ENEMIES

by Tijan

  “Yeah. I, uh, I slipped in through the garage. Speaking of, I don’t know how long I have. I think one of your roommates saw me and looked like they were coming over, probably to lock the door or something. Listen.” She was speaking in a rush, her words almost melding together, but now she paused. Oxygen in. Oxygen out, and she started again, “I heard the rumor and I’m not talking about who you’re sleeping with or now who you live with, but the one about your…about where you…there’s an article out about you and I’m sorry. I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry.”

  “An article? You mean the ones from over a month ago about Stone and—”

  “No.” She started backing up, reaching for the railing behind her. “Not an old one. It came out today.”

  Burning.

  My insides were on fire.

  My throat was singed, and it was spreading. Fast.

  “What are you talking about?”

  “You don’t know?”

  “I’ve been working all day.”

  “Oh.” She actually went up a step, backwards. Her eyes were clinging to mine, but her hand looked like it was glued to the railing. Another step. She wasn’t stopping, but she couldn’t look away. There was a desperate gleam in her eyes, and she began sweating. “Oh, no. I shouldn’t have been the one to tell you. I’m really sorry.”

  The door swung open above her and Lisa’s voice snapped, “What the hell? Get out of there. Basement’s off limits.”

  One last look at me. The flash of pity and apology wasn’t sitting well with me, and I turned, hurrying into my room. My own door shutting almost the same time as the other as she’d rushed upstairs. I sank onto my desk chair and powered up my laptop. Whatever was there, it couldn’t be that bad.

  It wasn’t a recent one.

  Unless someone had spotted Stone and me in the alley, but it was dark there. No one could’ve seen us. We were so far away, and if they had recognized Stone, they would’ve shouted something. There were no windows from the other building or even from the Quail. Not in that alley.

  About my parents?

  I felt dizzy just considering that.

  I typed in the date and my name and then sat back as the results came in.

  I felt sick. My stomach was churning.

  Stone Reeves’ Childhood Sweetheart Stalked!

  No, no, no.

  My heart was pounding.

  I knew what was coming, and no. No.

  I clicked on the second article below it. Restraining Order Filed by Stone Reeves’ Girlfriend.

  It wasn’t about my parents, but it was worse. It was so much worse.

  It was the very reason I came here.

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  It was all over.

  I read the article and his name was given. The details of everything was there. The history. The attack. The stalking. That he wasn’t in prison anymore.

  What?! He wasn’t?

  Panic crashed over me, pressing me down.

  He was supposed to be given five years. At least five. He was released a week ago. One week ago.

  I’d been walking back and forth from the Quail during that time. I worried about local dangers, never considering he could’ve… I choked out a sob. This was too much. One week? Really?

  He was coming.

  I just knew it.

  I didn’t care about the time, I grabbed my phone and pulled up the detective’s cell. Officer Henry. He’d been the one who ‘handled’ me the most during the case. Hitting call, I pressed the phone next to my ear and I focused on not passing out.

  “It better be a goddamn emer—”

  “Why?”

  That word gutted me. I was stripped, vulnerable, and all the underlayers of trauma and baggage, it was all hanging out. Anyone could see. I had no problem with him hearing.

  He was quiet a second. I heard rustling, a sigh, and a soft, “Shit.”

  “Shit, indeed.”

  “You heard, huh?”

  “An article is out. An article! Why am I learning about this through the media?”

  “Look.” His voice was calm now, more alert. As if he’d pulled on his armor and he was prepared to handle a difficult client. Client. What a funny word. Maybe a difficult victim? If that phrase could even be put together. How could a victim be difficult? Strip away what made them a victim, and there’d be no reason for them to be ‘difficult.’ He said further, “I didn’t let you know because he’s not going to find you or harm you.”

  “How do you know? He was obsessed!” Shoving out of my chair, I began to pace my room. Back and forth. To the door, the dresser, to the other door, back again. A sweep by my chair. I was going in a clipped, tight circle and I couldn’t stop myself.

