Letting Go (A Mitchell Family Series)

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  “Maybe I was waitin’ for the right girl to experience it with.” He said as he teased my lips with his.

  He pushed me back, but kept my legs hooked around him, so that he could run his wet hands under the water over my breasts. When his fingers reached my bikini, they slid under it easily and the top lifted right over my breasts. Once he had both of my breast out, he stroked each of them, playing with my nipples and pinching them until they were hard. I bit my lip as I watched him concentrating on each breast. I used my legs to rock my body against him more. His hand grabbed the small of my back and pulled me toward his face.

  I found his lips and immediately located his long tongue. While our tongues stroked against each other, our kisses intensified. I couldn’t get enough of his mouth. I teased it with my tongue and he teased me back. Even as we floated in the water, I felt hot between my legs. I had this burning desire for Colt every time the man touched me. I couldn’t help myself, even if I tried to fight it, I knew it wouldn’t go away until I had him.

  My hand grabbed the string to his trunks and I pulled them until they loosened. His mouth found my neck and I turned it to give him more access. My hand slid with ease down his shorts and I soon found just what I had been looking for. His hard erection filled my hand and I began stroking it. With only one hand available, Colt pulled away from kissing my neck. His breath was on my ear. “Let’s get out of the water. I need to touch you.”

  “Oh yes.” Was all I could get out before he pressed his mouth over mine one more time. I didn’t want to let go of his hardness, but it was required for me to climb onto the dock. Colt pushed me underwater and followed as we both found the ladder. I climbed out first, not even caring about my breasts being out of my top. Once off the ladder, it only took a second for him to come behind me and pull me down on the wooden dock. It felt hot against my back, but I didn’t care. Colt started to kiss me and sat up abruptly. “I will be right back. Do not move!” He ordered as he dove into the water with no explanation.

  I turned over and watched him swim to the shore. He grabbed something from the bag and jumped back in the water. Once he got to the dock I realized he had two towels in his hand. Of course they were soaking wet, so I shook my head.

  “Stand up!” He said.

  He took the towels and spread them out over the old dock. “I don’t want you to get splinters.” He said as he got on his knees and waited for me to join him.

  “That was really nice. Thank you.” I said as I kissed him.

  I needed to add more to his already huge list of perfections.

  Colt ran his wet hands slowly down my abdomen. My breathing was heavy and I couldn’t control it. His touch tickled me and I felt goose bumps forming all over my body. My nipples were like little rocks and I knew he noticed. His mouth found one of them and I watched as his tongue stroked it. It moved so fast back and forth over it that the sensations were driving me wild. “Oh…..it feels ….so …good.” I managed to get out before he took the next one into his mouth and sucked hard.

  He reached behind my back and untied my suit, tossing it beside us. When he sat up and let go of my nipple, a gust of breeze hit it and I gasped. I wanted him so bad. I reached down and grabbed the waist of his pants. When his body was close enough I reached my hand back down his pants. My dry hand stroking his semi wet shaft caused an undeniably different kind of friction. I watched him close his eyes and I knew he was enjoying it. I bit my lip and stroked harder. “I want you.” I cried.

  Colt opened his eyes and started pulling off his trunks. I pulled him so that he was sitting down, while I slid down between his legs. I just wanted to touch him, to taste him.

  “Savanna, you don’t have to…..oh God!” He said as I bobbed my head up and down his hard shaft. I was not very experienced with this, but seeing Colt naked made my mouth literally water. I wanted to satisfy him in every way possible. His hands ran through my hair as I sucked and kissed every inch of his hardness. As my cheeks started to burn, I began to wonder if I could continue much longer. Then he pulled me up to his face.

  “Your turn.” He said before making me lay down flat. I looked up at him over top of me. His hands slid up each of my thighs. When he reached my bikini bottoms, he grabbed them and quickly pulled them off. I paid no attention to where he threw them, in fact I didn’t care. Colt buried his face between my legs and when his tongue reached the top of my burning flesh, I let out a scream that the whole state may have been able to hear.

