Big Tempation: The Complete Collection (Big Temptation)

by Skye, Aubrey

  "Who the fuck is harassing you? And at this point, do you really care if he finds out? He has already proven that he will not be a good husband. He doesn't deserve you. I don't care if the whole town thinks he's a hero. He's a jerk for putting his hands on you."

  "But I love him. And we have had so many years together. When I left school today, there were flowers and a card on my car. He begged for my forgiveness and said he would spend every day making it up to me."

  "Yeah, until next time. Who could have sent that text? Hell, it could have been any of the nosy ass people here with nothing better to do than ruin other people's lives! Maybe it was one of his fireman buddies. Or Jack or one of his cop friends?"

  "I have no clue. All I know is if Aidan finds out from someone else I'm afraid of what he will do if gets his hands on Rob. I really need to stop seeing Rob, but I can't stay away. He is so sweet, and I have to admit, crazy good in bed. But I can't just up and leave after being with him for three days. I just really don't want anyone to get hurt."

  "Well, I think it's a little too late for that, don't you? You are going to have to make a decision. For once you need to think about what will make you happy and not everyone else. I'm not gonna tell you what to do because I'm not you. No matter what you choose, I will always be here. Even if being alone is the best choice, it will be fine."

  "Thank you, Lauren. You always know just what to say. Can I stay for dinner? I could use more time with my little sweeties."

  "Of course. Like you have to ask." I got up and went into the living room to watch some Disney channel and play Candyland with the kids. We ate dinner together, and listening to them giggle and make a mess made me forget about everything else for a while. By the time I got ready to go, it was almost 8:00. I kissed them all goodbye and promised to be back over later in the week. Lauren told me to call or text at any time of the night or day if I needed her. I headed home feeling a little lighter but still sad.

  When I got to my house, Aidan's truck was parked in the driveway. It was running this time, so I knew he was not in the house. I gathered all of my courage and got out of my SUV. I was still dressed in my work clothes. It was getting chilly out, and I was shivering. I didn't stop at his truck. Instead I went straight to the door, but I heard him shut the truck off and get out as I was unlocking it. Within a few seconds, I could smell his cologne and knew he was right behind me.

  "Tara?" I shivered as his hand touched my arm, right in the same spot where he had left what were now very large bruises. It took everything in my power to turn around and face him, but I didn't look him in the eyes.

  "Aidan." It was all I could muster. I knew I was going to cry. I wanted to cry for what we had been and what I was afraid we would never be again. I would cry because I was afraid to be alone with him. He was the love of my life so far, and I didn't trust him around me. But he had no idea that he couldn't trust me either. I had started an affair with someone that I sensed he didn't like. I had every reason to cry.

  "Please let me come inside with you. I will stand across the room if you want me to. Just give me a chance to talk to you." He reached down and laced his fingers through mine and brought them to his lips, but not before I jumped a little bit. I was so on edge, and I couldn't stop a natural reflex.

  "God, Tara, I can't even touch you. What have I done? I've fucked everything up."

  "I couldn't help it. I didn't flinch on purpose. You can come in." I felt a single tear break free as I let go of his hand and walked inside the dark house. I turned all the lights off in the living room then took off my shoes. I hung my coat in the closet by the door. The whole time, Aidan just stood up against the closed door. Finally, he took his coat off and set it on the back of a chair. He took off his logging boots so he wouldn't get the carpet wet and sat down on the couch. I stood frozen in the middle of the room. I didn't know what to do next.

  "Baby, please come sit with me. I promise not to touch you if you don't want me to. Please just come here." I moved across the room and sat on the couch with one cushion separating us. I put my hands in my lap and played with my engagement ring, but I didn't say anything.

  "I'm glad to see you haven't taken it off yet. I really thought after yesterday I'd never see you with it on again. After I left here yesterday, I went home and completely lost it. I cried for hours. I wanted to come right back over here, but I knew you wouldn't let me in. I picked up the phone to call or text a bunch of times, but I didn't know what to say. I am so ashamed of myself for hurting you. I don't know my own strength sometimes. I'm such an asshole, babe." He buried his face in his hands, and his shoulders started to shake. My heart started to break as I watched him cry for me and for what he did to me. While my head was screaming to stay away, my heart wouldn't let me. I moved closer and put my hand on his shoulder.

  "Aidan, please don't cry. I didn't mean to make you cry." He lifted his head from his hands to look at me. His face was soaked with tears.

  "I can't help it. If I lose you, I know I will never find another woman that I can love half as much as I love you. And as soon as I get mad I tell you that you're not that special. Fuck, you should know better than that. I can't even look at skinny girls anymore. I know that they will never be you. Tara, you are the only one I want. You are beautiful, funny, smart, caring, and so many other things. Please just let me hold you. I want to make it up to you. You don't have to make a decision about the future. Just give me tonight. I'm begging you." I knew I should say no and make him leave. I could hear Lauren screaming to run away in my head. But I couldn't watch him cry and just sit here. Especially since my own tears were falling now.