  “He’s dead.”

  I stopped. Everything stopped. My heart stopped.

  Had I heard that right? “What?”

  “It’s not been released, so I’m not surprised the article didn’t report it, but he was killed tonight. Bar fight.” A sad chuckle. “He went to Rick’s, mouthed off about Stone Reeves, and it was his luck that members of a nearby charter of Red Demons were passing through. They stopped for a drink, took offense to what he was saying. Guess they’re Reeves’ fans. He got hit too hard in the parking lot, and he’s gone. We’re waiting to notify his aunt before saying anything, but to be honest, no one up here will care.”

  East River Falls was a small community. A stalking case didn’t get much attention. The two-day court case got even less attention, but every moment of that event changed everything for me.

  I almost fell down on my bed, my hands shaking. My legs were trembling. I was sweating profusely. “Oh my God.” I breathed out, making my nostrils flare. I drew in oxygen, focusing on that, remembering my breathing exercises. “He’s really gone?”

  Another sad chuckle. “He’s gone, Dusty. You can come back if you wanted. He had no family here. No friends. By the end, you were his only obsession. It’s done.”

  It wasn’t done.

  I pressed my palm to my forehead, as if trying to ward off the impending headache before it even started. “A classmate found me tonight and said she was sorry. She read the article. Stone’s name was attached. It’s not going to be ignored. It’s going to get traction.”

  A swift curse from him.

  But it was done. Everything was done.

  We were quiet a beat.

  “I heard about your parents. I’m real sorry. I know you’ve already lost so much.”

  “Yeah.” There was nothing else to say, just…yeah.

  “Listen, we can try to put a cork on any leaks coming out from here, but you know how it is. Now that a celebrity’s name is attached, press will be calling. There’s always someone needing money, but I’ll have a talk with the lead on your case. Maybe we can shift things around to make sure nothing of yours gets out there any more than it already has been.”

  Another shuddering breath released from me. “Okay. Thank you. That’d be helpful.”

  “Not right what you’ve gone through. Not for someone so young, someone just starting out, but that’s how it goes sometimes.”

  “Yeah.”

  “If you need anything, give me a call, but as for him, that’s all done. He’s dead. You can draw comfort from knowing that.”

  We hung up.

  I couldn’t remember if there’d been conversation after that. He’s dead. Those words were echoing in my head. This time, this loss was welcomed. I slid down to the floor, my back to my bed and I rested my elbows on my knees. I bent forward. The phone fell to the ground. The party was still going on upstairs. I could hear the muted bass, the sounds of footsteps over my ceiling. Doors opening, closing. People outside. People inside. But in my room, in that basement, I had been given a sanctuary that I hadn’t expected to be granted.

  Tears rolled down my face, but I let them. I didn’t fight them. They were tears of relief, just complete and utter relief, because the fear I hadn’t given energy to, had ignored since coming
to Texas, was gone and it’d been so compressing that I hadn’t even known it was there. An invisible elephant on my chest and poof, it was gone.

  This time, I actually smiled.

  Bang! Bang! Bang!

  I jerked. My heart lurched in my chest, too.

  Someone was pounding on my exit door.

  Bang! Bang! Bang!

  “Let me in, Dust! Now.”

  I had nothing in me to keep him away. Shoving to my feet, I was through the door, then to the door that separated us, and I unlocked it. He was pushing his way inside. I shut the door behind him, and he locked it.

  He stood there. A black hood pulled over his head, and I knew he would’ve walked past the party, hunched forward. He would’ve kept to the sidelines, trying to merge with everything else so he didn’t draw attention.

  We took each other in.

  He saw the tears on my face, cursing softly.

  “Is it true?”

  I frowned. “You know?”

  “You have a stalker?”

  I shook my head. “No. Not anymore.” I whispered, “He’s dead.”

  He frowned. “What?”

