Complete Works of J. M. Barrie

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  The man who had dug the grave sent them away, and they wandered to the hill, and thence down the Roods, where there were so many outside stairs not put there for show that it was well Elspeth remembered how susceptible Tommy was to being struck dumb. For her sake he said, “They’re bonny,” and for his sake she replied, “I’m glad they ain’t bonnier.”

  When within one turn of Monypenny they came suddenly upon some boys playing at capey-dykey, a game with marbles that is only known in Thrums. There are thirty-five ways of playing marbles, but this is the best way, and Elspeth knew that Tommy was hungering to look on, but without her, lest he should be accused of sweethearting. So she offered to remain in the background.

  Was she sure she shouldn’t mind?

  She said falteringly that of course she would mind a little, but —

  Then Tommy was irritated, and said he knew she would mind, but if she just pretended she didn’t mind, he could leave her without feeling that he was mean.

  So Elspeth affected not to mind, and then he deserted her, conscience at rest, which was his nature. But he should have remained with her. The players only gave him the side of their eye, and a horrid fear grew on him that they did not know he was a Thrums boy. “Dagont!” he cried to put them right on that point, but though they paused in their game, it was only to laugh at him uproariously. Let the historian use an oath for once; dagont, Tommy had said the swear in the wrong place!

  How fond he had been of that word! Many a time he had fired it in the face of Londoners, and the flash had often blinded them and always him. Now he had brought it home, and Thrums would have none of it; it was as if these boys were jeering at their own flag. He tottered away from them until he came to a trance, or passage, where he put his face to the wall and forgot even Elspeth.

  He had not noticed a girl pass the mouth of the trance, trying not very successfully to conceal a brandy-bottle beneath her pinafore, but presently he heard shouts, and looking out he saw Grizel, the Painted Lady’s child, in the hands of her tormentors. She was unknown to him, of course, but she hit back so courageously that he watched her with interest, until — until suddenly he retreated farther into the trance. He had seen Elspeth go on her knees, obviously to ask God to stay the hands and tongues of these cruel boys.

  Elspeth had disgraced him, he felt. He was done with her forever. If they struck her, serve her right.

  Struck her! Struck little Elspeth! His imagination painted the picture with one sweep of its brush. Take care, you boys, Tommy is scudding back.

  They had not molested Elspeth as yet. When they saw and heard her praying, they had bent forward, agape, as if struck suddenly in the stomach. Then one of them, Francie Crabb, the golden-haired son of Esther Auld, recovered and began to knead Grizel’s back with his fists, less in viciousness than to show that the prayer was futile. Into this scene sprang Tommy, and he thought that Elspeth was the kneaded one. Had he taken time to reflect he would probably have used the Thrums feint, and then in with a left-hander, which is not very efficacious in its own country; but being in a hurry he let out with Shovel’s favorite, and down went Francie Crabb.

  “Would you!” said Tommy, threatening, when Francie attempted to rise.

  He saw now that Elspeth was untouched, that he had rescued an unknown girl, and it cannot be pretended of him that he was the boy to squire all ladies in distress. In ordinary circumstances he might have left Grizel to her fate, but having struck for her, he felt that he would like to go on striking. He had also the day’s disappointments to avenge. It is startling to reflect that the little minister’s height, for instance, put an extra kick in him.

  So he stood stridelegs over Francie, who whimpered, “I wouldna have struck this one if that one hadna prayed for me. It wasna likely I would stand that.”

  “You shall stand it,” replied Tommy, and turning to Elspeth, who had risen from her knees, he said: “Pray away, Elspeth.”

  Elspeth refused, feeling that there would be something wrong in praying from triumph, and Tommy, about to be very angry with her, had a glorious inspiration. “Pray for yourself,” he said to Francie, “and do it out loud.”

  The other boys saw that a novelty promised, and now Francie need expect no aid from them. At first he refused to pray, but he succumbed when Tommy had explained the consequences, and illustrated them.

  Tommy dictated: “Oh, God, I am a sinner. Go on.”

  Francie not only said it, but looked it.

  “And I pray to you to repent me, though I ain’t worthy,” continued

  Tommy.

  “And I pray to you to repent me, though I ain’t worthy,” growled

  Francie. (It was the arrival of ain’t in Thrums.)

