The Extinct

by Victor Methos

  “No actually. All Church bureaucrats I’ve ever known were dicks. No matter what Church they belonged to.”

  He laughed. “Yeah, I’ve known quite a few of those myself. But you can’t blame them, it’s a difficult life to follow God. It’s hard to love goodness in a world that presents you only evil. You look around and see evil being rewarded and goodness punished and you think it’s foolish not to join in.”

  “So why don’t you?”

  “Join in?” William shrugged and wiped his mouth with a napkin. “Wants are all ephemeral. You buy a nice car and the next thing you want is a nicer car. You find a good home and you want a better one. It’s a never-ending cycle if you let it grab hold of you.” He put his elbows on the table and leaned in a little closer. “I don’t think material things are important, they just seem like they should be. And if you don’t realize that you’ll wake up with the world around you and emptiness inside you and you’ll be asking ‘why aren’t I happy?’” William leaned back in his chair and took out a package of cigars, lighting one and letting it dangle between his lips as he pulled a small plate closer to him to use as an ashtray. “But what do I know? I could be totally wrong.”

  “Thought smoking cigars was a no-no?” Eric said.

  “Only on vacation. My last vice from my pre-baptism days. If the Lord didn’t want me to he’d let me know.” He sat and smoked awhile, watching the sunlight flood the room from the many open windows. “I’m sorry about your father. I heard what happened.”

  Eric shifted in his seat. “He deserved better.”

  He ashed onto his plate and looked Eric in the eyes. “So it’s revenge you want now?”

  “I guess.”

  “Do you think it’ll help?”

  “I don’t know. Thomas thinks it will.”

  “Most of the time it doesn’t.”

  “How would you know?”

  “I’m human too. I’ve been wronged and I’ve sought vengeance. Look, I’m not preaching to you Eric; you’re going to do what you’re going to do. I just want to help if I can.”

  Eric stood up. “I don’t need your help.”

  Eric walked out of the hotel and into the muggy heat of a Kavali morning. The hawkers were back, taking up any available space on the sidewalks and streets. The street vendors were yelling at them and tourists were being accosted by five or six of them at a time.

  He made his way down the street and in between the buildings Jalani had taken him down. He walked a long time and ended up on the shore. The sand was cool from the surf and he buried his feet in it and sat down, his arms wrapped around his knees. The ocean appeared a light blue closer to shore and turned to a dark green as you went farther out. The harbor just down the beach was choked with boats of various sizes; from canoes getting ready to go out and fish to yachts just floating around leisurely.

  Though it was beautiful, Eric began feeling the pangs of addiction and his mind was distracted. He missed home too and now that he wasn’t using, the feeling began growing in his gut. He thought of the college campus, the leaves browning in autumn and falling to the ground, the trees twisted and naked without them. He missed his mother. He hadn’t spoken to her for months and he wondered if she was doing okay. He hoped she’d found someone that really loved her. When this was all over and he started returning to a normal life, he would want to see her again.

  But he also missed Wendy. He’d called her once from Thailand; sitting on the line and listening to her voice. He wanted so bad to speak but he knew she wouldn’t understand. She wouldn’t have cared why he did what he did; she would just think it was a selfish act and he didn’t consider what it would do to her. Besides, she could never look at him the same; with those innocent eyes. She would always see him as a murderer, and that was not how he wanted to remember her.

  Eric heard footsteps in the sand behind him and saw William coming. He sat down next to him and inhaled the sea air deeply; closing his eyes and leaning his head back to absorb the full warmth of the sun.

  “I’m sorry about what I said, Eric. I didn’t mean to overstep my bounds.”

  “It’s okay. You didn’t mean anything.”

  “You know, when my father died, I was there with him. He died in a hospital bed of cancer. He used to box for fun and when I was a kid he’d take me to his matches and I’d watch him kick the hell outta somebody. He looked like a giant to me, dancing around that ring. But when he was in that bed he wasn’t much more than a skeleton . . . and I hated him for it. I wondered why he would let me see him like that. It took me a long time to realize why. He got to hold me and say goodbye. That’s all he wanted, just to have me there and know that I cared about him. Did your father know that you cared about him?”

