Avren: An Auxem Novel

by Lisa Lace

  Regardless of how it had happened, the first girls in twenty years would soon be born on our planet. We were really doing it! The Auxem race wouldn’t go extinct. My brothers and I had been enraged by our father’s subterfuge, but we couldn’t argue with his results.

  I wondered how I would feel when I was a father myself and held a baby in my arms. It seemed like a strange idea at first, but the more I thought about it, the more it felt right. I had held my niece and nephew before, and babies weren’t the annoying nuisances I had previously imagined. I glanced over at Vanessa, unable to think about children without including her in the daydream.

  I wasn’t thinking about having babies with her, of course.

  But I had to admit to having more than one dream lately where we had been trying to make a baby together. I cleared my throat at the thought and tried to think about anything but sex — I was getting hard already. Ever since I started working with Vanessa, I was in a state of permanent wood. All she had to do was ask for help spreading the DNA strands, and my dirty mind was all over it, thinking about how I would spread her legs.

  I needed to get my thoughts under control. Vanessa wasn’t making it easy for me. She seemed to favor Susohnnan outfits. The skirt she wore tonight was long and forest green with a slit up each side extending all the way to her thigh. It had been giving me tantalizing glimpses of her bare legs all evening. The shirt had a diamond cutout over her flat stomach and another hole exposing her back.

  I had been trying not to drool over her.

  We were doing okay keeping things friendly between us. I had slipped up and almost kissed Vanessa the other day, but Dalvor interrupted us. I was mad at the time but got over it eventually. There was a reason for everything. Maybe we weren’t supposed to be together, no matter what we felt. My mind was willing to accept it.

  My body wasn’t trying very hard, though. It wanted Vanessa to take me into her hot, wet pussy.

  “Penny for your thoughts.”

  I felt my face turn red as I scrambled to find something to say.

  “What’s a penny?”

  “It’s an old form of money on Earth, kind of like a microcredit. The expression stuck around, even in Standard. It’s a way of asking you to share your thoughts.”

  Yeah...no. I didn’t want Vanessa to know what I had been thinking.

  “Wait a second. Are you blushing?” She looked at me carefully.

  “Of course not. Only women blush.”

  She squinted at me. “I hope not because I’m pretty sure you’re doing it right now.”

  “Maybe you shouldn’t be privy to my private thoughts, Vanessa, not even for ancient Earth currency.”

  Vanessa smiled, then a calculating look came to her eyes, and she frowned. She realized why I was keeping my thoughts a secret.

  “Damn it, Madellan. Every time we get on a good stretch of being friendly, you have to go and spoil it.”

  “I’m not ruining anything.” I was getting angry. “Do you think you can wear Susohnnan clothes, bare half your damn body, and have me think about anything except sex? I’m from Auxem, and I have self-control, but I still have emotions. No one has that much restraint.”

  I started to walk faster, and she scrambled to keep up with me. “I’m not the only one who’s looking too sexy to be legal.” Fire filled Vanessa’s green eyes. “I’ve asked you not to wear a suit before.”

  Of course I knew. That’s why I had worn it.

  We had reached the door to her suite. It was in the same wing as mine, and adjacent to the ones assigned to Arnon and Ayrie. Suites for Allex and Anders were in another wing, along with my father’s rooms.

  I hesitated for a moment at her door. “Goodnight. I’ll see you in the lab in the morning.” The words were curt, but I didn’t care about manners. I just wanted to get away from Vanessa and avoid the lust that was threatening to consume me.

  She wouldn’t act on it, and I couldn’t. There was nothing for me to do but leave. When I looked at her, she didn’t look like she wanted me to go. She looked like she was aroused. Her cheeks were pink, her pupils dilated, and her chest was rising and falling quickly.

  “Madellan, just kiss me.” Vanessa closed her eyes.

  “Excuse me?” I reeled with the shock of her abrupt change-of-mind. “Don’t fuck with me, Vanessa. I’m wired right now.”

  She opened her eyes. “Did I stutter?”

