Entwined with You: A Crossfire Novel (Crossfire Book 3)

by Sylvia Day

  “It’s important to you.” It wasn’t a question.

  “Of course it is. We’re working hard to build a future together. This is a natural step in that direction.”

  I nodded reluctantly. “I have to be independent.”

  His hand cupped my nape, holding me close. “Don’t forget what matters most. If you work hard and show skill and talent, that’s what people will base their judgments on.”

  “I have to get ready for work.”

  Gideon searched my face, then kissed me softly.

  He released me and I bent down to pick up my purse. Then I noticed that I’d stepped on my mirrored compact and shattered its case. I wasn’t heartbroken over it, because I could always pick up another at Sephora on the way home. What froze my blood was the electrical wire sticking out of the cracked plastic.

  Gideon crouched down to help me. I looked at him. “What is this?”

  He took the compact from me and broke off more of the shell to expose a microchip with a small antenna. “A bug, maybe. Or a tracking device.”

  I looked at him with horror. My lips moved silently. The police?

  “I’ve got jammers in the apartment,” he answered, shocking me further. “And no. There’s no way any judge would’ve authorized a tap on you. There’s nothing to justify it.”

  “Jesus.” I fell back on my ass, feeling sick.

  “I’ll have my guys look at it.” He lowered to his knees and brushed the hair back from my face. “Could it be your mother?”

  I stared at him helplessly.

  “Eva—”

  “My God, Gideon.” I held him off with an uplifted hand and grabbed my phone with the other. I dialed Clancy, my stepfather’s bodyguard, and the moment he answered, I said, “Is the bug in my compact one of yours?”

  There was a pause, then, “Tracking device, not a bug. Yes.”

  “For fuck’s sake, Clancy!”

  “It’s my job.”

  “Your job sucks,” I shot back, picturing him in my head. Clancy was solid muscle. He wore his dirty-blond hair in a military crew cut and radiated a vibe that was deadly dangerous. But I wasn’t afraid of him. “This is bullshit and you know it.”

  “Keeping you safe became a bigger concern when Nathan Barker showed up again. He was slippery, so I had to cover both of you. The minute his death was confirmed, I turned off the receiver.”

  I squeezed my eyes shut. “This isn’t about the damn tracker! I don’t have a problem with that. It’s the keeping-me-in-the-dark part that’s wrong on so many levels. I feel violated, Clancy.”

  “I don’t blame you, but Mrs. Stanton didn’t want you to worry.”

  “I’m an adult! I get to decide if I worry or not.” I shot a look at Gideon when I said that, because what I was saying was totally applicable to him, too.

  His arch look told me he got the message.

  “You won’t hear me arguing,” Clancy said gruffly.

  “You owe me,” I told him, knowing just how I was going to collect. “Big-time.”

  “You know where to find me.”

  I killed the call, then sent a text to my mom: We need to talk.

  My shoulders sagged with disappointment and frustration.

  “Angel.”

  I shot Gideon a look that warned him not to push me. “Don’t you dare make excuses—for yourself or for her.”

  His eyes were soft and shadowed, but the set of his jaw was resolute. “I was there when you were told Nathan was in New York. I saw your face. There’s no one who loves you who wouldn’t do whatever they could to shield you from that.”

  And that was really hard for me to deal with, because I couldn’t deny that I was glad I hadn’t known about Nathan until after he was dead. But I also didn’t want to be insulated from bad things. They were part of living.

  Reaching for his hand, I gripped it tightly. “I feel the same way about you.”

  “I’ve taken care of my demons.”

  “And mine.” But we were still sleeping apart from each other. “I want you to go back to Dr. Petersen,” I said quietly.

  “I went on Tuesday.”

  “You did?” I couldn’t hide my surprise at learning he’d kept his regular schedule.

  “Yeah, I did. I only missed the one appointment.”

  When he’d killed Nathan …

  His thumb brushed over the back of my hand. “It’s just you and me now,” he said, as if he’d read my mind.

  I wanted to believe that.

