I Love You More Than

by Kortni Renea

  There was nothing from the other end, just a loud silence.

  “Oh you can’t remember? I’ll tell you then, never! Bastard not one time have you came out of pocket for them other than what you gave me for child support. Which you ate and shit that away. So how about the next time you call me you ask about seeing your children and not worry about who the hell I’m fucking! And very well I might add!” and with that Felicia disconnected the call.

  “Don’t let him upset you baby. That’s his intention and any time you feed into it, you let him win.” Harrison told her as he rested his forehead against hers.

  “I know H and I tried, really tried to just let his words roll off me. I just couldn’t take anymore. Living with him all those years was literally my hell on earth. I didn’t say eighty percent of the shit I felt to keep peace between us in the beginning. Then when the kids came, I didn’t want them to be subjected to his wrath. But today there was absolutely nothing to stop me from saying how I feel about him. And dammit if it didn’t feel good.”

  Laughing, Harrison placed a kiss on the tip of her nose. “Well if it made you feel good, I can’t complain. Especially if it involves you expressing your feelings. You do know you can tell me anything. Say anything to me and we will still be good. You know that don’t you?”

  Looking Harrison in his eyes, Felicia not only felt his sincerity but saw it as well.

  “Yes Harrison, I know I can say anything to you without fear of retaliation. Physically or mentally.” It was times like this that Harrison wished he would’ve caused David a little more discomfort when he had his hands on him.

  “Good, now finish eating your food.”

  “Yes Sir!” Felicia responded in a sarcastic mocking tone to which Harrison lifted a brow to.

  “You’ll be calling me that and much more tonight. Keep it up and I won’t let you get any sleep tonight.” Harrison told her giving her a look that held so much promise. The kind that would have her feeling it the next day. And if she was lucky, the day after that. Felicia immediately felt her juices start to flow just from the thought.

  “You promise?” she asked. Felicia didn’t know what had come over her. Well she kind of had a clue, but suddenly she felt like she had an excess amount of energy she needed to burn off immediately. As if she’d just chugged two energy drinks back to back.

  Harrison stood from his squatting position in front of her and walked to the blinds that lined his office walls on all four sides. Harrison slowly walked around his office, closing the blinds along the way and locked his office door. No one would dare disturb them. Everyone knew she was in his office. Even though they kept the door open mostly when she was there, his employees never disturbed him while she was there.

  “Oh I promise,” he replied as he made his way to where she sat in front of his desk. Holding his hand out, palm side out, Felicia without a second thought slid her hand into his. Harrison pulled her up from her seat and walked them to his oversized leather chair where he sat down. Keeping hold of Felicia’s hand, he pulled her until she stood directly in front of him.

  “Did I tell you how sexy you look today?” Harrison asked her in a husky tone.

  Not able to find her voice, Felicia shook her head no.

  “Speak up baby,” he commanded.

  “No.”

  “Well let me rectify that immediately. You look so damn sexy today. You are so fucking beautiful and sexy. If you woke up in my arms every day…” Harrison left his sentence in the air, distracted by her naked shoulder that had been teasing him since she’d taken off her coat.

  Felicia had her hair braided to the side resting on her bare shoulder and wore a white tank with an oversized one-shouldered knitted sweater with a pair of fitted destroyed denim jeans. Accompanied by her new brown cowboy boots Emma had bought her and had given to her as an early Christmas gift. Her bare chocolate skin contrasted against the white tank and cherry red sweater had Harrison hard the entire lunch. He’d tried to wait until later to eat his dessert like a good little boy, but he’d never been good at being a good little boy.

  Fingering the hem of her sweater, he lifted his eyes until they met hers.

  “Take off your sweater.” Felicia paused for a millisecond before lifting the sweater over her head and tossing it on his desk behind her.

