Chapter 11
CALEB
I kept whispering to her while the others were on the dance floor. I hadn’t forced the issue of anal because I figured we had all the time in the world. And besides, I was still working my way around her sweet as fuck pussy. But now the shit was on the table I wasn’t about to let it go. “Let’s go babe.” She had her head on my chest and I could tell my words were getting to her. She gets weak and boneless when I fuck with her like that.
“Caleb we just got here we can’t leave yet.” I put her hand on my rod beneath the table, she wasn’t the only one affected by my words of lust. “And remember that blow job you promised on the way home you can save that for another time. I have other plans for this one. Let’s go we have to make a stop on the way home.”
I helped her up from the table and we said hurried goodbyes as we passed our friends on the way out. I rushed her to the truck and strapped her in before climbing into the driver’s seat. “Keep your hand on my cock.” She gave me a mini hand job on the way to our first stop. I hopped out of the truck and went inside. Thank goodness my dress slacks hid my condition somewhat, but the place was nearly empty this time of night anyway.
“Hand.” She replaced her hand when I got back into the truck and tried nosing into the bag I’d brought back. “Stay out of there it’s a surprise.” I didn’t exactly do the Indy five hundred on the way home but it was close. I helped her down out the truck and took her inside. I knew there might be some embarrassment for what I had planned so I wasn’t giving her any time to think about what was about to happen to her.
“Strip babe.” I left her in the bedroom getting undressed while I headed into the bathroom to fill the double nozzle enema with warm soapy water. If I did this shit right she won’t have time to be embarrassed and it might turn into a fun time that she’d want to repeat. This is something I never tried but wanted to so it would be a new experience for both of us. “Get on the bed baby and close your eyes.”
I stripped on my way to the bed where she was lying as I’d told her to. Climbing up over her I fed her my cock while keeping the contraption hidden behind my back. “Suck me off babe I want you to get my cock as hard as it’s ever been.” I fucked her mouth going as deep as I could from this angle without choking her out. When my cock was iron hard I pulled out of her mouth and kissed her long and deep. “Okay I want you to straddle my chest backwards and keep sucking my cock.”
I helped her up into position kissing her neck and down her back until I reached her ass where I licked her. I’d greased up the nozzle but I also put some more on my finger and worked it into her tight ass up to the first knuckle. “Lean all the way over babe.” She leaned over with her head nearly touching my ankles. I gently inserted the nozzle and one of the balloons into her ass; she barely twitched at the invasion.
“Now sit on my cock.” I helped her slide down my cock until it was all the way inside her, then I started pumping the water inside her. “Ohh.” She moved faster on my cock as I controlled the water flow into her ass. I kept it slow for now, didn’t want to fill her up too soon.
“What are you doing captain? Unghhh.” She rode my cock, rolling her ass back and forth like she was trying to break the shit off at the root. I upped the flow until it was all done but kept pumping. “I feel so full in my pussy and my ass.” I grabbed onto her hips and pulled her on and off my cock as she went wild, her hands grabbing fistfuls of her hair as she screeched at me. “Fuck me harder.” I pounded up into her as hard as I could. This was the first time we’d fucked this raw where she didn’t cry for pain.
“I want to get deeper inside you get on your knees.” She stayed impaled on my dick as she got to her knees and I knelt behind her still with the pump in my hand. “Tell me if this starts to hurt.” She shook her head no and pushed back hard on my cock. “Feels so good don’t stop.” I smacked her ass cheeks a few times and she really got worked up then. She came harder and longer than she ever had before with her ass and pussy filled which gave me ideas for the future. Right now I needed to cum in the worst fucking way and the night had only just begun.
