Days of Desire

by India T. Norfleet

  "Yeah, yeah, yeah." Once Courtney was comfortable and content, she paused the movie when she saw the previews had ended and Jonathan still hadn't come back yet. While waiting for him to return, she got lost in a daydream. Courtney didn't know how much time had passed but was startled when Jonathan tapped her on the shoulder.

  “Damn it Jonathan; you scared the hell out of me."

  "How in the hell did I scare you when I've been calling you for the last two minutes."

  "I'm sorry, I didn't hear you."

  "It's cool. I was asking what you wanted to drink but when you didn't answer, I grabbed you a cream soda."

  "Awww, my favorite. You remembered, how sweet."

  "How could I forget when this was all we drank in college."

  "Yeah, creamed sodas and Top Ramen." Courtney laughed.

  "Sometimes, I wish we were back in college."

  "Me too." Jonathan agreed as the movie started.

  Halfway through the movie, Courtney's phone rang.

  "Hello ma." Courtney answered the phone as she paused the movie.

  "Hey honey, are we still on for dinner tonight?"

  "Yes, we can actually go as soon as I leave Jonathan's in approximately another hour."

  "Oh, you’re at Jonathan's, huh?"

  "Yes mom."

  "Tell him I said hello."

  "Jonathan, ma says hi."

  "Hi mom." Jonathan spoke into the phone. “I'll be right back; I'm going to get more popcorn."

  "Okay." Courtney whispered and nodded.

  "Courtney, did you hear me?"

  "No, what did you say mom?"

  "I said how long are you going to keep torturing yourself? You need to go on and tell that man…”

  "Mom please, let's not go there."

  "No Courtney, that's exactly where we need to go. You only live once and trust me, the last thing you want is to grow old with a ton of regrets."

  "Mom…”

  "Don't mom me Courtney, just keep in mind what I'm telling you." Marie exhaled irritably.

  “Fine, I will. I have to go.”

  "Bye baby; I love you."

  "Love you ma, bye." Courtney ended the call and was no longer in the mood to hang out with her friend. Therefore, she pulled on her fleece socks and had just stood to slide her feet in her clogs when Jonathan returned.

  "Hey, where you going?"

  "I just need to get outta here."

  "Why, what happened? Is your mom okay?" Concern wrinkled his forehead.

  "She’s fine. Nothing happened, I just have to go. Let's hangout next weekend."

  "Courtney…”

  "Jonathan, let it go please." Courtney sighed as she rounded the couch and walked toward the stairs. By the time she reached them, Jonathan was blocking her exit.

  "Come on Jonathan, please move."

  "No, not until you tell me why the hell you have to leave all of a sudden."

  "I can't deal with this right now."

  "Courtney, you better start talking; I'm not gonna ask you again."

  "I said I don't want to talk…”

  "Fine, don't worry about it, just go. Go, get the hell out of here."

  "What in the hell are you mad f…”

  "Leave Courtney."

  "I'm in love with you okay! Are you happy now!? I'm in fucking love with you and I have been since our sophomore year in college!"

  "Are you trying to piss me off, Courtney? Why in the fuck are you telling me this now. You couldn't have told me this dramatic ass confession of yours before I started dating Maxine?"

  "What difference would it have made!? Besides, you were never supposed to know!" Courtney shouted. "Sometimes, you’re a selfish ass." Jonathan snapped.

  "What are you talking about?" She asked irritably.

  "What am I talking about; how about you telling me this shit now? I finally convinced Maxine that I'm not fucking you every time I leave my house."

  "Jonathan, I’m…”

  "I guess I'm just supposed to leave her for you now, huh?"

  "No I just…”

  “Just what?”

  “Fuck it and fuck you bastard!” Courtney tried to hide her dam of tears as she pushed pass Jonathan and ran up the stairs.

  Courtney grabbed her purse and keys off the kitchen counter and was leaving out the front door when Jonathan came up behind her. He pulled her by the arm back inside the house then slammed the door. Backing her into the closet behind the door, he began to play with a strand of hair that escaped her ponytail.