  Hooking the waistband of her jeans with his finger, he skimmed her flesh lightly causing Felicia to shiver involuntarily. Harrison popped the button of her jeans open with ease and slid the zipper down. It was like opening your last and usually the best gift at Christmas. He wanted to savor the moment. Felicia did not disappoint, she wore a pair of black lace panties. Harrison glanced at the clock, it was just turning one and he knew she had to be back at the office by a quarter till for a meeting. That didn’t leave him as much time as he’d like, but it left him enough.

  Pulling her pants down over boots, Harrison stood suddenly, securing Felicia around her waist as his sudden movement made her lose her balance. Harrison placed her on his desk and pushed her back until she rested on her elbows. Unzipping his jumper, he tore it off his arms and let it drop to the ground. Looking up to make sure her eyes were focused on the unveiling, Harrison slowly slid his boxer briefs down his sculpted thighs and legs. Allowing his rock hard dick to spring forward.

  Grabbing his cock in his right hand, Harrison approached her on the desk. Felicia expected him to put them both out of their miseries and put his dick inside her ASAP! But Harrison was not one to be rushed when eating his cake. Harrison suddenly dropped to his knees surprising her for a hot second before Felicia felt his hot wet moist mouth on her pussy. Harrison had a certain method when it came to eating pussy.

  His mouth attached perfectly to Felicia’s mound like a suction cup and never let up until she found her release. It didn’t matter if he was paying homage to her clit or tunneling inside her with his tongue. His lips always remained attached to hers, allowing no air to dry up his juice. Harrison brought his hand up to join her and went straight for her G-spot, finding it immediately and forced Felicia’s climax from her.

  Her climax caught her so off guard Felicia wasn’t able to stifle the small surprised wonder that escaped her. Luckily for her there was so much noise out in the shop, no one had heard her. After lapping up all of the nectar that Felicia had released Harrison stood up and entered her with his fingers. Getting them both dripping wet in his ministrations.

  Removing his hand from her pussy Harrison stroked himself up and down, coating his dick in her juices. Felicia’s gaze was glued to his glistening cock. She licked her lips in anticipation. Harrison gently grabbed her neck and pushed her down until she was lying flat on his desk. Pulling out his side left and right desk drawers, Harrison raised her legs up and placed the bottoms of her feet on them. Opening her up so all of her glory was on display.

  Unable to resist himself, Harrison dipped his head low once again and licked her with one long swipe of his tongue. “You taste so damn good.” Harrison whispered in her ear.

  The next second Felicia was shooting off his desk, a reaction to his dick impaling her. Harrison pushed her back down using her throat once again and continued to stroke deeply inside her.

  When Harrison fucked love to Felicia, he used his entire dicks length. Pulling out until only the bare tip remained inside her before pushing his way back inside her tight moist heat. This time when Harrison pulled back he withdrew the entire length but slid it between her soaking lips until it hit her clit. An electric thrill shot through Felicia’s body from her core to her head and feet.

  “Mmmm.” She moaned as he continued to slide back and forth between her pussy lips stimulating her clit. Felicia put her weight on her feet and elevated her pelvis up to meet his strokes. Harrison slid his dick back down and bottomed her out upon his re-entry hitting her cervix.

  “Aaaargh.” Felicia yelled raising up off his desk again. This time Harrison captured her mouth and kissed her deeply. Letting her taste the remnants of her sweet nectar
.

  Felicia’s lost control of her legs as they started quaking and shaking. Harrison felt the trembles travelling through her. Hammering into her trying to nail her to his desk permanently. Grabbing her thigh, he raised her leg up until her knee rested against her breast, tilting her cervix just right. Harrison hit her cervix over and over never letting up and catapulted Felicia over.

  She screamed loudly, her release flowing into his mouth where he swallowed it. Felicia wanted to disengage her foot from inside his desk drawer and put her leg down. Her hips just weren’t like they used to be back in her younger days. Not that she had much use for them back then. Harrison slowly pulled out of her and held her legs in place when she tried to move. Felicia knew what he was doing and she hated it.

