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let alone a free drink.
This greenhorn soldier left
firing blanks from his submachine gun.
At the foot
of the village’s clay walls and crumbling reed fences
balsam prospered, flowering
no matter who went or didn’t.
A Cow in Gangneung, 1953
War
affects cows, too,
dogs, too.
The war
made not just the eyes of humans
but the eyes of animals bloodshot.
During spring plowing,
one cow would not obey.
Urged on:
This way!
This way!
it just flopped down on the ground.
Shin O-man of Gangneung put up with that.
As Shin O-man’s son
was pouring out the boiled cattle feed
he was gored
and one horn pierced his thigh.
Shin O-man couldn’t put up with that.
With his wooden club.
he gave the cow a blow on the back
War
drives humans mad,
cows too!
He considered selling it,
then, calming down,
decided to wait
a little longer.
Seeing as how the long-drawn-out negotiations for an armistice
are almost over, surely the war is heading away
from our cow, all that we have
and part of the family.
Kim Jong-ho
His mother,
his younger sister,
and his two younger brothers
were caught and killed by the departing commander of the People’s Army.
Kim Jong-ho, who ran away and so survived,
caught the commander’s daughter,
dragged her into an empty house,
raped her, then killed her.
He also caught another commie’s wife,
raped her, then killed her.
He killed in that way
three times,
or four,
or five,
then, on a full-moon night,
climbed to a hilltop and wailed.
After that he drank every day.
He smashed the window of the tavern.
He grabbed the bar-girl by the hair and swung her around.
The neighbourhood menfolk
carted him off,
his limbs flailing.
He went away. Somewhere.
His house was sold off.
Sim Bul-lye
The war was over.
The war had lasted three years which felt like thirteen.
The near-empty crocks on the storage terrace made whining sounds.
The blue sky descended
on the soy sauce left in the crocks
and wept salty tears.
Early summer,
on the sixth day of the Armistice,
she appeared at Daejeon railway station
wearing a nylon skirt
and a nylon blouse
she’d been storing somewhere,
and sporting a parasol:
Sim Bul-lye.
Almost all who intended to return to Seoul were back.
Daejeon too had gone back to being the same old Daejeon.
The sky alighted close by.
Sunlight poured down on the parasol,
repaired some days before;
sweat pearled on the young woman’s breasts.
Yi Song-won, the boy from Gasuwon
who had come visiting every night in her dreams
no longer visited.
He had come visiting every night
since being killed while fighting in the Iron Triangle.
His mother called a shaman;
only after a costly exorcism
was his soul set to rest.
That day she was off to visit her aunt in Jochiwon.
Her aunt who’d been inviting her at every turn:
‘Call on me,
call on me.’
So she set off.
She did the washing, cooked the rice,
finished the sewing, swept the yard,
nursed her father,
drew water at dawn,
drew water at night
Finally, free of housework at last,
she went flying along.
What kind of man did her aunt have her eye on?
She could guess why her aunt wanted her to visit.
She might look young,
but deep inside
she knew what was what.
Sim Bul-lye.
Bak Yeong-man
As a child, he was best at the Thousand-Character Classic.
Ikki eon, ikki jae, on ho, ikki ya…
as he finished the last line of the Classic,
his flushed face looked cute.
Bak Yeong-man,
a boy with a good-looking prick –
like a distended ripe pepper when he pissed.
A boy good at twisting thin straw ropes
like his father,
Bak Yeong-man.
In the war he lost a leg.
Field hospital, then
military hospital.
After a long fight,
at the end of long treatment,
he returned to his hometown
with a false leg,
on a crutch.
His neighbours threw a party for him
with makgeolli and dried fish.
The barley fields were the same as before.
The mill was gone,
the miller’s daughter Sun-yeong was gone.
They said she’d married a refugee from Seoul.
Damn it!
By the time he’d smoked two cigarettes, he’d got used to despair.
He relieved himself.
Seok Nak-gu
Old Syngman Rhee was quick to run away.
He left Seoul in secret
a day ahead
of American ambassador Muccio.
