“I’ll lay it out for you babe. I don’t want you to lose weight I love every inch of you. But if this is something you think you need to do I can’t stop you. Just keep that in mind when you’re making your decision. It wouldn’t be fair of me to stand in the way of something you wanted, something you think you need to make you happy. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough to make you happy. Come on I’ll take you home.”
“What? Caleb no, don’t break up with me.” She held on tight, her whole body shaking and the tears came faster. I closed my eyes against the pain in her voice. Oh please help me to do this right. “I’m not leaving you, I just think you need some time alone to think about what it is that you want. I can’t make that decision for you and I won’t influence you because we’ll just be back here again and again and I’m not one for repeating myself so…”
CALEB
After I took her home that night I stayed away for three weeks. I didn’t talk to her on the phone, Skype, nothing. It was the longest two weeks of my fucking life. I worried about her constantly when I wasn’t pissed at her for being stupid. But the nights were the most horrible fucking times; it wasn’t even the fuck hot sex either. It was her just my girl. Felt like I’d severed a fucking limb. But I made myself stay away and hoped that she remembered everything I’d ever said or done to her. I hoped that my voice would drown out the negative ones she’s been carrying around her whole life.
When she called me at the end of the second week I was ready to climb the fucking walls but still I played it off. “How are you Melissa?” She’d caught me just as I was about to go change on base and head home to my empty house. Hearing her voice was like seeing the sun after weeks of darkness. I wanted to go get her right then and there, tell her to forget all the bullshit and just come to me. But she had to make that call. It was up to her if she was ready. Please be ready baby, fuck.
“Can I come home now? I want to come home.” I closed my eyes as my heart raced in my chest. I missed her voice she sounded so sweet, my sweet baby girl. “Where are you baby? No don’t cry shh, shh. Where are you?” She was at home so I told her to stay put and I’d come and get her. I did something I hadn’t done in years as I ran to my truck in a hurry. I drove off the base in full uniform. For some reason I never do that shit, I walk in with my uniform over my shoulder and walk out the same.
I wanted to pick her up and fuck her at first sight but I settled for a long kiss with my hands on her ass instead. We had some talking to do before we went there again. At least she looked the same; she hadn’t lost weight as far as I could see. I wasn’t going to start celebrating too soon though, I’d wait and hear what she had to say. “Let’s go babe I’m starved.”
I held her hand until we got down the stairs and to the truck. After strapping her in and closing the door I closed my eyes in a silent prayer. Please let her be okay. I could fight another man for her attention easy, but this shit was kicking my ass and I didn’t know how the fuck to fight it because it was in her head.
“So how’ve you been Melissa?”
“Miserable, I felt so lost Caleb. But I thought of what you said. It was hard searching myself and trying to remember when I’ve ever been happy. The happiest times of my life were with you and gran when she was alive. You’re the only two people who have ever loved me as I am, well except for Jen. Don’t get mad but in the beginning I tried that pepper water thing and not eating the things I like. It was awful, I was just making myself more unhappy so of course I started eating the way I do when I’m upset.”
“And how is that? How do you eat when you’re upset?”
“Do you really want to know? It’s not pretty.” I nodded my head and took her hand as I drove to the restaurant.
“Well the first day I ate a whole pie and ice cream. Then I hated myself for doing it so I threw out all the food out the fridge. Then I got mad at you for making me think about all this stuff and I ordered pizza and ate that. I was on a roller coaster for the first few days. I didn’t even go into the shop just let Harriet open and close on her own.”
“So you over eat when you’re upset, nothing wrong with that you just have to control it. Next time eat half a pie.”
“Caleb.”
“What? Telling yourself that you’re never gonna eat the shit you like ever again doesn’t make sense babe. There’s no reason you can’t eat what everyone else does. Food is not the enemy babe just learn portion control. We’ll get back to that later. Tell me what you did the rest of the time.”