It didn’t seem like she was going to stop cumming any time soon and I was close. “Mouth.” I pulled out when she wound down a little and fed her my cock, which she gobbled down and sucked me off till I was dry. I love when she gets like this, when my cock is the only thing in her world. All her inhibitions disappear and she’s the most sensual being in the world. I brushed her hair back and sucked my mark into her neck in my favorite spot before sending her to the bathroom to clean up. She’d finally figured out what I’d had stuffed in her ass. The double balloon enema served two purposes. From her reaction I’m thinking that shit would be getting a workout. Now she has one up on her girls.
I laid on the bed and stroked my cock back to fullness while she did her thing. She came out of the bathroom a little red in the face but we didn’t have time for that shit. “Get over here baby the captain wants to eat.” I had her straddle my head backwards again. Somehow I love sucking her pussy from behind it seems a little raunchier that way. I spread her pretty pussy open and licked deep, teasing her before pulling out and going after her swollen clit. Her head bobbed up and down as she sucked my cock while I tongue fucked her.
While she was preoccupied with my tongue in her cunt I reached over and got the lube. I greased up her ass making sure to get some deep inside before passing her the tube. “Oil up my dick baby, it’s going in your ass so make sure you put on enough.” She greased up my pole while I took the last few swipes at her dripping pussy. I enjoyed the feel of her hand jacking my cock until it became too much then I pulled myself out from beneath her. “Stay there with your ass in the air.”
Kneeling behind her I teased her pussy with the tip of my cock before lining up and easing slowly into her ass. “Shh, it’s okay easy does it.” I let her get used to having two inches inside before feeding her more. “How’s that?” She nodded her head, which meant she was at the point of no return. Reaching around I pressed down on her clit as I eased a little more to her then pushed two fingers inside her pussy as I fed her the rest of my cock. “FUCK.” Her ass was like a vise around my cock, my head felt like it would blow the fuck off. I had to catch my breath but she was ready. She pushed back against me begging me without words to ass fuck her.
I started a slow glide into her ass just letting the sensations wash over me. I used my fingers in her pussy to keep her primed as I sped up my thrust into her ass. She never once complained. “You have my whole cock in your ass baby, that’s my good girl.” I kept fucking hard as she clamped down around me.
“Didn’t know… it would…feel…this…good. I’m cumming captain…please.” She shook and rocked as her pussy flooded my hand. I roared as I emptied my balls inside her ass.
Needless to say there was a lot of ass fucking going on in the McNamara home after that night two weeks ago. She has this look she gives me when she wants her enema play, which we’ve done twice more since the first time. My shy girl isn’t too shy about getting her ass fucked anymore. Morning evening, noon and night my poor dick is in use. Serves his greedy ass right, he’s met his match.
She seems a little more sure of herself now when we’re out in public though she hasn’t gotten to where I want her entirely. Lately she’s been acting kinda strange but I’m waiting for her to tell me what the fuck is on her mind. The way she’s been flitting around me for the last ten minutes I figure tonight’s the night. I kept my head in the book I’m reading pretending not to notice her strange behavior. She has to know that she can come to me with anything no matter what.
“Caleb?”
“Yeah babe?”
“Um, I need to ask you something.” I looked over to find her biting her lip and wringing her hands. Oh boy, I haven’t seen the hand wringing in a while. “Shoot beauty.” I put the book down and gave her my full attention.
“Well Nat and Fran wanted me to do this BBW calendar.”
“A
what?”
“It’s a calendar for big beautiful women.” I studied her for a minute before saying a word.
“Is there a TBW calendar?” She looked at me with her usual lost at sea look when I spring something on her.
“What’s that?”
“I’m guessing it would be thin beautiful women.” She laughed shyly and came to sit beside me. “I don’t think so babe. That’s a given.”
“That’s part of your problem, why can’t it just be beautiful women? If skinny women don’t have to stipulate their size why the fuck should you? Beauty is beauty it doesn’t have a size. What are you supposed to be wearing on this calendar?”
“Well that’s kinda what I needed to clear with you first. It will be um, lingerie.”
“You’ve lost your fucking mind, you’re not wearing lingerie on some fucking calendar are you nuts?”
