Crush on the Alpha Bear (Alpha Bears Book 4)

by Emilia Hartley

  He knew they were out there. He could feel it. In the mental recesses of his brain, he could still hear Kal laughing at him, taunting him, promising there was no way to stop him. There was. He just had to find it.

  Pausing, Nova stuck his nose to the base of a tree. A Valley wolf had been there, and recently. His keen eyes probed the darkness between the branches. It was barely late afternoon, but the sun had already set behind the trees, leaving an eerie glow in its wake.

  There had been two more attacks in the last week. One was a border skirmish that had been easily controlled, but the other included a young boy that had been mauled by a wolf. Amara said the doctors told her he’d survive, but he could tell her new position as town deputy was taking its toll on her. She’d never been so close to it all before.

  And now, it seemed the enemy was taking notice.

  Nova was standing on the edge of the woods, hidden by shadow, a mere fifty feet from Amara’s little house. He could detect her scent on the trail, along with a few other human scents he recognized from his years watching the town, likely her neighbors. But, there were other, more foreign smells mixed in with the familiar that made Nova’s heart sink. The Valley Clan was watching Amara, possibly targeting her.

  It made his blood boil.

  Padding up the steps to Amara’s back door, he transformed back into a man. He felt the familiar itch and tingle of his bones changing shape, of his fur receding back into his skin. He stretched his jaw muscles as his snout once more contorted back into a human face. Usually, he would pull on the pants he kept stashed for just such occasions, but he was too worked up to bother.

  Naked, Nova threw open the door with a crash and strode purposefully through the kitchen. Amara let out a startled gasp in the living room where she had been working out, but Nova stopped her before she could say anything. He was already hard when he reached her, and he felt no shame as he pressed himself against her core. The hand weights she held dropped to the floor with a thud as he dug his fingers into her hips and crushed his mouth to hers.

  The scent and feel that was Amara surrounded him, blocking out any other senses or thoughts. He knew he was being rough on her, that his fingers would leave bruises where they kneaded her hips, her back, her behind, but he didn’t care. All he could think about was his need to claim, to feed. To possess. This woman was his. And he was going to make sure everyone knew it.

  His tongue probed in and out of her mouth, tasting the tart yet minty after effects of her toothpaste. Her skin was already covered in a light sheen of sweat from her work out, but before he was done, she would be drenched. He planned to take out every aspect of his frustration on her and it thrilled him to know she was up to the task.

  Gripping both sides of the spandex that made up her sports bra, he pulled hard. The rip echoed off the walls and her ample breasts spilled into his hands. She threw her head back as he caressed her, his rough, calloused fingers exploring every inch of her as thoroughly and ruthlessly as he wanted. He offered no mercy, and she asked for none. Nova took her into his mouth and sucked hard, his teeth lightly grazing over her nipple. When she moaned, he applied pressure and had the exalting satisfaction of feeling her tremble against him. He moved to show the same attention to her other side and groaned against the salty skin of her breast when her nails dug into his back.

  He groped down her sides, latching into the hem of her tiny shorts and discarding them as if they were nothing, leaving her completely naked except for her running shoes. Hitching her long legs around his hips, he threw them both against the wall for leverage, sending two of her picture frames crashing to the ground and plunged his fingers into the hot, wet center of her.

  He could not get enough of this woman. Everything about her made him crazy. Her face, her wit, her sexy, curvaceous body that he could not get enough of. He loved the way she made him laugh, the way she made him think. The way her body clamped down on his fingers as he thrust them in and out of her. He was so far gone when it came to her, so madly in love, he found it hard to see straight. He needed her in every possible way.

  And he had no intention of letting anything happen to her ever again.

  Amara shuddered hard against his hand, crying out in ecstasy. Still, he pushed her on until she could go no more. When she relaxed against his hold, nearly slumping against the wall, Nova gripped her ass and moved her to the couch, slamming her down and the cushions and all but falling on top of her.

