“So you?” He was trying to process this information and hell, he was getting turned on. What man didn’t fantasize about two women? But this was unexpected and titillating.
“Well, how do you know what you really like if you don’t experiment?” She flipped her hair and giggled, apparently warming up to the subject. “Finn, don’t even try to pretend that you haven’t fucked every willing woman in the county. I know you’re no saint.” She was still smiling, he could hear it in her voice.
It was so titillating and fucking hot. “I want to know more, every dirty detail,” he demanded.
“I’m thinking that you really don’t.” She was shaking her head at him, but her smile was mysterious and sexy as hell.
“Tell me,” he said, now really wanting her to share.
“Remember that you asked for this.” She pointed her finger at him. “I worked long hours at the firm, so when I could go out, I played hard. I think it helped burn off the stress. I was single and looking for some fun.”
“You left out beautiful and sexy. There’s nothing wrong with that. I bet you had plenty of men interested, and apparently women, too.”
She let out a ladylike snort. “Not that many.” She paused as if she was waiting for his signal that she should continue.
“And…” He wanted to hear more.
“I don’t know if you saw my friend, Drake, at Daddy’s funeral? He’s tall and very good looking.”
“A little older than me, graying hair and glasses? Yeah, I watched you hug him.” It had bothered him for days, how she had melted into the other man’s arms. They appeared to be close, he’d thought at the time, maybe even intimate. Later, he had made it a point to meet the man.
“That’s Drake, he’s hard to miss, he has that presence. Have you ever heard of the Ondines?”
Finn shook his head negatively.
“They’re Old Southern money. We’re both accountants and I met him at a few conferences, we were on a couple of panels together. We became friendly.”
“So you had an affair with him.” He hoped that didn’t sound as jealous as he felt.
“No, we didn’t. I mean, there was always a little spark there, but something always held me back, him too. About eight years ago, I got stuck in Atlanta due to some problem with the plane, so I called him. He invited me to spend the weekend at his house. That first night we spent hours talking. I learned that he was a Dom and he was active in that lifestyle. He invited me to go to his club with him, so I agreed. I was curious about all of that.”
“He took you to a sex club?” Finn didn’t know if he should be outraged or turned on, but he wanted to hear more.
“Don’t say it like that. Drake and his friends were really great to me. They opened my eyes and taught me a lot.”
“I bet.” No masking his jealousy with that response. He cleared his throat, then continued. “So you got into that, and women.” He couldn’t quite find the words to ask the right questions. He knew a little bit about Play and he wasn’t a stranger to using toys, but he’d never been to a club, never had the opportunity.
“Some Play, yes. I enjoy a dominant man but sometimes, I like to be the top. I’m considered a switch, but there’s so much more to it than the sex. I learned about myself, sexually, and I guess you could say spiritually.”
“And the women?”
“It was good.” Her voice got quiet with that answer.
“What does that mean?” He snuck a look at Hale. Her eyebrows had drawn together, as if she was working her way through a puzzling thought.
“Being with another woman is different. It’s softer, you know how to touch each other. I didn’t feel like I was fumbling around. I liked it, but I think it was that I enjoy sex with a good partner. I don’t crave women, but if the right opportunity came along and I was single, then I might say yes.”
“So you experimented.” He wanted to hear more.
“It was liberating. I could try things in a safe environment.” He saw her turn her head to look at him. “But Finn, I want to be clear, I prefer cock.”
Wow, OK then. “So you can teach me things.” He reached over the console, to hold her hand. He could feel his blood pumping, clearly signaling that he was excited by the thought.
“Only if you ask respectfully.” She gave his leg a squeeze.
Thankfully, they were close to the turnoff for the farm; he was so hard that he hurt. Hale could be so conservative, and yet he now had confirmation that she was incredibly wild underneath. He couldn’t wait to see her in action, to share that raw need with her. On that thought, he shifted himself in his now uncomfortably tight pants.
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As Finn put the sedan in park and turned off the engine, Hale quickly unfastened her seatbelt. This is it. Excitement made her body pulse and there were just a few butterflies in her stomach, a reminder that she was a little nervous. God, she wanted to touch Finn’s naked body.
“Hang on, I’ll come around.” Finn’s tone was abrupt.
She watched him approach her door, when he opened it, he took her hand and as soon as her feet touched the ground, he pulled her into him.
“I want you.” Finn’s voice was rough. He bent his head and captured her lips.
She didn’t have time to move her hands; they were trapped between their bodies. She shifted a bit so that she could grasp the lapels of his jacket. His tongue traced the seam of her lips, demanding access. She willingly gave that to him. His body was so solid and he was hard against her stomach. She rubbed against him.
She heard him growl. She shifted a little more. “Let’s go inside.”
“Best idea I’ve heard all night.”
She unlocked the door and called for Miller. “Where’s my big boy?”
“Right behind you, waiting.” Finn had wrapped his arm around her waist as he said the words against her ear, pulling her ass against his hard cock.
The large mastiff entered the kitchen, wagging his tail. Finn loosened his grip and Hale knelt down to pet her dog. He turned and held the door open so that Miller could go out.