“Well after I got over being mad at you I started looking in the mirror; I wanted to see what you see. I remembered the way you were always touching me. Or the way you look at me when we’re having sex. I still couldn’t understand what you saw. All I saw was fat and ugly, but then I remembered back to before I knew I was fat and ugly, when I was just a happy little girl. I also realized that I don’t eat all that much at all, no more than anyone else anyway. So why am I still this size ya know?”
“I guess this is just the way I’m made and there’s nothing I can do about that. So I’ve been trying my whole life to be something I’m not and can never be. It was scary to accept that this is always going to be my body. But then I realized that I felt that way because of society and what they think is beautiful and here I have the most gorgeous guy in the world who says he loves me just the way I am. I couldn’t figure out why I would be doing that to myself anymore if I’d already found the man of my dreams. So I guess I wasn’t doing it for me at all but for what others wanted or expected.”
“So did you learn to like Melissa a little bit baby?”
“No, I learned to love Melissa a lot; I’m not saying that I might not have a few bumps in the road but right now I feel good. I did a lot of reading too and went on line and found other women like myself. Did you know there’re now magazines just for plus size women?”
“Is that another one of those BBW things?” She rolled her eyes at me as I pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant. It felt so fucking good having her back where she belonged. No matter what happens in the future we’re never doing that shit again. Not even combat scared me as much as this shit. I didn’t know what the fuck she was going to end up doing? Didn’t know if my love was going to be enough to get her over that hurdle. I’m happy as fuck that it helped just a little.
Inside the restaurant I found us a table out of the way because I wanted to hold her hand. The army has a lot of fucked up rules and regulations about a man in uniform and what he’s allowed to do and not do. I studied her face taking it in like a man in the desert who’d found water. Her pictures hadn’t been enough after the second day to feed my need. I hated the thought that I might one day forget what she looked like, what she felt and tasted like.
We ordered our food and she told me some more about her three weeks away from me. How she locked herself in her condo, how she felt when I refused to take her calls. “I had to do that baby, you had to do this for you, not for me and not for anyone else. This is the person you have to live with for the rest of your life. I wanted, no needed you to come to terms with that and to see that you’re fucking perfect just the way you are.” The conversation grew light after that and I felt myself relax. She was going to be okay, we were going to be okay. Thank fuck. Now of course my mind ran to getting her naked as soon as fucking possible. My dick hadn’t been exactly quiet this whole time. He knew our girl on sight. Fucker was probably wondering what was the hold up.
I finally noticed that she was twitchy as fuck in her seat across from me as the waitress brought our food over. “What’s the matter beauty?” She blushed and looked around before settling her eyes back on me.
“It’s your uniform.” She bit her lip and blushed harder.
I grinned at her. “Makes you hot does it?”
“Well yeah.” I looked at her as her scent reached my fucking nose. “You hungry?” The food had just been placed on the table in front of us neither of us had taken so much as a nibble.
“U
h uh.”
“Let’s go.” I dropped some bills on the table and took her hand pulling her out of her seat. She was antsy as fuck as we walked to the truck.
“Babe you have to hold it down I can’t fuck you in this parking lot.”
“I’m trying but it’s been so long.”
I lifted her into the truck and belted her in before taking her mouth hard. Slamming the door I walked around to my side. “Open.” She opened her legs under her skirt and I pushed two big fingers under her panty leg and up inside her. She was wet and hot as fuck around my digits.
“Oh yeah you’re primed.” I pulled them out and sucked her juices off before starting up the engine and speeding off. I did ninety all the way home with my cock leaking down my leg. I slammed into park at the top of the driveway too much in a hurry to make it into the garage. No one was around to see us unless there were boaters out on the water but at this point I was too far gone to give a flying fuck. Three whole fucking weeks, never again.
I unzipped my pants and released my cock into my hand as I made my way around the back of the truck to her side. Pulling her out of her seat I turned her around and lifting her skirt I pulled her wet panties down her thighs and slammed into her from behind. “Fuck I missed your pussy baby.” She cried out as I started fucking her going balls deep with each thrust.
