Tainted Bastard

by Terri Anne Browning

  She made a soft mewling sound when I dipped my fingers between her thighs. “Is that enough time?” she teased, lifting her head for a kiss.

  “Babe, a lifetime isn’t enough time for what I want, but it’s plenty for me to make you come a few times.” I licked at her bottom lip before sucking it into my mouth.

  Roanna pushed me back and climbed to her knees, straddling my lap. Kissing me, she skimmed her fingers down my chest, tracing over my abs before lifting the waistband of my sweats and wrapping her silky fingers around my throbbing cock. With her on me like this, taking charge and stroking my dick, she was my own personal goddess to worship.

  “We have to use a condom,” she said with a pout. “My antibiotics could cancel out my birth control, so we have to be careful.”

  “Shit,” I groaned. “I didn’t know that.”

  Her brows lifted as she caressed her thumb over the head of my dick, massaging the liquid already weeping from the slit into the tip. “Why is that a problem? I figured you had a hundred boxes stashed somewhere here,” she said with a grin.

  I grabbed her by the ass and rolled her under me. “Because I tossed them all when you became mine. I didn’t need them because you’re on the pill.”

  Her eyes lit up. “Got rid of temptation, huh?”

  I glared down at her. “No, silly woman, because I had no use for them. The only temptation I have is spread open for me right now.” I pressed my cock between her pussy lips, rubbing the tip over her clit and making her breath hitch. “Guess I’ll just have to come on your stomach. I’ll pick up a box of condoms tomorrow.”

  “Oh my God,” she moaned, writhing under me as I teased her with my cock. “Sin, that feels so damn good.”

  “You’re so wet for me, Ro,” I groaned as I kissed between her tits. “Fuck, you make me ache for you, baby.”

  “I want you in me,” she sobbed when I had her close to the edge.

  “Not tonight, sweet girl,” I told her regretfully. “I want you all to myself for a while before we go making any babies.”

  “Babies?” she choked out, her thighs trembling as she fought off her orgasm. “We’re going to have babies?”

  “If you want them.” I bit into her shoulder, using one hand to stroke my cock against her harder. Fuck, I was going to go off soon, come all over her stomach and tits. “It’s cool with me if you don’t, though. As long as I have you, I don’t need anything else.”

  “Sin…” She gasped for breath. “Are you… Wait, please. I’m going to come, and I need to think.”

  I lifted my head so I could grin down wickedly at her. “No thinking. Just come for me.”

  “But… Oh Jesus … Mm, I really like when you do that.”

  “That’s it, sweet girl. Come for me.”

  Her nails bit into my back, her head thrashing on my pillow. And then she was crying my name as her body began to convulse with her release. Her pussy flooded with her cream, and I rubbed my cock in her juices as my balls tightened and I came all over her.

  I fell on top of her, trying to catch my breath and kissing her neck.

  “Sin,” she whispered. “The way you were talking just now…”

  I pushed up on my arms so I wasn’t crushing her and met her gaze. “I’m going to marry you one day, Roanna King. One day, fuck knows when. But one day, I’m going to put a ring on your finger, and you’re going to say yes. Because I can’t fucking live without you.”

  She was quiet for a long moment before her lips tilted up in a shy little smile. “Okay.”

  There was that damn word again, but this time, I liked hearing it.

  Chapter 27

  Roanna

  Yawning, I reached out blindly for Sin, missing his body snuggled up against my own. Feeling only cool sheets, my eyes snapped open, and I looked around the empty bedroom with a pout.

  From the living room, I could hear the TV, and I glanced at the clock on the nightstand. It was past eleven in the morning. Crap, I needed to eat and take my meds soon. Getting up, I piled my hair up on my head and took a quick shower. When I was done, I grabbed one of his shirts out of his closet and pulled it on, forgoing panties. I’d brought several changes of clothes with me the night before, but I was more comfortable in his clothes, and I knew he liked seeing me wearing his T-shirts.

  Unpinning my hair, I combed my fingers through it as I walked barefoot out to the living room.

  Sin sat on the couch, shirtless with a huge mug of coffee in his hands and an amused smirk on his face as he watched television.