Hale backed Finn up against the door he’d just closed. She ran her hands down his chest. “Just a warning, I have to be in the barn at five, so if you stay all night, I’ll make you breakfast when I get done.” She pulled his head down and gave him a hungry kiss.
“I hope you mean, in bed.” He chased her mouth as she pulled away. He shifted his arms so that one was around her waist and his other hand gripped her hair.
“Anywhere you want me, I mean it.” She laughed as he turned them, so that she had her back against the door.
Finn trailed kisses down her throat as his hands tried to unbutton her cape. “I need this off you.”
Hale moved to unhook the closures and felt Finn’s hands pull the wool material away from her body. She lifted her hands to push his jacket off his shoulders. She heard him chuckle as he tore it off and dropped it onto the floor.
He had his hands on her breasts under her dress. She moved to unbutton the four buttons at her waist. She needed his hands on her bare skin. Ah success, the bodice opened and he kneaded her large breasts through the silky material of her bra.
She tried to grind her hips against him but the full skirt of her dress was twisted and in the way. “Finn.” She sounded breathy. “Finn, I need to get this dress off.”
He pulled the dress over her head and in their haste, one of her arms was caught in the sleeve. He pushed her against the door, his mouth on her breast, running his lips over the top of her soft skin above the bra’s cup. She squirmed, finally managing to get her arm free. She ran her hands over his shoulders a few times, enjoying the feeling of his mouth on her. She dropped her hands to his belt and started to jerk it free.
“Babe, are we doing this here, against the door?” he paused to ask, then switched to the other breast.
“Yeah, I want you now.” She finally got the belt undone and moved to the button on his pants.
His hand joined her
s pulling down his zipper. “Are you sure you don’t want something slow and sweet?”
Hale made an impatient noise deep in her throat as she gripped his penis through his briefs. She pumped her hand a few times. “Fuck me now, right here against this door.” She pulled the elastic down and freed him.
Finn ran his hands from her breasts to the tops of her thigh high hose. Slowly, one hand traveled up her thigh, lightly brushing her damp panties.
Hale let out a sigh and spread her legs wider. God, he was going to kill her with his slow stroking.
He traced along her silk covered lips.
She could hear them both breathing heavily, she gripped the sides of her panties and started to push them down.
Finn took over, jerking the silk down her thighs past her knees and then squeezed one calf, signaling for her to lift that leg so he could clear her foot and her heel. As he straightened, he ran his fingers up her thighs again, this time using his nails.
Hale made an approving sound, she liked that he wasn’t being gentle. His hand was now cupping her bare mound. He moved one finger inside her, he quickly added another and finger fucked her.
“Finn,” she begged.
“Shh, we’ll get there.” He continued pumping his fingers,
She bumped the back of her head against the door with a thud. “Now, Finn.” A moan escaped. “Please fuck me.”
His fingers were gone. His weight against her body had disappeared. She looked around to see what was happening.
Finn was bent over, digging in the pockets of his pants that he had kicked off at some point. “Condom.”
She heard the package tear, and she was surrounded by his warmth, he ran his hands along her hips as she pushed them against him. He rubbed his cock against her, letting it slide through her wetness.
“Put me in, Hale. Put my cock in you,” he ordered.
His words made her heat up, so she spread her pussy lips with one hand and grasped his slick cock with the other. She pumped her hand up and down him a few times. She shifted her stance and lifted her leg to loop around his thigh; she eased the wide head into her.
She slowly pushed against Finn. She wanted to feel every inch as he stretched her.
“Christ, you feel so good,” Finn said through his gritted teeth. His hands left her hips and moved to her ass, pulling her closer. “So hot.” With a growl, his control snapped. His fingers dug into her soft ass and he started fucking her hard.
She held onto his shoulders and used her looped leg to help her balance. Now Finn was adding a twist to his hips when he was buried in her. She swore that she could feel the blood pumping through her body, rolling through her veins. She knew that she was close when she felt her body clench in small ripples. As her orgasm built, it felt like her muscles were so stressed, they were burning. “Yes, just like that,” she moaned.
He was deep inside of her, using short strokes that almost lifted her off her toes. She had wrapped her arms around his shoulders and was holding on using her nails. He pushed into her roughly against the door and bit her shoulder.
“Fiiiinnn,” she screamed as her orgasm rolled through her body. She swore that she could feel his cock jerk inside of her.
“Holy fuck.” He pushed into her deeply. “God, yes.” His body shook.
Hale held onto Finn as she panted. She dropped her leg to the ground with a thud as her knees almost gave out.
Finn steadied her. “Easy, babe, easy.” He gently kissed her cheek as he rested his against hers.
He slowly slipped his cock from her and asked, “Can you stand on your own?”
She started giggling, of course she could. She felt like she could do anything. “Yes.”
He slowly separated, turned, and stepped away.
She assumed that he was dealing with the condom. She looked down at the clothes scattered on the floor. “I’ve got to let Miller in.” She stepped away from the door, but Finn was against her back.
“I got it.” He moved her out of the way and opened the door, the dog was waiting patiently.