“But Caleb, you’re the one who’s always telling me how beautiful I am I thought you’d be proud of me.”
“I don’t want half the men in the fucking state jacking off to pictures of my woman, no fucking way.” She rolled her eyes at me. “I’m pretty sure that’s not gonna happen.”
“Damn straight it’s not because you’re not doing it; and no pouting or it’s your ass. You knew before you asked what the answer was gonna be.”
“Fine I’ll just keep my fat self hidden.” She pulled a pillow in front of her and huffed. I guess the look I gave her sent up warning bells because her eyes widened and she swallowed hard. The arched brow was just the icing on the cake and she was off and running.
Chapter 12
CALEB
I heard the door slam upstairs but I wasn’t worried, she couldn’t lock it without the key. I found her on the bed with her back to the headboard, knees bent and her eyes peeping out over the covers she’d pulled up to her nose. I started getting undressed as I approached her not saying a word. The closer I got the farther up the bedhead she went trying to get away.
“What did you call yourself?”
“Nothing.” She looked around the room as though she was trying to find an escape; there was none.
I pulled her out by her ankles as she kicked and screamed. See she’s always mouthing off but never wants to bear the consequences. I pulled her clothes off roughly, fighting her flailing arms and legs as she breathed harder and harder. She knew better than to beg or even open her damn mouth less she makes things worse for herself.
When she was bare ass naked I dragged her over my knees. “How many times must I tell you about mouthing off at me huh?” I brought the flat of my hand down hard across her ass repeatedly until it was red and she was crying. She reached back to test the tenderness of her ass but I wasn’t done with her yet. Throwing her on the bed with her ass in the air I plunged into her making sure to slam into her heated ass.
“Ah Caleb, ouch.”
“Shh, this is what happens when you piss me off just a little. The next time you do something stupid it’ll be my whip on your ass.” I had no mercy as I fucked into her over and over. She kept saying she was sorry but that was just too little too late.
“You gonna be a good girl huh?” I held still buried balls deep because I could tell she was no longer feeling pain. She was into it now. “Uh huh.” She tried pushing back on my cock to get me to move up my pace. She has me wrapped around her damn finger and that’s why she thinks she can get away with shit. Every once in a while I have to rein her ass in and remind her just who she’s dealing with. I fucked her hard easing off each time she got close.
“Please captain I wanna cum.” I bet you do beauty. I kept at her for a good hour, bringing her to the brink and leaving her frustrated until she was in tears. When I’d had enough of her pussy’s heat I pulled out and slid into her ass until I was buried to the hilt. Four strokes and I began painting her insides with cum. She still hadn’t cum yet. I pulled out and walked away and into the shower.
When I was through in the shower I headed back downstairs to the couch not even sparing her a glance as she laid on the bed watching me. I heard the water turn on upstairs, this must be the first time we hadn’t showered together. That was one of our favorite things to do. She came down a bit later all soft and shy and crawled into my lap.
“I’m sorry.” She wrapped herself around me and buried her face in my neck. I kissed her head but didn’t answer her. I was still pissed at her for what she’d said about herself. The more I think I’ve made progress seems the more work I needed to do.
“Babe look at me, I love you.” Her eyes widened, I’d never said the words to her before. I’ve been showing her every way I knew how. Biding my time until she was ready but will she ever be ready?
“I…” She started to return the words but I cut her off.
“No I don’t want those words from you.” I saw the hurt but wouldn’t let it sway me. It was time she heard some hard truths, time she woke the fuck up. Being soft and easy wasn’t working the way I’d hoped.
“What why? She started to cry.”
“Because you cant love me if you don’t love yourself.”
“You’re hurting my feelings.”
“Yeah well you hurt mine every time you tell me that the woman I’m in love with is worthless, that she’s unworthy of my love.”