  I was dragging when I got to work, which wasn’t a good omen for the rest of the day. At least it was Friday and I could be a slug over the weekend, which would probably be a necessity Sunday morning if I partied too hard Saturday night. I hadn’t had a girls’ night out in ages and I felt the need for a good stiff drink or two.

  In the previous forty-eight hours, I’d learned that my boyfriend had killed my rapist, one of my exes was hoping to spread me across his sheets, one of my boyfriend’s exes was hoping to smear him in the press, and my mother had microchipped me like a damned dog.

  Really, how much was a girl supposed to take?

  “You ready for tomorrow?” Megumi queried, after she buzzed me through the glass doors.

  “Hell, yeah. My friend Shawna texted me this morning and she’s in.” I mustered a genuine smile. “I arranged for a club limo for us. You know … one of those that take you to all the VIP spots, cover included.”

  “What?” She couldn’t hide her excitement, but still had to ask, “How much is that?”

  “Nada. It’s a favor from a friend.”

  “Some favor.” Her grin made me happy, too. “This is going to be awesome! You’ll have to tell me the deets over lunch.”

  “You’re on. I expect you to dish about your lunch yesterday, too.”

  “Talk about mixed signals, right?” she complained. “ ‘We’re just having fun,’ but he shows his face at my work? I would never pop into a guy’s office for an impromptu lunch if we were just messing around.”

  “Men,” I huffed sympathetically, even as I acknowledged that I was grateful for the one who was mine.

  I went to my desk and got ready to start my workday. When I saw the framed photos of Gideon and me in my drawer, I was struck by the need to reach out to him. Ten minutes later, I’d asked Angus to place an order for black magic roses to be sent to Gideon’s office with the note:

  You’ve got me under your spell.

  I’m still thinking about you.

  Mark came to my cubicle just as I was closing the window on my browser. One look at his face and I could tell he wasn’t doing so hot. “Coffee?” I asked.

  He nodded and I stood. We headed to the break room together.

  “Shawna was over last night,” he began. “She said you’re going out tomorrow night.”

  “Yes. Is that still okay with you?”

  “Is what still okay?”

  “If your sister-in-law and I hang out,” I prodded.

  “Oh … yeah. Sure. Go for it.” He ran a restless hand over his short, dark curls. “I think it’s cool.”

  “Great.” I knew there was more on his mind, but I didn’t want to push. “Should be fun. I’m looking forward to it.”

  “So is she.” He reached for two single-serving coffee pods, while I took mugs from the shelf. “She’s also looking forward to Doug getting back. And popping the question.”

  “Wow. Now that’s cool! Two weddings in your family in a year. Unless you’re planning a long engagement … ?”

  He handed the first cup of coffee to me and I went to the fridge for half-and-half.

  “It’s not going to happen, Eva.”

  Mark’s tone was weighted with dejection, and when I turned to face him, his head was down.

  I patted his shoulder. “Did you propose?”

  “No. There’s no point. He was asking Shawna if she and Doug were planning on having kids right away, since she’s still in school part-time, and when she said they weren’t, h
e went into this lecture about how marriage is for couples ready for a family. Otherwise, it’s better to keep things simple. It’s the same crap I once shoveled to him.”

  I rounded him and lightened my coffee. “Mark, you won’t know Steven’s answer until you ask him.”

  “I’m scared,” he admitted, looking into his steaming mug. “I want more than we’ve got, but I don’t want to ruin what we have. If his answer is no and he thinks we want different things out of our relationship …”

  “Cart before the horse, boss.”

  “What if I can’t live with no?”

  Ah … I could understand that. “Can you live with not knowing for sure either way?”

  He shook his head.

  “Then you have to tell him everything you’ve told me,” I said sternly.

  His mouth quirked. “Sorry to keep dumping this on you. But you’re always great at giving me perspective.”

  “You know what to do. You just want a kick in the ass to do it. I’m always up for ass-kicking.”

  He smiled full on. “Let’s not work on the divorce attorney’s campaign today.”

  “How about the airline instead?” I suggested. “I have some ideas.”

