Hidden Desires

by Laurie Ames

  Then one-night Alicia came home well past 3:00 am, Neil was looking grim-faced and sitting at the kitchen table. She was dead tired but decided to put on a brave face for Neil.

  “Hi Neil, how was your day?” He did not reply and sat there in complete silence. It was eerily quiet, and you could cut the air with a knife. Finally, Neil spoke up in a gruff voice.

  “Who’s that black bitch?”

  Alicia was instantly repulsed. Neil had never spoken those kinds of words before. “Pardon me?” She inquired.

  “I’ve had you followed by a private investigator. Who is she?”

  WTF, You had me followed! How dare you!” said Alicia as the rage exploded inside her. “Her name is Tyreesha and I’m sorry to say… I love her.”

  “You love that worthless tramp more than me? Damm you!” His face turned red and his giant hands started to make a fist. He slammed his fist through the wall, then quickly pulled back in extreme pain.

  Alicia was aghast, she had never seen this side of her gentle giant. She began shaking nervously as tears streamed down her face. “I’m leaving you. You’re acting weird.”

  Those comments made Neil’s face turned ghostly white. He fell backwards into the wall, then slid down to the floor with a huge thud. Instead of showing anger, he started sobbing uncontrollably. He appeared visibly ashamed of what he had just done. “I’m sorry, please don’t leave. I do understand why you are doing this...”

  Alicia looked at this powerful judge sitting on the floor, now sitting there like a broken disheveled man. Despite Tyreesha, she still had feelings for him. He needed to be consoled, this she was sure about. She dropped herself on the floor beside him and wrapped an arm around him.

  “I’m sorry I have put you through this,” said Alicia in a calming voice.

  “No, I don’t blame you for wanting someone else” he replied. “The truth is that with my heart, my doctor is advising against any extraneous activities including sex. And as you know, I can’t even get it up anymore.” They both sat there crying and hugging each other for what seemed like hours. They talked for long into the night and reminisced about all the good times and the bad. Her gentle giant finally succumbed to the realization that Alicia needed to move on with her life.

  “I won’t condemn you for looking elsewhere for sex or relationships. You deserve better than me. You have my blessings,” said Neil with a broken heart.

  Chapter Five

  ____________

  Having Neil’s blessing made their relationship simpler, but they knew society would be reluctant to accept them as a couple. Slowly, Tyreesha and Alicia become a real loving couple, nonetheless they cautiously took great care about announcing it. Some weekends, they would go on dates to nearby cities to be sure they wouldn’t be recognized.

  They began to share each other’s deepest secrets and explored sex to the fullest. Tyreesha slowly introduced Alicia to her exotic toy collection and Alicia welcomed and embraced these new sexual adventures. But eventually, Tyreesha asked Alicia to put what she had learned to the test.

  “I think it’s time for your exam, Teach,” Tyreesha said with a low purr as she sat up in her bed. Her legs were spread apart, and Alicia could see her big hairy pussy in all its glory.

  “You think I’m ready?” Alicia whispered nervously. Sure, she loved it when Tyreesha took control of their lovemaking. But she was somewhat afraid that she would not be as good at giving the same pleasure in return.

  “Of course, you are,” Said Tyreesha as she soothed her and took out another treasure from her bedside drawer. It was a purple rabbit vibrator and without question was Alicia and Tyreesha’s favorite toy. Tyreesha beckoned Alicia over with her free hand and she obediently approached, taking the toy from Tyreesha.

  “I know you can do it,” she said earnestly after Alicia held it firmly in her grasp. “I know you will bring me immense pleasure, more than I’ve ever had before.” She meant it, she knew deep down this was true because the pleasure would have intimate feelings attached to it, unlike her previous conquests.

  Alicia slowly and nervously crawled onto the bed and Tyreesha slid down, so her head was on her pillows with her exposed pussy within Alicia’s reach. Alicia knew better than to just go there first. No, she had to work her way down. She had come to think of it as the opposite of what she had done with her life, except this was much more pleasurable. So she set the toy down beside Tyreesha’s hip and crawled on top of her.

  Tyreesha had to fight back a smile. Alicia had remembered that you never just go for the goods, but instead you must earn the right to sample them. She had allowed herself to smile when Alicia took her right nipple in her mouth, suckling it while her left breast was occupied by Alicia’s hand kneading and squeezing it.

  “Ooh honey, aahhh” She said as she moaned out loud in satisfaction. Alicia was delighted to have elicited such a grand response. She rewarded herself by sucking Tyreesha’s sensitive nipple just a little bit harder and giving her left breast harsher treatment. Then, she gently bit down on one nipple while pinching the other with her fingers. Tyreesha’s eyes glazed over and she began to pant from the increased pleasure, her breath becoming rapid and ragged as Alicia switched her hand and mouth to opposite breasts.

  Eventually, Alicia wanted to see how she was doing, so she removed her left hand from her lover’s luscious left tit and began to test the lower waters. Tyreesha was beginning the transition from damp to moist, but that wasn’t enough to satisfy Alicia—no, she had to do more.