  "Courtney, you are the last one who gets to run away in tears after the muthafucking bomb you just dropped on me." Jonathan growled through clenched teeth. He was pissed and ridiculously aroused at the same time.

  "Jonathan just let me go please." Courtney begged.

  "Oh no, you're going to explain a few things to me before I even think about out letting you go."

  "I don't want to do this now."

  "Well that's just too damn bad." Jonathan stated, removing her jacket then taking the rest of her belongings and throwing them on the couch.

  "So you've been in love with me for seven years, huh? How many times have you masturbated while thinking of me?" Jonathan whispered while playing with the diamond necklace that rested just beyond the top of her breasts. Suddenly, he was hornier than he'd been in quite some time and didn't know how long his composure would last.

  "Jonathan, please don't do this now." Courtney's voice was thick with passion.

  "Fine Courtney, what do you want me to do to you? What do you want me to do to you right now?"

  "I-I don't know." Courtney replied, making sure to avoid eye contact.

  "Sure you do, just tell me. Hell you told me everything else. I think you want me to touch you; the question is where? Do you want me to touch you here?" He asked as she slid a hand down her hips.

  "Or how about here?" His hand traveled up her flat stomach and then to her strained nipples.

  "Or maybe here?" He traced the contours of her thighs until his hand palmed her pussy and squeezed. "Jonathan." Courtney tried to stifle the moan but it was too late.

  "Now we're getting somewhere." Jonathan grinned as he continued to massage Courtney's jean clad heat. "Jonathan please?"

  "Please what?" Grinning, he unzipped Courtney's pants, slipped a finger between her wet lips, and watched as her breathing spiked and her eyelids closed.

  "What do you want me to do to you beautiful?"

  "I-I…”

  "Courtney?"

  "Oh my god, everything Jonathan, everything." Courtney shouted when he stuck a second finger inside her and began to slowly pull them in and out. Kneeling down until he was eye level with Courtney's bald pussy, he gently helped her out of her pants then softly blew on her glistening lips.

  "I figured you didn't wear panties."

  "I-I like to be free."

  "What else do you like?" Jonathan lifted Courtney's right leg over his shoulder and inhaled. "Damn woman, you smell good." He ran his tongue through her drenched pussy lips and inhaled her intoxicating aroma. Courtney, who was now trembling slightly, whimpered and bit her bottom lip.

  "You taste good too." Jonathan said as he stood back up to his full height.

  "Courtney, if you had the chance to fuck me, how would you start and how would you finish?"

  "I don't know."

  "You know, you know exactly what you want to do. Am I right?" Jonathan inquired. He used his other hand to pull out a handful of breast and suck the big nipple into his warm mouth.

  "Ummmmmm hum."

  "What?"

  "Yes, Jonathan you're right!" Courtney's screamed in delight.

  "You better answer the question and you better answer quickly." He whispered just below her ear. He was so hard it was almost painful. He wanted this woman with an eagerness that he had never craved from any woman before. Courtney quickly tried to form a coherent thought in her lust induced mind so that Jonathan would slow down on the erotic torment. Currently, it wa
s proving to be an impossible task.

  "Courtney?" Jonathan darted his tongue around her nipple then tugged softly with his teeth.

  "Jonathan, I can't think with you…”

  "Try harder." He managed to speak while juggling her erect mounds in his mouth.

  "Okay, I would ride your face and finish by riding your dick."

  "See how easy that was?"

  Laughing, he walked away from an exceedingly aroused Courtney. Jonathan pulled off his shirt, grabbed a pillow from the couch, and laid down in the middle of the living room floor. Looking over at a very sexy and still shocked vision of pure ecstasy, Jonathan instructed, "Courtney take your shirt off...and come ride my face." Courtney was out of her shirt in no time and settling her clit over Jonathan's face just as he slipped his tongue between her soft, silky folds.

