Love Accidental (A Romance Compilation)

by Tia Siren

  I was jumping the gun, I knew. I had to take a step back and remember I wasn’t the only one in the equation. But I just knew Mia would love it, and I couldn’t wait for her to see it. If the bosses didn’t get back to me tomorrow, I was going to give them an ultimatum. I couldn’t wait around forever.

  Monday, on my way into work, I finally got the call. I was going to change to a satellite show. That meant I could work from anywhere. The station was working out the details and would get back to me as soon as they had something more concrete.

  I called Jaxon right away.

  “Got it!” I yelled into the phone.

  “You’ve got what? The big G or the big C?” he quipped.

  I rolled my eyes. As if anyone would ever be excited about catching an STD. “No, you asshole. The station is going to give me a satellite show. I get to keep Dinner with Brad and I’ll be able to work from New York.”

  “No shit?” he asked, sounding amazed.

  “No shit. I’m moving to New York!” I screamed into the phone, feeling as if a load had been lifted off my shoulders.

  He chuckled, but I knew he didn’t share my enthusiasm. I wouldn’t let him rain on my parade.

  “I’m happy for you, man. I really am.”

  “Thanks. I’ve got to go. I need to call my realtor and tell her to list my place,” I said, feeling scared and excited at the same time.

  He promised to see me at work and hung up. I immediately called my realtor and let her know I was ready to pull the trigger. She was clearly excited about the listing, knowing the commission would be good. Plus, because the building was in high demand, it was likely to sell fast.

  I asked Google to find me a moving company and made the call to have my stuff packed up for me sometime in the next month. I didn’t have a lot, but there were some things I would be taking with me. I had already talked with the realtor about leaving behind some of the larger pieces of furniture. I would miss my TV, but I could buy another one in New York. It would be dumb to pay to haul it across the country.

  My mind whirred as I thought about everything I had to do. I needed to call the New York realtor and figure out how to do a virtual walk-through and hire a home inspector.

  “I hate you,” Tina said from the doorway of my office.

  I grinned. “You could never hate me.”

  She sighed. “True. I’m happy for you. I really am, but I do still hate you.”

  I gave her a quick hug. “I’m going to miss you the most,” I said and gave her a wink.

  “Liar. And you won’t miss me all that much. I’m still going to be the one coordinating everything. So, while I hate that you’re moving, I’m glad you’re moving because I just got a promotion!” she said, grinning from ear to ear.

  “No way! That is awesome. And thank God by the way. I couldn’t imagine trying to do the show without you. Don’t think I don’t know that it’s always been you who made the whole thing run.”

  We high fived before she rushed off to her office to start working on the transition. It had been made clear that the listeners wouldn’t know about the changes until we had all the details ironed out. We couldn’t afford to jeopardize the success of the show by abandoning the people who had made it a success.

  When I went on the air that night, I was buoyant. My upbeat attitude did not go unnoticed by my listeners. I told them I had good news but couldn’t share it just yet. Most of them assumed I had gotten the girl. In a way, I had. At least, I hoped I had.

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Mia

  I was dying to talk to Helga. I had made it through another week of pregnancy and was feeling good. There was a bit of morning sickness, but it was manageable with a little ginger ale and crackers. I prayed it stayed that way.

  “Is she in yet?” I asked Helga’s assistant.

  “Not yet. She called and said she would be a few minutes late.”

  I nodded and headed back to my own office. I couldn’t wait to tell Helga. The woman was like a second mother to me. I knew she would be happy for me, and I was hoping that happiness would make her amenable to my proposal.

  Sitting at my desk, I took some time and thought about what I wanted to say. It was a big risk, but it was a risk I was willing to take.

  “Mia?” said a voice through the intercom on my phone.

  “Yes?”

  “She’s in and ready to see you,” Helga’s assistant announced.

  I fought back the butterflies in my stomach and headed for the huge corner office. I had once thought I wanted Helga’s job, to be the woman in charge of a successful, popular magazine, not to mention an icon in the fashion world. It wasn’t until Brad walked back into my life that I realized that wasn’t my dream. Not anymore.

  “Good morning,” I said, breezing into Helga’s office as if it were any other day.

  “Good morning to you. You’ve been waiting for me?”

  I nodded. “How was your trip?”

  She rolled her eyes. “Boring.”

  I laughed. “Only you could find a trip to Paris boring.”

  “I have been there so many times now that it is no longer all that exciting for me. Plus, I was in meeting after meeting and stuck doing a lot of schmoozing. I hate the schmoozing that comes with this job,” she said.

  Smiling, I pretended to understand her plight. “Well, I’m glad you’re back.”

  She gestured for me to take a seat. I did and then waited. “What’s the matter with you? You look like you have something big. Show me your hand,” she ordered.

  I held up both hands and smiled. “No ring.”

  She nodded her head slowly. “Something else then. Are you leaving me? Moving to Los Angeles?”

  I shrugged. “I don’t think so. My home is in New York and I don’t think I can leave.”

  Narrowing her eyes, the older woman prodded me. “What then? There is definitely something afoot.”

  “Helga, I’m pregnant.”

