Stay True

by C B Jean

  My crying has stopped but I am still shaking violently as my adrenaline wears off and my head is heavy. Jackson grabs a cloak from his pack and lays it on me trying to keep me warm. How these men try to help me in anyway they can makes my heart warm and I almost manage a small smile.

  I am slowly coming around again, realizing how pitiful I must be in front of these trained soldiers. Killian has started roasting some meat over the fire.

  I watch him work until I realize all three of them are covered in blood and could be hurt. I notice claw marks that are bleeding on his leg and chest while he’s favoring his left hand, his right one looks like it went through a meat grinder. Jackson and Luke have the same wounds on themselves from the battle.

  I look up at Luke still holding me and see how he has a deep gash on his cheek.

  I gasp at my selfishness, they have been taking care of me this whole time, but they are injured themselves and haven’t had a moments rest to stop.

  I reach my small hand to cup his injured face as his bright green eyes watch me.

  He winces when I touch it but doesn’t stop me.

  My pack has been set next to us and I reach out to grab some more healing supplies.

  I straddle his legs facing him as I start cleaning his wounds, not thinking about the intimate position at all, only concerned with fixing him.

  As I clean him up the best I can, I try not to focus on how intently he is watching me.

  His large hand cups my jaw making me freeze and stop what I’m doing. He rubs his thumb over my cheek, and I lean into the sensation. It comes to trace my lower lip, pulling it down making my mouth part open.

  I feel my heart beating fiercely in my chest and butterflies threaten to spew out of my throat. For a moment I forget to breathe as our faces are matched up, almost touching.

  Slowly our faces lean in and his soft lips cover mine.

  This kiss isn’t demanding or rough, it’s the sweetest kiss in the world and for a moment the world stops spinning, freezing around us.

  Our mouths open and I feel his tongue caress mine in my mouth. It feels like he wants to take all the hurt away and suck it into his own body. My own tongue feels his mouth and I run it over his teeth. He tastes so sweet like sugar and I know I’ll never get enough of him.

  I moan into him and replies with his own in response. I smell his scent into my nostrils, the smell of peaches and leather and my core ignites. I break the kiss and check his body for bleeding remembering my task.

  I run my hands over his tattooed arms and his chest, feeling his protectiveness and how sturdy he is.

  I rub my hands over his knuckles reading the words tattooed onto him. ‘STAY TRUE.’ That means more to me than anything I’ve read before, and I kiss each letter.

  Who know that my fiercest warrior could also be my most gentle one?

  Hands cup the back of my head very gently and my lower back, pressing me closer to him tangling our mouths again.

  I don’t know how long our kiss lasts but when it ends, we are both breathing heavy. We lean our foreheads against each other, relishing in the moment. I take a moment to glance at him and am stunned when the gash on his face is gone completely and all his other cuts are healed. The only traces left is the dried blood where it once was.

  I have a look of awe and he just stares into my blue eyes. Just as well I have a feeling my head injury and arms are good as new as I no longer have pain.

  A wide smile crosses my lips and I hug his neck tight. He returns the favor with a chuckle and hides his now healed face into my hair, breathing me in.

  I feel below me his cock jerking as I finally realize I’m straddling him, my breasts almost open and popping out the top of my vest, pressed up against him.

  Heat flames my cheeks and I clear my throat.

  “I better go check on the other guys, thank you for taking care of me.”

  He nods and I can see the twinkle in his eyes.

  My ever strong, silent warrior.

  I get up from his lap and head over to Jackson and Killian who are looking everywhere and anywhere else besides me and Luke.

  “I have some new healing abilities I guess so I can try fix you guys right up, is that okay?” I ask the both of them weary.

  They nod and I scan their bodies to check how bad it is. Killian looks worse for wear, so I start with him.

  I kneel next to him and press my hands to his chest right where a giant gash covers it and his breath hitches. I snicker and focus on bringing out the magic in me I used on Luke. I close my eyes and feel warmth flood my hands and flee into Killian’s body. When I open my eyes, he is completely healed, and I squeal with glee. I hug him as well and whisper into his ear.