In the official residence of the governor of South Chung-Cheong province,
Rhee ate buckwheat noodles
with his wife Francesca.
His face was contorted.
Once Suwon was threatened
he left Daejeon
for Daegu.
He had been the first to run,
leaving everyone in Seoul behind.
He fled, deceiving the people into thinking
that the President was still in Seoul.
Is that how he did things during the Independence Movement?
He hated the insecurity of Siberia,
Manchuria,
and China.
He sought out safety with wealthy America.
If you talked about that carelessly,
the bar owner reported you as a red.
Dragged away by Counter-Intelligence,
soon you couldn’t walk.
Drunkard Seok Nak-gu
was sentenced to three years in prison,
three years confirmed on appeal,
reduced to two-and-a-half by the highest court.
His daughter lost the offer of a job she had got.
Her engagement, too, was broken off.
Outside, night rain grumbles.
Inside, Seok Nak-gu grumbles:
In Hawaii, old Syngman Rhee collected donations from the Korean labourers.
He easily earned honorary degrees from prestigious universities.
Wherever he went, he created factions, dividing the Korean community.
That old scoundrel!
Street Broadcaster Choi Dok-gyeon
One day in late June when it rains often,
at Seoul Radio Station under the People’s Army,
the president of Korea University, Hyeon Sang-yun,
the novelist Yi Gwang-su,
the assemblyman Jo Heon-yeong,
made broadcasts denouncing Syngman Rhee:
‘The South’s puppet clique is doomed.
The South’s reactionary leader Syngman Rhee should kill himself.’
‘Daejeon is still Republic of Korea territory,’
the novelist Choi Dok-gyeon declared,
countering the broadcasts from Seoul
with streetside broadcasts and posters.
Making street broadcasts,
he travelled beyond Daejeon southward
to Nonsan, Iri, Jeonju, Gunsan,
and as far as Mokpo.
Much of the time, he walked;
if he found a friendly truck he would ride.
‘Our ally in freedom, the American Army is coming.
Take heart.
The invasion by the Kim Il-sung faction will soon be repulsed.
Don’t believe the broadcasts from Seoul
by leaders who have sided with the reds;
they speak under duress.’
When he returned to Daejeon,
after having made it all the way to Mokpo, to Songjeong-ri,
Syngman Rhee had quit Daejeon
and moved to Daegu.
When he arrived in Daegu,
Syngman Rhee had made a detour
and gone down to Busan.
Choi Dok-gyeon, the author of Sorrowful Song of a Buddhist Temple,
the dandy Choi Dok-gyeon
travelled on, soaked in sweat, hoarse with broadcasting.
Busan was the last remaining tip of Korea.
He stared at the sea off Taejong Cape.
His street broadcasts were done.
He went back to being a first-class lecher, a second-class journalist, and a third-class writer.
Gi-seon’s Mother
Gi-seon’s mother in Gunsan’s Oryong-dong wore loose working trousers
from the day she got married.
She had to patch the worn knees
over and over again.
She was fully accustomed to poverty.
Yu Sang-ho’s family, five refugees from Jangyeon in Hwanghae province
were living in the barn of Geum-sik’s house.
The wife had to support her sick husband
and three kids.
Buying plaice, sole and other kinds of fish wholesale
and putting them in a rusty tin washbasin,
she went around village after village selling them.
Times she came home with fish left in the basin.
She was always starving.
The traces of beauty in days gone by
were all faded, withered.
Gi-seon’s mother went to the kitchen,
prepared a meal with the rice she was so frugal of
and served it with kimchi on a cheap tall serving tray.
She also gave her some barley
in exchange for three of the unsold fish.
Poor people must look after poor people.
Who else will?
Saying that, Gi-seon’s mother gave that refugee wife a comb.
If you comb your tangled hair
your parting will look nice, she said.
Page from the Diary of a Youth Who Butt-flogged Kafka
Today is the eighth anniversary of the start of the Korean War.
It’s also my big brother’s seventh death anniversary.
Eight years since the war started
and in South Korea today there’s no right wing,
only the extreme right wing.