  Tommy considered, and then: “I thank Thee, O God,” he said, “for telling this girl — this lassie — to pray for me.”

  Two gentle taps helped to knock this out of Francie.

  Being an artist, Tommy had kept his best for the end (and made it up first). “And lastly,” he said, “I thank this boy for thrashing me — I mean this here laddie. Oh, may he allus be near to thrash me when I strike this other lassie again. Amen.”

  When it was all over Tommy looked around triumphantly, and though he liked the expression on several faces, Grizel’s pleased him best. “It ain’t no wonder you would like to be me, lassie!” he said, in an ecstasy.

  “I don’t want to be you, you conceited boy,” retorted the Painted Lady’s child hotly, and her heat was the greater because the clever little wretch had read her thoughts aright. But it was her sweet voice that surprised him.

  “You’re English!” he cried.

  “So are you,” broke in a boy offensively, and then Tommy said to Grizel loftily, “Run away; I’ll not let none on them touch you.”

  “I am not afraid of them,” she rejoined, with scorn, “and I shall not let you help me, and I won’t run.” And run she did not; she walked off leisurely with her head in the air, and her dignity was beautiful, except once when she made the mistake of turning round to put out her tongue.

  But, alas! in the end someone ran. If only they had not called him “English.” In vain he fired a volley of Scotch; they pretended not to understand it. Then he screamed that he and Shovel could fight the lot of them. Who was Shovel? they asked derisively. He replied that Shovel was a bloke who could lick any two of them — and with one hand tied behind his back.

  No sooner had he made this proud boast than he went white, and soon two disgraceful tears rolled down his cheeks. The boys saw that for some reason unknown his courage was gone, and even Francie Crabb began to turn up his sleeves and spit upon his hands.

  Elspeth was as bewildered as the others, but she slipped her hand into his and away they ran ingloriously, the foe too much astounded to jeer. She sought to comfort him by saying (and it brought her a step nearer womanhood), “You wasn’t feared for yourself, you wasn’t; you was just feared they would hurt me.”

  But Tommy sobbed in reply, “That ain’t it. I bounced so much about the Thrums folk to Shovel, and now the first day I’m here I heard myself bouncing about Shovel to Thrums folk, and it were that what made me cry. Oh, Elspeth, it’s — it’s not the same what I thought it would be!”

  Nor was it the same to Elspeth, so they sat down by the roadside and cried with their arms round each other, and any passer-by could look who had the heart. But when night came, and they were in their garret bed, Tommy was once more seeking to comfort Elspeth with arguments he disbelieved, and again he succeeded. As usual, too, the make-believe made him happy also.

  “Have you forgot,” he whispered, “that my mother said as she would come and see us every night in our bed? If yer cries, she’ll see as we’re terrible unhappy, and that will make her unhappy too.”

  “Oh, Tommy, is she here now?”

  “Whisht! She’s here, but they don’t like living ones to let on as they knows it.”

  Elspeth kept closer to Tommy, and with their heads beneath the blankets, so as t
o stifle the sound, he explained to her how they could cheat their mother. When she understood, he took the blankets off their faces and said in the darkness in a loud voice:

  “It’s a grand place, Thrums!”

  Elspeth replied in a similar voice, “Ain’t the townhouse just big!”

  Said Tommy, almost chuckling, “Oh, the bonny, bonny Auld Licht Kirk!”

  Said Elspeth, “Oh, the beauty outside stairs!”

  Said Tommy, “The minister is so long!”

  Said Elspeth, “The folk is so kind!”

  Said Tommy, “Especially the laddies!”

  “Oh, I is so happy!” cried Elspeth.

  “Me too!” cried Tommy.

  “My mother would be so chirpy if she could jest see us!” Elspeth said, quite archly.

  “But she canna!” replied Tommy, slyly pinching Elspeth in the rib.

  Then they dived beneath the blankets, and the whispering was resumed.

  “Did she hear, does yer think?” asked Elspeth.

  “Every word,” Tommy replied. “Elspeth, we’ve done her!”