  "Ahhh, Jonathan." Courtney moaned while grabbing fistfuls of Jonathan's hair as she rocked her pussy all over his face in synchronization with his tongue. When his tongue caressed her G-spot and clit at the same time, Courtney threw her head back, reached up and squeezed her breasts with the same intensity as the spine tingling pleasure she was receiving, and tried not to scream. Utilizing his arms, Jonathan pinned her legs down as he held her in place and went even deeper. He was gentle yet forceful as he softly bit, tugged, sucked, and kissed every drop of essence he coaxed from her. He stroked her wet pussy with his thick coated tongue repeatedly until Courtney was begging him to carry her over the edge.

  "Shit, right there. Fuck yes. Jonathan, I'm cummingggggggg!"

  Lapping at the constant flow of wetness, Jonathan sucked her thick, swollen lips and clit as she came and fell forward. He drank every last drop and caught the temporarily satiated Courtney before she hit the floor. Extremely satisfied, Courtney scooted back against the couch then reached for her shirt.

  "Hey, what do you think you’re doing?" Jonathan asked, removing his jeans and boxers.

  "Putting my clothes back on."

  "No, you gon’ ride this dick just like you said.”

  Courtney couldn't hide her excitement as a smile as bright as the sun spread across her face. Straddling Jonathan, she eased her drenched heat down on his hard dick until they became one ball of sexual energy. Adjusting to his size, Courtney didn't move right away. However, once her walls expanded to adapt, she began an incredibly comprehensive slow spiral up and down his shaft.

  "Damn Courtney." He grunted as he closed his eyes.

  Jonathan inhaled as he held her hips and met each wet plunge with a rather long stroke of his own. Smiling, Courtney shut her eyes as well in an effort to prolong the heavenly vibrations that began attacking her nerve endings. She'd never experienced this level of ardor before and didn't know how much longer she could last before surrendering to the pleasure. Between the wetness that held his dick like a glove and watching the erotic faces Courtney made every time he slid in and out of her, Jonathan couldn’t stop himself from increasing his movement. Faster and faster he went before he rammed into her as hard as he could.

  When Courtney arched her back and rode every thrust, Jonathan felt himself preparing for one hell of an ejaculation. No longer withholding her shrieks of pleasure, Courtney screamed as her toes began to tingle and her legs shook uncontrollably as an orgasm slammed into her that blew her mind. "Jonathannnnn!"

  Courtney's orgasm triggered Jonathan's own loss of control as he rammed into her one last time before he gripped her as tight as he could without hurting her. Enough cum ejected out of him to coat a wall.

  "Ahhhhhhhhhhh!" Heavy breathing filled the room as heart rates slowly returned to normal.

  "Jonathan, what did we just do?" Courtney asked after clearing her dry throat. She was on top of him rubbing her hand across his chest as he held her in his arms.

  "Courtney, can we please just enjoy the moment?"

  "But what about…”

  "God damn it Courtney, were you thinking about Maxine while you were fucking me?" Jonathan yelled.

  "Jonathan let me go." Courtney tried to get up but he rolled on top of her, pinned her arms above her head, and placed kisses along her collarbone.

  "Why?" Jonathan finally asked.

  "Because you're an asshole." Especially after the way she'd just given herself to him, the hurt in her eyes was too much to ignore.

  "Listen, I ended things with Maxine a few weeks back.”

  “But downstairs you said…”

  "That was payback. I told you the summer you went to Japan that I wanted more than camaraderie from you but you said you didn't want to mess up our friendship."

  "Guess I deserved that then."

  "You did and since you fucked up our moment.” Jonathan began as he spread her legs with his knee. “Let me show you what else you deserve." A grinning Jonathan slid inside her.

  “Ohhh, yesssssss!”

  Reunion: Class of The Freak

  “Lauren Harper?”

  “Who wants to know?” The tall, leggy, slender woman with grey eyes and wavy brown hair turned around to inquire.

  “Only your biggest fan.”

  “Darnell?”

  I be damned if it ain’t sexy, Darnell Moore!

  “In the flesh and better than ever beautiful.”

  “Oh my god, just who in the hell did I piss off in another life?” Lauren joked.

  “HA! The big bad New York Times, bestselling author got jokes I see.”

  “I sure do.” She smiled to keep from drooling as well as not openly gawk at her old college classmate.