  To Tyreesha’s disappointment, Alicia completely removed herself from her lover’s bountiful bosom, placing her lips just under her bust line, then doing something that Tyreesha had not expected. She started darting the tip of her tongue in and out of her mouth while looking straight into Tyreesha’s eyes.

  ‘What is she up to, is she just teasing?’ Tyreesha wondered, but her silent question was soon answered. Alicia began to move downward and stopped to swirl her tongue tip into Tyreesha’s bellybutton.

  ‘Oh, that’s why!’ But no sooner had she thought this, Alicia surprised her again by moving her lips and tongue all around Tyreesha’s fleshy abdomen, and not missing a bit of it with her luscious mouth.

  Alicia was still not done yet, as once she had made her round trip, she gently bit down on the voluptuous belly flesh and sucked on it before moving to another spot to give it the same sensual attention. Each time, Tyreesha let out the loudest scream of pleasure that she had ever uttered in her entire life.

  It was only when she had completed her personal side mission that Alicia resumed her journey south. She kissed and carefully ran her fingers through Tyreesha’s dark and curly nest before she reached her final destination. She gently spread the folds of Tyreesha’s now wet pussy and moved her tongue to barely graze her clitoris. She smiled when Tyreesha suddenly jumped and moaned at the same time. Alicia pushed her mouth closer against the delightful young pussy, breathing in the scent of her wonderful sweetness. Then she licked a path from just above her asshole, all the way up to her clit, sending Tyreesha into a full body shudder. Tyreesha gasped and moaned even louder now. This encouraged Alicia to nestle her tongue deep inside Tyreesha’s love box. She began licking all her pussy, inside and out; alternately sucking on the lips and clit, then probing deep with her tongue.

  Tyreesha pulled back her head and screamed “UUUGGGHHH, I can’t stand it any longer” as she moaned like a whore while Alicia’s mouth savored the delicious taste of Tyreesha’s fat pussy. “Please…let me…come…” She couldn’t even finish her sentence before she let out a breathy gasp and screamed “now!”

  Tyreesha didn’t last much longer with this treatment. Soon her hips began to buck as her cunt walls contracted around Alicia’s hot tongue. Her moaning was now rising to a high pitch keen. Alicia kept sucking her clit ever harder, then began shoving her fingers in deeply, the tips moving along her G-spot. Feeling her cunt walls violently shivering, Alicia finally overpowered her young lover into a powerful o
rgasm. Tyreesha’s whole body shook and her juices flowed freely as she reveled in her teacher’s lovemaking. Spasms ran through her loins over and over again until she collapsed with her legs going completely limp. Her eyes brightened in sheer pleasure, Tyreesha was sure it was one of the most potent orgasms she’d ever felt.

  However, Alicia was not done yet.

  “I believe my exam is only half completed,” she told Tyreesha in a more confident tone than she had ever used before. Tyreesha half smiled in response and nodded her agreement feebly, too tired and powerless to disagree. Alicia reached for the rabbit toy but didn’t turn it on right away. Instead she carefully inserted it into her lover’s now soaking love tunnel.

  Tyreesha had taught her this technique intimately, so she knew exactly what to do. She positioned it so the “rabbit ears” were softly touching her clit while the rest was nestled deeply inside her. Giving a wicked grin that Tyreesha had never seen before, she teased her by moving the toy in and out of her pussy but with the ears barely caressing her clit.

  “I’ve taught you too well, it seems,” Tyreesha hissed out of frustration and lust. Alicia said nothing, but the grin on her face said it all, as she continued to mercilessly tease her girlfriend. When Alicia was satisfied that she was completely at her mercy, she switched on the rabbit and without warning, shoved it deep inside so the ears were squished right up against her clit and the base was deeply embedded.

  “Fuck!” Shouted Tyreesha helplessly from the pleasant surprise. Yes, she had taught her lover a little too well, but it obviously had been totally worth it!

  The torture continued as Alicia did not move the toy at all for a good, long while. Only once she was satisfied with the amount of squirming that Tyreesha had endured, was when she would be willing to give her another powerful release. At first, she was slow in her deliberate movements, but she eventually sped up until Tyreesha had screamed so loudly and came so hard that she might as well have caused a riot.

  “I can’t help but wonder if you were just trying to kill me,” was all that Tyreesha was able to say, after having laid out on the bed unable to move for a few moments.

  “No,” Alicia answered calmly as she turned off the toy and licked her lover’s juices from it. “I was just trying to return all the things you have made me feel, plus interest,” she said as she climbed up to Tyreesha’s level and kissed her deeply while putting the toy back where it belonged. She crawled into her girlfriend’s arms, both deeply content and fell asleep.

  ***

  Alicia had laid awake half the night, feeling guilty and wondering about the future. When Tyreesha woke up in bed the next morning, Alicia was already leaning over and looking into her face, as though eager to talk. Tyreesha took a long yawn and started rubbing her eyes before being suddenly interrupted from her morning ritual.

  “That was great last night but where do we go from here?” Suddenly asked Alicia.

  “Huh?” replied Tyreesha, still reeling from fatigue.

