Sacrifice: The First Book of the Fey (The Fey Series)

by Kristine Kathryn Rusch

  Exhaustion made Nicholas’s limbs tremble. Stephen had been right on that day so long ago. The Fey could take over men’s minds and capture their spirits. How many people in the palace were working for the Fey? And how would the King ever know?

  “Thank you,” Nicholas said. He patted the groom’s arm. “We’ll search for Miruts, but until he returns, the horses will be your responsibility. Can you take care of them?”

  “Aye, Highness.” The groom’s face lit up for the first time. Horses, it seemed, were his passion as well.

  “I’ll talk to the master of the yard, and if Miruts doesn’t return, you will inherit his cabin as well as his job.” Nicholas smiled at the boy’s joy. “See to it that you use it as little as he did.”

  “Aye, Highness!” He turned, about to run into the stable, before bowing deeply.

  “Go on,” Nicholas said, suddenly feeling infinitely older than the groom in front of him.

  “Thanks, Highness!” the groom said, and ran into the stable. His voice, high and excited, echoed into the night.

  “And so old Miruts is forgotten,” Nicholas whispered. It saddened him, somehow, that the groom he had relied on had also been co-opted by the Fey.

  Then he froze in the middle of the yard as the darkness fell around him. His swordmaster, his favorite groom. What if they weren’t trying to get to his father? What if they were trying to get to him? That would explain the woman and her vacillation between ferocious warrior and attracted female.

  But Nicholas had nothing to offer.

  Unless they assassinated the King.

  He swallowed. A breeze had come up, drying the sweat off his forehead, sending a chill even deeper into him. All possibilities, but none of them certainties. He needed to get out of those clothes, then he needed something to eat, and he needed to speak to his father.

  Nicholas crossed the courtyard in long strides, seeing tall, slender shapes lurking in the shadows, shapes that proved to be bell pulls or cleaning equipment when he got up close. This day had left him as shaken as the day Stephen had died, only for different reasons. He pulled open the kitchen door and stopped.

  Two women he didn’t recognize stood in front of the hearth fire, arguing about whose duty it was to keep it burning. It had burned down to embers, and if someone didn’t start it soon, it wouldn’t be ready for the next day’s cooking. The chef was in the back corner, arguing with a serving boy, and the butcher, his smock covered with ancient blood, leaned against the wooden meat counter, arms crossed.

  No food sat on the counters, and Nicholas could smell only the remnants of the night’s meal. Usually he found something to steal, a bit of mutton left for the servants, a slice of bread not yet put into the pantry. And he had never, ever seen the hearth fire out.

  “What’s going on?” he asked, his voice booming over the din.

  The arguing stopped. All of the parties looked at Nicholas, equal mixtures shock and chagrin on their faces. Then, as a unit, the men bowed and the women curtsied, holding the position. Nicholas wasn’t used to royal treatment in the kitchen. He liked it when they pretended he was one of them.

  Of course, he had started it by being imperial. A headache pounded behind his eyes. “Stand up!”

  They stood. The women clasped their hands in front of their bodices, as if they were waiting for a reprimand. The butcher braced himself against the counter again, and the chef rubbed his shoulder as if it hurt him.

  “What is going on?” Nicholas asked, his tone softer this time.

  “‘Tis duties, Highness. There’s been some problems today,” the chef said.

  “Then where is the master of the hall? I’ll speak with him.”

  “We dinna know, Highness.”

  The headache suddenly grew fierce. “He’s missing?”

  “Yes, Highness.”

  Nicholas grabbed a stool and pulled it close, then sat down and rested an elbow on the counter. He waved a hand at the women—“Get the hearth fire started so that we’ll have breakfast tomorrow”—and rubbed his eyes. Duty demanded that he would no longer be the boy he once was.

  “Get me some dinner,” he said to the serving boy. “Whatever is left and some mead, and send someone for the assistant housemaster.”

  “Beg pardon, Highness,” the chef said, “but the master dinna have help. He give us each our areas and expected us to work ‘em.”

  “Then what happened in the kitchen today?” Nicholas asked. “It shouldn’t matter that the master was gone.”

