Second Chances (Steel Bandits MC Book 1)

by JC Belanger

  Laying her on the couch I kiss my way lower pausing to spend time exploring her stomach so that she has time to stop me before I reach my goal. I am not sure she even realizes her hips are lifting to help me remove the last of her clothing. Running my hands up her legs, I lower my mouth to her right thigh, placing kisses up and down. Moving to her left thigh, I repeat the process. The entire time I skip her glistening center that is begging for my touch.

  “Peaches, I need to know that you want this as much as I do,” I say huskily, pausing before I get my first taste of her. “I will not go any further than you want. Just say the word and I will stop everything!”

  “Taz, I want this so bad,” she pants, picking her head up to look at me so I can see that she means the words coming out of her mouth. “I don’t want to stop. Please, touch me! I may combust if you don’t put out this fire you have started in me.”

  I lean down and pick her up to carry her into her room. Placing her gently in the center of her bed after I kick the door shut, I have a fleeting thought that I need to get her a lock so that CeCe doesn’t come in on us when she starts toddling around. I don’t let my thoughts linger long with this gorgeous angel lying in front of me with all the trust in the world shining from her eyes. That look is all mine and I’m never going to do anything to get rid of it.

  “Oh Peaches, you don’t have to worry about that. I plan to make you burn hotter before I put it out! When we are like this, the name you call out is Charlie. No one else is allowed to use that name,” I tell her before leaning down to get my first taste of her. But I want to drag this out as long as possible, so I just swipe my tongue along the center of her body before taking a second to savor her flavor exploding on my tongue.

  “Charlie if you don’t keep going, I’m gonna call you something else,” she growls to let me know that I’m taking too long for her liking.

  “Never let it be said that I don’t do what the lady wants!” I say, taking one more taste of her before moving up to her clit.

  I lick and kiss her wet, warm center like I’m on death row and she’s my last meal. Her fingers are pulling my hair and exploring their way down my back. Even though Anna wants to explore my body, this is not the time for it. I’ve finally got her exactly where I want her and there’s no way that I’m going to blow before I even get inside her tight body. So, I keep my body angled away from her as I slowly slide a finger into her wet pussy while sucking her clit into my mouth. I continue to slide first one finger and then a second one in and out of her while curving them up so that I hit the spot each and every time to make her explode. At the same time, I nip and suck on her clit until I feel her body beginning to tighten and spasm under my ministrations.

  “Charlie!” she screams out as her pussy tightens on my fingers, sucking them in as if her body wants to keep them there.

  Before she can come back down, or I move off of her, I feel her hands at my waist as they trail their way to my zipper. I rise off of her a bit, so she can let me free. Instead of her trying to rip my jeans and boxers down my legs, I stand to finish removing them while I stare at her laid out on the bed waiting for me. Her body is flushed from her orgasm and I can’t take my eyes off of her. Handing her a condom, I watch as she rips it open and almost unmans me as she takes a taste of me before slowly rolling it down my throbbing cock. I ask her again if this is what she wants. If she says no it may kill me, but I will stop. Her answer is to pull me back down on top of her with my cock lining up with her pussy. Before I make my way inside her, I rub myself up and down her a few times to make sure that there’s enough of her juices coating my condom-covered cock, so I don’t hurt her. As I finally sink into the heat of her pussy, I feel like I have finally found my home.

  My plan is to give her a few minutes to adjust to my size before I move a single, torturous inch. Anna has other ideas though and starts moving her hips and thrusting against me. I take that as my cue that she’s ready for me to make her mine in every way possible. Taking her higher and higher as she races towards her orgasm, I have to will myself not to cum before she falls off that cliff. Quicker than I’d like to admit, I feel her body begin to squeeze my cock as her body starts quaking under me. Her back arches as I lean down to suck a nipple into my mouth. I bite down to give her just enough pain that will throw her over the edge. Hearing her screaming my name and feeling her pussy clamp down on me is all it takes and I’m falling right after her.

  “Peaches!” I holler out when I feel my body tighten as I fill the condom with my release.