  Satisfied that he did well, Colt slid up beside me. He pulled me on top of him and I didn’t waste any time guiding him to slide inside of me. He teased me at first, but slowly made one more thrust until his whole shaft filled me. It felt so tight and my muscles down there began to contract right away. I sat up and pressed my arms against his hard chest. He watched me with those green eyes. He didn’t stare at my breast, or say sexy things, or even close his eyes. He just looked into my eyes. I couldn’t stop watching him and I moved my hips back and forth against him. It was turning me on so much. Just the way he was watching me. I felt my body contracting again and couldn’t control my burst of ecstasy. The friction felt amazing between us and soon I felt his hands griping both of my hips. With just a few more small movements, he was holding me still, closing his eyes tight as his release came the same time as mine.

  I collapsed over top of him and felt him kiss my head, before wrapping both of his arms around my naked back. As he stroked my hair, I felt his body move as he chuckled. “That was a great first experience.”

  “It was amazing.” I added. I really appreciated that he didn’t ask me about my times here with his cousin.

  Colt and I managed to part enough to lay side by side on the dock. The sun was shining down on us, and the breeze gave us the hint of honeysuckle when it blew. We could hear the birds and the sounds of the woods, but all we cared about was each other. We managed to get our clothes on, mostly because I think we both knew that when we were naked we couldn’t keep our hands off of each other.

  For the next couple hours Colt and I lay out on the dock and talked about everything under the sun. He had so many hilarious stories to share and I enjoyed just listening to him telling stories with his strong southern accent. I kept imagining him in a football uniform while he told me the stories. I knew he didn’t walk around in one every day in college, but I couldn’t help the sexy fantasy I had created in my head.

  It was funny how I thought I knew so much about Colt, but everything Ty had ever told me about him seemed to be the opposite. He admitted to the handful of women he had access to at home, but said he never told Ty stories like he repeated to me. Colt’s explanation was that a few times when he was lonely, he would pick up a woman. He said it was not often and that he barely ever did it to begin with.

  He even admitted to me about the night Brina had offered herself. I felt jealous when he told me about it. I had no right, but it still pissed me off. It didn’t matter about the women he had been with. What bothered me was that he seemed offended when I assumed there were many more. I hated thinking that one of them was lying to me, but I was more afraid to know which one of them it was.

  Chapter 18

  Colt

  First, my aunt gave me the third degree about someone spending the night. I was pretty darn sure she wasn’t going to let me leave the house this morning without giving her the girl’s name and social security number. Part of me wondered if Harvey had told her Savanna had been here last week.

  Then, I get to the hole and Savanna told me how Tyler used to tell her about all of these women I had supposedly bedded. I was starting to think I couldn’t catch a break, until Savanna made all of my worries go away. When we were together, my only focus was her. She did somethin’ to me and I wasn’t about to let her go. Our relationship might be temporary, but I was going to make it memorable.

  The more time we spent together, the more I admired about her. She was such a nice girl, who only wanted to be happy. She sacrificed everything for t
he people that she loved. She was misunderstood and mistreated, but somehow she claimed I made her forget about everything else. My problem was that she was getting under my skin more than any woman ever had. After one week, I was beginning to think that maybe there was something between Savanna and I that I needed to worry about. I was already crazy for her. What made it worse was that we weren’t strangers. We just weren’t close enough to know who each of us really was, and the closer we were getting, the more we liked about each other.

  An innocent agreement between two friends was becoming something more overnight. I wanted to touch her. Hell, I needed to touch her.

  We made it to shore and had a lunch picnic style. I was doing all of these nice gestures not even realizing it. A picnic lunch, grabbing towels to make her comfortable, saying all the right things, but when she was with me, I couldn’t help myself. It started out as protecting her, but it was already more than that. I really liked her.

