By the Book
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Contents
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Title Page
Contents
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
The Scoundrel Survival Guide, Appendix I: Works Cited
Acknowledgments
More Books from HMH Teen
About the Author
Connect with HMH on Social Media
Copyright © 2020 by Amanda Sellet
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Cover illustration © 2020 by Monique Aimee
Cover design by Andrea Miller
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Sellet, Amanda, author. Title: By the book : a novel of prose and cons / Amanda Sellet. Description: Boston : Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, [2020] | Includes bibliographical references. | Summary: “A teen obsessed with 19th-century literature tries to cull advice on life and love from her favorite classic heroines to disastrous results—especially when she falls for the school's resident lothario.”—Provided by publisher. Identifiers: LCCN 2019020307 (print) | LCCN 2019022286 (ebook) | ISBN 9780358156611 (hardcover : alk. paper) | ISBN 9780358156642 ebook | Subjects: CYAC: High schools—Fiction. | Schools—Fiction. | Dating (Social customs)—Fiction. Classification: LCC PZ7.1.S42 By 2020 (print) | LCC PZ7.1.S42 (ebook) | DDC [Fic]—dc23 | LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019020307 | LC ebook record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019022286
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To my big family and my little one.
You’re all in here somewhere.
Dear Diary,
Here’s a secret I’ve never told anyone: Sometimes I pretend my life is happening inside a book. I’m the main character, and there’s a narrator following me around, describing everything. Her piercing cerulean eyes gazed wistfully into the distance as an errant breeze caressed her lustrous auburn tresses . . . Et cetera.
Obviously I’m the good kind of heroine, not someone whose poor life choices will lead to her dying of consumption while still in her teens. And I’m wearing a long dress, and maybe there’s a handsome stranger in the distance. Beyond that, the story is vague. Possibly because my real life has always been light on plot development—until today.
M.P.M.
Chapter 1
The beginning of the upending of my life took place on a sweltering August afternoon, the summer before my sophomore year of high school. I was lying on the couch, immersed in the story of a genteel family with too many daughters and not enough property. The slow rotation of the ceiling fan ruffled the pages of my book. If I held perfectly still, it was possible not to sweat.
“Mary,” said my mother’s voice, summoning me back to the present. “Can I see you in my office?”
There was no clap of thunder or eerie howling in the distance. The sun continued to blaze down from a cloudless sky—or so I imagined, not having been outside. Apart from the mild annoyance of being interrupted in the middle of a crucial scene, I had no presentiment of doom. After fumbling for my bookmark, which had slipped between cushions, I levered myself upright.
When I hobbled into the office on limbs stiff from too many hours in the same position, I was surprised to see my father seated at one end of the desk. Usually he (and Mom) preferred it when he worked in a different room.
“What’s up?” I asked, lifting a stack of literary journals from the threadbare armchair so I could sit.
“Mary.” Dad leaned forward on his stool, hands cupping his knees. “How would you like a new . . . lunchbox?”
Mom winced.
“The one I have is fine. Why?” Being observant by nature—reasonably skilled at reading a room, deciphering subtext, sniffing out the nuances of human behavior—I had an inkling there was more to come.
Dad blotted his temple with the back of his wrist. “Well. As you know, there are things in this life that endure, and others that are more—” He paused, squinting at a framed poster of the Bloomsbury Group, as if one of them might supply the missing phrase. “Transitory.”
“And you think my lunchbox is going to stop existing?” I looked to my mother for enlightenment.
She inhaled as if preparing to plunge into the watery deep. “What your father is trying to say is that you have to change schools.”
Dumbfounded, I struggled to make sense of her words. I’d been at the same school since I was three, a ramshackle on-campus facility catering mostly to the children of professors. It was small, and smelled like old shoes when it rained, but it was also a second home. I knew every rip in the carpet and limp beanbag. “Are you serious?” I finally managed to ask.
“The school’s grant wasn’t renewed.” Among my mother’s gifts was the ability to pack a world of disapproval into the briefest of utterances.
“And they just figured this out? Summer’s almost over.”
The two of them exchanged a furtive glance.
“The possibility presented itself some time ago, but the situation wasn’t definitive until quite recently.” Dad gestured vaguely. “A month or so—”
“Two at the most,” Mom cut in. “We thought it best not to upset you while there was still a chance the issue could be resolved. Plus we had the symposium in Chicago, and then the twins were getting ready for the Shakespeare festival, not to mention Cam’s tournament.” Her eyes slid to me, clearly hoping for some version of Oh wow, you’re right, that was hectic, but I was more concerned by the revelation that they’d known about this in the spring.
“But what am I going to do? This changes everything.” A vision popped into my head: setting off on the first day only to have one of them call after me, By the way, Mary, your school no longer exists.