In the eyes of the far right
everything’s ultra-left.
Dogs are reds, pigs are reds,
even ghosts are reds.
The Armistice Line is still a battle line.
Land of ever-unchanging far right.
In this country
you’re not allowed to sing about red flowers.
You’re not allowed to paint red sunsets.
My blood is definitely not red.
A red skirt received as war relief
must be dyed black before you wear it.
In the summer of the eighth year after the war started,
my friend became a poet.
He recited a poem about snow glowing white
Another friend had his first exhibition of paintings,
composed entirely of abstracts in black and white.
He trembled at the very thought of pink.
The anti-communist league must be getting bored.
They say one of the league’s top executives
shouted in a bar:
Something must happen.
We must make something happen!
I’ve thrown out Kafka.
Oppose communism.
Eradicate communism.
Conquer communism.
I must join the anti-communist league.
Then I’ll be more confident,
for the world will be mine.
Within a few years
I must get promoted, become one of the league’s top executives.
I’ve thrown out Kafka.
Yeong-seop’s Mum
The earth keeps sufficient women alive.
War.
Massacres by rightists and leftists.
You who survive
must erect walls of straw mats on the ashes
and begin life again.
You need to set up a rice-cauldron.
You need to make bitter smoke rise up
like the sound of crying.
Cauldrons have been women’s work for centuries.
Mulberry trees have been women’s work for centuries.
There have to be women.
Only if there are women
can the empty places left by the dead
be filled with new-borns.
Only if there are women
can the stupid men,
when they return home weary of the rough world,
find strength to go back into the world.
After Yun Seong-su’s wife lost her husband
she remarried before the three years’ mourning were over
and became the wife of Hwang Yeong-mo.
A baby was born at once.
The kids from her first husband
were Min-gu
and Sang-gu.
Then the newborn arrived
and she became known as Yeong-seop’s Mom.
Amidst utter poverty she was always brimming with energy.
That was lucky.
Just after Yeong-seop turned one
she got pregnant again.
From the end of dawn until midnight
she was out in the fields,
or hulling barley in a mortar
then she had to go and pick mulberry leaves
and after mulberry leaves
she would pick mulberries and give them to Yeong-seop.
She would walk twenty li to market and sell greens
then buy shoes for Min-gu
and Sang-gu.
On the way back home
her breasts heavy with milk, she would hurry along.
Baby must be hungry.
Her whole body soaked in sweat.
What black eyebrows she had!
Just like charcoal.
From behind, the other women would joke:
she’s walking fast as a mule
because she wants to hug her husband.
From ahead, Yeong-seop’s Mum replied briefly:
I have to nurse the baby first,
then hug hubby or swallow him.
A Mouse
After the bombing
a gaunt mouse came along.
He was glad.
‘How hungry you must be!’
Legless Gi-cheol threw his wooden pillow,
knocked the animal senseless,
cooked and ate it.
He cooked and ate the scream the mouse made
as it died.
W
hen would the war end?
The Fiancée
Kim Sin-ok got engaged to Bak U-hwan
although her family objected.
If he goes off to war he’s dead.
You want to get spliced with him?
They got engaged regardless.
Because her second brother Sin-jeong
had been killed at the battle of Waegwan
or the battle of Yeongcheon, they reckoned
anyone joining the army was on his way to the other world.
Since they were engaged
their parents
and the couple met
to eat beef broth together in a local restaurant.
Bak U-hwan presented an 18-carat gold ring,
Kim Sin-ok bought a Seiko wristwatch.
Bak U-hwan visited Sin-ok’s house
and greeted his future father-in-law, mother-in-law,
then exchanged a few words in Sin-ok’s room, no more;
they had not yet once held hands.
She never wore her engagement ring.
The watch stayed in his inside pocket.
As Bak U-hwan was on his way back home
the sound of a jet plane swept the ground.
The day he joined his regiment
he was wearing a good-luck charm belt over his shoulder.
They went to Gang-gyeong station.
Both sets of parents saw him off
while Sin-ok waved standing behind her parents.