by K. Renee
“Angela, what the fuck are you doing?” Grams asked.
“Oh, shut the hell up, mom. You never saw no wrong in these bitches. All of y’all teamed up coming down on me for years. Y’all never wanted to see me happy. When their dad died you consoled them, not giving a fuck how I felt. Now I don’t give a fuck about y’all, or what happens to you. All I want is to kill y’all asses and take this little girl out of here. I don’t give a fuck about those babies.”
“You not taking my daughter no damn where!” Ciera yelled.
“Bitch, that is not your daughter. Kenya said you was trying to take her daughter. Damn, you tried stilling her man and her kid huh?” Angela retorted.
“Angela, you know you have fucked up right? You have come into this man’s home and fucked with his woman and children. He is the deadliest man on this side of the globe, and you fucking with him and his brother,” Grams yelled at her, with tears rolling down her face.
“Angela, you gone die, and at this moment I could care less if you did. That is some hard shit to say about your own mother, but you have literally fucked all the way up. We are your daughters and you decided in you demented, crazy fucking mind that we did something to you! But if you think you gone walk out of here with my baby girl and harm my grandmother and sister. Bitch you crazier than I thought!” Ci gritted out, it was like something had taken over her body and she turned into someone else.
“All I know is that you stopped giving a fuck about us years ago. What you are doing to us right now is just icing on the cake. Your nigga was going to rape me, and you were going to let him. It’s sad to see you this way. A woman that is supposed to love and cherish us. We are the same daughters that you carried for nine months, and now you trying to kill us? Even if you live, which I don’t think you will, you will still be dead to me, there is nothing that can repair this shit,” I told her. Angela was sick, and in her mind we just said fuck her. All of this shit over a nigga that would rather fuck your daughter than you.
“Yeah, I was going to let him. I saw him watching you all the time, he even told me that he wanted to fuck you one good time, and as a gift I told him to go ahead. That was my man, and whatever he wanted I was going to give it to him,” this bitch said, and I went to charge at her, but she held her gun up, ready to shoot my ass.
“Angela, put the gun down baby. I don’t care how you feel about me, but these girls don’t deserve this. If you want to kill somebody, kill me but leave my granddaughters alone. These girls are doing well and have some awesome men in their lives, don’t harm them,” Grams spoke up, and I cried because my grandmother was just it for me.
She would rather die than let someone harm us. Now that is how you are supposed to love your children. But I will never let my grandmother take a bullet for me, fuck that. I knew it was hard for grams to pull that gun. I saw Kari standing in the corner by the door of the nanny’s bedroom. When the door eased open and Kari was pulled in, I moved closer to Grams and placed my arms around her. Angela never noticed that Kari, was no longer in the room. I pray that my niece, and nephew didn’t get hurt because I knew Angela’s time was up.
Chapter Thirty – Eight
Zelan
When we made it to the house, we heard the conversation between that nothing ass bitch, and the ladies. I was ready to light her ass up, but Juelz had a point about his kids being in the room. So, we couldn’t just go in shooting. Jeff eased the door open from the nanny’s room, Kari saw him and stepped to him. Once she was close enough, he pulled her in. Kari was taken to our mom, Juelz didn’t want her in the house.
“I’m about to step in the room, I need to be inside so that I can have a full visual of her and my children,” Juelz said, and I was with that shit, but he wasn’t going alone.
“I’m with it, I’m going in with you,” I told him, and he nodded. We walked out of the room and down the hall to the nursery. Juelz and I both stepped in the room guns drawn. Angela turned her gun on us, and I was instantly ready to slide this bitch. What a hateful ass woman, what mother does this shit?
“Welcome to the party. I see you think you came to save your women but that won’t work. I may be out numbered but one of them is going to die,” she yelled.
“Why don’t you put the gun down, and nobody has to die,” Juelz said to her.
“Fuck you, I don’t care what you say. I’m going to take that little girl and we are leaving….” Angela said, and her words trailed off because she now knew that Kari wasn’t in the room.