  But my God. Stone was here. I felt as if I’d just been given life back. I was trying to remember the reason I wasn’t touching him, why I wasn’t kissing him, and then I stopped thinking.

  I went to him.

  I couldn’t fight anymore.

  He straightened, another curse falling from his mouth before he reached for me. His hands came to my face and he surged for me at the same time I went to him. We met in the middle, lips on each other, and nothing but a blur. A long and blessed and sensual and pleasurable blur happened after that.

  Clothes were shredded.

  I was being lifted up.

  My legs were around his hips.

  He turned a fan on in the background. Noise to drown out our noise, drown out the party above.

  We were on my bed.

  Hands were clawing for the other, raking, digging in.

  I tasted him, his tongue inside my mouth and mine was rubbing against his, exploring him.

  He was over me, pressing me down.

  Then, I opened my legs and he was inside of me.

  And for the life of me, I couldn’t remember why he hadn’t been there this whole time?

  “I was lonely when I went to school.”

  I didn’t wait for him to ask. It wasn’t long after we finished, after we both rose to wash up, pulling on some clothes, and without talking about it, we got back in bed. He started to pull me against him to rest on his chest, but I held back. This was going to be difficult, and I needed to be able to think clearly or I wouldn’t say it all.

  “I’d already been lonely, and when I went away to East River Falls, I didn’t have good standards to measure people by. A cute boy flirted with me in orientation. My heart started fluttering. When he sat by me in our first class together, I was already crushing on him. When I found out he was a football player, I was gone.”

  Stone moved on the bed, and because I worried he was about to touch me, I hurried, my voice only a rasp, “He flirted with me a lot the first two weeks of school. It was nice. It was less lonely. I didn’t have a lot of female friends. There were girls there and a few of us tried to get together, but we were all in the same boat. We were there because we didn’t have money for a better school. All of us were working. Most had full-time jobs. Most didn’t even live there. They commuted. That was the one thing I felt guilty about. I could’ve commuted, but honest to God, I couldn’t handle being in that apartment with my dad anymore. He never talked. He worked and he existed and so did I. The place was so empty and cold after she died. He met Gail the week I left for school, so I think we were both trying to move on, to fill the void, just in our own separate ways.”

  “Dust.”

  I closed my eyes. A tear leaked out.

  He couldn’t say my name like that. I wouldn’t be able to keep going if he did.

  “His name was Mark Ranger, and I thought he had the coolest name ever. He was a Ranger. He came from the Rangers up north.”

  “The trucking company?”

  My heart sank as I remembered. “That’s what I thought. That’s what he let me think, but he wasn’t from that family. It was just a coincidence. He was the big man on campus, or that’s what he wanted. He thought it, so he made it happen like that. Mark was the starting quarterback. I swear, his head, his ego, they just got bigger and bigger and bigger. We were a couple by Thanksgiving. I loved going to his games. I felt important.” Not how I felt at home. “People knew me. People saw me.” I wasn’t invisible there. “I thought I was in love with him by Christmas, and that’s when it turned. Everything turned.”

  Pain sliced me.

  “He wanted to meet my family. That was the last thing I wanted. I didn’t even want to go back there, much less bring someone else with me. The fighting started then. He didn’t like that we were meeting his family and not mine, but he didn’t have family. I found out later it was a work buddy of his. He was an older guy, and Mark had something on him. Mark grew up in the foster system. He blackmailed this guy’s entire family. They had to act like they were happy and adoring, meeting the girlfriend for the first time.”

  Stone cursed, moving on the bed.

  I kept on, wincing at how hollow I sounded, “He began pressuring me for sex.”

  A savage curse from Stone now.

  “The first time was fine. I wanted to. I thought I loved him, but it wasn’t enough. Then things got bad, and I couldn’t stay with him anymore. So I ended things.”

  “Are you fucking serious?”

  “You’re nothing.”

  “You’re fucking white trash.”