  "Okay, babe. Okay. Come here." He moved closer and wiped some of my tears away with his thumb. He leaned in and kissed each one of my cheeks. Then he pressed his lips very lightly to mine. It was a kiss I had felt so many times before, but it felt different, too. It reflected all of the things that had changed between us. It was apologetic, sorrowful, and sweet all at once. I kissed him back and didn't protest when he wound his fingers through my hair. His tongue was in my mouth, but there was no urgency to it. It lingered there, tangling with mine. I let my hands run up and down his muscular back, tracing every inch of the body that had been mine for so long now.

  "Tara, I know I have no right to ask this, but can we go upstairs. We don't have to say anything. I just want to make love to you. I want to show you how sorry I am and how much you mean to me. Please say yes." I didn't give myself time to think about it. I just took his hand, and led him toward the stairs and up to my room. When we got there, I pulled my shirt over my head and undid my black pants, letting them slide to the floor. I stood before him in a red lace bra and matching boy shorts.

  "Beautiful. Perfect." He said that before he looked at my bare arms and noticed the dark bruises he had left. Aidan made his way across the room to me, leaned down, and kissed the bruises on each arm. I winced a little because the area was very sensitive, and I saw the pain in his eyes from knowing he hurt me.

  "Baby, I'm so sorry. You deserve to be cherished. I'm the biggest fucking asshole for what I did to you. I love you so much."

  "Aidan, just touch me. Make me forget. Even if it's only for a little while." He looked into my eyes and nodded. I could tell he agreed with me just from that look. He moved closer and kissed me again. He pressed himself against me and ran his fingers up my back.

  After kissing for a few minutes, he pulled away and too his shirt off. Then he let his jeans drop to the floor. Looking as hot as ever in just a pair of black boxer briefs, he came to me and pulled me close by putting his hands on my ass. His huge hands took handfuls of my ample cheeks and massaged them. His tongue was in my mouth again, and I was getting wet from being close to him. His cock was hard between us, and it was rubbing against my stomach. Aidan leaned down and started kissing and biting my neck, eliciting moans from me. I couldn't control the way my body responded to his touch.

  Aidan moved us toward the bed, pushing me back gently until the
backs of my knees hit the edge. I fell backwards and laid down with my legs dangling over the side. He stood over me for a minute admiring the view. Then he got down on his knees in front of me. Reaching up, he placed his hands on my tits and started to rub my nipples through the lace of my bra. They were so hard already. He pulled the cups down and let them fall out over the top, then he covered an entire nipple with his mouth, sucking it in. He swirled his tongue around it, then he did the same to the other one. I was getting so wet from this, and I decided to just let everything else be.

  He didn't stay at my tits for long before he moved lower. His breath was hot as he lingered above my sweet spot, and there wasn't much between us besides a thin layer of red lace. Aidan placed his thumb on my clit over the top of my panties, and I lifted my hips in response. He rubbed slow circles with his thumb while he kissed and licked the insides of my thighs. I couldn't remember him ever taking his time with me like this before. Usually I got a few minutes of foreplay before we fucked and were done. I closed my eyes and just let myself feel.

  Suddenly, he replaced his thumb with his tongue. He began to lick me softly over the top of my panties, and I was pressing myself into his face. He moved the undies aside and inserted a finger in me. I watched his face as he watched himself finger me.

  "You're so wet already baby. Your pussy is so pretty. I wanna make you cum so many times. I wanna show you how much I love you and need you. I wanna taste you and be inside you."

  With those words, he reached up and pulled my panties down, throwing them across the room. He immediately put his tongue back on my clit and put two fingers inside me. I was feeling so many emotions at once that I knew this was going to be an explosive orgasm. He was licking me better than ever before and working my hot hole with slow strokes, tickling the right spot on the inside. I almost cried out when he took his mouth away from my clit, but then I felt his tongue flick against a place it had never been. He kept fucking me with his fingers while he licked slow circles around my forbidden hole. I never knew it could feel this good. Aidan's thumb worked my clit while his fingers worked my pussy and his tongue explored my ass. I couldn't hold back anymore and everything went black as I squeezed my eyes shut and came.

  "Fuck, Aidan! I'm cumming! Fuck yes!!!!" I was beside myself with pleasure and couldn't believe what he had just done. When I stopped shaking and he knew I was done, he came up to my face.

  "You taste so good, baby. Every part of you. You are everything to me. I will put every piece of us back together, even if it takes years."

  He stood up and I saw him grab a mint from my dresser before pulling his boxers down. His enormous cock was in full view now, and I knew how good what would happen next would be. No matter what else was broken between us, I knew this would always be good. I unhooked my bra and took it off so that there was nothing between us.

  To my surprise, he laid down on his back next to me and pulled me on top of him. I leaned over and kissed him, and my nipples grazed his chest. My soaking wet center was rubbing back and forth over his throbbing member, teasing him with what was to come. He never lost his control, though. His hands were never rough on my body, but instead were soothing and gentle.

  "I want you to take control, baby. Sit on my cock, Tara. Do it at your own pace. I just want to watch you and feel you. Please don't make me wait for you."