“Bitch, you stupid! You came in here thinking you were going to walk out alive, and with my niece!” I screamed. The babies started crying and Ciera went to make a move and Angela let off a shot. Another shot was fired, and Ari shot her mother in the chest. Angela hit the ground. I moved towards Angela, and she wasn’t breathing, the bitch was dead. Juelz told Jeff to call this one in, we knew the police would be here shortly.
“My god, I tried to save her, but she wouldn’t listen to me!” Ma Lai cried out. Ciera was crying and my wife was just standing there in a daze.
“Babe give me the gun. Are you alright?” I asked, as I walked up to her.
Ari shook her head, and then fell into my arms. This whole scene is just so fucked up. The ladies were a mess, and Ciera wasted no time getting the babies out of the room. I grabbed Ma into my arms and held her along with my wife, we were going to get through this together. “I love you both, I know you did everything you could do ma. Never forget that sometimes a person can just lose themselves and Angela was truly lost.”
“Ma come on the police is on the way and we need to handle this. I love you, and everything is going to be alright. I got you with whatever you need. Ari, we are going to get through this sis. You had to do what you had to do, none of this is your fault,” Juelz said, as he kissed Ari on the forehead and pulled Ma Lai into his arms. Ten minutes later the police showed up and took everyone’s statements and watched the video feed. They finally got Angela out of the house and we all sat around to talk.
“I tried to get my mother the help she needed, we all did. But to just want to kill us, I just can’t get that through my mind,” Ciera said, with tears falling.
“She just lost it babe, when you on those types of drugs it just takes your mid somewhere else, and she just lost it.”
“She shot at you Ci, I was not taking a chance. I had to make a move. I really didn’t care where it hit her,” Ari told Ci, and I had to agree. I would have rather she hit her ass, than Ciera getting hurt.
“We did all we could do for her, I don’t want you two blaming yourself for her not being a real mother. I’m hurting because she was my daughter, but I also was in that room and know what she did and said. I would like to give her a proper burial, and we move on with our lives,” Ma Lai stated.
“Anything you want ma,” Juelz told her, and we all agreed with her. My grandfather had called and said he was on his way here to be with Lai, and I think that was a good idea. The two had begun seeing each other, and he said that was his woman and he was going to marry Lai. Ma decided to stay with Juelz and Ciera. Ari and I left to go home. I needed to make sure my wife was good. Killing your mother, is some heavy shit so I know she felt some type of way about that.
“Babe, I love you, I just want to make sure you gone be straight. If you feel like you need to talk to me, or anyone else you just tell me, ok?” I told her, as we laid in the bed.
“Z, I’m going to be alright. In my mind she didn’t give a fuck about us, and she was going to harm Ci and I couldn’t have that. I will never be that type of mother to our baby, I promise you will never have to worry about that,” she said looking at me with tears in her eyes. “I know baby, I wasn’t worried one bit.”
A month had passed, we buried Angela and only close family was there. The ladies seemed to be doing alright with it, I guess as time goes by the pain will get easier.
Chapter Thirty – Nine
Ciera
Two Months Later:
Today was the day of Ari and Zelan’s gender reveal that I was hosting. Things have pretty much calmed down since my mother passed. We were back into our daily routine; my lash bar will open next month, I was so excited about that. Once, I got it up and running I plan to open more in different cities.
“You got everything you need for today, beautiful?” Juelz asked.
“Yeah, they are setting up outside now. This should be a fun day,” I told him.
“Yeah, it should be a great day. I’m so glad all the negative shit is behind us and we can live,” he said walking up to me and pulling me in for a kiss.
“Daddy, you can’t kiss on mom, she said all her kisses were for me, Laila, and LJ,” Kari boasted as she ran in the room. She went to her dad a couple of weeks ago and asked could she call me mom. Juelz told her if it was ok with me, then it was ok with him. When she asked me, I swear I cried, because that little girl was indeed my daughter.
“You, your brother, and your sister will have to share your kisses from your mother with me, don’t be stingy,” Juelz told her, and I just smiled.