  “Oh no,” he said, his eyes boring into hers with as much need and passion as he’d ever remembered having, “I’m not done with you yet.” Placing one strong hand on each side of her, he spread her thighs and buried his face between her legs. Each lap of his tongue made her shudder against him, her hands clawed over his skin, trying to find purchase. Nova slipped his hands under her ass and lifted her to give him leverage.

  He wanted to make her come, needed to give her as much pleasure as he could. He needed to fulfill and satisfy her as many times as he could in order to find peace. She was home to him, he knew that now. She completed him in a way he had never known before. He wasn’t great with his words, but with his actions, at least he could give back to her in pleasure everything she had given him in emotion.

  Nova focused on making her breathe quicker, shorter, using both his fingers and his mouth to drive her up towards madness. Finally, his tongue found that sweet spot and played repeatedly over her clit, sending her body into spasms. Only when he had her writhing against him and screaming out his name did he pull back and position himself at her opening. Her center pulsed against his throbbing cock and he used the momentum to push into her, loving the way the slick, wet chasm welcomed him in like it had been made only for him.

  He thrust in and out, his eyes closed. Her hands grasped the back of his thighs, pulling him closer still until there was no space between them. Harder and harder he rode, the tip of him touching the end of her, each time making them both cry out in frenzied exaltation until finally, with one last thrust, he exploded inside her, collapsing as he let the exhilarating rapture take him under.

  Nova lay on the floor with his arms tucked in around her, Amara curled gently against his chest. True to his word, they were both sopping wet. He could still feel the heavy thudding of her heart, and knew that his own was still racing with her. And that fast and hard experience had been exactly what he needed. Exactly what they both needed, if he wasn’t mistaken.

  “That was amazing,” Nova whispered, pressing a kiss into her damp hair. He was pleased when her only response was a blissful, “mmm,” and her steady breathing.

  “Amara.” She nuzzled up against him in her half-sleeping state, completely uncaring that they were lying on the ground. He tried again. “Amara.”

  “Hmm.” She burrowed deeper, hitching her leg up to his waist and purring when he ran his fingers over the silky softness of her skin.

  “Amara,” he said a third time, trailing kisses down her throat. He latched his teeth to her shoulder and squeezed.

  “Hmm?”

  “Marry me.”

  It was like time stood still. Both of them froze, neither willing to breathe in case the moment disappeared. Finally, Amara’s eyes opened. Slowly—oh, so slowly—she turned to stare at him. “Are you serious?”

  Laughing a little, he nodded. “Completely serious.”

  Almost unwillingly, she untangled herself from his body. The sense of loss was immediate. “But what about the Pack? Your family?” She sat up so she could face him. “It’s against the Law for you to be with a human.”

  “Laws can change.” Cupping her chin, he kissed her softly, letting the moment linger between them. “And if they don’t, I can change. Marry me, Amara.”

  He watched with baited breath as every emotion she was feeling skipped through her eyes. Fear, excitement, elation, nervousness. Even just a hint of sadness. Then she smiled, and that smile radiated pure, unadulterated joy. Nova couldn’t help but grin back at her. “Yes,” she breathed, throwing her a
rms around him. “Absolutely, I will marry you.”

  Nova let out a breath he hadn’t known he’d been holding. He kissed her with such fervor that he left them both breathless. Rolling on top of her, he eased himself inside her and slowly took her once more. He kept his movements soft and gentle, cherishing each sigh and heavy breath. When they finally emptied themselves out, their arms and legs so entangled they were like one being, Nova felt his heart swell. With Amara, his existence was finally complete. She was his, for now and always. And nothing and nobody was ever going to break them apart.

  Now they just had to tell the Pack.

  Chapter 14

  Nova dressed while Amara grinned. “I’ve never seen you nervous before,” she told him. “It is kind of cute.” Laughing at his baffled expression, she patted his chest, brushing her lips against his cheek. “Relax, baby. It’s going to be fine.”

  “What?” He gulped. “I know that. I just want you to be safe, is all.”

