The Prey

by Andrew Fukuda

  She bites her lip, nods.

  “I can’t believe they separated you from the boys. Put you out here in the boondocks.”

  “It’s in their bylaws.”

  “Their precious bylaws! Didn’t the boys want you to stay with them?”

  “Of course. And they were insistent.”

  “Then why—”

  “The elders were more insistent. And I didn’t want to cause a stir or get on their bad side. Remember, this all happened mere hours after we first got here, and I wasn’t sure what I was dealing with. I thought it was better to play along at the time. So I told Epap and the boys that it was okay.”

  “I can’t believe Epap didn’t—”

  “No, I made it happen. I insisted.”

  “Still, he could have fought harder for you.”

  She shakes her head slightly. “Go easy on him. On all the boys. After spending their entire lives in a dome, a little losing of their heads is to be expected.” She smiles. “They’ve been plied with food, drink, entertainment. And Epap’s been surrounded by more female attention than he can handle. They’re all completely besotted with this place.”

  “I’m not buying it, Sissy. After everything you’ve done for them, after you single-handedly brought them here without so much as a paper cut, you’d think they’d show a little more loyalty to you.”

  She squeezes my hand. “Hardly single-handedly,” she says.

  “Well,” I say, flicking my eyes downward as the heat of a blush rises to my cheeks. “I only pitched in, you did the brunt of the work.”

  She frowns. “I was referring to your father. Everything he did: the map, the boat, the tablet.”

  “Ah, yes, my father,” I say. “Of course.”

  She giggles. A strange sound, like a slippage, a spill. Her hand reaches up and brushes my hair. “Did you think I was talking about you?” Her mouth widens into a smile.

  “No, of course I knew you were talking about my father.”

  And then the mood changes. Maybe it’s the sadness that enters my eyes, or the sudden sag of my shoulders, but her smile disappears. She strokes my hair, but softer, slower now.

  “I’m sorry about your father,” she says.

  “It’s tough for both of us.”

  “But doubly so for you. He was your father.” Her breath clouds between us. “They said they found him in the log cabin. No suicide letter.” She shakes her head slightly. “I didn’t believe it at first. Couldn’t. That’s totally not like him at all.”

  “What would drive my father to do such a thing?” I gaze at the distant lights of the village. “What is it about this place?”

  She grips my hand tighter. “Gene, there’s so much that’s off here.”

  I nod slowly. “I’ve noticed. I mean, what’s with those dainty feet, all the pregnant girls? The elders walking around like peacocks? All those bylaws and precepts. And where are all the teenage boys, the adult women?”

  “You don’t know the half of it,” she says excitedly. “You’ve been mostly unconscious, blissfully unaware. There were times I wanted to slap you awake, just to have someone to talk to.”

  “How about Epap, the boys? Haven’t they noticed anything?”

  She shakes her head with frustration. “The boys—including, no, especially, Epap—have been useless. Useless. They’re too taken in by this place, completely oblivious.” She grits her teeth. “And when I brought this up to Epap, he accused me of being paranoid.”

  I nod, remembering she’d mentioned this earlier today. “I can’t believe he accused you of being paranoid. You’re like the most levelheaded person I know.”

  She lets out a laugh, and I can hear her insides unknotting with relief. “Oh Gene,” she says, “sometimes they even had me second-guessing myself. Honestly, I spent a lot of time wondering if all this really is weird, or just a normal I’m not accustomed to. I mean, I’ve spent my whole life in a glass dome, what do I know of the real world?” She shakes her head, then starts thumping me on the chest. “Don’t ever get sick again! Don’t ever leave me alone like that!”

  The sound of wind flutes through the woods, shifting the branches. A drop of water, collected in the cup of a leaf, falls from above. It lands on Sissy’s temple, slides down along her jawline. I wipe at it, my fingers brushing wet against her soft skin.

  She is still thumping my chest, but her hand moves slower now, distracted. Until it halts halfway, left hanging in the air between us. I gaze into her eyes. They were once merely brown; but now they seem to burst with the color of the woods about us, the color of chestnut and orchard and cypress.

  I move my hand from the side of her face, and gently cup her fist. She is about to say something.

  And then I am averting my eyes, releasing her hand.

  After a moment, she lowers her arm. We stand without moving, without speaking.

  “You said I don’t know the half of it,” I finally say.

  “What?”

  “About this village. What else have you seen?”

  She looks about. “Oh, right.” She laughs, not with humor but as if she’s clearing her throat or changing the conversation topic. “Come this way. I stumbled on something really weird the other night. I’m not sure what to make of it.”

  She leads me through the trees, occasionally bending low to duck under low-hanging branches. We stop when we come upon a sudden clearing. Before us is a steep embankment that serrates the forest cleanly into two.