  “What’s so funny?” I asked as I sat down beside him.

  He lifted his arm, and I accepted the silent invitation to come closer, putting my head on his chest and hugging his waist. “Emmie has been busy. She called me about an hour ago to turn on the news, and I’ve been entertained ever since.”

  I looked at the flat screen, unsure what kind of entertainment he could be getting from watching the news. I hated the news. It was depressing, scary at times, and there was rarely anything good to report. But right then, there were flashing cameras and police surrounding an older man who was in what appeared to be an expensive suit walking out of a courthouse in cuffs.

  “Who is that?”

  “That would be Judge Blaylock. He just got arrested for a list of felonies I don’t even understand but keeps getting longer every time they talk about him.” I felt him kiss the top of my head. “It seems the judge has been dealing under the table. He presides mostly over custody cases, and he’s been taking bribes to rule in favor of whichever parent is willing to pay the most for their kids.”

  “Is that really a big crime?”

  “He could serve serious time for that, from what they keep reporting. But even if he doesn’t, he’s just lost his reputation and will be removed from the bench.”

  “Good,” I grumbled, glaring at the man on the screen now. His face looked gray, his eyes bloodshot, and the way his shoulders were hunched forward appeared as if he were holding the weight of the world on them.

  That man tried to make me break up with Sin. Tried to fill my head with lies that the man I loved had cheated on me.

  Maybe I should have thanked him, though.

  Because this whole thing had made Sin confess he loved me. Even if he had been saying the words regularly, I’d never heard them. It also made me realize that I did trust Sin. Because even as pissed as I’d been when I first saw those pictures, I didn’t automatically assume he’d cheated on me. They upset me, but I’d still been clearheaded enough to think about fixing the possible media freakshow for him.

  “Hey,” Sin said, and I lifted my head. He kissed me, one of those knee-weakening soft brushes of his lips over mine. “What do you want to eat? I need to feed you so you can take your antibiotic at noon.”

  I shrugged. “I’m okay with cereal.”

  “I only keep that shit for you. You know that, right?”

  I laughed but nodded. “I know. My baby likes to spoil me.”

  He cupped the back of my head, his eyes drilling into mine. “That’s the first time you’ve ever said that. You never call me baby.”

  “I never said I love you before last night either,” I reminded him. “But I do, Sin. So much it scares me.” Tears filled my eyes, and I tried to blink them away. “Don’t break my heart, mister, or I’ll let my soul sisters break your legs.”

  His jaw clenched as he rubbed a thumb under my eye just as a tear spilled free. “I love you, Ro, and that terrifies me. Not just because I’ve never loved anyone before, but because you have the power to destroy me. So, don’t break my heart, sweet girl. Because I can’t survive without you.”

  Sin brushed his lips over mine again before pushing to his feet. “Cereal?”

  “Not yet,” I whined, pulling him back down beside me. He fell against the cushions, and I moved so I was straddling his lap. His eyes flared when my bare core was exposed and my heat pressed against his already hard coc
k. “Promise me something, here and now.”

  “Anything.”

  “Promise we won’t have secrets from each other ever again. No matter how big or small, even if it will hurt, we tell each other everything.”

  He nodded. “I promise, baby.”

  I bit my lip, my mind going back to something Barrie Lewis had said the night before. “The private detective guy said you had to do a paternity test.”

  He groaned, shrugging his shoulders. “I didn’t ever want to tell anyone about that, but yeah. Not long after Dad kicked Brandi out, she got pregnant. The time frame was close enough that I could have been the father. When she split from the guy she moved in with not long after the divorce, she tried to say their kid wasn’t his. It was years later, I was nineteen, and she showed up saying I was the kid’s father. It was scary as fuck, Ro. I was sweating bullets, praying I didn’t have to put up with that bitch for the rest of my life. I’d never thought about being a dad, but I sure as hell knew I wouldn’t want to be one to her spawn.”

  “But you weren’t?”