  “I will be.” Rolling her eyes, she looked around. It looked as if a hurricane had blasted through. A chair was toppled over, broken picture frames and glass covered the floor. The couch cushions were all clumped in a haphazard way. Amara followed his gaze and her grin widened. “I guess we made a mess of things.”

  Nova had the good grace to look apologetic. He offered her a sheepish smile. “Sorry about that. I guess I had some…uh, aggression to work out.”

  Amara’s answering laugh was delightfully husky. “Oh, don’t worry. I don’t mind in the least. In fact, I’m pretty sure you made up for it.” Her gray eyes twinkled with mischief and pleasure. “Four times.”

  Nova chuckled and pulled her up against him. “You’re welcome. Though I’m afraid I ripped your top.”

  “Yeah.” Her lips puffed out in a pout. “I really did like that one.” Then she rolled her eyes and playfully slapped his shoulder. “Don’t be ridiculous. I can always get another one. You know it was worth it.”

  “Damn right, it was.” He glanced around again, feeling guilty. “Are you sure you don’t want me to stay and help you clean all of this up? It is my fault everything is such a mess. And we did break the majority of it. I’m happy to stay and help, if you’ll let me.”

  She pressed a hand firmly to his chest, effectively pushing him away. “No. If you stay, I will only want to get you naked and let you take advantage of me again, and right now neither of us have time for that. You have to get home and talk to your family. I know you have responsibilities for more than just me and Strathford. Besides, I’m supposed to check in at the station and go over a few things with Mac, and I need to stop in at the bar and make sure things are okay with Mitch and Zoe.” She wrinkled her nose in distaste. “I also need to make sure she didn’t screw up my liquor order. Or worse, let Mitchell order it. Last time, I had to send half of it back. I didn’t let him hear the end of it for days. How that man ever manages to survive without me is a mystery.”

  Still laughing, Nova nodded. “Alright,” he conceded, “but seriously, don’t get into too much trouble. I’m on patrol tonight since Ian’s still down, so I won’t be able to go with you on Watch. You’re not scheduled to work or anything tonight, are you?”

  “Nope. I get to be a homebody tonight. Just me and Sadie with a stack of chick flicks, a bottle of wine, and a gigantic bowl of popcorn.” She frowned. “I’m hoping I can talk her out of dating Kal after the way he acted at Mom’s the other night. I’m terrified it’s going to get her killed.”

  Nova scowled. “You and me both.” Leaning forward, he kissed her thoroughly, leaving them both breathless. “Okay, I’ll have my phone. If you need me for anything, just call. I love you.”

  Beaming, she kissed him again. “Love you, too.” Nova had just reached the door when she called out again. “Oh, and Nova?”

  “Yeah?”

  “I’m still expecting a ring.”

  A ring. She wanted a ring. Damn, he should have thought of that. He’d planned to get her one, of course. In fact, the one he wanted was locked safely away at his mother’s house. It had been his grandmother’s ring. She’d left it for him when she died, and he’d always hoped to give it to his future wife, but now that he was marrying a human…well, he hoped he could convince his mother to just give it to him. He would hate to get caught stealing what was rightfully his.

  Nova drove through the guarded gate and felt a pang of sadness and regret when it wasn’t Ian who nodded back at him. He made a mental note to check in on him before he headed back in to Strathford.

  Though he had intended to discuss his engagement with his family, it had been Nemoy who had called the meeting Nova was about to attend. They were all waiting for him in the Council Chamber; Nemoy, Ivanah, and his mother, Neveah. Thankfully, no one else had been invited. He didn’t exactly want the rest of the Council or the community weighing in on his personal life.

  Nemoy looked up and both women fell silent. “Where have you been?” he wanted to know.

  Nova opened his mouth to answer, but it was Neveah who spoke first. “Isn’t it obvious?” she asked, though to be fair, her tone didn’t contain as much venom as it usually did anytime anyone mentioned Amara. “He was with the human again.” She glared at her son. “He’s always with the human.”

  Irritated, Nova fought to keep his composure and maturity enough not to glare right back. If his mother was this upset over him spending time with Amara, how was she going to feel when he told her he was going to marry the woman?

