Blind Fury

by Gwen Hernandez

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Thank You!

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Copyright

  BLIND FURY

  Gwen Hernandez

  For my husband.

  You’re the reason I believe in love and “happily ever after.”

  CHAPTER ONE

  IN THE LAND OF dust and sand, things got messy when it rained. Mick Fury’s boots made sucking sounds in the mud left behind by a morning shower as he strode along the graffiti-covered blast wall that ran the perimeter of Kandahar Airfield.

  He kept pace with Rob Ryan, ignoring the kerosene scent of jet fuel assaulting his nose as they headed to meet up with their Claymore Security teammates. They were scheduled to train local police recruits in tactical shooting techniques today. A worthy exercise if the trainees stayed alive long enough to use their new skills. Unfortunately, cops in Afghanistan were one of the Taliban’s favorite targets.

  Rob waggled a large rip-proof envelope addressed to his sister in Virginia. “Let me drop this in the mail on our way.”

  They detoured to the makeshift post office. “Did I forget Jenna’s birthday or something?” Mick asked.

  “Have you ever remembered it?” Rob ribbed him.

  Actually, he had. Every year. November twenty-fifth.

  “No,” Rob said when he didn’t answer. “It’s just some notes and stuff that I don’t have room for in my bag.”

  “So you’re really not coming back?” A lead weight settled on Mick’s chest. He and Rob had been best friends and teammates for twelve years. They’d had each other’s backs through boot camp, pararescue training, and now at Claymore. If Rob left in two weeks like he planned, then Mick would be left here with only his friend Dan Molina and a bunch of assholes, the kind who thrived in an industry where the rules of civilization didn’t apply.

  The brotherhood he’d experienced in the Air Force—putting the members of the team above all else—had been hard to find in the world of private security contracting. Any one of them could walk away at any time, and some of the guys were outright criminals who’d never be allowed to carry a gun in the States.

  “I’m really not coming back,” Rob said, stuffing the envelope into a slot in the shipping containers that masqueraded as a post office. “And you shouldn’t either.”

  It was an old argument. The constant stress, the poor management, and the barren surroundings chafed like a tight shoe. But there was no substitute for the adrenaline rush. There was something about cheating death that made him feel alive like nothing else could.

  “What else can I do?” Mick asked. “Every time we go home, I’m happy for about two weeks. And then it all starts to seem so pointless, so boring.” And quiet. There was nothing worse than being left alone with his thoughts. At least here in this hellhole he knew without a doubt that he was good for something.

  Rob shoved his hands in his front pockets and rubbed a heel in the mud while they waited for the others to show up. “You think I don’t feel the same way? But every time I leave, the look in Jenna’s eyes nearly rips my heart out. I can’t do that to her anymore.”

  Mick knew that look. Had memorized it long ago, along with everything else about the one woman who was off limits to him…and not just because Rob had threatened to permanently end his sex life if he tried anything.

  He couldn’t toy with the heart of a woman who’d suffered so much already. Jenna was the kind of girl you married and took home to Mom. Not Mick’s usual type. She was smart and sweet, hardly a seductress. But somehow he couldn’t get her pale, almost-gray eyes and schoolgirl freckles out of his head.

  “What will you do?” he asked Rob, bringing himself back to the ugly reality of Afghanistan. “I can’t see you settling down to a desk job and a white picket fence.”

  Rob laughed, but the humor didn’t reach his eyes. “Screw that. I was talking to Dan, and he knows a guy who’s a flight medic for one of those MedEvac helicopters. They also do search and rescue missions. I’ll have to go to school first, but it’ll be worth it. It will be like being in the PJs again, but without anyone shooting at you.”

  “Then where’s the thrill?” Mick asked, not entirely joking. He plastered on his trademark carefree smile and tapped his rifle. He never should have left pararescue, but the money he’d been offered to join Claymore had been impossible to resist.

  His friend shook his head. “Just think about it, okay?”

  “Sure.” He’d think about it. In fact, he already thought about it almost daily. Jesus, why couldn’t he be normal? When he was here, he wanted to go home—drive his new Camaro, flirt with girls, party with his friends; and when he was back in Virginia he could hardly stand it. The tedium and pettiness of Stateside life was suffocating. At least things made sense here.

  His job was to survive. Simple as that.

  “Hey.” Rob grabbed Mick’s arm as a large armored vehicle rumbled past, leaving deep grooves in the mud. “Promise me one thing.” He looked way too serious for Mick’s taste. Even more serious than usual.

  “What’s that?”

  “If something happens to me, you’ll leave Claymore and take care of Jenna.”

  Oh, hell no. They were not going to have this conversation. Not right before going outside the wire. He bounced his eyebrows at Rob and forced a smile. “Take care of her, huh?”

  “Yeah, and that includes protecting her from guys like you.” Rob ran a hand through his close-cropped hair. “Come on, man. I mean it. I’ll feel better knowing that she wouldn’t be left alone.”

  “We’ve been here for two years. Why are you asking me this now?” Mick wrinkled his nose as the wind shifted, bringing with it the pungent odor of the sewage treatment plant—aka The Poo Pond. “Did something happen?”