  “Yeah,” Eric said.

  “Then you gave him a gift that no one else could’ve.”

  Eric looked away, the warm tears slowly rolling down his cheeks, the saltiness on his lips and tongue. William stood up and put out his hand. Eric took it and stood up.

  CHAPTER

  33

  Eric walked around the town with William for almost an hour; haggling with the hawkers and buying little wooden trinkets for less than a dollar. They stopped at a café and had some ice cream, the scoops melting into thick syrup from the heat almost before they were served.

  When they returned to the hotel the jeeps were fully packed and Thomas, Sandra and Douglas stood next to one talking. Jalani was checking everything in both jeeps, her brow heavy with sweat. She saw Eric and smiled.

  “You will be riding with me today,” she said.

  Jalani climbed into the second jeep as Thomas and Douglas went to the first. Sandra pointed to them, asking to join, and William nodded before climbing into the passenger seat next to Jalani. Eric stepped up into the backseat. It was cramped because of all the supplies loaded behind him but there was a cooler full of ice and bottled water next to him and he took some of the ice and slid it over his face and neck.

  The jeeps rumbled to life. Douglas was driving the other one, Thomas sitting next to him smoking his pipe with his boots up on the dashboard, appearing like a nineteenth century aristocrat in his full canvas garb. They began slowly winding through the neighborhood, honking at the various crowds that gathered in the street to talk or conduct business. Soon, they were out of downtown Kavali and heading north on the highway.

  The ocean quickly became a distant glimmer behind them as they moved farther inland. William and Jalani were discussing the colonial history of Andhra Pradesh and William seemed genuinely interested, aptly paying attention to anything Jalani said.

  After a few hours, they steered away from the highway and onto a wide dirt road. Around them the grass, gold and dark green, became waist high and thick. The trees were growing more sparse and large boulders and rock formations were beginning to appear.

  “Do you know what the animal is?” William asked Jalani.

  “No, we do not know.”

  “Oh?” William said. “Thomas told me it was possibly a rogue tiger.”

  “I met a man who claims to have seen it. He said it was too large to be a tiger.”

  “Really? So what else could it be?”

  Jalani shrugged. “I do not know.”

  The surroundings quickly went from a clear dirt road, to just dirt. They were miles away from any type of modern civilization. There was only sky and grass and trees. A herd of Asian elephants were slowly crossing their path and Douglas stopped in front of them, laughing at the sight of it all. He brought out a flask and took a long drink before passing it to Thomas and Sandra.

  It took less than five hours for Eric to feel sunburnt and dehydrated. He guzzled water from the frosty bottles and constantly rubbed sunblock on his face and arms. Jalani hardly did anything; the heat didn’t seem to bother her at all.

  “There’s a village down a few kilometers,” Jalani said. “We can eat there.”

  The village was nothing more than a few huts placed around a large pit used for f
ires. The inhabitants were a dark black with ornate jewelry and red and yellow cloth wrapped around them for clothing. Their feet were dry and cracked with inch thick calluses from their toes to their heel. Children gathered around the jeeps as they parked a couple dozen feet away and Jalani said harsh words to scatter them and then laughed softly.

  “I remember when I was here,” Jalani said, “this village had no money. Nothing from the modern world. Now they have cigarettes and liquor and rifles. They have only taken what is bad about the modern world.”

  Thomas and Jalani went to greet some of the elders and Eric stayed by the jeeps with William and Sandra. He saw William wrap his arm around her and she pulled away and leaned against the jeep.

  Eventually Jalani waved them over and they all sat in a circle around the pit as some of the tribal women lit a fire. They had killed a lamb recently and, in honor of their guests, were going to cook it with roots and potatoes. Eric sat next to Jalani and listened to the sing-songy language. It had beautiful upward inflections which gave a wholly different sound from any language he’d ever heard.