  We spent the afternoon laughin’ and foolin’ around. When the sun started to set, we lay on the blanket I brought and watched it. I held her hand and made sure her arm was touching mine. When it really started to get dark, we gathered our things and made our way back to the farm. At the woods edge, I looked in the farm house and saw my aunt and uncle sitting in the backroom in front of the television. They were headed to the hospital in the morning, so Savanna and I could ride the horses and not have to sneak around.

  That’s exactly what we did too. I talked her into spending another night. Her mother was beginning to ask questions, but Savanna didn’t seem to care too much. That night we rode out to the old barn. We watched the stars and talked about the things we wanted in life. She had so much going for her, if she would just let herself live.

  I wondered what would happen when I left in the fall. Would she go back to spending every second at that hospital? Would she want to still talk to me, maybe even come and visit me?”

  We ended up sleeping in the hayloft at the old barn. It wasn’t the best night’s sleep, but waking up with something beautiful in your arms is pretty damn nice.

  Savanna could turn a bad farmin’ day into the best day of the year. She made me smile like when it rained during a drought. Her sweet smile and innocent sense of humor were contagious. How could people not love her?

  For the next few weeks we spent all of our free time together. When I had to work, I thought about her every second. It wasn’t just the sex, in fact I hardly thought about that when I thought about Savanna. Of course I loved that the sex was pretty amazing, but I wanted to hear her voice and hold her in my arms. I missed her when she wasn’t around. Now, I was an adult and I knew exactly what those feelings amounted to. No matter how hard I tried to fight them, they just kept coming up. Every touch, every word, led to me wanting her in my life.

  Savanna made me want something with a woman that I had never had before. She made me want a family. I’d had several dreams about us being married and having children together. Then I would wake up and realize that was the future she had saved for my cousin, not me.

  She talked about him less, but she still loved him the same. It wasn’t like I was giving her hope that we could ever be more. I felt like I didn’t have a right to do that. Above everything else, I wanted her to be happy, and to have the future that she deserved. If that future was to be with my cousin, then I wished her the best. It hurt like hell to think about, but it was the truth.

  I never had a chance when it came to her choosing me. It would never happen. She confessed so much to me, there was no way she could ever love someone else. She had made it clear that he was her future. She would never let go of him.

  Each night it didn’t stop me from holding her in my arms, wishing she was my future instead of his.

  Chapter 19

  Savanna

  The next month went by faster than I wanted it to. During the day Colt would work the farm with his uncle, while I went to work, stopped by the hospital and even made my appointments with my shrink. We spent our evenings together either at the carriage house or at the old barn. When the weekends came, we had free reign over the farm. There was a mess of skinny dipping and even more hot showers.

  Being with Colt was an addiction. I no longer worried about hiding from people, in fact we often headed to town and ate in public. We ran into a few younger kids at the old barn one night and it never bothered me. As long as I had Colt by my side, I didn’t care about anyone else.

  He gave me a reason to smile every day. On nights that I couldn’t stay the night, we would talk for hours on the phone, like little teenagers. Everything about Colt was a breath of fresh air. He was kind and always made sure I was safe. He never questioned my feelings and I found myself wondering what my feelings really were for him. Was it possible that a summer fling had turned into something real between the both of us?

  I wanted to tell him, to let him know how I felt.

  I wanted him to know that I thought I was falling in love with him.

  The idea of him having to leave in two months made me sad. I hated being without him for more than a day. I couldn’t imagine being without him completely. When I thought about it, I felt a hole in my heart that I recognized from before. I never wanted to feel that lost again. I couldn’t lose him too.

  I planned it all out. Colt needed to work in the chicken houses one Saturday afternoon. There had been some fan malfunction and even his uncle and aunt stayed home from the hospital to get it fixed. While they did what they needed to do, I bought two big steaks, some potatoes and a salad. I lit candles and cooked all of the food. After I finished, I headed into the bedroom and changed into the skimpiest little outfit I picked up in town, then added my cowboy boots for a finishing touch. I sat there at the kitchen table waiting. The excitement of seeing him was killing me.