  The chef shot a quick glance at the butcher, who made a dismissive motion with his head. The butcher again crossed his arms over his chest.

  “His Highness wanted roast pig, smoked over the stone hearth outside. ‘Twas most of the day I was gone, Highness. I sent a message to the master of the hall that I wouldna be here and would he look in on the workers. No one said he was gone.”

  The serving boy came in carrying two plates and balancing a mug of mead, his little finger hooked in the handle, and the body of the mug resting against his stomach. He slid the first plate in front of Nicholas—several slices of bread and newly whipped butter, and a sliced apple, then said, “Beg pardon, Highness, but the pork is still hot. Dinna know if you wanted ta be riskin’ it, though.”

  Nicholas raised a brow. “When did you serve my father?”

  “Just afore sundown, Highness.”

  Nicholas nodded. “Then the meat should be fine.” He smiled at the boy as he set down the second plate and the mead. Nicholas took the mug first and guzzled its contents, enjoying the richness, and not caring as to the effect. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and gave the mug back to the boy. “Get me more,” he said, “and make sure I see the other heads of the household.”

  The boy nodded, glancing quickly at the chef to make certain that he and not someone else should perform the duties. The chef gave one surreptitious nod, which Nicholas chose to ignore.

  The liquid helped his headache a bit. He put a slice of pork on a piece of bread, added a slice of apple, then put another piece of bread on top of it. Then he took a bite of the sandwich. His stomach rumbled. He hadn’t been this hungry in a long time.

  “The master of the hall is missing,” Nicholas said. “Has anyone searched for him?”

  “The housekeeper,” the chef said. “We have na seen him in the kitchen areas, and we looked in the wine cellar, the buttery, and the pantry.”

  “Could he have been doing some special work for my father?” Nicholas asked around a second mouthful of food.

  “Oh, no, Highness,” the chef said. “If he was, we would know.”

  “What do you think happened to him?” Nicholas asked. He took a sip of the mead. His headache was easing. He had let himself go too long without food.

  “I dunno, Highness,” the chef said.

  “Has he ever done anything like this before?” Nicholas asked.

  The chef shook his head.

  The hair rose on the back of Nicholas’s head. This disappearance seemed as odd as the groom. Nicholas finished his sandwich, then pushed the plates away. The serving boy entered again, followed by three women. Nicholas recognized them—he had seen them every morning—but he didn’t know their names. They all looked as if they had been awakened from a sound sleep.

  “This is Agnes, Highness,” the serving boy said as the stoutest and eldest woman curtsied. “She is the main floor and east wing.”

  “Agnes,” Nicholas said.

  “This is Charissa, Highness,” the serving boy said as the young blond woman curtsied. Nicholas watched with interest. He had watched her slender form with interest more than once. “She is the public-visitation rooms, second floor and above, as well as the west wing.”

  “Charissa,” Nicholas said.

  “And this is Evadne, Highness,” the serving boy said as the third woman curtsied. She was middle-aged with salt-and-pepper curls and muscular arms. “She is the north and south wings.”

  “Evadne,” Nicholas said
. “You may all stand. Thank you, boy, for finding them for me.”

  The boy nodded, then backed away, knowing that he had been dismissed.

  “Have any of you seen the master of the hall?” Nicholas asked.

  All three women glanced at each other, then shook their heads. “Beg pardon, Highness, but he has na been around all day,” said Charissa.

  “Nor yesterday afternoon neither,” said Evadne.

  “When was the last time you saw him?” Nicholas asked.

  “Morning duties meeting,” Agnes said. “Yesterday. He dinna show for this morning. We made do.”

  “Not well enough,” the butcher mumbled.

  “What?” Nicholas asked him, even though he had heard.

  “Beg pardon, Highness,” the butcher said.

  “Has he ever missed your morning-duty meetings before?” Nicholas asked.

  “Nay, Highness. The house would fall apart without it, you know, and then we would all be in bad trouble.” Evadne. She kept her eyes downcast as she spoke to him.