My mother squared her shoulders. “There was very little choice involved. Private school isn’t an option for us. It was Millville High or the circus.”
While we weren’t paupers, all of us understood that a family of seven had to observe certain economies to get by on an academic pay scale. That didn’t excuse leaving me in the dark for so long.
“What about Jasper?”
She rolled her eyes, a gesture reminiscent of the sibling in question. “No doubt your brother will be delighted.”
“You haven’t told him yet.” The part of me that kept a running tally of which sibling got what was relieved. It was important to make sure the privileges of birth order were respected, even when the rest of the universe was falling apart.
“Jasper is enough of a contrarian to think middle school will be fun.” Mom huffed through her nostrils, in case we’d missed the sarcasm.
“And so will Millville High,” Dad said with forced cheer. “Especially with your sister there to take you under her wing.”
Despite this assurance, I found it hard to imagine Cam playing nursemaid. She was going to be a senior, and captain of the field hockey team, with a busy life of her own. I could go to her in dire straits, or if I needed to intimidate someone, but it wasn’t as though we spent a lot of time hanging out together now. I didn’t bother explaining this to my parents. There were too many other things to worry about.
“So I’m going to Millville High in—a week?” I glanced at the calendar on the wall, each month featuring the idyllic childhood home of an English novelist. “And I’ll know one person, and everyone will look at me and wonder why a sophomore can’t figure out where her classes are or how to open a locker or anything else that happens at a normal high school?”
“Pooh pooh.” My father was the only human being I knew who actually said those words, instead of using them as a verb. “Of course not. Anjuli will be there, too.”
That brought me up short. “She will?”
Dad scratched his head. “Did we not mention that?”
“You led with the lunchbox,” Mom reminded him.
I hardly listened to the ensuing back-and-forth about which of them was the more skilled communicator. What mattered was that I wouldn’t be alone in the wilds of Millville High. Anjuli and I had spent most of our lives in the same classroom, the only girls in our grade. We hadn’t actually spoken since the last day of school, but that was fairly typical of our summers. She traveled the world visiting family, while I stayed in Millville, rereading. Perhaps this dramatic shift in our lives would bring us closer?
My expression must have brightened, because Dad pointed triumphantly at me. “You see? I knew Mary would rise to the occasion. When you think about it, this has the potential to be an exciting adventure, rather than a catastrophic loss!”
Mom patted his hand. “Well put, dear.” She stood, rolling the exercise ball she used as a chair under her desk. “We should give Mary space to process.” Her hand rested briefly on the top of my head as she moved toward the door.
“The lunchbox offer still stands,” my father whispered as he followed.
I watched the door close, feeling a twinge of wistfulness that I’d let them slip away instead of drawing out my time in the spotlight. But that would have required me to pitch a fit, and histrionics were beneath my dignity—particularly if I wanted to be taken as seriously as my older sisters.
Besides, the first wave of trepidation was already receding. In its place my pulse thrummed with a sense of newfound possibility. A plot twist of this magnitude had to signal something. A fork in the road. The start of a fresh chapter. It was like the part of the book where the heroine receives an invitation to visit someone’s country estate. There would be people to meet, a chance to see and be seen, organized socializing. Though probably not croquet or masquerades.
All my life I’d been waiting my turn to be the one with important stuff happening. Maybe this was it at last—my time to take center stage. I wasn’t sure exactly what that might entail, but one thing was certain: a fetching new lunchbox was only the beginning.
Dear Diary,
The good thing about Millville High is that it’s not a germ-ridden penal colony masquerading as a boarding school, à la Jane Eyre. I’m pretty sure I can cross corporal punishment and starvation rations off my list of worries, not to mention waking up next to the corpse of my only friend.
Although if Anjuli had succumbed to a picturesque nineteenth-century illness, it would explain why she’s not returning my calls. I had to find out from her mom that the only class the two of us have together is lunch, which is disappointing, but at least means I won’t have to brave the cafeteria alone.
M.P.M.
Chapter 2
My first impression of Millville High was kaleidoscopic. Fragments of color and sound swirled around me, the new faces and snatches of conversation overlaid with an aroma best described as Overcrowded Candy Store: bouquet of fruity chemicals and nervous sweat.
It may seem chaotic, I told myself as the sea of humanity swept me in the direction of my next class, but there’s bound to be an underlying logic. Perhaps it would take a few weeks to learn the steps of this new dance. All I needed was to bide my time until I figured out how to join in without tripping over my own feet.
When the bell rang for lunch I hurried to the cafeteria, eager to compare notes with Anjuli. After several fruitless surveys of the cafeteria’s outer ring, I finally spotted her, sitting at an otherwise empty table. That part didn’t surprise me. What caused my steps to falter was that she’d positioned herself at the very center of the room. I might be a babe in the woods when it came to the social politics of Millville High, but a morning had been sufficient to notice a distinct class structure. Not so much in the sense of freshman, sophomore, and so on; this was a hierarchy of position. And right now, the crème de la crème had assembled at the heart of the cafeteria.