  CHAPTER XIII

  SHOWS HOW TOMMY TOOK CARE OF ELSPETH

  Thus the first day passed, and others followed in which women, who had known Jean Myles, did her children kindnesses, but could not do all they would have done, for Aaron forbade them to enter his home except on business though it was begging for a housewife all day. Had Elspeth at the age of six now settled down to domestic duties she would not have been the youngest housekeeper ever known in Thrums, but she was never very good at doing things, only at loving and being loved, and the observant neighbors thought her a backward girl; they forgot, like most people, that service is not necessarily a handicraft. Tommy discovered what they were saying, and to shield Elspeth he took to housewifery with the blind down; but Aaron, entering the kitchen unexpectedly, took the besom from, him, saying:

  “It’s an ill thing for men folk to ken ower muckle about women’s work.”

  “You do it yoursel’,” Tommy argued.

  “I said men folk,” replied Aaron, quietly.

  The children knew that remarks of this sort had reference to their mother, of whom he never spoke more directly; indeed he seldom spoke to them at all, and save when he was cooking or giving the kitchen a slovenly cleaning they saw little of him. Monypenny had predicted that their presence must make a new man of him, but he was still unsociable and morose and sat as long as ever at the warping-mill, of which he seemed to have become the silent wheel. Tommy and Elspeth always dropped their voices when they spoke of him, and sometimes when his mill stopped he heard one of them say to the other, “Whisht, he’s coming!” Though he seldom, spoke sharply to them, his face did not lose its loneliness at sight of them. Elspeth was his favorite (somewhat to the indignation of both); they found this out without his telling them or even showing it markedly, and when they wanted to ask anything of him she was deputed to do it, but she did it quavering, and after drawing farther away from him instead of going nearer. A dreary life would have lain before them had they not been sent to school.

  There were at this time three schools in Thrums, the chief of them ruled over by the terrible Cathro (called Knuckly when you were a street away from him). It was a famous school, from which a band of three or four or even six marched every autumn to the universities as determined after bursaries as ever were Highlandmen to lift cattle, and for the same reason, that they could not do without.

  A very different kind of dominie was Cursing Ballingall, who had been dropped at Thrums by a travelling circus, and first became familiar to the town as, carrying two carpet shoes, two books, a pillow, and a saucepan, which were all his belongings, he wandered from manse to manse offering to write sermons for the ministers at circus prices. That scheme failing, he was next seen looking in at windows in search of a canny calling, and eventually he cut one of his braces into a pair of tawse, thus with a single stroke of the knife, making himself a schoolmaster and lopsided for life. His fee was but a penny a week, “with a bit o’ the swine when your father kills,” and sometimes there were so many pupils on a form that they could only rise as one. During the first half of the scholastic day Ballingall’s shouts and pounces were for parents to listen to, but after his dinner of crowdy, which is raw meal and hot water, served in a cogie, or wooden bowl, languor overcame him and he would sleep, having first given out a sum in arithmetic and announced:

  “The one as finds out the answer first, I’ll give him his licks.”

  Last comes the Hanky School, which was for the genteel and for the common who contemplated soaring. You were not admitted to it in corduroys or barefooted, nor did you pay weekly; no, your father called four times a year with the money in an envelope. He was shown into the blue-and-white room, and there, after business had been transacted, very nervously on Miss Ailie’s part, she offered him his choice between ginger wine and what she falteringly called wh-wh-whiskey. He partook in the polite national manner, which is thus:

  “You will take something, Mr. Cortachy?”

  “No, I thank you, ma’am.”

  “A little ginger wine?”

  “It agrees ill with me.”

  “Then a little wh-wh-whiskey?”

  “You are ower kind.”

  “Then may I?”

  “I am not heeding.”

  “Perhaps, though, you don’t take?”

  “I can take it or want it.”

  “Is that enough?”

  “It will do perfectly.”

  “Shall I fill it up?”

  “As you please, ma’am.”

  Miss Ailie’s relationship to the magerful man may be remembered; she shuddered to think of it herself, for in middle-age she retained the mind of a young girl, but when duty seemed to call, this schoolmistress could be brave, and she offered to give Elspeth her schooling free of charge. Like the other two hers was a “mixed” school, but she did not want Tommy, because she had seen him in the square one day, and there was a leer on his face that reminded her of his father.