  “Why are you saying this? You told me you wanted us to be friends and colleagues before. Now you’re asking me to kiss you. You’re going to fuck me over again, aren’t you?”

  “I’m the one who could barely get back on her feet after you left me. I’m the one who almost threw away her career for a man.” Vanessa spat out the last word as if it were something dirty and stamped her foot into the ground.

  All she was doing was turning me on even more.

  “Open your door.” My tone sounded rough to my ears. She looked surprised. “Do you want me to kiss you? I’m not doing it in the hall where everyone can see us, and no one is going to interrupt me this time.”

  Vanessa’s mouth opened slightly. She scanned her retina, opened the door, and we stepped inside.

  I glanced around. The room was like every other in the castle with luxurious furniture, tapestries, and modern conveniences. There weren’t any personal touches yet. Maybe Vanessa was keeping her things in the bedroom.

  The thought of Vanessa and her bedroom brought me back to the moment. We were alone, and she wanted me to kiss her. I was about to open a big can of worms, and we would never get the lid back on if we removed it.

  I couldn’t bring myself to care. Vanessa looked delectable standing in front of me with red cheeks and a bare navel I wanted to lick.

  I stepped closer, blocking Vanessa’s stomach from view so I could better see her face. I wanted to lose myself in her eyes. I wanted to possess her lips. I tried to ignore it, but my heart was doing a peculiar thing too.

  It felt happy. But this wasn’t about love. It was about sex.

  Maybe it was just about a single kiss.

  Vanessa licked her lips. Her eyes never left my face. I couldn’t help but groan as I felt my cock stiffen.

  “Are you waiting for something?” Vanessa sounded nervous. I pushed my hair off my face, thinking I should get a haircut.

  I knew what I had been waiting for all this time — for Vanessa to love me. The rules said we couldn’t have sex without love.

  But a kiss? I could do that.

  Something held me back.

  Vanessa muttered under her breath, “Fuck it.” She reached up, wrapped her small hand around my neck and pulled me down to her. “I need this.” She claimed my lips for her own.

  It was everything I had remembered and more. Vanessa pressed her body against mine, and we fit together perfectly. Fireworks exploded throughout my body, culminating in a surge of lust in my groin. I wanted to throw her onto the couch and fuck her right there.

  Vanessa moaned, wrapping her arms around my neck and threading a hand through my hair. She opened her mouth, and our tongues started dancing. I fucked her mouth the way I wanted to fuck her body, plunging my tongue in and out to the sound of her mewling. Desire lit up my body and set me on fire. I knew I had to touch her.

  My hand slid under her shirt. I knew she wasn’t wearing a bra. The Susohnnan shirts left no room for anything underneath. Vanessa had told me before that they had built-in support.

  The softness and heat of her skin urged me on. I explored further, running my hands up her back. She intensified the kiss, and I wedged my leg between hers, moving up her skirt in the process.

  Emboldened by her moans, I brought a hand to her front, sneaking up to cup her breast, which was round, full, and perky. The nipple was hard. I pinched it, feeling her legs give.

  I caught Vanessa and walked her backward to the couch, easing her gently down until she was lying on her back and I was looming over her. I took in the sight of her body, overcome by lust.

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bsp; “Madellan, please.”

  “What do you want, Vanessa?” I pinned her with my gaze.

  “I want something we can’t have. We shouldn’t. Can we?” Her voice was hoarse with desire. “Madellan, I’m begging you.”

  “Do you want me?”

  She nodded.

  Perfect. Vanessa was never going to forget this.

  VANESSA

  Considering the way Avren had been kissing me by the door, I thought he might devour me. Instead, he started so slowly that I almost wanted to tell him to hurry up.

  That wasn’t the way he worked.

  I intentionally wore a shirt with buttons down the front. I had fantasized about Avren unbuttoning it when I put it on, but I hadn’t thought it would actually happen.

  My train of thought went off the rails as he unbuttoned the first one and placed a kiss on my collar-bone. He unbuttoned another and kissed my chest. The next button was right over my breasts, and he placed a kiss in the valley between them, brushing their sides with his stubble and making me shudder.