Those heels were good for something after all. They lined the pussy up just right with my cock. “Fuck…Yes…” I dug into her sweet tight pussy like a madman. She did her thing trying out her moves on me. Her body arched and curved as her pussy squeezed around my cock. I love watching the way her ass does that jiggle every time she pushes back on my cock. All that sweet flesh was just begging to be fucked. She did some kind of ass roll before pulling and up then slamming herself back on my cock. I guess that was my cue to get with it. Pushing my middle finger inside her I played with her tight asshole as I fucked her hard and deep.
“That’s right, fuck that cock baby.” She danced on my cock giving it everything she had. I planted my feet and watched her fuck my cock like she knows she owns it. Reaching up and under I went after her tits. I heard the material tear as my fingers found gold. “I want those tits in my hands.” She lifted a little so I could palm her tits as I started pounding into her making her whole body shake.
Her ass moved with each heavy thrust making my head spin. She was slamming back into me so hard she almost rocked me off my legs. I held onto her hips and dug in deeper until we both came hard and loud. I think she scratched my leather seats but I didn’t give a fuck about that either. Fuck I came inside her I wonder if she noticed?
“My boy doesn’t want to come out of there baby, he missed his mama.” My cock was still hard and hungry and I was waiting for him to give a little before pulling out but my girl had other ideas. She pulled off and dropped to her knees sucking my wet sticky cock into her mouth. “Fuck baby.” I played in her hair as she cleaned her pussy off my cock.
“Let’s go I want you on a flat surface.” I helped her up and took her into the house. She looked a mess with her dress half torn and one shoe on and one off. We were both stripping by the time we reached the bedroom. I almost took my damn foot off trying to get out of my boot.
Sitting on the edge of the bed I pulled her between my thighs. “You wanna ride or you want me to fuck?”
“I want you to fuck. I missed being under you.”
“Fair enough hop in.” She lied back on the bed and opened up her legs wide. I could see my cum seeping out of her pussy. I dug my fingers inside her and scooped out as much of it as I could reach. “Open.” She opened her mouth so I could feed her my cum from her pussy. “I missed your sweet pussy baby.” I climbed over her and eased my cock home. “Open wider baby…good girl, now let me know when you get tired and I’ll hold them.”
“Okay Caleb.” She held her legs over her arms keeping her pussy open for me.
“You missed me?” I rocked into her nice and slow. I was in no hurry now that I’d broken one off inside her, now I can take my time and enjoy. “Yes I missed you.”
“I missed you too baby, I missed that sassy mouth of yours, that smile, but most of all I missed this.” I pulled halfway out and looked down between us before sliding back in. “For the first few days my boy didn’t know what the fuck was going on, he got spoilt. Being inside you all day everyday, then nothing. It was rough.”
“I’m sorry.”
“No need to be sorry baby, welcome home.” I marked her in my favorite spot on her neck and felt my cock jump. It had been way too long since I’d marked my woman.
“I’m gonna fuck your pussy hard now then I’m gonna finish in your ass baby so cum quick.”
She threw her pussy up at me sucking my dick all the way in. She still made those fuck hurt noises but she took my pounding into her like a good girl until she screamed and shook all over my cock. When she was calm again I slipped out of her pussy and into her tight ass. I finger fucked her while I fucked her ass with my cock that didn’t seem to be in any hurry to go down. It was going to be a long fucking night while I reclaimed what was mine.
Chapter 13
CALEB
Things have been going better than I expected I have to say. It’s only been a few days since she came home but in that time I’ve seen a more relaxed, carefree girl. The first time she dropped her towel and walked towards me without any provocation I knew we were on the right track. I spend even more time looking at her body as she lays in bed now than I did before. Maybe this time she’d see that I really and truly adore her curves. We were going out tonight, she doesn’t know it but it’s a test. I want her to hold her head up when we’re together and women try to catch my eye. Instead of ducking her head and finding fault with herself. I’m hoping like fuck she gets it.