  “The elder says he’s seen your monster,” Jalani said.

  “What is it?” Thomas asked.

  “He couldn’t say exactly. But it was large.”

  “How did he see it?”

  “They’ve lost one of their tribe two days ago in the night. A man.”

  “Tell them we grieve with them and that we could use a tracker if they could spare someone.”

  Jalani asked and the elder shook his head and said something harsh.

  “What’s the matter?” Thomas asked.

  “They’re scared. They say this animal can’t be killed.”

  “Why not?”

  Jalani asked. “They say he is the devil.”

  “A devil?” Thomas said with a grin. “Well assure them it is only an animal and one that we intend to get rid of.”

  “One of the children claims that it spoke with them.”

  Thomas laughed. “Nonsense. Tell them we’re willing to pay for the services of a good tracker and that I will not stop until this beast is dead. Tell him it’s in his interest to help us so no more of his tribe should suffer.”

  Jalani translated and the man thought awhile, then said something and offered his hand. Jalani took it and they held each other for a moment. “He agrees,” Jalani said, “but not for money. He says only because you are serious and he does not wish any more of his tribe to die. He also invites us to stay the night.”

  “Tell him that’s very gracious and that we accept.”

  *****

  Eric found the people of the tribe friendly and welcoming. Anything they had, they shared. They ate fresh lamb which was greasy but had a slightly sweet taste that he found appealing. The villagers, mostly vegetarian, ate only the roots and potatoes. Afterward Thomas shared some beers with the elders and they sat around telling stories. Eric wandered off to the outskirts of the village, standing on the edge of the green shrubbery and golden fields. The wind rustled through the plains in a soft whisper, almost like it was speaking. It was enough to send a chill down his back.

  “Beautiful isn’t it?” William said as he walked up and stood next to him. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen a sky so blue.”

  “I like these people. They’re innocent, like children.”

  “I doubt that, Eric. We all have the capacity for evil inside us. Even them.”

  Eric picked a long strand of grass and twirled it in his fingers, squinting as he looked far out into the fields at the water buffalo grazing on the open plains. “Why’d you come here, Will?”

  “Vacation.”

  “You hunt man-eating animals for a vacation?”

  William smiled. “No. My wife is friends with Thomas, I think they went to school together in London. He offered a once in a lifetime trip and she insisted we come. I don’t think she likes Boston very much. It can be really gray and cold.” William took out his cigars and handed one to Eric before lighting it and taking one for himself. “What are you gonna do after the animal’s dead?”

  “I don’t know. I can’t go home.”

  “Why?”

  Eric didn’t answer.

  “Oh,” William said.

  “What?”

  “You don’t need to lie to me, Eric. I can see it in you. You miss your home but can’t go there.” He took a puff and decided to change the subject. “This tiger’s supposedly killed a lot of people.”

  “Yeah. I guess you think we’re doing God’s work, huh?”

  “God doesn’t ask anything of us. He doesn’t even ask us to be good, not really. He just shows us both sides and has us decide. But no, I don’t think animals can be evil. But hell, I don’t know, maybe they can and we’re just too arrogant to see it.”

  “Gentleman!” Thomas yelled out, “it’s very rude to be apart from the group during a feast.”

  William put his hand on Eric’s shoulder. “Do you have anything you want to tell me?”

  “No.”

  “Maybe some other time.”

  “Maybe.”

  As they walked back to the group, Jalani handed them a large bowl filled with a rancid, fermented drink. William took a long drink and handed it to Eric as they proceeded to get drunk. The tribe lit a large bonfire, making it roar with dry timber and a type of moss. As darkness fell, they pulled out a few drums and began a dance, chanting a melody that Sandra and Thomas took up as well. Soon, they were all drunk and dancing and chanting melodies that would last well into the night.