To insert ourselves among the upper crust on our first day felt presumptuous at best. At worst it would look like we were putting on airs. Getting ideas above our station. Begging for a swift comeuppance. Against this I weighed Anjuli’s rigid posture. I imagined her arriving early to secure us a spot, followed by tense moments alone as she waited for me to appear. Her left arm was crooked protectively around the nearest chair, as though she feared it might be snatched away. Even her hair was on the defensive, the neat braid she’d worn since second grade replaced by a curtain of flowing locks that shielded her face from view.
“Oh,” she said dully when I set my backpack on the table. “Mary.” Her brow knit as she looked me up and down.
As greetings went, this one was more huh, it’s you than reunited at last! Perhaps she’d given up hope, resigning herself to a lonely vigil. Either that or it was a subtle way of letting me know I was late.
“I didn’t see you at first, in all the hullabaloo.”
Anjuli’s mouth compressed, suggesting my explanation left something to be desired. I reached for the chair she’d been guarding, but she yanked it away. “Not there.”
Personal space, I theorized, edging around her to take one of the four other vacant seats. Or maybe she was using that chair for storage. I’d briefly considered carrying all my school supplies with me in lieu of braving the dreaded locker combination.
I felt her watching as I unzipped my lunch. “It’s nothing exciting,” I warned, in case the new bag had given her false hopes. “Same old sandwich.” I didn’t mention the apple or granola bar; Anjuli knew my family’s health-conscious pantry as well as I did.
She went back to scanning the room. Which seemed odd, now that I was there, unless she was on the lookout for potential threats. A burst eardrum maybe, given the noise level.
“It’s a lot to absorb, isn’t it?” I whispered.
Her eyes flicked to me. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“The size of the building, the sheer number of people, the mysterious group dynamics. This is a completely unfamiliar milieu.”
A muscle twitched in Anjuli’s jaw. “Do you have to talk like that?”
“I’m just saying, they have a cafeteria.” I tipped my head at the line of people carrying orange and yellow trays. At our old school, you could have fed the entire grade with a single pizza, provided it had a gluten-free crust and vegan “cheese.”
“Ooooh.” She fluttered her fingers. “I’m so weirded out by the vats of canned vegetables. How will I survive?”
Before I could muster a counterargument, Anjuli’s expression softened into a tentative smile. I waited for the words that must be coming: You’re right, Mary. It is intimidating. The stress is making me testy. Then I realized the warmth in her gaze wasn’t directed at me.
“Pittaya,” I exclaimed, tipping my head back to see all of him. Our erstwhile classmate had grown several inches over the summer. “I didn’t know you were going to be here.”
He dipped his chin, conveying hello and yes and I didn’t know you didn’t know with chara
cteristic economy of words.
“I saved you a seat,” Anjuli informed him, pointing to the chair I’d been denied.
Objectively I could see how Pittaya would be a higher-status lunch companion, what with the unkempt black hair and brooding mien, qualities that had inspired my mother to dub him Heathcliff Junior. Yet even with the newly impressive height, Pittaya would always be Pittaya to me. The same kid who’d dealt with frequent childhood nosebleeds by dangling streamers of bloody Kleenex from his nostrils.
“How did it go this morning?” Anjuli asked. That the question was intended for Pittaya was evident in the unblinking gaze she trained on his face.
He blushed, a typical Pittaya response to being singled out. “Fine.”
“You would love my New Media class.” Her voice deepened as though trying to match his bass rumble.
“That sounds fun,” I put in, thinking to spare Pittaya the ordeal of a response.
Anjuli scowled at the interruption. “It’s not your kind of thing, Mary.”
“I know.” The word new was enough of a clue. “Still, it’s too bad we don’t have any classes together.”
For the first time since Pittaya’s arrival, she looked directly at me. “We’ve been stuck in the same room for twelve years.”
I swallowed a bite of sandwich that should have been chewed more. “True,” I choked out. “And at least we’ll see each other at lunch.”
She grunted something I chose to take as an affirmative.
“What else are you taking?” People usually perked up when given the chance to talk about themselves.
Anjuli snapped a carrot stick in half. “We’re not seriously going to sit here and talk about our classes, are we?”
“It seemed relevant.” I spoke the words mostly to my water bottle. “This is a school.”
“News flash. There’s more to life than academics. Everyone knows the overachiever lifestyle is a trap. Haven’t you been reading all the articles about how toxic stress and anxiety are for teens? The pressure to be perfect, blah blah blah?”