  It looked like he was getting that ring by breaking and entering after all.

  Nemoy raised a hand for silence. “Enough. Nova, what’s your report on Strathford?”

  All serious now, Nova took a seat facing his brother. “About as grave as you would expect. They’re all scared. And they should be. The Valley Clan has shown over and over again that they aren’t afraid to kill. How many deaths have they been responsible for in the last decade or so? How many attacks on innocent humans?”

  “Innocent.” Neveah scoffed. “Those humans are not innocent. And it didn’t take them long to turn to murder themselves, did it? How many wolves were hunted after those attacks began? How many of our people were killed at the hands of those ‘innocent’ savages? Because make no mistake, my son, it was not just the wolves of the Valley Clan that were murdered. And our people truly were innocent.”

  For a moment, Nova merely stared at his mother. She was fuming. However, if he were being honest, he would have to admit that she was right. It hadn’t just been the Valley Clan that the humans had hunted. They had gone after any wolf that crossed their path, shifter or not. He couldn’t count how many of his own pack had died at their hands. His own cousin, the oldest son of his mother’s brother, had been one of them.

  “They were scared, Mother,” Nova argued. “It’s not as if they knew about us, or how to differentiate between the Clans. To them, wolves were invading the town and killing their people. Amara’s father was one of them. So, they did what any scared community would do and they tried for population control. And in their eyes, it worked. The attacks stopped for a while. Then Kal got a taste for human flesh again and his father became Alpha, so he attacked Amara and her friends. They haven’t stopped since. So, tell me, Mother, what would you do if you were in their place? Would you just sit back and hope someone else would take care of it? Or would you get out there and do something?”

  Neveah frowned. “That is entirely different. I wouldn’t punish an entire species just because one group did me wrong.”

  “No?” Nova leaned forward, meeting her eyes. “Isn’t that what you wanted to do to Amara? Didn’t you say she shouldn’t be allowed to live because she knows our secrets? How is that any different, Mother?”

  “Ugh. It all comes back to that human girl, doesn’t it?” Neveah threw her arms in the air in a dramatic show.

  Nova rolled his eyes. “Maybe it does, Mother. Maybe it does. Either way, you’re going to have to get used to her.” Standing up, he slammed his h
ands down on the table. He was so infuriated with her that it pleased him to see her jump. “And you know why? Because I asked her to marry me.” He glared at his mother, a cruel smile sliding across his face. “And she said yes.”

  Complete and utter silence met his announcement. And Nova had about thirty seconds to think Oh, shit, before all hell broke loose. Then everyone was yelling.

  Nemoy was furious, mainly because as Alpha, he should have given permission before the proposal. He was also angry that Nova hadn’t told him as a brother, but from what he could gather amidst all the shouts and accusations, the fact that she was human wasn’t as much of an issue.

  To him, at least. Neveah, on the other hand, was another story. Nova was fairly certain that his mother had threatened to disown him if he violated Pack Law to marry a human. She couldn’t believe her youngest son would even consider being that much of an embarrassment and a disgrace to not only her, but to the Pack and his Alpha as well.

  It was Ivanah, however, who was the real surprise. Her shouts and yells were whole-heartedly on Nova’s side. Not only did she instruct her husband to allow his brother to lead his own life without asking permission, but she shamed her mother-in-law for putting conditions on the love she had for her son. Nova had never seen such a force to be reckoned with as Ivanah Lowery. And he hoped to high Heaven he never had to again. Of course, being seven months pregnant and hormonal certainly didn’t help, but of that one thing he was completely certain.

  She was terrifying.

  Throughout the entire argument, Nova merely sat in his chair with his arms crossed over his chest and let them all rage. Finally, Ivanah seemed to get through to her husband. Nemoy raised one hand and bellowed for silence. Neveah grudgingly took a seat, slumping down with a huff like an angry child. Nova tried not to smile. He had adored and idolized his stoic, strong mother his entire life. Even though he wasn’t happy with her, it was nice to find that she could act immature like the rest of them from time to time.