Finn checked the doors while she freshened Miller’s water. They gathered their clothes and headed to the back staircase. Miller lay down on the floor in the corner by the register and Finn leaned against the chest of drawers, taking off his shoes and socks.
She was sitting on her bed, rolling her hose down her outstretched leg.
“If you keep that up, I’m going to be on you.” Finn was watching her.
“So you like a show?” Hale purred as she started dealing with the other leg. She rolled the silky fabric down her thigh.
Finn pulled his pants down along with his briefs, leaving them on the floor. Now naked, he moved to her.
“Those are going to be wrinkled in the morning.” She watched him make his way to her.
“Don’t care.” Finn leaned into her and kissed her. “I have more clothes in the car.”
“I need to wash my face. I hate to sleep in makeup.” She tried to stand, but he held her in place.
“You’re coming back, right?” He looked a little uncertain.
“I think so.” He pulled her to her feet and as she moved, he smacked her ass. She laughed as she closed her bathroom door. Of course she was coming back, she wanted more.
Finn had the bedside lamp on its lowest setting. He was in her bed, under the covers, his body turned toward the door with his head resting on one hand. She had thrown her long T-shirt on while washing her face and brushing her teeth. She didn’t like staring at her nude body in the bathroom mirror under the harsh lights. She turned off the bathroom light and walked to the bed.
“Lose the shirt.” He threw back the covers on her side of the bed.
She pulled the shirt over her head and dropped it to the floor. She shook out her hair and tried to smile confidently at him, as she climbed into bed.
Finn pulled her into his arms. “God, you are so damn beautiful.” He kissed her.
“Thank you.” Saying it out loud sounded odd, but she meant it. She liked that he complimented her. His lips moved to her neck and nipped her ear lobe.
“I was wondering…”
“Yes, I want you again.” He continued kissing her.
“Good to know, but uh, I was wondering about condoms.”
She felt him stiffen as he stopped kissing her.
She pushed up into a sitting position against the headboard. “I’m on the Pill, so I won’t get pregnant.”
He gave her a measuring look, then pushed up to a sitting position beside her. “I should have asked before I, uh, we…”
She took his hand. “That wasn’t what I was getting at. If we are doing this, then I want us to be monogamous.” She paused to watch his reaction.
He gave her a nod, signaling for her to continue. He appeared relaxed; there was no fear in his eyes when she said the “m” word.
So she continued. “And if we are, can we stop using condoms?”
“I’m committed to this. You are it, there won’t be anyone else for me.” He reached up and gently grasped her chin. “I’ll make an appointment to get tested and you do the same. I’ve tried to be careful but I’ve slipped up a few times over the years. You know in the heat of the moment, but I’ve always tested clean.” He let go of her chin.
She nodded, smiling. “I’ll call Monday to make an appointment with my doctor.”
They stayed in that position for a few quiet moments, sitting side by side. Finn took her hand in his and drew small circles with his thumb on its sensitive back. He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed her knuckles.
Hale giggled, it tickled and his romantic acts were so sweet that they made her squirm.
“What? You don’t like romance?”
She felt a jolt of shock roll through her body. God, Finn saw everything. She looked away. “I’m trying. I haven’t had very much of the real thing.”
“Then I’ll give it to you.” He kissed her hand again.
“I haven’t had a lot of real relationshi
ps. I’m not sure that I’m going to be good at this.” She kept dancing around the topic. She was uncomfortable with his sweetness.
“Do you want me to go?” He held her hand still.
“No.” She blurted. She took a deep breath and forced herself to meet his eyes. “No. I’m not saying this right.” She looked up at the ceiling, trying to gather her thoughts. “I’m fumbling around, not finding the right words.” She didn’t want to pull her hand free, but it was difficult, she needed to explain herself. Her first inclination was to shut down and move away. She ignored it. This is Finn and I can’t hide from him, not if I want this relationship to work.
“Take as long as you need, Hale.” His tone was patient. “I want to know what’s going on in your head.” He let go of her hand and pulled on her arm. “Come ’ere.”
“What? Where?” He pulled her across his body. She started to struggle against him.
“I want to hold you.” He waited.
In the years since she had left, she’d never been into cuddling with her partner. It seemed too close, too intimate. She had always felt so uneasy in another’s arms, talking after sex. This is Finn. She wanted to, no, she did trust him.
She ordered her body to relax and he must have sensed her surrender. He pulled her across his body and she used her heels to shift onto his lap, now he had both of his arms wrapped around her.
“Happy?” she asked him.
“Yes, now tell me what’s going on in there.” He tugged on the hair by her temple.
“You’re so good at this.” The words escaped.
For a moment, his eyes got big. “Good at what, Hale?” He spoke each word slowly.
“All of this. You say the right things, you know how to handle me, especially when I’m like this.” Scared and panicking.
He tilted his head. “Babe.”
She interrupted. “I keep saying things that sound like I’m trying to push you away, and I don’t want that.” She noticed that her breathing was choppy.
He looked like he wanted to laugh.
“I’m being honest, I’m really not good at this.” She was horrified that she was whining.
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