“Ok, I guess it’s ok,” Kari said.
“Come on Ci, the family is here,” Juelz said as he picked Laila up, and I picked up LJ and we went down stairs.
“Ari, you look so cute and your baby bump is so adorable,” I told her, as I laid LJ down in his swing.
“Awww thanks Ci, I’m ready to eat though. This food smell good as hell,” Ari spoke as we heard a horn. Zelan, was riding around the house on his scooter, and Kari was right behind him with hers, and her music playing.
“Y’all so shot out for this,” Ari said, laughing.
“Sis, how are you doing with the whole Angela thing?” I asked her.
“I’m good,” Ari said.
“That’s great, let’s go get started so we can feed you,” I stated, and we went outside to get the show on the road.
“Ok, everyone, Ari and Zelan you both have a cupcake in front of you. You will bite into it at the same time.”
“Don’t eat the cupcake, son and not take it out to look at it,” Mom Simone stated, and we laughed because Zelan was greedy.
“Hell, Simone you need to tell Ari’s ass that too,” Grams yelled out.
“Y’all not gone talk about me and my wife," Zelan said.
“On the count of three, 1..2..3!” we all yelled, as we counted, and they bit into the cupcakes. Everyone was screaming “It’s a girl!” Ari and Zelan was having a girl. We all ran and hugged Ari and Zel. I was going to be an auntie to a beautiful niece.
“Man, I’m having a daughter!” Zelan yelled and we all clapped, he was so happy, and Ari just cried watching him. Toya and Meek was on the outs and I mean big time, he didn’t even speak to her ass. I will get the scoop on that later, I knew what happened in the club, but I need to know what’s up with them. Everyone had left, and Juelz said he wanted me to take a ride with him. Ma Lai, Santiago, Ari, and Zelan was staying at the house tonight. He said we will be back tomorrow sometime. Awwww shit, a night away with my man is what I needed. When we arrived on the landing strip, I looked at him.
“Babe, we are going somewhere? What about the kids?”
“The kids are fine beautiful, everyone is with them and they have a nanny there. Let’s just enjoy the night. No worries, alright?” he said.
“Ok, no worries,” I told him. We boarded the jet, and I was blown away. There were flowers everywhere and a table with a table cloth on it.
“They will set the rest of it, when we get in the air,” Juelz said, I wanted them to hurry up, so we sat down and buckled up for takeoff. About thirty minutes later, the flight attendant that works on Juelz’s flights, came and set everything up for us.
“Baby this is so nice, thank you!”
“You don’t have to thank me, you are a blessing to me. I wanted to show you how much I love you, and appreciate you,” Juelz said.
“Awww, thank you baby, this is so amazing. I love you, you make me the happiest I have been in my life,” I told him, and he smiled.
“Well, it’s my job to keep it that way,” Juelz said, as we finished eating. H.E.R “Every Kind of Way,” started and playing and Julez stood and reached for my hand. “May I have this dance beautiful lady?” he said, and I stood, and danced with my man. When the song ended Juelz went down on one knee, and I swear the water works started. I prayed for this, and for this man daily. All I wanted was for us to be happy together.
“Beautiful lady, it took me a while to decide where I wanted to do this proposal. I didn’t know if I wanted our family to be with us, or if I wanted to do this in private. I decided to do it here in the air, because this is where we connected in the most vulnerable way. Where we conceived our children, and where I fell in-love with you. It was as if the world had shifted, when our heart, mind, soul, and bodies connected, and our souls connected. I need you, and I breathe your very existence. The love I have for you is unmatched and will never waiver. I love you Ciera Voss from the deepest part of me, thank you for my children, thank you for accepting my daughter as your own. Baby, please do me the honor of becoming my beautiful wife,” Juelz said, as I continued to cry, and he was crying too.