  So they thought they were in trouble. He stared at them for a moment, wondering if he could use that fear, then despising himself for the thought.

  “Well, you’re not in trouble now,” he said. “You’re merely helping me solve a mystery.” He suppressed a sigh. He would have to interview the entire household staff if he wanted a straight answer, and he didn’t have the energy for it that evening. When he finished there, he would have to go to his father. He took another sip of mead.

  “Have any of you found anything odd around here recently? A stack of bones, a large spot of blood? Like the time we found the bones next to Stephen in the corridors.” He spoke to Evadne on that one because he remembered her standing in the shadows, a mop and bucket beside her, her face tight with fear.

  “Not since the invasion, Highness,” she said, turning pale with the memory.

  “Did you find more than that in the palace during the invasion?” he asked.

  “Beg pardon, Highness,” Agnes said, “but ‘twas a mess. We had ta work for three days just ta get the bodies and blood outta here. Then we could start on the cleanin’ and repairs.”

  “But did you find more?” Nicholas asked.

  Charissa tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “I helped the master of the hall clean some out of his chamber,” she said softly. “He asked me not ta say nothin’, but I guess it dinna hurt.”

  “He asked you not to say anything?” Nicholas squinted. What an odd request. “Had he ever asked you that before?”

  “No,” she said too quickly, a flush building on her cheeks, “he never asked me.”

  Nicholas stared at her, not sure if he wanted to pursue the issue. Finally he said, “When he asked you to keep quiet before, was it about personal matters?”

  Her flush grew to a deep, painful red. She nodded once.

  “Not anything like this.”

  She shook her head.

  “Was there blood?”

  She took a deep, shaky breath. “A lot.” Her voice was soft. “Near the door. I wiped it up, and I was thinkin’” —her voice trailed off and she took another deep breath— “I was thinkin’ how he couldna slept in there the night before, the smell was so strong.”

  “Smell of blood?”

  Again she nodded.

  “But this was the night of the invasion. Do you think anyone slept?”

  She shrugged.

  Nicholas gripped his mug tightly, feeling the ceramic strain beneath his hands. Bones in the stable the night of the invasion. Bones in the palace. Bones near the gate, and blood, lots of blood. Then two men, reliable men, disappear on the same day. That day bones appear in the Tabernacle, but no one is missing. The details were connected, but he wasn’t sure how.

  “And you saw nothing strange yesterday. Nothing that made you just the littlest bit nervous?”

  “Beg pardon, Highness.” Charissa curtsied again, keeping her bright-red face low. “But I’d like ta talk ta ye alone if I could. I seen some things. ‘Twould be best if I dinna say here.” She glanced at the others, and they all watched her, curiosity on their faces.

  He was familiar enough with the camaraderie downstairs to know that it was based, in part, upon gossip. Any fuel to the gossip might damage or build reputations.

  “I wouldna talk ta her alone, Highness,” the butcher said. “She’s known for talking with her skirts around her waist.”

  Nicholas suppressed a smile. “And what harm would that do to me?”

  The butcher leaned his head back as if he just realized what he had said. “None, I guess, Highness. But it wouldna be good for the lady, Highness.”

  “If she already has a reputation, then maybe a few minutes alone with me will improve it.” Nicholas stood and extended his hand. She took it hesitantly. Her fingers were coarse and work roughened. He squeezed them, but glanced at the people standing around him. “You others need to search this place once more, see if you find anything new about the master of the hall. I want you to bring to me first thing tomorrow morning the people who saw him last. If he can’t be found, we’ll appoint a new master then.”

  “Aye, Highness,” they said in rough unison.

  He gripped her hand tightly, then tucked it in his elbow as if she were a great lady. With her beside him, he left the kitchen. He took a torch from the corridor wall and led her into the Great Hall. The weapons looked menacing in the flickering light. He set the torch in the torch holder above the state chairs and bade her to sit. Then he sat beside her.

  “You know something else?” he asked.

  “Beg pardon, Highness,” she said, running her hand through her hair, a nervous gesture that he found very attractive. “I need me job, and what I have to tell ye sounds a wee bit crazy.”