  It made her feel so vulnerable. He was watching his cum mixed with hers run out of her pussy and most likely onto his desk. He was so nasty. And she loved it! Even if it mortified her at times. Harrison let her know in no uncertain terms that she was not to hide herself from him. What they shared, what they did…everything they created was beautiful.

  Finally getting his fill, Harrison pulled a wipe out of his drawer and cleaned Felicia up.

  “Thank you baby. I needed that.” Felicia told Harrison as she finished getting dressed.

  “Anytime I’m needed Beautiful. I’m always here.” Harrison told her as he planted a quick kiss on her lips. Motioning her before him, Harrison walked behind her as he escorted her to her vehicle. Knowing that she undoubtedly had his full attention, Felicia added an extra sway in her hips. In hopes of tantalizing Harrison. He hit the remote to Faith, her trusted Honda Accord and opened the door for Felicia. Leaning down into the car, Harrison gave Felicia the longest, sweetest, succulent kiss she’d ever had.

  “Don’t think that little sample in my office cancelled my plans for later on. And just for adding that little extra sway and dip in your hips and ass…I’ll be hitting that tonight as well.”

  Felicia couldn’t wait to see what her punishment would be later that night. Little did he know, Harrison had just given her something other than David’s foolishness to think about for the rest of the day.

  Chapter Twenty Nine

  Christmas was a week away. Felicia couldn’t believe how well things were going. She, Harrison and the girls spent the majority of the week together then on the weekends, they’d taken to staying over at his warehouse. She’d never seen the girls so relaxed and happy. Dana was in hog heaven. She chose the loft that was on the third floor. The room had a wall of windows and a built in window seat. They now had the hardest time dragging her out from the room and away her books. Whenever they wanted to do something as a group before the sun went down, they had to physically make her leave her room.

  And to think she had almost backed out of coming clean to the girls. Of course Harrison wasn’t hearing that, but she had. Would she always allow fear to rule the rest of her life? Felicia couldn’t believe how much her life had changed inside of six weeks. Harrison did as he told her he would and exterminated David from her life. All of David’s shit was removed from her house.

  His four vehicles that he liked to brag on having but didn’t use. Junk, junk and more junk. You would’ve thought he had the royal crowns’ jewels in his possession the way he was so protective of it. He never wanted anybody to know what the fuck he had. She hadn’t realized how much of a prisoner she had truly been in her own home. Yes friends and family had told her the same thing over the years, but she hadn’t been able to see it for herself.

  Now she was living life after the fact. Damn if it didn’t feel like she’d just been released from a maximum security prison. The girls didn’t have to walk on eggshells. They could call for each other from wherever they were in the house. They were now able to do this without fear of getting in trouble or yelled at.

  David hadn’t changed. He was still as vindictive as ever. At the moment was refusing to see, talk or spend any time with the girls. Felicia would try to get him to realize that he was only hurting himself in the beginning. She finally let it go when her father pointed out she could no longer control David’s presence in their daughters life.

  “He’s never been present baby. You know this. And if you’re being honest with yourself, it’s why you kept his sorry ass around for so long. You knew the moment you cut ties and stopped wiping his ass for him, he’d probably have little to nothing to do with his daughters. You can no longer hide from them that their father is a sorry ass excuse for a man. Do you know when I dropped his shit off at that nice lady’s house, he had her and her kids out there unloading it? He sat and gave instructions on where to put it from the front porch.

  “But that’s no longer my business. I just sent up a prayer thanking God that he allowed my baby to come to her senses. That she’s not wasting the rest of her life away on him. I told his lady friend that I would pray for her as well. And that she should keep herself prayed up too. You never know how much you need the Lord until you are lying next to the devil himself.”

  After Felicia had that conversation with her dad she stopped calling and texting David about seeing the girls. Much to Harrison’s relief. He didn’t like her doing that either, but knew that it could be a slippery slope. If he voiced to Felicia his opinions about them not missing out on anything with David’s voluntary absence, he didn’t know how she’d take that.