  “Thank you Kills for watching out for me, and thanks for our first kiss.”

  Its his turn for embarrassment as I catch the rosy tint on his checks, kiss it and laugh.

  I turn to Jackson now who has been patiently waiting for his turn. I don’t bother putting my hands on him, I tackle him and feel the familiar warmth spread through me. He sighs softly as I fix him up in our embrace, but I don’t release him yet. I place my hands on the sides of his face running my thumbs over his five o’ clock shadow feeling how scruffy he is, my white skin contrast to his chocolate.

  “Thank you for helping me, I don’t know what I would do without you, I know you will protect me and I trust you completely, even though we just met, it’s kind of freaking me out.” I tell him truthfully.

  “It’s what I do best, milady, I would do the same for any one of my team.” He shrugs but I manage to catch a hint of a smile.

  I laugh at him and swat his chest playfully.

  “So, I have a question for you guys, if you don’t mind me asking.” I ask shyly nervously playing with my hands in my lap, moving to sit by the warm fire. It’s now or never and if I don’t fine out soon its going to kill me. Jackson grabs his cloak again and places it over my shoulders, and I smile warmly at him.

  “Shoot!” Killian winks.

  “Are you guys in… a relationship or dating each other or am I missing something?” My voice almost gave out on me, but I managed to keep it solid and get it out.

  Luke barks out a great big laugh, the sound of it filling up the cave and making me jump. I wasn’t expecting that.

  “What made you think that sweetness?” Jackson lifts an eyebrow and asks me.

  Oh man I really didn’t want to be doing this right now.

  Buck up or back down.

  I clear my throat. “Your awfully close to each other, and I might have overheard you guys talking last night when I left…. I didn’t want to ask but im confused. You said something about how its not fair to all you guys, you don’t play like that, and something about doing this together. Its been bothering me all day… I mean if your all in a relationship together I totally support that! I just don’t want to get in the middle of things and screw them up for you. I like all the close contact and kissing we have done but I’m just confused.” I finish my speech with an exasperated breath and prepare for the worst, my face scrunched as if wincing, prepared for the worst.

  Luke lets out another giant hoot, wiping tears from his eyes, and falls onto his back.

  I glare at him, but he doesn’t seem to care.

  Jackson takes my hands in his and chuckles softly to himself. I smile up at him when I don’t flinch away, and he notices smiling proudly.

  “I can see how you might be confused. We are no more then three close best friends, brothers. What we meant by its not fair, is that it’s not fair to you.” My face scrunches in confusion again. “We all happen to like you, a lot. A lot a lot. We all don’t want to take advantage of you, so we are waiting for you to make the first moves, we don’t want to make you do anything you don’t want. We have only known you for two days now, but it feels like a lifetime and we aren’t going anywhere until you tell us to leave. Even then it might be close to impossible…. But you get my point. What I’m trying to say is, we all th
ree want you, and are willing to share you together. Or not. You can pick just one of us If you like.”

  By the end of that Jackson was mostly just rambling to himself. Usually he’s so in control, but right now this is new territory for him and he’s nervous as flip. I am too.

  I bite my lip and ponder.

  Could I really handle three guys? How would I go about sharing them all and making sure they got enough attention? What if one gets more jealous then the other? Would they still want me in the real world after we got out of here?

  A million questions run through my mind and all three of my guys are waiting patiently, holding their breaths for my answer. I think about what each one makes me feel.

  Kills is my jokester. He makes me laugh, but he’s also the one who makes me challenge myself. To push myself further, he’s wild and fierce, making me so, he breaks me out from my shell piece by piece. With him I know I can do anything I wanted to, I feel fearless.

  Jackson is my intelligent one, the one who always likes to be in charge. He’s the one who I can come to when I just need to talk things out and he will listen and let me cry on his shoulder. He’s calming and helps me think though all the stress pressing down on me.

