anymore.”
My mind went to the fact that we didn’t have a condom on and I panicked a little bit. I didn’t want to have another worry, but Greg was not having anything other than what he wanted. Before I could say anything, he was pressing deeper and then I could feel his hot need shoot inside of me. It was final and there was nothing that I could do about it. I was about to explode myself and the added heat only made it worse.
I met his gaze for the first time in a while and again the green depths were seconds from consuming me as his body just had. But with Greg that was never enough. I knew now that he wanted all of me, not just my body. He wanted my soul and my mind and I knew then that he was more worried about those last two, then the first one. It was relieving to see that even after all of that stress and drama, he was still able to forgive me and find a place in his life for me and for Alfie. I knew that the latter deserved it more than I did.
“Why won’t you promise me that Mandy? Take me out of my misery and promise me that this is permanent.”
There wasn’t much to know what he meant by this and permanent. I wasn’t sure what this was that was happening between us. He was out of my life for all of those years and now that he was back, I didn’t know what was going to happen next. We had just slept together, the man literally still inside of me and he was asking about permanence. I wasn’t sure that I knew what it was that I was doing, let alone putting we in front of it. I was confused and way more overwhelmed than I was willing to admit. I needed time to think, but I knew that it wasn’t going to happen with him throbbing inside of me, starting to get hard again before I had had one moment to actually think about anything.
“I don’t know what to say Greg. I need some time to think and though you are right about a lot of things, I’m not sure what this is. I don’t know if it is going to last because I haven’t even wrapped my brain around it. I just need some time.”
“Okay Mandy. Take all of the time you want, but I would hope that you can get it figured out a lot quicker than last time. I wonder if I would have noticed you, if you would have walked up to me.”
There was no answer and instead I used a kiss and a squeeze as all of the distraction that I would ever need to get his mind off of promises that I wasn’t ready to make about something that I still wasn’t very sure on. It gave me time and more pleasure than I could have imagined. It had been too long since I had been with a man that knew my body better than I knew my own.
It had been too long since I was in Greg’s arms.
CHAPTER 16
GREG
“Are you really just not going to talk to me? You have to talk to me. This is not going to happen like it did last time. I have given you some space, but I am coming to see you and Alfie. You are not going to stop what is happening here. I won’t let you do this to us again.”
I hung up, more upset with myself that I had let my emotions get the better of me. It was a pattern with her, one that I was accepting of, but I didn’t like it. I didn’t want her to know how much in love I was with her, but there was a part of me that knew I needed to be truthful. I couldn’t let it happen again and I was always going to wonder if it was because of my lack of talking. I wouldn’t let it go without saying all that I needed to say.
She hadn’t answered for a week and since I was about to make my way back to Watertown from the city, I knew that I was just going to have to track her down. I didn’t mind, though I knew that I wasn’t going to leave her side again until I had a promise that I needed to hear. I needed her to be mine and I had already thought about what I was going to do for the long term. I wasn’t joking when I said permanent. I was going to make her mine for good this time and I wasn’t going to take no for an answer.
I made the rest of the day go by pretty quickly because I was getting everything ready to go back home. I had talked to Aunt Dawn and she was in a rather chipper mood. I hadn’t told her about me and Mandy yet because I was still unsure what it was that we were doing. I wanted to get that yes answer before I went public with everything, but I was hoping by the end of the weekend I would be able to have her to hold forever.
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I knocked a little harder and took out my phone to call her again. I had left another message on my way
down, telling her that I was going to be there at eight and I was starting to think that it was a mistake to do so. Maybe instead of being there, she would stay away and I had just given her the time and date to hide from me. I didn’t like the idea of it and was about to dial her number again when the door opened.
She was beautiful and she was there. “Sorry I was in the bathroom and just heard you. I hope you weren’t out here long.”
I shook my head that I wasn’t. I would have waited hours out there to see her if that is what it would have taken. She invited me in and I was already smelling her shampoo again as she passed me. “What kind of shampoo do you use?”
Mandy giggled and told me that it was a queer question to ask.
“I just want to know. It is the same as before, isn’t it?”
She looked at me a little stranger and told me that it was. I knew that she was wondering what it was that made me know that, but there was so much that I knew about her that she would never know. I remembered everything.
“It’s Finelle.”
I repeated the name and knew that I would never forget it again. I shouldn’t need it though, not if I could convince her that it was time for us to be together in all ways.
“Is he home?”
“No, he is at a friend’s for the night. He will be back in the morning. I figured that we would need a little time to talk.”
I didn’t like the way she said it, but I was going to focus more on the fact that we were there alone. I wanted to see my son, but his mother was the one that I had to convince, Alfie was already a part of me. Now I just had to convince Mandy that she needed me as well.
“What do you want to talk about?”
“Well you have called me all week, so I figured that you were the one that had some things to say.”