  Rob glanced around and shook his head with feigned indifference that didn’t fool Mick for a second. “No, I’m just being, you know, superstitious now that I’ve given my notice. If I don’t leave any loose ends, then nothing will happen.”

  He was full of crap, but Mick let it go. “Dude, you don’t even have to ask. She’s the closest thing I have to a sister of my own.” Except for the very un-brotherly thoughts he had about her. “But you’re the one who’s going to be there for her, so it doesn’t matter. You’re going to go home, find a job, get a dog, and meet a girl. In another year, I won’t recognize you. You’ll probably even own a minivan.” Mick pulled a face, like he couldn’t imagine a worse fate.

  Rob’s shoulders visibly relaxed and the line between his eyebrows softened. What the hell was going on with him? He’d never been this tightly wound before.

  “Thanks. I owe you one.”

  Mick consulted his palm as if it were a notebook, and pretended to cross something out. “By my calculations, that makes us even.” He grinned. “Hell, if I’d known you were this easy to get square with, I would have offered months ago.”

  Rob finally laughed, and the knot in Mick’s chest loosened.

  “Hey, ladies. You ready to run the gauntlet?” Three of their c
rew trudged toward them, nine millimeters in their thigh holsters and M4s strapped to their chest rigs, always at the ready. Dressed in khaki pants and polo shirts, they looked like an army of muscle-bound frat boys.

  Mick and Rob fit right in.

  “As long as you brought your diapers this time, Beavis,” Mick called out, using the nickname the man had earned for his rat-like resemblance to the animated character. “I don’t want shit to get all over the seats if we take fire.”

  Beavis flipped him off and they walked toward their armored vehicles to meet up with the rest of the group for the briefing.

  Just another day in paradise.

  An hour later, Mick dropped to his knees in the mud next to Rob. “No, no, no!” He tore at his friend’s mangled body armor and sticky, wet shirt and—oh God, no. He spread his hands over the ragged mess that used to be his friend’s chest, as if he could hold him together by magic. His skills as a medic were of no use to him with an injury this bad… All he could do was try to stop the alarming flow of blood. “Damn it, Rob, hang on for me. You’re going home, remember? Come on, come on.”

  Fucking Murphy and his law. Rob should have known better than to announce that he was going home right before they went outside the wire. Everyone knew a convoy was an easy target for roadside bombs and insurgent attacks.

  Today, they’d managed to find both.

  This can’t be happening. Mick adjusted his position and pressed harder. Rob couldn’t die; he was one of the good ones. Jenna needed her brother.

  Mick needed him.

  “Jenna,” Rob whispered, clutching weakly at Mick’s arm. His look said he knew he wouldn’t make it.

  Mick blinked against the burn of hot tears and nodded. “Don’t worry. I’ll watch out for her until you’re on your feet again. Just stay with me.” But the blood wouldn’t fucking stop. It bubbled through his fingers, warm and sticky and relentless.

  Rob closed his eyes and mumbled.

  Mick leaned close to hear him over the noise of engines, men shouting, and the buzzing in his ears left by the ricochet of gunfire. “What’s that?”

  “Don’t tell her.”

  Sharp smoke stung his nose as Mick surveyed the carnage surrounding them. The barren ground was covered with lifeless figures slicked with mud and blood. He closed his eyes briefly to block out the images, but like so many other horrors he’d witnessed, the scene would haunt him forever.

  No way in hell would he ever want to talk about it. Keeping this horrific moment from Jenna was an easy promise to make. “Never.”

  Jenna Ryan couldn’t remember the last time she’d been so full of hope. She used her running shirt to wipe the sweat from her face and filled a glass with cold water from the door of her refrigerator. According to the clock on the microwave, she didn’t need to leave for two more hours. Even then she’d probably be early for her interview, but it was always better to play it safe with traffic in the D.C. area.

  She perched on the arm of the sofa in her living room and drank the icy water, letting the scent of vanilla from her favorite plug-in air freshener calm her jumpy nerves as her body cooled. Her lips curved into a smile when she looked at one of the pictures on the fireplace mantle. Dressed in desert camouflage and holding large rifles in front of an armored truck, her brother Rob and his best friend Mick stared down at her.

  Rob was going to be so happy for her if she got this new database analyst job. It wasn’t the self-employment route he’d been pushing her to try, but Travers & West would be a huge improvement over her current employer. And interviewing for a new job was just about all the stress she could handle until he was home safe.

  An hour later, showered and dressed, she reviewed her resumé one more time and practiced her answers to potential interview questions. After three years of putting up with the jerks at Quicksilver Defense Systems—QDS for short—she wanted to be as prepared as possible for the job that could be her ticket out.

  Travers & West had a reputation for treating its employees well, offering flexible hours and performance-based bonuses. What a nice change that would be. And if she got the job, Rob could quit worrying about her and focus on himself.

  And they both needed that.

  Her cell phone rang as she was loading her breakfast dishes in the dishwasher.