  “Nope. I got lucky, I guess. The baby was the new guy’s, some accountant, I think. I don’t remember. Didn’t care as long as I wasn’t the father. She had to share custody of the kid, and I was able to breathe easy again. Worst two weeks of my life.”

  “I’m sorry you had to go through that. You had to relive her abuse all over again.” I hated that for him.

  His head fell back onto the couch. “Yeah… I didn’t tell my dad about the DNA test.”

  My heart ached at the look on his face. “You two never really talked about what happened?”

  “To talk about it would mean he would actually have to speak to me, sweet girl. I haven’t had a real conversation with him since before he caught Brandi on top of me that night. I haven’t seen him or even gotten a call from him since I moved out here. He hates me for fucking his wife.”

  “He’s an idiot,” I growled, dislike for the man coating my voice.

  A smile teased at Sin’s lips. “It’s okay, baby. I hate him just as much. He picked her over me a long, long time ago. The day he left my mom for her was the day he stopped being my dad in my eyes.”

  The way his brow pinched when he spoke of his mom broke my heart. “Do you think she would have liked me? Your mom, I mean.”

  His hands stroked down my back and cupped my bare ass. “Sweet girl, she would have adored you, if for no other reason than you can make me smile even when I want the rest of the world to disappear. She would have taken one look at you and fallen just as fast and hard as I did. You two would have been best friends within an hour, tops.”

  “You think so?”

  He kissed my forehead. “I know so.” Tapping me on the ass, he lifted me and placed me back on the couch. “Sit tight. I’m going to fix you some cereal, and then I gotta go to the drugstore really quick.”

  I grinned up at him. “Just a small box. We won’t need the condoms after I’m finished with my meds.”

  “Babe, we’re gonna need a huge box, because other than you going to work Thursday night, we aren’t leaving this goddamn apartment.”

  Epilogue

  Sin

  The rocking of the tour bus was kind of soothing. The click-clack of the tires as we powered down the interstate was an oddly peaceful sound.

  The sexy little Blonde rocker snuggled into my side in the roost that had become our home over the past few weeks made it paradise.

  Tainted Knights’ first headlining tour started back in December. My dream of the Blonde Bombshells touring with us as our opening act had been made reality, and every other night, I watched my sweet girl take the stage with her band and hypnotize more and more fans. Their social media following was in the millions now. Their popularity was becoming just as extreme as ours, and Natalie Cutter was already talking about getting them back into the recording studio to produce a second album so it was ready by the end of the summer.

  The only downside was that Kin was also touring with us.

  She and the Blondes shared a bus, while Tainted Knights had their own, but I rarely joined my bandbrothers on our bus. Mostly because I couldn’t sleep without Roanna’s sweet ass pressed up against me.

  “Sin?” she sighed softly in her sleep before yawning.

  “Yeah, sweet girl?”

  “I’ve been meaning to ask you.” She snuggled closer, her thigh lifting over mine, making my already semi-hard cock wake up completely. “Will you sing with me on our next album?”

  “Whatever you want, babe.”

  I felt her smile against my bare chest. “Will you love me forever? Because that’s what I want the most.”

  I tucked her closer and kissed the top of her head. “Forever isn’t nearly long enough, Ro.”

  Playlist

  “lovely” by Billie Eilish & Khalid

  “Sing Me to Sleep” by Alan Walker

  “Avalanche” by Nick Jonas ft. Demi Lovato

  “Bad Things” by Machine Gun Kelly & Camila Cabello

  “Close My Eyes Forever” by Device ft. Lzzy Hale

  “A Little Braver” by New Empire

  “Might Not Like Me” by Brynn Elliott

  “I’m a Mess” by Bebe Rexha

  “With or Without You” by Eva Under Fire

  “Get Lucky” by Halestorm

  Coming Soon!

  Tainted Forever—January

  Angel’s Halo: Forever Angel—February

  Saving Our Love (A Collection of Novellas featuring: Linc, Jenna, Mieke, Kenzie, Caleb, and Nate!)

  The Rockers’ Legacy

  Holding Mia

  Needing Nevaeh

  Loving Violet

  Savoring Lyric

  Hating Piper

  Wanting Shaw

  More to be announced!