  For a few minutes, we don’t do anything except try to catch our breath and come back down to earth after that amazing experience. I’ve never cum so hard in my life. Once I can breathe normally, I roll onto my back and bring her into my arms. We lay together enjoying the bliss of our orgasm as it lingers around us. I find myself thinking that I want to have this forever. I’m smart enough to realize that if I say that now it will freak her out, but I plan to make her want the same thing.

  “Peaches are you ok?” I ask as concern laces my voice. I would die before I let her be hurt. Belatedly it hits that she was a virgin when she got pregnant with CeCe and I did not even ask if she had been with anyone else. Although I doubt it. I’m such an idiot! I did not even make sure I was not hurting her. What the hell is wrong with me?

  “Taz, you just tensed up,” she whispers “You didn’t like it? If you teach me what you like I can do better.”

  “Peaches stop!” I hush her, pulling her face up so she is looking at me. “It was perfect. I was thinking about what I didn’t do right. Are you ok? I was so totally lost in you that I did not make sure I didn’t hurt you. I am such an asshole.”

  Giggling she puts her hand over my mouth. I lick her palm which makes her laugh even more. That is the best sound ever, well next to her cumming that is. As I roll to face her, I put myself on the line a little bit. “I loved every second and can’t wait to do it again and again,” I tell her with all seriousness. “You are everything I want and so much more.”

  Before Anna can say anything, my phone starts to go off and CeCe starts to cry. I watch as she jumps out of bed to throw my tee shirt on so she can take care of the little girl that is quickly becoming one of the things that is constantly on my mind. While I know that Anna is an amazing mother, doing whatever she can to make sure that her daughter’s life is the best it can be, I didn’t know if I would be the kind of guy that would make a good dad. CeCe is starting to make me see that I want the chance to be a dad in the worst way. I’ll do what I can to make sure that Anna and she don’t regret me being a part of their lives.

  “Yeah?” I ask, finally answering my phone as I listen to Anna in the baby’s room.

  “Need you at the clubhouse, Taz,” I hear Axel say, his voice strained and tired.

  “On my way,” I answer just before he hangs the phone up.

  I’m not sure what’s going on that means I need to be at the clubhouse right now, but I’ll never not do what is needed of me. So, I throw my clothes on, finding a tee shirt in the dresser that I left here a few days ago. Anna comes back in the room cuddling her daughter as I’m putting my boots on.

  “Gotta get to the clubhouse. I’ll be back as soon as I can,” I tell her, standing up and brushing a soft kiss on the top of CeCe’s head, before giving Anna a kiss that will leave her wanting.

  “Hurry back,” she says, watching me leave the room before I hear her get back in bed.

  It doesn’t take me long to get to the club with the speeds I’m driving. I’m not being reckless, but I don’t know what’s going on, so I want to waste as little time as possible. After parking my bike at the end of the row right in front, I make my way inside to see Voodoo and Axel sitting at a table drinking the beer in front of them.

  “Everything okay?” I ask, pulling out a chair to join them.

  “Voodoo and I’ve been talking. I know what the vote says, but we agree there’s a better way to go about handling this,” my Prez begins, making
sure that no one else is around for this talk. “We think that we need to wait and see what Skid’s next move is. He’s got to be losing his shit knowing that his daughter is now here and it’s only a matter of time before that secret comes out.”

  I sit there and take in the words that were just said. While I like the idea of waiting to see what his next move is, I don’t want my girls put in any danger because of this decision. Skid could become a loose cannon and we might not see what’s coming in time.

  “What’s the plan?” I ask, sitting up straight while thinking of possible scenarios.

  “We’re gonna take it to the club before anything happens. But, I think we put trackers on his bike and bug his apartment. I’ve been watching him since Anna announced that she was getting her daughter back and he’s up to something. We need to act like we don’t think anything is off so that he thinks he’s still in the clear,” Voodoo answers, taking another gulp of his beer before slamming the almost empty bottle down on the table. I’m surprised it didn’t shatter in his hands with the force he just used to slam it down.