  Her mouth dropped open. “Congratulations! That was unexpected! You don’t like to do anything the easy way, do you?”

  I laughed. “Apparently not.”

  “Is your man happy? Does this mean you accepted his proposal?”

  I shook my head. “Not exactly. He doesn’t know.”

  She cocked her head to the side. “Oh, Mia. I thought you were happy with him. Did things not go well for you on your visit?”

  “They went well enough, but it’s just confusing. I love him, and he doesn’t love me. That isn’t the kind of marriage I want.”

  “Okay, I understand that. So, you’re going to have a baby,” she said with a big smile. “I’m very happy for you. You want to do this on your own?”

  I nodded. “I can do it. Millions of women do. I can too.”

  “Yes, but millions of women don’t have a man who wants to marry them.”

  I shrugged. “Things could change, but I doubt it. Right now I need to focus on what I know for sure, and what I’m certain of is that I’m having a baby.”

  “Do you want to keep working?” Helga asked. She was straightforward and to the point. It was one of the things I loved about her.

  “I do. It could get tricky, but I was wondering if it would be possible to do some of my work from home?” I asked, slightly hesitant.

  I had been mulling over the idea for days. I wanted to spend as much time with my baby as possible, but I still needed to keep a roof over our heads. My job was more about researching and writing, and I didn’t really need to be at the office to do that. I spent a lot of time at home putting together notes and articles as it was.

  “I think that would work. What about fashion week and some of the shows that pop up?” Helga asked.

  “Oh, I would absolutely attend. I would also do interviews and tour design shops and so on. I want to balance both work and home without either suffering. I don’t feel I can do that if I am here a lot. When I’m here, I’m going to wish I was at home, and my work will show that.”

 
She was smiling. “I understand. You want your cake and you want to eat it too.”

  I laughed. “I guess you could say that.”

  “It’s settled. When would you like to start?”

  With a shrug, I replied, “I don’t want to change anything yet. I mean, I’m feeling fine now. Although my mom keeps telling me the morning sickness may get worse in the next week or two. By the way, I’m not planning on telling anyone until I have gotten out of the first trimester.”

  She nodded her head. “A wise decision.”

  “Thank you, Helga. You’ve done so much for me. I mean, thank you for the job opportunity and now this. I really, truly appreciate it.”

  She was smiling again. “Mia, it is you I should thank. Your articles have helped keep this magazine at the top. People like you and respect you in the industry, and even when you hate a line, you offer constructive criticism rather than hateful or nasty commentary. I would never want to lose you. I’m more than willing to be flexible if it means I get to keep you working here.”

  I stood up to leave, feeling as everything in my life was headed in the right direction. It was a huge change in course from a mere month ago.

  “I’ll talk to you later,” I said, and I headed back to my own office.

  Looking around the space, I thought about all the time I had spent in it. I couldn’t do that anymore. I couldn’t hang out here because I didn’t want to go home to an empty house. The idea was exciting. I managed to get through the day without bursting from excitement. As soon as I got home, I called my mom.

  “Guess what?” I said when she answered.

  “You’re already pregnant, so the only thing left is you’re getting married?” she asked hopefully.

  I scoffed. “No, Mom, I’m not getting married. I talked with Helga today. She’s willing to let me work from home. That means I can stay home with the baby. I mean, I will still need to go to some events and stuff like that, but I can be home!”

  “That’s great, Mia. Really, it is. Does this mean you can also spend time in LA?”

  “Mom!”

  She laughed on the other end of the phone. I knew she wasn’t ready to give up on Brad quite yet. I wasn’t either, but I wasn’t going to push too hard.

  “It does, but I don’t know if that’s what I’ll do. I know I don’t want to be flying back and forth when I’m heavily pregnant, and I certainly don’t want to take an infant on a flight across the country on a regular basis. I would get banned from all the airlines,” I joked.

  “Now you need to call Brad,” she said in a serious tone.

  “Mom,” I groaned.

  “He deserves to know. He deserves to have the chance to share this journey with you. You didn’t get that baby without his help,” she said.

  “I know, Mom. I know. It’s just not the kind of news I want to give him via text or over the phone. It’s still early. I have a few weeks before I need to really start thinking about that.”

  “Suit yourself. I’m very happy for you, dear, and you know I will support you no matter what you do.”

  “Thanks. I appreciate that. Now, I am going to crawl into the tub and relax for a bit,” I said, already thinking about how my life was going to change. Long, luxurious soaks in the tub were going to be hard to come by in the years to come. I wanted to take full advantage of them while I could.

  While soaking in the tub, I let my mind drift to the future. No matter how I looked at it, I always saw Brad there with me and our child. I knew it was truly a dream based on a lot of wishful thinking.

  I reached for my phone, knowing Brad was at work but needing to ask the question. I took a deep breath and wrote the text. I hesitated a split second before sending it.

  Do you only want to marry me because of the pact?

  I put the phone down, not expecting an immediate answer. He would be interviewing some big celebrity or eating one of the many meals that people brought him. I smiled while thinking about how well he had done for himself. I was happy for him and could understand why staying in LA was so important to him.