  “Well, think about it. Nothing has changed. I’m still a college professor and you are still a student. I am an older white woman; you are a young black lady. People will never accept us as we are, you know that this will always be a problem.”

  “What are you saying? Are you having second thoughts about me? About us?” asked Tyreesha as she started to feel her world was about to collapse.

  “I need more than just sneaking around, having sex and pretending all is well. I need more than a clandestine lifestyle. Will you still love me when I am older?”

  Tyreesha grimaced briefly, her mind racing about what to say. “The hell with everybody else. Who cares what they may think? I love you and want to be with you forever. Why don’t we get married and just tell the whole wide world to fuck off?”

  Chapter Six

  ____________

  Their relationship only grew stronger after that night. Alicia continued to teach college and Tyreesha to learn. Then, during the beginning of Tyreesha’s senior year, Alicia’s husband Neil suddenly died of a massive heart attack while in court. Alicia was teaching in class when she received the sad news.

  Despite having lost all real feelings for her husband, Alicia was still devastated about Neil’s passing and had sought comfort with Tyreesha. Tyreesha had, of course, held no grudge against Alicia for being upset over her loss. Tyreesha had gone to the funeral, along with all her classmates and everyone else who had known the popular couple. Alicia’s daughter, Betty, was the one exception. Alicia had informed Betty about her father’s death and had confided in Tyreesha that her daughter was genuinely distraught but truly felt that she would have been unwelcome at the funeral. Instead, Betty had decided to send a beautifully decorated wreath out of respect for her father, which Alicia had proudly displayed for everyone to see.

  Time moved slowly forward and Tyreesha’s graduation day came and passed. Coincidentally, she eventually decided to work at the same law firm that Alicia had once worked. Alicia and Tyreesha moved into beautiful separate condos, just a block away from each other. While spending most of their time together, they kept their separate lifestyles, but with plans to one day be married and share their lives forever.

  Regardless of how successful Tyreesha became, the two women never revealed their relationship to anyone—with the exception of Alicia’s daughter Betty. Neil’s life insurance policy had provided Alicia with quite a huge sum and she used the money to fund Betty and her husband’s art careers. It was contingent upon them moving here to this area, which they readily obliged. It was like a giant albatross had been lifted from Alicia’s shoulders. To now have both Tyreesha and Betty in her life was a blessing.

  Strangely, several years passed with still no firm marriage date in sight for Alicia and Tyreesha. Their lives seemed perfect as they continued to live and love each other. Eventually marriage became less and less important with time. After all, a marriage certificate is just a piece of paper, but happiness is forever.

  ~The End~

  Return to Table of Contents

  Just Peachy

  Lesbian Romance

  By Laurie Ames

  Prologue

  ________

  Lena, a professional woman that is focused on her successful business has chosen to conceal her lesbian lifestyle. Lena’s Mom mentions that their best friend's daughter is looking for a job. The two daughters meet to discuss the position but soon realize the sexual energy between them is red hot. Unfortunately, her potential new girlfriend does not do closets.

  Will they be able to ignore the sparks that fly whenever they are in the same room?

  Content Warning: Scorching hot sex, love scenes and naughty language 18+ only.

  Chapter One

  ________

  It had been a long grueling day at work. When Lena’s phone rang, and she held back a sigh. She’d been an early adopter of the cell phone concept, but she’d given her mother the phone number and regretted that decision since day one. She received calls when the neighbor’s dog scratched the fence, when Mrs. Gonzales had a meltdown in the front yard and sometimes just when the nest felt a little too empty. She was one of those tea drinking Mama’s with whiskey in the cup.

  She tried not to be frustrated about it. Her father had died just after she’d graduated college, and she’d been an only child. It was natural for her mother to lean on her. At least she didn’t have kids to look after; some of her friends were hitting a delightful section of life where they were trying to get their kids ready for high school – or, for a couple of high achievers, college – at the same time as their parents were needing more and more care.

  She shouldn’t begrudge her mother a few phone calls. Even if they were a few phone calls, daily.

  Lena took a moment to plaster a smile all over her face before she swiped to take the call.

  “Hi, Mama. Everything okay?”

  “Of course, sweetheart,” Mom said. “How’s your day?”

  Lena pinched the bridge of her nose and tried
not to focus on the mountain of paperwork that was piled in front of her. This was her mother. Her mother deserved her attention. Her mother was lonely. Even if this was the most annoying kind of call, it was still her mom.

  “Just fine,” Lena said. “Pretty busy.” Just for fun, to see if it would work this one time, she tried the same tactic she’d used many times in the past. “We’re close to a new deal with a pastry chef. Remember, I was telling you about the new location we were going to open downtown.”

  “Well actually, that’s exactly what I wanted to talk to you about,” Mom said, and Lena stopped mid syllable. Her mother had desperately wanted her to go to culinary school, and Lena had done it, but after a few years of work in the restaurant business, it became painfully clear that her talents were more suited to management. It hadn’t ever bothered her as she turned out to be extremely proficient at making the restaurants run smoothly. She was great at smoothing difficulties with vendors and loved managing the chefs and servers. But her mother had always treated her like a big disappointment. Until this very moment.