  “He researched me. I have no idea how he found out, but he did.”

  “Don’t think I don’t know about your old neighbor? Stone Reeves.”

  His laugh still made me taste acid.

  “Were you fucking me while thinking of him?”

  “I left him, and that night he broke into my apartment. I had a roommate by then, a girl from one of my classes, and she called the police.”

  I could smell the acid.

  “I filed a restraining order, and it worked for a while. Until it didn’t. He became obsessed. He was obsessed about you, that I knew you, that he had to live up to you. He kept taunting me, how he was better than you, how he was going to drive down here and beat you up. He was going to come and break your leg so bad that you’d never play football again. And then, in his warped delusion, he was going to take your place. He wanted your life.”

  I was in my bed again back there. The window was open. It was summer by then.

  “He broke in again, but this time my roommate wasn’t there to call the police. She’d moved home by then. Her family was scared for her.”

  My voice broke.

  I was not going to tell him about that night. I would never tell another living soul, but I could recount the aftermath.

  “I had a dolphin paperweight on my desk. It was a gift from Gail, and when he was in my room, I focused on that paperweight. I only saw that dolphin. I vowed to myself. I vowed that night that if I survived, I’d find the best marine biology program I could and apply to get into it. I’d go into that program and I would study them save them, just like how they had saved me.”

  Stone jerked on the bed, but I didn’t look.

  “They arrested him the next day. He never got bail and he’s been in prison ever since. Or I thought he was until I saw that article tonight. I called one of the officers before you got here. He told me that Mark was dead. Bar fight. He was mouthing off about you and some of your fans took offense.” I turned now, saying before I saw him, “Apparently you have some dangerous fans and…” I stopped talking.

  He was completely white, his eyes glazed over, glued to me, and his fists so tight blood was seeping from his palms.

  “Stone!” I was over to him in a flash. “Oh my God! Oh my God!”

&n
bsp; He couldn’t hurt his hands. Not his hands.

  I ran to my bathroom for a first-aid kit I stashed there. Bringing it back, I didn’t ask. I didn’t speak. I tended to his hands as he sat on the edge of the bed and he let me. The cuts weren’t too bad. He had crushed a pin in his hand. I didn’t know where he got it from. I don’t think he knew it was there either, but his eyes never left me as I finished cleaning his hands.

  Some antiseptic, dressings. His hands would be okay.

  I ran a hand down the side of his face, smoothing his hair back. “You’re going to be so tired for tomorrow.”

  “I don’t give a fuck about how tired I am,” he grated out. His eyes flashing hot and fierce.

  “I do.”

  He grasped my hand before it would’ve fallen away. “I don’t have words for you right now. Colby sent me the article. I was sleeping. I didn’t hear my phone go off, so he called me. I was starting to chew him out, but he told me to stuff it and check my texts. Said I would want to know as soon as possible. He was right. I read that article and the next thing I know, I’m in my truck, heading over here. I don’t remember leaving the house, or the drive over. I was just here. I was in a blind panic. If you got hurt? If you were taken away from me?” His voice cracked.

  “Stop. Sssshhh.”

  “If anything had happened to you.” He cut himself off. “Something already did happen to you.” He looked up, his eyes haunted. “If I was the cause for that…”

  I shook my head, my thumb running over his mouth to silence him. I didn’t want to debate what had or hadn’t set off that guy. I didn’t even want to think his name. He’d already taken up too much time and energy between us. Tomorrow, I promised myself. Tomorrow we’d figure it out. We’d talk about it more, but not anymore.

  I leaned down, my hair cascading around us and my lips met his.

  I loved him. I knew it then.

  “I’m fine. Everything’s fine,” I murmured against his lips.

  He held onto me, framing my face, searching me. “I left you before. I gave you space. I’m done with that. Fuck whatever you think. Just fuck it. Fuck this enemies shit between us. That’s done. Got it? I’m not walking, not again. I can’t—”