  “Up here,” she says, climbing the embankment.

  We crest the embankment, our boots dislodging and rattling loose pebbles and small stones. Two narrow metal rails lie stretched on top of the embankment, running perfectly parallel to one another about a child’s body length apart. They seem endless, running the entire length of the embankment and disappearing into twin bookends of darkness. Wooden planks lie perpendicular to and between the metal rails, connecting them like rungs of a downed ladder.

  Something colder than ice freezes in me.

  I stoop, grab hold of one of the rails. Cold knifes into my skin as I stare down the rail’s length, my eyes trailing its gradual fade into the darkness.

  “Do you know what it is?” Sissy asks. “Is it a track for some weird sport?”

  I stand up, gaze down the length of the rails in the opposite direction until they disappear. My neck stiffens with dawning fear. “It’s something called a ‘train track.’ I read about them as a kid. In fairy-tale picture books.”

  “‘Train track’?” She stares at the tracks. “What’s a train?”

  “Something big,” I say quietly. “A locomotive used for travel. Over vast, unimaginable distances, hundreds of miles, even. On these metal beams. With incredible speed.” I am trying to hide my emotion, but my shaking voice is giving my fear away.

  “Hundreds of miles?” Sissy takes a step toward me, her face paling. “What’s a train track doing here?”

  “I don’t know.”

  She looks at the distant cottages of the Mission.

  “Gene,” she whispers, her eyes wide. “What is this place? Where are we?”

  20

  DESPITE BEING UP most of the night, I’m up at the crack of dawn. I’m in my own room, but not in my bed. Sissy lies there, adrift in slumber, her face lax on my pillow. But her body seems tense, even in sleep, as if the memory of the last few hours—and probably, for her, the last few days—has seeped into her restive mind.

  She wanted to stay with me, she’d told me last night at the train tracks. I asked if that might get us in trouble. Wouldn’t her absence at the farm be noted, wasn’t it against the bylaws—

  “Screw the bylaws,” she’d replied. Truth is, I didn’t want to be alone, either. Back in my cottage, by the time I got the fire going—we were chilled to the bone—she’d fallen asleep. Quickly, as if for the first time in days.

  Not wanting to wake her, I sit up quietly on the sofa and stare at the dead embers in the fireplace. The windows to my left face east,
and the curtain is rimmed with a burnt orange. There’s no sluggishness in my mind or body, only adrenaline. Within a minute, I’m flinging on my jacket and stepping outside.

  Warm sunshine butters down, gaining in strength as I make my way along the still-empty streets. The mountain peak, rising up behind the village, is largely stripped of snow, only the uppermost tip covered in white. I take in a lungful of clean air.

  The path winds around the village in a horseshoe manner that doesn’t quite make a full circle. As I come to the end of the path, my attention is diverted to a brook gurgling on my left. A well-trod path leads down to the bank where sits a large wooden deck crossed with laundry lines. Scrubbing boards and buckets are stacked neatly underneath a sitting bench. I could use a drink of water. I head down.

  The water is cool, clear, cold. After drinking enough to slake my thirst, I douse my face and hair. Drops of water line down my back, stinging and energizing. I feel my thoughts crystallize, alertness sharpen.

  Across the river, someone is standing. Watching me.

  “Hey, Clair,” I say, startled. “Clair like the air.”

  She doesn’t answer, only continues to stare at me. “You shouldn’t be out here,” she finally says. Her voice cuts crisply through the still air. “It’s against the bylaws.”

  “Nor should you,” I say. “Come over here,” I urge her, motioning with my hand.

  For a second, she pauses. Then she relents, leaping from rock to rock across the brook, her boots hardly getting wet.

  “Hey,” I say, realizing something after she’s crossed over, “how did you do that?”

  She’s confused. “I used the stepping stones. You saw me—”

  “No. I mean, you’re not like the other girls. You’re not hobbling or waddling. You’re like … normal.”

  “You mean ugly.”

  “What?”

  “I have ugly man feet. Just say it.”

  I stare down at her boots, stained darker brown by the water. “I don’t see how—”

  “Yes, yes, I know. They’re huge. They’re man feet. I get it. So they haven’t been beautified into lotus feet yet. You don’t have to stare.” Her lips turn down in revulsion. “But my time is coming. I was supposed to have my procedure last year. But then I got assigned.”

  “Assigned to what? What are you talking about?”

  “I’m a wood collector. I need to have man feet to forage the forest, gather wood. That’s my assignment.”

  “That’s why you were so far away from the village. At the cabin.”

  Her eyes open in alarm; she looks quickly around. “Broadcast that to the whole world, why don’t you?” She steps closer to me. “Please don’t tell anyone, okay? I’m not supposed to stray that far away. Not anymore, anyway.”