  They not only had him, but her father and cousins as well. They would not be lacking good male role models. Nor would they ever question if they were worthy to be loved if he had his say. If Felicia had any concerns that her daughters would have a problem with her and Harrison being together and spending so much time together…she’d wasted precious time. Harrison was great with them. Felicia never knew what it was like to actually co-parent. She’d always had her parents as a backup when needed, but it wasn’t the same. Harrison quickly stepped in to help out whenever she had a late meeting or unveiling of a recent remodel.

  On those nights, he and the girls would go bowl a couple of rounds at the bowling alley. Eating the greasy bowling alley food for dinner. That was their little secret…or so they thought. It never failed. Dana or Elena would leave their score card in their pants and Felicia would find it while doing laundry. She would be jealous that they went without her, but Felicia was a horrible bowler. Horrible to the point there was usually almost always a fall involving her. Every single time!

  The girls loved hanging out at Harrison’s place the most though. All that open space! They could run and jump all they wanted while upstairs in the loft and never get reprimanded. Felicia and Harrison were usually unaware of all the physical exertions they let out while upstairs. But whenever Harrison’s or Felicia’s nieces and nephews came over to hang out…there was nowhere you could go to escape the noise. Well, there was one place they’d discovered last time they’d had a house full. His bathroom was a safe haven where nothing could be heard and they couldn’t be heard either.

  ****

  This Christmas was different from all the one’s they’d had in the past. Harrison convinced Felicia to put the tree up at his place instead and for them to spend the week of Christmas with him. Felicia’s office was closed for the holidays. The girls were on break. It made perfect sense! This way he’d be close to them and his shops. Felicia finally gave in and relented. The girls were of course on board with the arrangement.

  Christmas Eve was spent with Harrison’s family. Felicia made a huge pan of chicken and dressing. They were frying five turkeys, so she elected to go with the chicken. Felicia was having a good time, but she was also tense trying to keep an eye on the girls. Make sure they didn’t get into any mischief.

  “Stop it. They’re fine, you need to relax!” Emma fussed at her as they were bringing the food out from the kitchen.

  “I know. I just don’t want them to break anything by accident from running around inside when they know better.” Emma looked at Felicia like she was a nut job.

  “Felicia you do know that m
y parents have fifteen grandchildren right? There’s nothing out on display right now that’s sentimental to them. You can trust that. When October hits, Mom starts packing things away that she or dad love. From Halloween to New Years, they are apt to have a house full of kids at a moments’ notice.” Felicia relaxed after the chat with Emma and really enjoyed herself. And to her surprise everyone raved about how good her dressing was, including CK.

  “I think we’ve found our permanent dressing maker!” CK announced to the family, embarrassing Felicia. “I am letting it be known from here on out I am resigning from the position. It’ll free me up to focus on the turkeys and all the sides.”

  After everyone was stuffed full and on the verge of unconsciousness, the kids opened their gifts. There were so many from CK & Winston and all their aunts and uncles. To Felicia’s surprise Dana and Elena had just as many gifts as the other grandchildren to unwrap. She found herself brushing away a few tears that had escaped from the corners of her eyes.

  Harrison not missing a beat, put his arms around her. He walked them out onto the enclosed porch. They stood quietly looking out into the black night at the stars. The yells and shrieks of surprises followed by choruses of thank you’s played repeatedly for them in the background.

  Leaning his head down so he could rest his chin on her shoulder Harrison quietly asked, “Are you okay?”

  Turning slightly to the side so he could see her smile, Felicia responded, “I am. I just got a little choked up in there. I have missed my friendship with Emma, CK and the rest of your sisters so much. I hadn’t realized how much until now. I knew everyone would be nice to me and the girls making us feel welcome. I just never expected for them to go out of their way and treat us like one of their own. Remember, this is new to me before you start lecturing me.” Felicia quickly reminded Harrison.