  I grasped his cock by the base and placed the head at my entrance. I lowered myself onto him achingly slowly, letting him slide in inch-by-inch. Just his head was big enough to spread me wide open, and by the time I was all the way down, I was completely full. I moved my hips around with him all the way inside and placed my hands on his chest. I made eye contact with him and saw the love and lust in his eyes. That just made me want more.

  I pulled myself all the way off of him, then sat all the way back down. I started a sweet rhythm, and he was moaning my name and saying he loved me the whole time. While I was fucking him, he reached down and rubbed my already sensitive clit. It felt so good to feel like I had control over a situation for the first time in days. I rocked hard on his dick, squeezing the walls of my pussy around his thickness. As much as I loved the control, I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted to feel secure in his presence again, and the only way to trust him was to let him have me.

  "Aidan, I need you. Please fuck me. I need you to give it to me from behind. Please."

  I didn't have to beg for long. I got up off his cock and got on all fours next to him. I piled up my pillows to rest my head on and waited for him. He positioned himself behind me on his knees and placed his cock at my opening. Ever so carefully, he started pushing himself inside of me. It went so deep this way, and it felt so good. He held onto my hips with a light touch and started moving in a sweet, steady rhythm. Even though we weren't face-to-face, I could still feel a deep emotional connection between us. I reached around to grab his hand and let him know that I was there with him in mind and body.

  "You're so wet and tight this way, baby. I will never feel this way about anyone else. I love you, and I love fucking you. Please don't ever make me stop fucking you. Please, baby. Stay with me. Let me keep your heart. We're too good to let go."

  "I know, baby. I know." That was all I could say. I didn't want to give in and commit to anything, but I wanted him to know I understood. I started to lose myself again in what our bodies were creating. I was pushing back against each thrust. I could feel his balls slapping against my clit, and I was so slippery that you could hear his movements inside of me.

  Aidan reached around and touched my clit, getting wetness all over his fingers. When he came back up, I felt him spread my ass cheeks open and rub my juices all over the puckered hole. His fingertip teased the place where his tongue had been just a few minutes before, and then I felt it push into me. It was a completely foreign feeling since Aidan and I had never explored that before. He was testing the boundaries of our trust, and so far, I was okay with it. He wiggled the finger around in my asshole, then reached around with the other hand to get more lubricant from my wet pussy. When he got it nice and wet, he pushed one finger all the way it. I cried out from the pain of it passing a very tight muscle, but after a few strokes, it started to feel good.

  Aidan continued to fuck my pussy and finger my ass at an agonizingly slow pace. I needed more, so I reached down and starting to rub my clit hard.

  "You like that, don't you baby? Your ass is so tight and every time I put my finger in, your pussy clenches around me. I am going to cum so hard in you. I want to leave my cum in you so that you remember how much I want you when you feel it dripping back out. I'm getting so close, baby."

  I had no words to give him at that point. I was beyond speaking as I felt three different sensations at once. That mixed with his hot words had me panting. I was gripping the sheets with one hand while my other tried to help me find my release. Aidan wasn't hurting me, but his thrusts were getting harder. He was concentrating hard on pleasing me while bringing himself to the edge. I couldn't hold back any longer, and I started cumming hard. He cried out not long after.

  "Fuck, baby! Fuuucckkk!! I'm filling you so full of my cum. You have the sweetest pussy. I love you so much!" He was pounding into me as his orgasm coursed through him. I was continuing to feel the aftershocks of mine, and I laid my head on the pillows while he finished. He pulled out slowly when he was empty and kissed me several times all over my back. I rolled over on my back and looked up at him.

  "That was...wow. I never thought it could be like that with us. I can barely catch my breath."

  "I know, baby Thank you so much. I know this doesn't make everything go away, but I'm so glad you let me get close to you. I know it took a lot."

  I just nodded, afraid that I would cry if I spoke. Aidan got up and went into my bathroom. He came back with a warm wash cloth and washed me as I laid there. Every place he washed, he placed a kiss there, too. It was sweet and sad, and my heart and head were fighting again. I laid there naked in front of him with my guard down, an
d he wasn't making me regret it. When he was finished, he laid down next to me. I knew he wanted to hold me, but I wasn't ready. He sensed my hesitation and got up.

  "I know that you still need some time. I'm going to give it to you, but I don't want to. I want to be with you forever. I want to marry you. I want to earn your trust again. I will do anything. I won't come again until you tell me it is okay. I love you with all my heart, Tara. Please believe me." I sat up and rested against my hands while I watched him get dressed. I knew I had to choose my words carefully.

  "I love you, too, Aidan. So much. I still want to be your wife, but I need to get my head straight. I will be in touch. Just let me do this on my own. I promise we will talk every day."

  "Okay. I can do that. But I will never be far. Any time of the day or night you can come to me. At home, at the fire station, anywhere. You are my number one priority. And I will never touch you without permission and definitely not without love." With that he came and gave me a soft kiss on the lips and let himself out. I heard his truck backing out into the night while I got up.

  I put on my bathrobe and some slippers and headed downstairs. I was starving, so I heated up some leftover pizza. Reaching into my purse, I pulled out my phone and noticed I had two text messages. One was from Rob.