  He reached the missing panel in the shirt, kissing his way down my abdomen. The last button and final kiss were below my navel, and so close to my pussy my hips bucked in response.

  Avren sat back and stared at my body. My shirt was completely open, displaying my breasts for him. I wondered if I should have been embarrassed to be naked before him, but I wasn’t. In the bedroom, I liked my men hot and my sex hotter.

  He was slow, methodical, and deliberate. He started kissing his way back up my body. I gasped as his warm, wet mouth closed over my nipple. He sucked, and I practically lost my mind, arching my back for him to take more of me.

  When his hand slid under my skirt and into my panties, I thought I would pass out from the pleasure. He lightly put a hand on my pussy and started circling my clit.

  “Avren.” I hated how needy my voice sounded, but I yearned for his touch so badly that I could hardly stand it. He gave me what I wanted and slid a finger into my folds.

  “Fuck, you’re wet.” He slid his finger over the slickness, found my opening, and pushed inside me.

  “Jesus, yes.” I wanted more. I wanted everything.

  We couldn’t go all the way so I would take what I could get. I needed to come so badly I could taste it.

  AVREN

  The feeling of Vanessa’s hot, tight wetness around my finger almost made me explode in my pants. I thrust my finger in and out of her opening, circling my thumb around her clit as I went.

  She began to writhe, and I had to see her come. I needed her orgasm as badly as she did.

  “Fuck, Avren. Keep doing that.” She moaned as I slid another finger inside and continued to fuck her with my hand. I couldn’t keep my mouth away from her breasts. I licked and sucked until I knew she was on edge.

  The skin of her chest flushed a beautiful rose red, and her breathing was speeding up. Too much pressure on her pussy would kill her mood. I needed to be gentle.

  Vanessa cried out as her climax arrived. Her muscles clenched around my fingers, making me wish I was inside her and she was gently milking the cum out of me.

  Her orgasm continued to rock her body, and I didn’t take out my fingers until she quieted down. Vanessa lay on the couch with an arm over her eyes. Her legs were spread, and her breasts were bare — I had never seen anything as beautiful.

  Her next words sounded more beautiful than she was. “It’s your turn, Madellan.”

  Chapter Eight

  VANESSA

  Avren had given me the best orgasm of my life. I had never felt anything like that before. The past few weeks together in the lab had been like foreplay. I hadn’t been with a guy for months — I was more than a little ready to go.

  Even considering my near-celibate state and how wound up I had been since he had appeared on my doorstep, Avren was a better lover than I remembered. All I wanted was to wrap my mouth around him.

  I was a bit of a goody two-shoes, but I loved giving a man a blowjob. I stood up, feeling languid and good all over.

  “What do you mean?” Avren couldn’t believe I was determined to give him as much pleasure as he had given me.

  “Sex is both give and take, Avren. It’s my turn to give.” I looked at him with the sexiest stare I could manage. “Undo your pants.” His Adam’s apple bobbed as his hands obeyed me. Soon he was sitting on the couch with his pants and underwear pushed down. His cock stood up, big, beautiful, and hard.

  I wanted to taste him.

  I knelt between his legs, not bothering to button up my shirt. It felt good to have my nipples rub against his inner thighs. I grabbed the base of his cock with one hand and gently fondled his balls with the other. My mouth watered as I leaned forward to lick him. When my tongue touched the shiny tip, he let out a guttural sound that made me wet again.

  “Take it.” Avren pushed his hips toward me.

  I happily complied. I liked hearing Avren take charge and order me around — he had never done that before. I swirled my tongue around before taking as much of him as I could. It felt good to have him fill my mouth.

  After a minute, I pulled off. “You can hold my head if you want.”

  “What?” Having my mouth on his cock must have muddled his brain.

  “Hold my head and fuck my mouth.”

  He swallowed hard again. “You’d let me do that?”

  I nodded. “You have to be gentle, though.”