  “Are you ready?” Jenna’s best friend, Tara Fujimoto, asked in her high-pitched voice.

  “Yep. As long as I don’t pass out from nerves. But I’m feeling better after Rob’s call yesterday.” He and Mick had called to wish her luck, knowing she would need encouragement.

  “And did you talk to Mick too?”

  “Yes.” Jenna couldn’t keep the exasperation out of her voice. As usual, he’d made a point of talking to her before Rob ended the call. Mick had told her once that he needed a little bit of normal every once in a while. He didn’t have a sister to call, so he borrowed Jenna.

  “I think he likes you,” Tara said.

  “As a surrogate sister, maybe.” If she tried hard enough, she could convince herself that she saw him as a brother. The man hiding beneath the reckless playboy facade had always tempted her, but she couldn’t risk her already fragile heart.

  Tara snorted. “Hardly.”

  “How Mick Fury thinks of me is irrelevant. I’d never get involved with a guy who goes through women like I go through tissues.”

  “Don’t you mean he blows through them?” Tara chuckled.

  Jenna groaned. “Can we talk about something else? Like the fact that Rob is finally coming home?”

  Tara went silent for a beat, no doubt trying to rein in a sarcastic comment. “For how long?”

  “For good.” The words danced on Jenna’s tongue and she found herself bouncing on her toes like a little girl at Christmas waiting to open her gifts.

  “That’s great,” Tara said evenly.

  “I think he really means it this time.” Jenna leaned against the cool countertop. Somehow she would find a way to make him happier, a way to convince him to stay. “He was talking about going back to school and adopting a rescue dog. It sounds like he’s given it a lot of thought.”

  “Well, good. Maybe that will make up for having Carl on your case all the time.”

  Jenna covered her ears. “Ack, no. I don’t want to talk about my boss right before my interview. Besides, if things go well, Carl will be history.” Though if he found out she’d used a personal day to go on a job interview, she might be history at QDS whether the interview went well or not.

  “You’re right. You’re going to be great today and we’ll never have to talk about that jerk again.” Tara giggled. “Let’s talk about Mick instead.”

  “Tara!”

  Her friend gave a dramatic sigh. “Fine. I’m glad you’re looking for a new job, even though it’ll be lonely here without you around. But are you sure you wouldn’t be happier working for yourself? From what I hear, programmers are in high demand. Finding work should be a piece of cake.”

  A pipe dream. Wishful thinking. “You sound like Rob. He even offered to front me the money when he gets back.” No matter how much the private security company he worked for paid him, she didn’t want to take him up on the offer. She couldn’t risk losing the money. Not when he’d literally dodged bullets to earn it.

  “Do it,” Tara said, her voice filling with excitement. “You’re hard-working, conscientious, and super smart. You’ll make a killing.”

  Jenna’s chest squeezed. Easy for her friend to say. “I appreciate the pep talk, but you’re forgetting the part where I’d have to be my own salesperson.” Her nose wrinkled at the thought. Nightmare. “Besides, if I lost all of Rob’s money, I’d never be able to forgive myself.”

  “Sometimes you need to take a risk,” Tara said.

  “I think a job interview is enough risk for one day.”

  “All right, I’ll back off. I have to run to a meeting, but good luck today. Call me when you’re done.”

  “Thanks, I will.”

&nbs
p; Jenna hung up, and walked over to the gilt-edged mirror in the foyer, smoothing the collar on her blue button-down shirt as she looked at her reflection. In the silk top and crisp slacks she exuded power and confidence. Still, she’d rather be wearing jeans and a sweatshirt. If she ever got up the nerve to work for herself, she’d be able to spend the day in her drawstring cotton pants and the fuzzy purple slippers that Rob had bought her for Christmas.

  Maybe one day. For now, she’d settle for a new job. If she nailed this interview, today could rank up there with getting her driver’s license, college graduation, and her first kiss.

  At ten o’clock, she went through her red leather tote bag—a splurge in her campaign to break out of her too-sensible tan and black rut—one last time. Resumé. Cell phone. Wallet. Everything was in place, ready to go. Just as it had been last night. And an hour ago. And ten minutes ago.

  She didn’t need to leave for another fifteen minutes, but she’d rather arrive early and sit in the parking lot than be stressed out over traffic. She picked up a book and tucked it into her bag. Keys in hand, she checked her reflection in the mirror one more time, smoothing the blonde waves that had come loose from her hair clip.

  Sliding the tote over her shoulder, she reached for the front door just as her cell phone rang. Shoot. It was the number of the phone Rob used to call her from Afghanistan. Reluctant to miss the call, she shut the door and answered.

  Mick’s smooth voice greeted her from the other side of the world, and her stomach dipped.

  “Hey, I’d love to talk,” she said, “but I’m leaving for my interview. Will you be around in a few hours?”

  “Jenna, this can’t wait.”

  His use of her given name stopped her dead. He’d been calling her Jay for as long as she could remember. “What’s wrong?” She and Mick never discussed anything important. The only thing they had in common was—

  A sick feeling settled in her chest and she took a step back, as if she could put distance between herself and what he was going to say. “No.”