  Luke is my protector. My rock, my gentle giant. He will offer me comfort in his arms when it all becomes too much, no words needed. He will watch over me till the day I die, never far from my side. He centers me when I’m upset or sad and will crush those who dare hurt me.

  It will take some time to get used to it all, time to figure it out, but after meeting these men and the thought of me leaving them puts a heavy ache in my heart and I know I can’t let them go. They are mine, and I theirs.

  “It might be tricky at first, you all sharing me… but I think we can figure it out together. So, for now you’re stuck with me because I like you all too.” I finish with a happy grin, confident in my decision.

  Before I know it, I’m surrounded by men, each one kissing and touching me everywhere and making me giggle.

  “We have never done anything like this either, so don’t worry we will take it slow at first. Once we get out of this fucking game, we will have our whole lives to figure it out. Until you get sick of us.” Killian says with a naughty grin, pulling me up to my feet and smacks my butt making me yelp and giggle more.

  Jackson gets down on one knee and positions himself between my legs so I’m straddling his knee. He brings my hand to his lips, his black eyes flickering up to mine, giving it a kiss and whispers “Mine,” making me shiver.

  “Oyi, she just told us we had to share, so back the fuck up and pass me over my girl before I thump yea on your noggin.” Luke growls out with a now noticeable accent.

  Most of the time gentle Luke I should say.

  Before he has time to make good on his promise, I fling myself into his arms with a laugh wrapping my legs around his torso, my arms around his neck and smooch him as hard as I can.

  He returns it and groans, his hands holding me up under my bottom, squeezing it. I can feel him get hard instantly as I slowly slide down his body and I feel my nipples getting taunt as my body reacts to him and gets excited. He rips his mouth away from mine with a pant.

  “You hungry?” he asks me.

  “Starving!” I exclaim.

  He chuckles at me. “Arighty, lets feed our fierce little warrioress.”

  We ended up eating so much food and laughing all night as they told me army stories, and I am so full, for once I feel like I might burst.

  I lean up against my Kill as I watch the fire flicker, sleepy from the day. Luke has taken it upon himself to clean and care for our weapons, he sharpens his axes very last after completing ours.

  I made all the men strip from their bloody armor and clothes only wearing their cleanish trousers, so I could wash the wolf blood from them, and myself as I am only wearing my panties and corset waiting for the clothes to dry, I’m covered by Jacksons cloak. It’s mine now and I have to stay decently covered somehow.

  Feeling happy and refreshed, I am almost ready to sleep the night away. As if on cue Luke and Jackson leave to guard the mouth of our little cave watching for any nasty surprises.

  Kills lays me down on the cots to get some well-earned sleep, his warm body surrounding me.

  As I lay next to Kills, I stare into his dark blue eyes, him gazing right back at me.

  Right then I knew I was falling hard for him and his team, and I wanted to claim him so he would know it.

  I press my lips against his and sink into him as his arm wraps around my waist pulling himself onto my body. I let out a breathy moan and explore his body, his hands doing the same to mine.

  “How badly do you want me right now?” I whisper.

  He throws the cloak off me, staring at me with intensity in his eyes and I feel a chill run up my body. I bite my lip and nod, urging him to continue. He takes in a big lungful and starts undoing my corset.

  His eyes turn hooded as he starts undressing me slowly. When my corset comes off all the way he discards it and my perky, full breasts pop free. He lets out a strangled grunt and takes in my body splayed below him, his dark blue eyes memorizing every curve and hill.

  “I’ve wanted to take you as soon as I held you in my arms when I first met you Baby Blue, and now I am going to take you fully and make you scream my name.” He bites my ear and I gasp.

  He smirks and takes me in his mouth, kissing me passionately. I return the favor and feel how my panties are now entirely soaked under my throbbing pussy.