  When Colt walked in the door, his mouth dropped open. It was dark in the room, but the candles illuminated it. He wasn’t looking at the table, the lighting or even the food. His eyes were fixed on me.

  I crossed my legs for an extra touch. “Hey.” I announced.

  “Savanna.” Was all he said before heading in my direction. I stood up and turned around for him. “You look so hot.”

  “Thank you baby.” I said.

  He kissed me then pulled away. “Did you call me baby?”

  “I did. Actually, I wanted to celebrate. Are you hungry, because I got us two great steaks?”

  He looked over the table, then back to me. “I’m starvin’.”

  “Well I made your favorites, so I hope I did them justice. Go wash up and I will make your plate.” I offered.

  I was getting nervous. I wanted him to attack me with kisses, but he seemed a bit caught off guard at me calling him baby. I didn’t think it was a big deal, and I hoped he didn’t either.”

  After ten minutes, Colt walked out from the shower in just a pair of shorts. His hair was still wet. He kissed me again before sitting across from me.

  “You look beautiful and this food looks amazin’. Are you alright Darlin’?” He asked.

  I smiled and started cutting my steak. “Actually I am more than fine. I want to talk to you about something.”

  Colt was in the middle of cutting his steak. His knife dropped on his plate making a loud noise. “Are you pregnant?”

  I gagged on my first bite of food. “No! I’m not. Is that what you thought this was about?”

  He held up his hands. “Wait before you get all upset. Just for the record, I wouldn’t be mad if you were. We haven’t been very responsible lately. I mean, most of it is my fault, but you don’t help when you attack me like you do.” He laughed.

  “I’m not mad. I am actually shocked you thought I would be dressed all sexy to tell you I was with child. That’s kind of screwed up don’t you think?”

  He smiled. “When you say it like that, it is pretty jacked up. So what’s goin’ on?”

  “Eat your dinner and then we can talk. I want you to enjoy every bite.”

  H
e put his fork down and began chewing. “It tastes great. Thank you for cookin’. So, I gotta ask. Do I get to watch you take that little number off for dessert?”

  His smile made me want to crawl across the table of food and candles and attack him. He was so damn sexy I couldn’t control myself.

  “Maybe if you eat all of your veggies.” I teased.

  “I will lick the plate clean if I have to.” He noted.

  “You can lick something.” I replied with a wink.

  I watched Colt eat his food like a Neanderthal with all intentions of watching me rip off my clothes. I thought I was excited, but the idea of being naked with him made me so hot between my legs. I was on fire with anticipation.

  He got up from the table and put his plate in the sink. He leaned against it watching me take the few last bites on my plate. I took my time, knowing it was driving him crazy. Once I finished, I walked slowly to the sink. When I started to wash the dishes, pretending I didn’t notice him waiting, he picked me up and carried me, only stopping to blow out the candles.

  When he got me in the bedroom he tossed me down on top of the bed. He climbed on top of me. His naked chest called out for my hands and I immediately felt every ripple of his stomach. I reached down and kissed his nipple, biting it before letting go. He cupped one of my breasts and used his teeth to pull at the fabric. The tiny bra hooked in the front and Colt took no time at all discovering that. He grabbed the bra and tossed it behind him. He found my lips and ravished me in a hungry kiss. As our tongues mingled our kissing became so forceful that our teeth were touching. He only pulled away from my mouth to tease me with his tongue. I grabbed it with my lips and sucked on it hard.

  “Woman, you are making me crazy.” He announced.

  His mouth found mine again, but his hand traveled down between my legs. He cupped my sex and used his palm to rub against the sensitive spot at the top. I bucked my legs and he rubbed harder, never letting go of our kissing. Colt’s head dove for my neck and I could feel his slippery tongue lapping up my skin, heading toward my ear. His other hand cupped one of my breasts. Just when I was about to explode. He sat up and played with my panties. His fingers slid beneath them and I watched him watching what he was doing. He was turned on, steady licking his lips as he slid his fingers inside of my wetness.

 

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