  My phone vibrated on the shelf next to the tub. I quickly reached for it and read his response. My stomach sank. I suddenly felt as if I was going to throw up, and it had nothing to do with the baby hormones.

  I’m a big fan of your body.

  Seriously? That was what made him want to marry me? What an ass!

  I threw my phone across the bathroom and cringed when it hit the wall. I really hadn’t meant to smash it, but the man infuriated me. I should have expected as much from him. He was incapable of real, heartfelt emotion. I knew that about him, so why I expected anything different was beyond me.

  Fighting to keep the tears from falling, I tried to find some resolve. I wasn’t going to cry over the man. I couldn’t really be all that surprised by his response. We had great sex and I was a big fan of his body too. The difference was, it wasn’t just his body I wanted. I wanted his damn heart.

  My phone buzzed against the black tile floor of the bathroom. I laughed like a crazy woman, glad to know I hadn’t broken it completely. I hoped the OtterBox had kept the screen from cracking. I hated replacing phones.

  It buzzed again, and I knew it was him, but I wasn’t going to answer; not while I was as pissed as I was. It was better if I cooled off and replied when I could give a calm and well-thought-out response. If I wrote back now, it would be a crazy, emotional response. I had to remember I was carrying his child and no matter what happened between us, we needed to stay on good speaking terms. It was in the best interest of the child. I was not going to let us become those parents who couldn’t even speak to one another without ending up in a screaming match. I had to keep cool. I couldn’t blame him for not loving me.

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Brad

  I got it. She didn’t need to be that pissed. I had thought I was being funny and complimenting her at the same time when I told her I liked her body. Clearly, she didn’t think it was funny. The woman had not replied since I’d sent the stupid text last night. I hated being away from her. I couldn’t get in front of her and kiss her or wrap my arms around her and tell her I was sorry for being an idiot.

  Once again, I had fucked up. Once again, I was going to have to grovel. I didn’t really mind. Once I lived there, I knew the making up would be well worth the anguish the woman was causing me. I did a quick search for flower delivery places and decided to go big. I didn’t mind spending a couple hundred dollars on an arrangement that would soften her heart toward me again.

  “What are you doing?” Jaxon asked, flopping down on the couch in my office as he was prone to do.

  I had already decided I was going to leave him the couch. He seemed to enjoy it more than anyone else. God knew he’d certainly used it more than anyone else.

  “I’m sending flowers,” I mumbled as I entered my credit card information.

  “What’d you do now?”

  I laughed. “I said I liked her body. Now she isn’t talking to me.”

  He burst into laughter. “You have a finicky woman.”

  I shrugged. “I guess.”

  “What was the context of this comment that pissed her off so badly?”

  “She asked if the pact was the only reason I wanted to marry her. I told her I liked her body.”

  Jaxon slapped a hand to his head and groaned. “You’re such an idiot. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you? You actually think you’re going to make a good husband?” he railed.

  I was stunned by his rather rude remarks but didn’t get the chance to respond. My phone rang about the same time I pushed send on my order. It was my realtor.

  While answering the phone, I simultaneously ordered Jaxon out of my office. I didn’t need his two cents on selling my condo.

  “This is Brad,” I answered, automatically falling into my radio voice by habit.

  Jaxon looked at me, and I could tell he was going to say something smart about the way I answered my phone. I jumped up fr
om my chair, pushed him out of my office, and closed the door.

  I listened to my realtor and couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

  “Already?” I asked in disbelief. “What does that mean?”

  “It means you pack your stuff and get out and take your big fat check with you!” she said, full of excitement.

  “I thought you hadn’t listed it yet?” I asked, feeling a little overwhelmed by how fast everything was happening.

  “I haven’t. I had buyers waiting for condos like yours to come up for sale. Your location is exactly what they’ve been looking for, so I ran it by them and they are ready to make a cash offer for your full asking price. We could put it on the market and see if we can get a bidding war to drive up the price, but that could take a little more time and you would have to wait for bank loans to be approved and whatnot,” she said.

  I shook my head, trying to get everything to stop spinning. I couldn’t believe it. My stomach was flip flopping. I was scared as hell and more than a little apprehensive at the thought of making the move. But it was what I wanted, and I knew I had to do it.

  “I’ll take it,” I heard myself say.

  “Great! I’ll draw up the paperwork and get this thing started!”

  “Thanks,” I mumbled, hanging up the phone and flopping down on the couch Jaxon had just vacated.

  “Holy shit,” I muttered aloud. “Holy shit. This is really happening.”

  Feeling a bit crazy, I started laughing. I didn’t know if Mia was ready for me, but I was going home. I was going to be back in New York whether she liked it or not. Shit was about to get real. There was a twinge of anxiety, but it was easily outweighed by the excitement I felt about my future with Mia. Assuming she would ever speak to me again, that was.

  I loved her, and she wasn’t going to get rid of me so easily. I was prepared to dig in my heels and fight for her. She thought this was all on a whim, but it wasn’t. I was dead serious about making a marriage work with her. Without a doubt, I knew we were good together, and it wasn’t just about the sex. If I could ever be around her long enough to just be with her without wanting to jump her bones, I could prove that to her.