  He definitely doesn’t like the plan, but at this point, I think it’s the route we need to go. Skid will try to say that Anna is lying, and she wanted him as much as he wanted her. A paternity test won’t matter if he claims it was consensual. Hell, I could see him spinning it so that she’s scared of what everyone here would think if she got pregnant by a prospect.

  “I don’t like it, but I think it’s the best thing to do for now. You know I’m going to be there with her every second I’m not needed here?” I ask, looking at Voodoo so he knows how serious I am. “Anyway, we can put a prospect on her when I’m not around.”

  “Yep. He’ll know that its important he not mention anything to anyone about why he’s there. Maybe something about being there in case she needs help with the baby,” Axel says, thinking of some way to spin the story and make everyone around here believe it.

  Voodoo and I look at one another before nodding our heads in agreement. One of these days, I know that we’re going to have a talk about what I plan on doing with his sister. For now, he’s letting it be so we can find our footing. I appreciate it and hope that he’s this calm when he comes at me. But, I’ll fight for her if I have to. Anna is worth everything I’ll have to go through in order to make her mine.

  “I’m calling church in the morning. We’ll go over the plan then and see what everyone thinks,” Axel says, breaking me out of my thoughts as he stands up and makes his way to his room without saying another word.

  “How is she? How’s CeCe doing?” Voodoo asks, as he stands up to head out.

  “They’re good. I’m heading back there now,” I answer honestly, standing up and waiting for what he has to say before leaving.

  “Don’t hurt her. She’s not someone you can play with until you decide your tired of the shit going on between you. That’s your only warning,” he says before turning and walking away from me.

  I don’t waste any more time as I leave the clubhouse so I can get back to my girls. The next days and weeks are going to be long and stressful as we wait for Skid to make his next move. Part of me is honestly starting to wonder if he went after the Quinn’s but his plan backfired when the baby wasn’t there. I guess we’ll get the answers one way or another.

  Chapter Ten

  Anna

  Taz has been a bit stressed the last few weeks. I don’t know exactly why but I’m sure part of it is the chat Axel and Voodoo came over to have with me. I was surprised when Scott called to tell me they were coming over and to not freak out if I saw Tigger hanging around or being wherever I was. I know better than to ever ask about club business, which is why Axel’s words shocked me.

  “Anna, I won’t tell you what the club vote was,” Axel begins to say. He quickly notices that I am starting to panic and adds, “Just know that we are going to take care of the situation. It is going to be awhile before anything happens though. We are looking into a few things and we want to see if he tries to step up and claim CeCe or help you in any way. If he tries to contact you, let only me, Voodoo, or Taz know. This needs to stay quiet for now. The brothers know the past, but the three of us decided to see what he tries to do next.”

  “I won’t say that I am happy that he will be allowed to try to contact me,” I say to the room, “But I will tell one of you immediately. He better not show up here though or I make no promises as to what will happen. He is not getting close to my daughter.”

  “Tigger is not gonna let anyone other than the three of us near your door,” Scott tells me, resting his hand on my bouncing leg. “He knows what is going on and is more than happy to be trusted to protect you and CeCe. He is pissed he didn’t see what was happening that night and is looking at this as his redemption.”

  CeCe lets out a cry and all three of them jump up to go get her. Taz has a huge grin on his face as he reaches her first and the others just glare at him. I burst out laughing at the dejected look on Scott’s face when he doesn’t get to hold her right away. Taz quickly changes her diaper while Axel ribs him about being domesticated. My man acts like he doesn’t even hear him, while he coos at ‘his princess.’ I move over to CeCe and take her away from him, which earns me a frown especially when I hand her to Scott and ask if he would like to feed her. Axel tells Scott he is gonna teach CeCe to call him “Uncle PooPoo” which makes Taz and I almost fall over with laughter while Scott flips Axel off.

  After CeCe eats two jars of peaches, she and Scott both need a bath. I quickly clean her up and find Axel waiting for me to hand her over. He takes her into the nursery and rocks her to sleep. Taz and I take the moment to sneak a few pictures that I am sure will be passed around later to the club. But this is one of those moments that you can’t pass up taking a picture of.