“You know I don’t like when you say stuff like that about yourself baby. I’ve told you about that shit. If you do it why wouldn’t others feel free to do the same? I love you Melissa, love you with everything that’s in me but I’m not playing that fucked up game with you.”
“When I first saw you I didn’t think ‘you know if she lost some weight I’d fuck her. No, I took one look at you and wanted to fuck, two conversations later I wanted to own you. Nothing I do or say seems to work for you. I’m trying to give you time; you’ve been off the pill almost a month now, I can’t wait to breed you, but I won’t.” That was the harshest thing I’d ever said to her. I’ve told her how much I wanted to have children with her but there was obviously still a lot that needed doing first.
“Caleb…”
“No baby. Last week I caught you with those diet pills bullshit that that twit Nat gave you. You were going to starve yourself for a week drinking water and pepper or some shit. The week before that it was the exercise routine fit for a body builder. All this shit tells me you’re not ready. What’s gonna happen if I get you with child and you start gaining weight? Are you gonna starve yourself to stay thin and harm my seed?”
“Let me ask you something babe? How you much weight do you want to lose?”
“I don’t know sixty pounds maybe?”
“And that will bring you down to what about one twenty? Tell me have you ever been that size before?”
“Well no, I’ve tried but it never works.”
“And why do you want to be that size?”
“Because I want to be happy.”
“I see and you’re not happy now, not even with me.” I started to push her the fuck off my lap because as much as I knew she’d been fucked with her whole life that shit hurt. She clung to me and won’t let go so I held her.
“No Caleb I don’t mean it that way, I just…it just seems like my life would be easier if I were thinner.”
“Your friend Fran she’s about that size right? Is she happy?” I know for a fact the pill popping bitch isn’t but I’m trying to get my naive baby to wake the fuck up.
“Well not all the time um…”
“So if you lose all this weight you think all your worries will miraculously melt away and you’ll live happily ever after without a care in the world.” See how stupid that sounds baby?
“When did you start disliking yourself baby?” Her face twisted with pain and she buried it in my neck. My heart hurt like fuck but I’d come too far to stop now. We had to get this shit put away once and for all because I wanted to move on with our lives.
There was so much I wanted to do with her and for her but I couldn’t do it now unless I knew she would really enj
oy it. How could I show her Europe or the Orient on the back of my ride if she had this dark cloud hanging over her staining everything?
Everywhere we went I could see her measuring herself up to other women and no matter how much I told her I loved her body it didn’t seem to matter. I realize now that she has to see herself. Accept herself and forget all the other voices in her head from fuck stupid people who were telling her she needed to change. It fucks with me that I’m not enough that having me isn’t enough. But maybe I’m looking at this shit the wrong way. The fuck I know? All I know is that I love her just the way she is but that’s no use if she doesn’t or can’t appreciate it.
I held her while she cried her heart out, running my hands through her hair. “You’re beautiful baby, you’re so fucking beautiful it hurts to leave you in the morning sometimes. At night when you go to sleep I look at your face wishing I could remember every aspect of it when you’re not with me. I feel joy when I see you here after a long fucked up day. Why can’t you feel the same? Why can’t you look in the mirror and just love what you see? Help me to understand babe talk to me.” She dried her face in my shirt and settled herself.
“I don’t hate myself, not really…it’s just that everyone seems to think that I would be better off if I lose the weight. And it does look like skinny girls have more luck. People don’t stare at them like there’s something wrong with them, like they have a disease. They can eat whatever they want and not get fat. Their lives just seem so much more happier than mine.”
I listened to what she had to say and realized that my baby had some serious issues. Nothing that me just telling her she was beautiful was going to fix. She either needed professional help or she needed to take a long hard look at herself. Every word that came out of her mouth was about what others thought though, so that gave me hope. Maybe if I could get her to say fuck what anyone thought and concentrate on herself and what it was she really wanted we could work it. I was about to take a gamble but I had to. For our future together I had to take the risk even if it killed me.
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