  Jalani would glance over to Eric and smile. Eventually, she came up and sat next to him.

  “How do you feel?” she asked.

  “Fine.”

  “You saw death today. Sometimes, that can change a person’s soul.”

  “I don’t know if I believe in a soul.”

  “Really? I believe everything has a soul. In my tribe, we believe that the soul, at least a small part of it, leaves the body with the breath. If two people breathe into each other, they will be part of each other forever.”

  Eric smiled.

  “You find funny our beliefs?” Jalani said playfully.

  “No, it’s just amazing the things people like to believe in.”

  Jalani glanced over at the group. They were all around the fire, dancing and singing in melody to the music. “Will you dance?” she said. She stood up and motioned for him to follow.

  Eric stood up and followed her close to the flames. Her slender figure appeared exotic next to the fire, her silhouette like that of goddess; darkness against flame. Her dance wasn’t like the others’ drunken movements. She was very purposeful, her hips moving in line with her legs and her muscular upper body. She took Eric’s hands and wrapped them around her hips. He ran his hands up and down her body as they danced. When they were coated in sweat and their muscles were warm and stretched from the movement, she turned to him and put her arms around his neck. She put her lips to his, and breathed in. He pulled away and saw the mischievous grin she had before she leaned in and kissed him.

  CHAPTER

  34

  Dawn over the plains began with a smoke-gray sky. Soon, the red and orange of the sun would come over the mountains and paint the landscape with color. Then the heat would begin. The waves would come up off the ground creating mirages in every direction one looked. The smell of hot grass and dirt would overtake one’s senses and the day would officially begin.

  Eric awoke in a tent next to Jalani and Douglas. Douglas snored like a bear the entire night but Eric was so tired he had fallen right to sleep. Jalani had slept against him, her body warm through the night. He woke and gently removed her hand from his chest before he climbed out of the tent into the bright day. The tribe was up and around. He noticed that the men were gone and only the women and children remained. Some of the children stared and giggled as he made a face at them.

  Thomas was seated on the ground, leaning against a tree near one of the tents and sipping at so
me tea. He nodded hello to Eric as he walked over and sat in the shade next to him.

  “Quite a sociable people, no?” Thomas said.

  “I like ‘em. They have no sense of ‘mine’; they share everything. They’re not really a tribe I found out. More like a town.”

  “Sleep well?”

  “Not bad, but I was drunk. What was that drink anyway?”

  “Milk mixed with the spit of all the tribe and then left to ferment in the sun.” Eric got a look on his face that Thomas couldn’t help but smile at. “You’ll be fine,” Thomas said. “So what do you think of Andhra Pradesh?”

  “It’s beautiful. I can see why my dad came here.”

  Thomas took a sip of tea. “You’re father died not far from here, maybe two or three day’s journey.”

  A robin chirped in the tree above them, dancing among the branches before flapping her wings in a furious display and then darting off.

  “Will asked what I’m going to do after we kill the tiger.”

  “Oh? And what did you say?”

  “I said I don’t know.”

  “Well, if you prove yourself a useful hunter, I suppose I could use an apprentice. You could stay with me in Hyderabad until you found a place of your own. There’s a lot of money to be made in helping tourists see the sights and make a kill. You could do it a few years and save enough to go and live wherever you want.”

  “I don’t know. I’m not much of a hunter.”

  “That’s yet to be seen. You can only tell when you’re eye-to-eye with the beast.”

  William crawled out of a tent on the far side of the village and waved hello as he stretched his back.

  “How do you know Will and his wife?” Eric asked.

  “I attended school with Sandra. We were, at that time, quite the item.”

  Eric never even thought that Thomas was interested in women. Not that he thought he was a homosexual, but more like asexual. He seemed like he’d be perfectly content with a solitary life. “Really? What happened?”

  “I moved away and she didn’t want to leave London. I couldn’t stay; it was getting a bit tight for me. I needed breathing space.”