“Oh baby, yes, I will marry you!” When he slid that ring on my finger, it was truly a symbol of our love, and oh my god it was beautiful. We held onto each other for a while, and god when he kissed me my body was in flames. We walked to the bedroom, and he turned the music on, and then came back to me. Our lips crashed together, he began kissing my neck, and ripping my clothes off of my body. He laid me on the bed and kissed the inside of my thighs, as he worked his way to my folds spreading my pussy apart licking from the crack of my ass all the way up to my pearl, he pulled it in his mouth and latched on with pressure.
“Babbbbby ohhh fuckkk, you suck my pussy so good,” I moaned.
“I’m going to suck this pussy for the rest of our lives,” he growled out.
“I’m cummmming baby, oh my god I can’t hold it.” He jumped up as I was cumming, and slid his dick in me so fast I wasn’t able to think. It was so sensitive, and he continued to pound me, hitting my spot. He pulled out of me, lifted me up, and slid back in me fucking me while standing. The dick was fucking amazing.
“Bounce on that shit Ci, give me my pussy,” he said as he drilled my insides.
“Urrggggggghh! Aaaaaahhhhh! Fucckkkkkk, this pussy deserves an award!” Juelz spoke, and was cumming all in my cave, and so was I. We laid in bed holding each other, and I was just in heaven. I couldn’t have asked for a better proposal or a better man. He was everything that I ever needed, and I can’t wait to become Mrs. Ciera Kassom.
Chapter Forty
Juelz
A month had passed, and we were at our beach home in Grand Turks. Ciera and I decided that we wanted to be married on this beautiful island with our family and friends. Our wedding is set for this evening, and I was more than ready. I dreamed of this day with the woman God intended for me to marry. My life was complete, and I couldn’t wait to call Ciera my wife.
“Hey daddy, you know you can’t see my mommy, it’s bad luck,” Kari stated. I jumped off the bed and kissed my baby all over her face and held her tight.
“I love you, baby, don’t ever forget that,” I told her.
“I know daddy, you’re my daddy. You always love me, silly. Daddy, you are acting weird, I’m going to see mommy,” Kari yelled, as she ran off. Kari was the most excited out of all of us, she keeps running to tell me that I can’t see her mommy. I received a text from Ciera.
My wife: Hey handsome, meet me on the balcony.
Me: Beautiful lady, Kari, takes this not seeing the bride before the wedding seriously.
My Wife: You won’t be able to see me, the girls put something up to block the view.
Me: Ok…
The room I was staying in for the night was next door to Ciera’s room. The rooms have private balconies. I stepped out onto the balcony and they did have something up to block my view.
“Juelz,” Ciera called out.
“Yeah, baby, I’m here,” I told her.
“Baby, I miss you, and can’t wait to see you. I wish the wedding would have been earlier instead of this evening. I haven’t seen you since last night and I need you,” Ciera whined.
“Beautiful, it will be worth the wait I promise you that. This day is going to be one of the best days of my life. Besides having my children Ci, I have something to tell you. I was going to wait until after we were married, but this is a good time to tell you.”
“What is it?” she asked.
“Baby, Kari and I were tested. I couldn’t do it Ciera. I had to know, I mean she is my daughter regardless, but in my heart, I needed to know.”
“Well, what are the result’s baby?” Ci yelled out.
“She is my daughter, Ci. That beautiful little girl is my daughter, I just read the letter before she barged in the room. I just held her tight, and told her I loved her,” I said.
“Is that why she came in calling you a weirdo?” Ciera asked laughing and I couldn’t help but laugh myself. My daughter was a very funny little princess.
“Yes, that’s why,” I stated.
“It’s almost time handsome, I will see you soon. I love you, and don’t you ever forget that. I’m so happy your heart is at ease,” Ci stated.
“I love you too, see you soon,” I replied, and walked back in. Is everything setup,” I asked Zelan, when he walked in my room.
“Yesss sirrr, the shit you did is all the way dope,” Zelan boast.
“You think she will like it?” I asked.
“Say what? If she doesn’t I will,” Zelan responded, and we burst out laughing.
“You a fool. Is everyone downstairs already?” I asked, as I finished getting dressed. “Yeah, they down there getting their drink on. How do you like mom’s boyfriend Tony?” Zelan asked.