  Axel’s phone rings, and whatever is said sends Scott and Taz to their bikes to follow him. They all give me a kiss on the forehead as the leave, but Taz comes back for a kiss that leaves me wishing he could stay. I see Tigger sitting across the street and give him a quick wave. I’ll need to talk to Taz later about that. If he is going to keep people from my door then it seems he would need to be closer. When Taz is gone I guess he could be in the living room. But I will think about that later.

  After locking up the door, I decide that I’m going to take a nice hot bubble bath and let the worries wash away. I must have fallen asleep while in there, because my ringing phone wakes me up. As i quickly dry off and reach for my phone. It says caller unavailable but last time that was DCF. When I answer it all I hear is breathing then it disconnects. It makes me a little nervous, but I shrug it off as a wrong number and head to bed. I got a new nightie since Taz liked the last one so much and decide that I will wait for him in that. It is in the early hours of morning before I hear him drag his tired body to bed. Once he is in bed I curl into his side and feel him totally relax as we both slip into sleep.

  I try to sneak out of the bed so he can get some more rest when I hear CeCe. She is cooing and trying to eat her feet when I walk into her room, I take my time getting her dressed and ready for the day. After putting her in her highchair while I start the coffee and get her cereal made, I hear her saying her first word. “Da da da da da da da da,” of course it was not mama but whatever. I turn to cheer her and see Taz sitting in front of her. He has a look that is a combination of awe and hope. I walk over to them, while keeping my eyes on him.

  “Yes, my angel that is da da.” I say, seeing the biggest smile on both their faces as he grabs me, pulling me on his lap for a hug.

  “Baby girl are sure that is what you want?” he asks me cautiously. “Cause if we’re going down that road, there’s no going back.”

  “You are the man I want her to look up to and I am hoping that you plan to stay around. I don’t expect you to make me your old lady. I just want us to be together however that looks.”

  “I want us,” he tells me. “I was not looking for you or CeCe when I came here. I never expected to fall
in love with either of you, but I did. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me.”

  “I was positive I would never even like another man after what happened,” I say with tears falling down my face. “I would never even think to dream that my life would be this amazing. I have my daughter, whom I expected to watch grow up from a distance, and I have sexiest man by my side, who I love with my whole heart. I thank God that you broke down that day.”

  CeCe decides she needs in on the love fest and begins whining until I pick her up from her highchair. Placing her on our lap, she leans in for some cuddling. Taz tells me that he will feed her while I get dressed then we can go to the Cookhouse for our breakfast. CeCe will get lots of attention there as it is where the club will most likely be grabbing breakfast themselves.

  When we arrive, I see I was correct. There are several bikes in the parking lot. Walking in the door, I see Scott making a bee-line for us before Axel has a chance. It makes me laugh to see these two grown men fight over who gets to hold my daughter. I am glad I put the vest on that he had made for her. When we get to the table, I see that Axel knew we were coming as he has a new toy for her. It is a little stuffed toy shaped like a wrench. She is going to grow up to be a mechanic if he has his way. I don’t care what she does because I know she will be surrounded by love. To the outside world, these men might look rough around the edges and gruff. To me, they’re family and I wouldn’t trade a single one of them for anything in the world. Skid is the only one that I want nothing to do with. If I never see him again it will be too soon.

  Hearing the bell ring as the door opens, I turn and watch as Skid walks in. I tense and see that several of the club members look at me. Taz and Scott both lay a hand on my leg in support. The only thing I want to do is jump up and scratch out his eyes, but I just go about reading the menu as if I don’t know it by heart since I hear meals ordered off of it daily. Axel takes CeCe from Scott’s hands when Skid walks over towards him. Scott stands to meet Skid so he can let him know whatever errand they made up for him to go do. Not one single time does Skid look at me or my daughter. He acts as if we’re not even sitting at the table with the men. Once Skid leaves the diner, everyone releases a sigh of relief.