  “All right, then. Let’s hit it.”

  WE hard-charged through the morning, and I was energized by our progress. I wanted to keep Mark too occupied to worry. Work was a cure-all for me, and it quickly became clear that it was for him as well.

  We’d just wrapped up for lunch and I had stopped by my desk to drop off my tablet when I saw the interoffice envelope on my desk. My pulse leaped with excitement and my hands shook slightly as I unwound the thin twine and let the note card inside slide out.

  YOU’RE THE MAGIC.

  YOU MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE.

  X

  I held the card to my chest, wishing it were the writer I was holding instead. I was thinking about sprinkling rose petals on our bed when my desk phone rang. I wasn’t all that surprised when I heard my mother’s breathy bombshell voice on the other end.

  “Eva. Clancy talked to me. Please don’t be upset! You have to understand—”

  “I get it.” I opened my drawer and tucked Gideon’s precious note into my purse. “Here’s the thing: You don’t have Nathan as an excuse anymore. If you’ve got any more bugs or trackers or whatever in my stuff, you better fess up now. Because I promise you, if I find something else moving forward, our relationship will be irrevocably damaged.”

  She sighed. “Can we talk in person, please? I’m taking Cary out to lunch and I’ll just stay over until you get home.”

  “All right.” The irritation that had started prickling at me dissipated just as quickly as it had come up. I loved that my mother treated Cary like the brother he was to me. She gave him the maternal love he’d never had. And they were both so appearance- and fashion-conscious that they always had a blast together.

  “I love you, Eva. More than anything.”

  I sighed. “I know, Mom. I love you, too.”

  My other line flashed a call from reception, so I said good-bye and answered it.

  “Hey.” Megumi’s voice was low and hushed. “The chick who came by for you once before, the one you wouldn’t see, she’s here again asking for you.”

  I frowned, my brain taking a second to latch on to what she was talking about. “Magdalene Perez?”

  “Yep. That’s the one. What should I do?”

  “Nothing.” I pushed to my feet. Unlike the last time Gideon’s friend-who-wished-she-were-more had come around, I was prepared to deal with her myself. “On my way.”

  “Can I watch?”

  “Ha! I’ll be there in a minute. This won’t take long, then we’ll head out to lunch.”

  Vanity had me smearing on some lip gloss before I slung my purse over my shoulder and headed out front. Thinking of Gideon’s note put the smile on my face that greeted Magdalene when I found her in the waiting area. She stood when I came into view, looking so amazing I couldn’t help but admire her.

  When I’d first met her, her dark hair had been long and sleek, like Corinne Giroux’s. Now, it was cut in a classic bob that showed off the exotic beauty of her face. She wore cream slacks and a black sleeveless shell that had a big bow tied at the hip. Pearls at her ears and throat completed the elegant look.

  “Magdalene.” I gestured for her to return to her seat and took the armchair on the opposite side of the small conversation table. “What brings you here?”

  “I’m sorry to barge in on you at work like this, Eva, but I was visiting Gideon and thought I’d stop here, too. I have something to ask you.”

  “Oh?” I set my purse down beside me and crossed my legs, smoothing my burgundy skirt. I resented her for being able to spend time with my boyfriend openly when I couldn’t. There was no way around it.

  “A reporter stopped by my office today, asking personal questions about Gideon.”

  My fingertips curled into the cushion of the armrest. “Deanna Johnson? You didn’t answer her, did you?”

  “Of course not.” Magdalene leaned forward, setting her elbows on her knees. Her dark eyes were somber. “She’s already talked to you.”

  “She tried.”

  “She’s his type,” she pointed out, studying me.

  “I noticed,” I said.

  “The type he doesn’t stick with long.” Her full red lips twisted ruefully. “He’s told Corinne that it’s best if they remain long-distance friends, rather than social ones. But I suspect you know that.”

  I felt a ripple of pleasure over that news. “How would I know?”

  “Oh, I’m sure you have ways.” Magdalene’s eyes sparkled with knowing amusement.