  I am now a mess of whimpering noises and need as his mouth slips from mine and trails down to my breasts. He takes one in his mouth and swirls his tongue around it, his hand grasping the other, pinching my nipple.

  I buck under his touch and he presses his weight on me to hold me down. I feel his rock-hard length on my inside thigh, and I rub against him, wanting more.

  “Impatient, aren’t we? Good girls will behave and wait.” He rasps and I mewl back. He continues to knead my heavy breasts.

  He bites my nipple in his mouth and right then I think I’m ready to explode, colors flashing before my eyes.

  “Not yet, Blue, not yet.” As if I to prove his point, his body leaves mine and I whine.

  I watch him as he undresses, his trousers slide down, his cock springing up from the cage it was held in. He is like god before me threating to rain down destruction and I am his lamb, begging for mercy. He is seriously the hottest naked man I’ve ever laid my eyes upon.

  My eyes go wide at his size and he chuckles.

  Wil I be able to take all of him? He’s hung like a horse. Veins wrap along the side of it, it jerks begging to find release.

  I squirm in anticipation, I rub my thighs together to find friction. He steps between my legs keeping them apart, so I now have nothing to rub against.

  I hiss and he shakes his finger at me.

  “Naughty naughty girl, you should know better.” He kneels between my legs and rubs his thumb over my wetness. I throw my eyes to the back of my head with another moan as his hand touches my core.

  He grips my panties and tugs them off, freeing me wide open.

  I want to shy away as this is intimacy I’m not used to, but I don’t. A small victory. I’m not used to any intimacy. Period.

  His one hand returns to my breast and plays with my hard nipple. The other slides across my slick folds and I want to scream. Scream for my release, scream for the way he is torturing me.

  He rubs my clit and I buck again.

  Oh flip yes right there. I close my eyes and he removes his hand and I frown.

  Then he inserts one finger into my tightness, and I clench around him as he starts pumping me.

  I groan so loud, forgetting we aren’t totally alone, but I don’t care.

  “Open your eyes and watch me take you. I’m not going to hold myself back.” I obey his command and watch wide eyed as he slides his finger in and out of me. Then he inserts another. I almost cry out, so I bite my lip to keep f
rom doing so.

  Oh praise the gods, yes.

  “I wanted to take you slowly, but I need to be inside you so badly and I have a feeling you like it rough so I’m going to fuck you hard Blue.”

  “Less talk, more fuck.” I hiss at him, never taking my eyes off him.

  He throws my legs over his shoulders and slips his cock into me. I cry out at the sensation, at first pain from his large size, but then complete bliss once he waits for my walls adjust to him. My eyes roll into my head again and he starts pounding me. Hard and fast.

  Our heavy breathing is frantic as he fucks me mercilessly. Our hands intertwin and he lifts them above my head making my hips raise off the ground and he’s reaching deeper into me. He groans from the new position. His large cock is now rubbing on my g-spot with every thrust and I can’t control the noises coming from my mouth.

  My breasts bouncing from each stroke he gives me. I feel myself reaching the cliff and I want to throw myself over it. He pins both my hands with one of his large ones, and his free hand starts rubbing my clit.

  “Thank you for healing my hand, now watch as I pleasure you with it.” I watch, my eyes open wide as he brings me close to my release.

  “Now Baby, come for me now.” I do as commanded and scream when my first orgasm rolls over me. A few more pumps of his cock inside me, my pussy milking his cock every drop and I feel him still as he releases his hot seed into me with a loud grunt while he yells my name. I am still riding out my own release and when I finally come down from it, I am now the one on top.

  He is still rock hard inside me and I wonder if it ever goes down.

  “Ride me baby, ride me like none other.” My hips franticly start riding him and his head falls back from the extreme pleasure. I run my hands over his hard body feeling every ridge. And I start nearing the edge again.

  We are like animals and I love it.

  He grips my hips tight and starts moving my body back and forth, up and down. Faster and harder than I could have managed.

  He definitely has a control complex, even though I’m the one on top, he holds all the cards.