  “You and the master of the hall were lovers, weren’t you?” Nicholas asked, unable to suppress the question.

  She shook her head, eyes downcast. The flush was back, deep and painfully red. “Not lovers, Highness, though I—spent some nights in his chamber.”

  Nicholas frowned. This was beyond his experience. Why would a woman be in a man’s chambers if they weren’t lovers? “I don’t understand.”

  She waved a hand, as if she couldn’t control her emotions. “I just wanted ta keep my position, Highness.”

  Nicholas sucked in a breath. Never had he imagined anything like this went on in his own home. “And he threatened you?”

  “Not since the invasion,” she said. Then she looked up, as if she was afraid that Nicholas would punish her for the answer. “He’d been nicer since then.”

  “Nicer?” Nicholas’s head was spinning. Nicer. “He hurt you?”

  “Nay, Highness.” Her eyes were filled with tears. He took her hand. Her fingers were cold. “He just made it clear that if I dinna—do what he wanted, he would have me dismissed. And I couldna have that. Me ma uses me allowance for the others, she does.”

  He blinked. He thought he had known the world of the servants. He had been wrong. “You have no father?”

  She shook her head. “He died when my sister was a wee one. We got a small farm, and me little brother tries to keep it, but he was only seven when Pa died, and me ma was ill. So I come here. I have ta stay, Highness. Please.” Her hand was shaking. He rubbed it with his own.

  “You’ll stay,” he said. “I’ll guarantee it. If anyone gives you trouble, you come see me.”

  She blinked and a tear fell. He wiped it off her cheek. “Thank ye, Highness,” she whispered.

  He was sitting close enough to feel her breath on his face. The butcher’s words came back to him, and for a moment he wondered if this wasn’t a way of manipulating him. He squeezed her hand again, and let it go.

  “Now,” he said. “Tell me what you meant by ‘nice.’ “

  Her smile was shaky. She wiped a second tear off her cheek with her wrist. She swallowed. “After that morning with the bones,” she said, “he dinna ask me ta his room again.”

 
“Not ever?”

  “Nay, Highness. I—ah—I asked him if I done something wrong, and he said no, he had other things ta think about now, and he dinna need me anymore. I asked if I still had work, and he told me I was a silly one ta worry that.”

  “So he stopped being intimate with you,” Nicholas said, more to himself than to her. The chill from her hands had filled his entire body. “Did he pick another girl to be with?”

  She shook her head. “It—beg pardon, Highness—but it got ta be a joke with the maids. They wondered if maybe the Fey had took his—his—you know.”

  Nicholas rubbed a hand over his face. A change of pattern. Just like the groom. Just like Stephen. Finally something to warn the Rocaan about. He would send a message in the morning.

  “But other than that, he was normal?”

  She rubbed her hands on her skirts, then sighed. “Nay, Highness. He wanted ta know what people heard, and when no one had any news, he got angry. He was gettin’ real angry at me, because I do the west wing where the chambers are, and he thought I would hear more gossip than I did. I kept tryin’ ta tell him that no one was in the chambers when I came, and if he wanted gossip, he should tell the chamberlains, but he dinna like that.”

  “Gossip,” Nicholas said. He nodded. “So what did he do when he was angry at you?”

  “He yelled at me, Highness. And the other day he threw my duster clear across the floor—“ She brought her eyes up to him as if she were flirting with him. But he recognized the look. She was measuring him.

  “This is what you wanted to tell me. What you didn’t want the others to hear.”

  She nodded. “But I’m not crazy. I want ye ta know that. I’m not.”

  “All right,” he said. “I’ve heard you talk. You seem fine to me.”

  “When he threw my duster, it landed in front of a cat, and he started yellin’ at me for letting a cat in. I dinna let the cat in, and I told him so, and he told me ta get it out anyway.”

  Nicholas was leaning forward as she spoke. Miruts had seen a cat before he disappeared too.

  She was watching Nicholas intently. “When I went ta get the cat, it run ta the Master and up his leg and—here’s what’s crazy—it started talkin’ ta him.”