  Oddly, I found myself at ease with her. Maybe because she seemed so at ease with herself, which hadn’t been the case the previous times we’d crossed paths. “Seems like you’re doing good.”

  “I’m getting there. I had someone in my life who I thought was a friend but was really just toxic. Without him around, I can think again.” She straightened. “I’ve just started seeing someone.”

  “Good for you.” In that respect, I wished her only the best. She’d been horribly used by Gideon’s brother, Christopher. She didn’t know I knew. “I hope it works out.”

  “Me, too. Gage is different from Gideon in a lot of ways. He’s one of those brooding artist types.”

  “Deep souls.”

  “Yes. Very deep, I think. I hope I get to find out for sure.” She stood. “Anyway, I don’t mean to keep you. I was worried about the reporter and wanted to discuss her with you.”

  I corrected her as I rose. “You were worried about me discussing Gideon with the reporter.”

  She didn’t deny it. “Bye, Eva.”

  “Bye.” I watched her exit through the glass doors.

  “That didn’t look too bad,” Megumi said, joining me. “No scratching or hissing.”

  “We’ll see how long it lasts.”

  “Ready for lunch?”

  “I’m starved. Let’s go.”

  WHEN I walked in my front door five and a half hours later, Cary, my mom, and a dazzling silver Nina Ricci formal gown laid out on the sofa greeted me.

  “Isn’t it fantastic?” my mother gushed, looking fantastic herself in a fifties-style fitted dress with cap sleeves and a pattern of tiny cherries. Her blond hair framed her beautiful face in thick, glossy curls. I had to hand it to her; she could make any era look glamorous.

  I’d been told my whole life that I looked just like her, but I had my father’s gray eyes instead of her cornflower blue, and my abundant curves were from the Reyes side. I had a butt no amount of exercise would rid me of and breasts that prevented me from wearing anything without a lot of support. It still amazed me that Gideon found my body so irresistible when he’d previously been drawn only to tall, slender brunettes.

  Dropping my bag and purse on a bar stool, I asked, “What’s the occasion?”

  “A shelter fund-raiser, a week from
Thursday.”

  I looked at Cary for confirmation that he’d be escorting me. His nod allowed me to shrug and say, “Okay.”

  My mother beamed, looking radiant. In my honor, she supported charities benefiting abused women and children. When the fund-raisers were formal, she always purchased seats for Cary and me.

  “Wine?” Cary asked, clearly picking up on my restless mood.

  I shot him a grateful look. “Please.”

  As he headed off to the kitchen, my mom glided over to me on sexy red-soled slingbacks and pulled me in for a hug. “How was your day?”

  “Weird.” I hugged her back. “Glad it’s over.”

  “Do you have plans this weekend?” She pulled away, her gaze sliding warily over my face.

  That got my back up. “Some.”

  “Cary tells me you’re seeing someone new. Who is he? What does he do?”

  “Mom.” I got to the point. “Are we good? Clean slate and all that? Or is there something you want to tell me?”

  She started to fidget, almost wringing her hands. “Eva. You won’t be able to understand what it’s like until you have children of your own. It’s terrifying. And knowing for certain that they’re in danger—”

  “Mom.”

  “And there are additional dangers that come just from being a beautiful woman,” she rushed on. “You’re connected to powerful men. That doesn’t always make you safer—”

  “Where are they, Mom?”

  She huffed. “You don’t have to take that tone with me. I was only trying—”

  “Maybe you should go,” I cut in coldly, the chill I felt on the inside leaching out through my voice.

  “Your Rolex,” she snapped, and it was like a slap to my face.

  I staggered back a step, my right hand instinctively covering the watch on my left wrist, a treasured graduation gift from Stanton and my mother. I’d had the silly sentimental idea of passing it on to my daughter, should I be lucky enough to have one.

  “Are you shitting me?” My fingers clawed at the clasp and the watch fell to the carpet with a muffled thud. It hadn’t been a gift at all. It’d been a shackle on my wrist. “You’ve seriously crossed the line!”