  Good, googla, moogla! How in the hell is this man still so damn fine after all these years? Correction, I think he’s even sexier than I remember. When did he get that sexy dimple in his chin? Are my panties wet? Oh hell, naw!

  “How have you been; how’s superstar status been treating you?”

  “Look who’s got jokes now? By the way, they’re nowhere near as good as mine.”

  “You’re right, they’re better!”

  “Whatever! Anyway, I can’t complain, life has really been good to me. What about you?” Lauren inquired as they stood in the long line at The Steamy Cup Cafe.

  “Hey, I can't complain.” Darnell grinned.

  “Yeah, I bet you can't, seeing as how you’re the owner of the top real estate firm in the state of Georgia.”

  “Ah, you've been checking up on me, huh?”

  “In your dreams.”

  “Every night since we first met at Georgia State.”

  “Whatever. I could say the same thing about you checking up on me.”

  “You would be right but in my defense, it wasn't very hard with your face plastered throughout bookstores, grocery stores, a few magazine covers, and I think I saw a commercial of one of your books last week.”

  “Okay, maybe I can't say the same thing about you.” She smiled.

  “What have you been up to other than running that empire of yours?”

  “Nothing but living and dreaming about what life would be like with you by my side.”

  “Darnell come off it and spare me the whole, ‘All I've been able to think about is you.’ Incidentally, that’s a seriously horrible pick up line.”

  “Who said it was a pick up line and who said I don't dream about you Lauren?”

  “Darnell…”

  “I see you’re running from me again; I guess some things never change?” He shook his head.

  “I've never ran from you Darnell, I just don't take anybody serious who makes my bullshit detector explode.”

  “Touché, but you wouldn't give me the time of day. What was I supposed to do?”

  “You were supposed to stop messing around with them money hungry chicks and go after the woman you wanted. That is, if you really wanted her.”

  “You're right, because I've always wanted her.” Darnell's eyes deliberately traveled the length of Lauren's body from the side.

  “Anyway, I'm not trying to hear all that jazz.”

  “Yeah, I know. I really wish you would thou
gh. Are you going to the reunion tonight?”

  “May I help the next person in line?” The cashier interrupted their conversation.

  “Hello. Yes, I’ll have a large double espresso with three sugars and whatever the lady here is having.” Darnell nodded toward Lauren.

  “Thank you. I’ll have a double espresso with six sugars and a banana nut muffin.”

  “Alright, your total is $12.62 sir.”

  “Here you go, Darnell pulled out a twenty. Keep the change.”

  “Thank you very much. If you step to the end of the counter, your order will be right up. The cashier smiled.

  “Are you going to the reunion?” Lauren answered Darnell’s question with a question as they made their way through the small but tight crowd to get their drinks.

  “Yeah, I'm going to stop by for a few.”

  “Well, in that case, I'm definitely not going.”

  “Oh, well neither am I.”

  “On second thought, I think I’ll go ahead and go.”

  “Ha! Damn, I thought we were better than that.”

  “You better stop thinking so much.” She smiled.

  “I see you got hella jokes, huh? Look whose gone and become a comedian.” He laughed.

  “Hey, what can I say, I get in a good one every now and then.”

  “Seriously though, I thought about going. But to be honest, I think it’s going to be a waste of time. Plus, I have a lot going on with work and my dance class this weekend. Therefore, I think I'm going to pass this year.”

  “That's understandable but I really think you should pop in for a minute if you can find the time in your busy schedule.”

  “Hey you never know.”

  “Alright beautiful, let me get back to the empire. My assistant has been blowing up my cell since I first walked up and saw you.”

  “Okay Darnell, take care. Thanks again for the coffee.”

  “Anytime sexy.”

  “You do the same. Maybe, if I'm lucky, I'll see you tonight.”

  “If I were you, I wouldn't bet on it.”

  “Damn woman, you’re cold. Next time I see you, I'm going to fix that though.” He winked and disappeared into the throngs of people traveling the business district.

  ******

  “Ma'am, how are you going to tell me to meet you at the print shop to help you select new designs for your business cards and I'm the only one here.” Her best friend, Marie fussed over her Bluetooth.