  Another woman was less particular. This was Mrs. Crabb, of the Tappit Hen, the Esther Auld whom Jean Myles’s letters had so frequently sent to bed. Her Francie was still a pupil of Miss Ailie, and still he wore the golden hair, which, despite all advice, she would not crop. It was so beautiful that no common boys could see it without wanting to give it a tug in passing, and partly to prevent this, partly to show how high she had risen in the social scale, Esther usually sent him to school under the charge of her servant lass. She now proposed to Aaron that this duty should devolve on Tommy, and for the service she would pay his fees at the Hanky School.

  “We maun all lend a hand to poor Jean’s bairns,” she said, with a gleam in her eye. “It would have been well for her, Aaron, if she had married you.”

  “Is that all you have to say?” asked the warper, who had let her enter no farther than the hallan.

  “I would expect him to lift Francie ower the pools in wet weather; and it might be as well if he called him Master Francie.”

  “Is that all?”

  “Ay, I ask no more, for we maun all help Jean’s bairns. If she could only look down, Aaron, and see her little velvets, as she called him, lifting my little corduroys ower the pools!”

  Aaron flung open the door. “Munt!” he said, and he looked so dangerous that she retired at once. He sent Tommy to Ballingall’s, and accepted Miss Ailie’s offer for Elspeth, but this was an impossible arrangement, for it was known to the two persons primarily concerned that Elspeth would die if she was not where Tommy was. The few boys he had already begun to know were at Cathro’s or Ballingall’s, and as they called Miss Ailie’s a lassie school he had no desire to attend it, but where he was there also must Elspeth be. Daily he escaped from Ballingall’s and hid near the Dovecot, as Miss Ailie’s house was called, and every little while he gave vent to Shovel’s whistle, so that Elspeth might know of his proximity and be cheered. Thrice was he carried back, kicking, to Ballingall
’s by urchins sent in pursuit, stern ministers of justice on the first two occasions; but on the third they made him an offer: if he would hide in Couthie’s henhouse they were willing to look for him everywhere else for two hours.

  Tommy’s behavior seemed beautiful to the impressionable Miss Ailie, but it infuriated Aaron, and on the fourth day he set off for the parish school, meaning to put the truant in the hands of Cathro, from whom there was no escape. Vainly had Elspeth implored him to let Tommy come to the Dovecot, and vainly apparently was she trotting at his side now, looking up appealingly in his face. But when they reached the gate of the parish school-yard he walked past it because she was tugging him, and always when he seemed about to turn she took his hand again, and he seemed to have lost the power to resist Jean Myles’s bairn. So they came to the Dovecot, and Miss Ailie gained a pupil who had been meant for Cathro. Tommy’s arms were stronger than Elspeth’s, but they could not hare done as much for him that day.

  Thus did the two children enter upon the genteel career, to the indignation of the other boys and girls of Monypenny, all of whom were commoners.

  CHAPTER XIV

  THE HANKY SCHOOL

  The Dovecot was a prim little cottage standing back from the steepest brae in Thrums and hidden by high garden walls, to the top of which another boy’s shoulders were, for apple-lovers, but one step up. Jargonelle trees grew against the house, stretching their arms round it as if to measure its girth, and it was also remarkable for several “dumb” windows with the most artful blinds painted on them. Miss Ailie’s fruit was famous, but she loved her flowers best, and for long a notice board in her garden said, appealingly: “Persons who come to steal the fruit are requested not to walk on the flower-beds.” It was that old bachelor, Dr. McQueen, who suggested this inscription to her, and she could never understand why he chuckled every time he read it.

  There were seven rooms in the house, but only two were of public note, the school-room, which was downstairs, and the blue-and-white room above. The school-room was so long that it looked very low in the ceiling, and it had a carpet, and on the walls were texts as well as maps. Miss Ailie’s desk was in the middle of the room, and there was another desk in the corner; a cloth had been hung over it, as one covers a cage to send the bird to sleep. Perhaps Miss Ailie thought that a bird had once sung there, for this had been the desk of her sister, Miss Kitty, who died years before Tommy came to Thrums. Dainty Miss Kitty, Miss Kitty with the roguish curls, it is strange to think that you are dead, and that only Miss Ailie hears you singing now at your desk in the corner! Miss Kitty never sang there, but the playful ringlets were once the bright thing in the room, and Miss Ailie sees them still, and they are a song to her.