“What are you doing in here baby? I thought we were going out on the boat?” She was puttering around in the bedroom in just her panties. My cock turned to iron when she bent over the bed to pick up something. She didn’t even duck or run for cover, something she would’ve done before. I felt so proud. “I can’t find that nice outfit you got me to wear, you know the sailor suit thing?” I walked over to the closet where I’d seen it last but a quick look at my watch showed we had about four hours before dinner. It would take me at least an hour or two to get enough of her pussy. I’m thinking boating day will have to wait.
“Forget it babe you took too long.” She looked over her shoulder at me and I realized she’d been looking for an earring in the bed. “What we’ve got time.” She checked her watch and frowned at me. I guess she got the idea when I dropped my jeans and pulled my shirt off over my head before heading for the drawer with the lube.
“Stay just as you are baby, just lose the underwear.” She wiggled out of her sexy bikini panties with a grin and threw them over her shoulder at me. Pure confidence, my dick grew even harder. When I reached her I pulled her hair back and fed her my tongue while rubbing the leaky head of my cock between the crack of her ass.
“Should I eat your pussy first hmm? Would you like that? Bend over.” I bent her over the bed and spread her open. She wiggled her hips trying to give me a fucking heart attack. One man should not be this fucking lucky. I sniffed her inhaling her wonderful scent. “You smell good enough to eat babe.”
“Stop teasing captain and get to work.” She was a feisty little thing these days, bossing me around in bed. She was still my sweet shy girl out of it though, letting her man run shit. I think that’s just her natural way, and that’s just the way I like her. I tied her up and fucked her last night and she liked it well enough so I’m thinking we might be adding that to our routine. “Hurry, hurry, hurry, we haven’t got all day.”
I licked her pussy making her sigh before shoving my tongue all the way home and pulling out again. “Should I get the whip sassy?” She held still while I grinned. She hates getting her ass whipped, spankings are okay but the whip scares the shit out of her. Good for her she only gets it when she’s bad
, and she tries so hard to be good. “I’ll be good captain sorry.” I pulled her pussy back onto my tongue and ate her until she was a blubbering mess then stood up to get the lube I’d dropped on the bed. I decided to tease her even more because of her mouth.
I loved doing this. Thrusting my cock back and forth between her ass cheeks. I held them closed around my dick as I fucked up and down before sliding nice and easy into her oiled up ass. My girl was still new to getting her ass fucked so I had to go easy on her for now.
I took it nice and slow as I eased more of my cock into her, pulling her back onto my dick. I reached around and pinched her nipples hard and she screamed. She doesn’t like pain but I’m easing her into that shit too because I like a little kink with my fucking. “ I got some clamps for your nipples and your pussy. Since you’re so brave we’ll try those soon. Now fuck my cock baby.”
I planted one foot on the bed for a better angle as she stood at the side bent over with me behind her drilling into her ass. My cock went in deep on the next thrust and she screeched. “Easy baby, easy.” I gentled her with soothing strokes of my hands and kisses on her neck.
She rocked back and forth on my cock as I slid in and out until I couldn’t take the slow shit anymore. Grabbing onto her hips I fucked into her until I felt my balls begin to tingle. Reaching around I pushed two fingers inside her wet cunt and teased her clit with my thumb. Sometimes pressing down on it, sometimes rotating. She screamed again and filled my hand with pussy juice.
As soon as I felt my balls tightening I pulled out and with one hand still buried inside her stroked the cum from my nuts all over her lower back and ass. “Don’t move.” I went into the bathroom to get cleaned up and returned with a cloth to clean her up. She was exactly where I’d left her. I knelt behind her after cleaning her up and sucked on her fat pussy again until my cock was back in the game.
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