  Avren was panting in anticipation. He carefully threaded his fingers through my hair and held my head still before beginning to pump his cock into my mouth.

  I moaned. It was sexy, and I loved it. I dropped my hand to my clit and rubbed it, needing to come again quickly.

  “You’re touching yourself.” His hips sped up. I rubbed myself in tight, quick circles as his cock moved in and out of my mouth. “It’s too hot. I can’t...”

  Avren thrust into me four or five times. His cock hit the back of my throat, and I felt the orgasm building deep inside me. He stiffened and exploded in my mouth. I came again, moaning around his cock as he spent himself between my lips. I swallowed and sucked out every drop, releasing him with a quiet pop.

  I was pleased with myself. Avren lay back on the couch, eyes closed, looking spent. Without opening his eyes, he pulled me up to sit beside him, kissing me softly until I pulled away from his lips and laid my head on his shoulder. Neither of us spoke a word.

  Where were we going to go from here?

  AVREN

  The next day, I stood beside Vanessa as we waited for my family to emerge from their shuttle. Anders was piloting, as he always did. Gwen had left with him. Vanessa and I were by ourselves, waiting for them to arrive.

  I wished there was something that would make us more comfortable around each other. “Thank you for the best blow-job I’ve ever had” didn’t seem to be the right thing to say. Neither was “Will you marry me?” or “Please don’t touch me anymore because I can’t get you out of my head and I think I’m going to go crazy if I can’t have you.”

  Vanessa and I hadn’t seen each other after I awkwardly left her place. If I hadn’t run away, I was sure we would have bonded by now. I wasn’t going to take Allex’s road to marriage. It had worked for him and Priya, but it wasn’t my thing. I followed the rules.

  Except for last night. I had let my lust get away from me, and we had a fantastic time together. I just didn’t know what to do — we still had to work together.

  We needed to talk about it, but neither one of us wanted to break the silence.

  “Madellan, I don’t want this to be awkward.”

  I loved it when she called me by my last name. It made my heart pound. “I think it’s too late for that.” I shook my head.

  She sighed. “Okay, maybe you have a point. Can we turn the clock back to—”

  I cut her off with a sharp motion of my hand. “There’s no going back after what we did last night.” Her cheeks turned pink, but she didn’t look embarrassed. Was she getting turned on
?

  “I suppose not. But what are we going to do?”

  “I have no idea, Vanessa.”

  “We can call ourselves by the same labels we were using before it happened. We’re friends, right? Colleagues?”

  I watched as Anders expertly set the shuttlecraft down in the middle of the landing pad. I didn’t look at her. “What we are is lovers.”

  “Right. Er...couldn’t we do all three?”

  “Friends, colleagues, and lovers?”

  “Kind of a friends plus thing. On Earth, there’s a thing called friends with benefits.” She looked hopeful.

  “We’re on Auxem, Vanessa.”

  “Fine. But we’re not dating.”

  “Colleagues, who fuck?”

  “You make it sound weird.” She paused, searching for the right word. “It’s a little clinical.”

  “Shouldn’t it be?” The shuttle door slid open. “We’re two scientists who don’t want to get their hearts broken again? We’re meant to be detached.”

  “Do you think we can do it?” Vanessa turned away from me to face the crowd emerging from the shuttlecraft and pasted on a smile.

  Arnon and Jayne came first, each carrying a baby. Elle had a huge belly, and Ayrie insisted on helping her when she didn’t need his assistance. Allex and Priya came next, followed by Gwen and Anders.

  I spoke out of the side of my mouth as we moved toward my family. “I think we have to. What could possibly go wrong? We can’t seem to keep our hands off each other.”

  “I can refrain. I think you mean we don’t want to keep our hands off each other.”

  “Since we are not getting back together, it has to be sex with no strings attached.”

  “That’s good enough for me, Avren.”

  We went forward to greet my family.

  VANESSA

  The dull roar of conversation was overwhelming. After greetings and some shocking insults between the brothers, we made our way to Arnon and Jayne’s opulent place which the staff had carefully prepared for us.