  “The log cabin. That’s where the Scientist—Elder Joseph— retreated to, wasn’t it, where he lived?”

  She nods, her eyes dropping.

  “Why did he live there? So far from the Mission?”

  “I must go now.”

  “No, please. You’re like the only person I can talk to here. What happened to the Scientist?”

  Her eyes narrow with suspicion. “He died. Suicide by hanging.” She studies me carefully. “Haven’t you been told?”

  “It wasn’t a suicide. It wasn’t, was it?”

  Her face goes dark, her eyes recede into their sockets. “I have to go now,” she says. “We’re breaking the first bylaw. ‘Remain together in groups of three or more. Solitariness is not permit—’”

  “I know what the bylaws state. Forget them for a second, will you?” I step toward her, soften my tone. “I’ve got the creeps about this place. You can tell me, Clair. What happened to the Scientist?”

  For a moment, a light flickers in her eyes.

  “He didn’t die by suicide, did he?” I say with urgency.

  Something in her relents. Her posture softens and she opens her mouth to speak—

  The sound of singing issues behind us, rhapsodizing about sunshine and grace and a bright new beautiful day. A line of village girls, arms weighed down with full baskets of laundry, appears from around a bend. The girls stop in surprise on seeing me standing on the deck.

  I turn back around. Clair’s gone. I scan the woods, trying to catch movement. “Clair?”

  But she’s disappeared.

  Frustrated, I walk past the line of laundry girls. They stoop low, heads bowed, lips pulled back to expose teeth in what’s supposed to be a smile. So fake, even my put-on smiles look more sincere. Good morning, they chime. Good morning. Good morning.

  A few of them have already rolled up their sleeves, readying to dip clothes into the stream. I see the flash of skin, then an ugly puckered scar on the inside of one’s forearm. A thick protruding scab in the shape of an X, thick pale pink bands, like intersecting leeches. I’m ready to ignore it and move on. But then I see the same scar on another girl, except she has two such scars on her arm.

  I stop. Stare at the scars. Realize what they are. Realize what’s been done to the girls.

  They’ve been branded.

  The girl sees me staring, and quickly rolls her sleeve down to cover the scars. But only her left sleeve; she doesn’t touch her rolled right sleeve still bunched over her elbow. The skin on her right forearm is also marked. Not with branded scars, but with a curious tattoo:

  ☺

  “What’s your name?” I say to her.

  She flinches at the sound of my voice. For a moment she freezes; they all freeze. “Good morning, sir?” she says, her mouth smiling to the ground, her voice withering with fear.

  “What’s your name?” I ask, as gently as I can.

  “We’re not supposed to speak to you,” she says. She’s cringing.

  “Why not?” I say, trying to keep my voice steady. “Just your name. That’s all. What’s your name?”

  “Debby,” she mumbles after a pause.

  “Debby,” I repeat, and she jumps at the sound of her name coming from my mouth. “What’s that?” I ask, pointing.

  She peeks up, sees me indicating the tattoo mark on her arm. “It’s my Merit Mark,” she says, casting her eyes back to the ground.

  “What’s a Merit Mark?” I ask.

  But she doesn’t answer. Strands of her loosened hair tremble in the wind.

  “What’s the matter?” I say. “Why won’t you—”

  “Leave her alone.”

  There’s an audible gasp. All heads quickly stoop lower. Except the girl who spoke. Her eyes are on mine. There is fear in them. But there is also something hard as stone that does not wilt. But only for a second. Then she lowers her head, stares hard at the ground.

  I look at this girl closely. She is the tallest of the group, but also the thinnest. A splattering of freckles splash across her nose and cheeks. But that’s not what is most distinctive about her. It’s her left forearm. She has four Xs branded into her skin. Brutal, ugly, like metal instruments burrowed into her skin.

  And then her eyes rise up again to meet mine. Without shyness. Or shame.

  Instead, there is a careful, cautious speck of … hope.

  “What are those?” I ask, pointing at the brands on her arm.

  “They’re called Demerit Designations.”

  I glance at her right forearm. It’s clean, void of any smiley face tattoos.

  “Why do you have these … Demerit Designations? What do they mean?”

  And all she says is: “Please.” Her voice is soft but sturdy.

  “What?” I say.

  “If I answer your questions,” she says, “I break the bylaws. And if I break the bylaws, we all do. That’s written in the precepts. Guilty by association. We’ll all get disciplined, not only me.” And her eyes come up to meet mine again. There is an urgent pleading in them. “Some of us stand to lose a lot with one more demerit.” Her voice lowers. “So please. Please let us be about our business. Please leave us be.”

  I take a step back, not sure of what
to do next.

  She shuffles forward. “Come girls,” she says, and they all follow her onto the wooden deck, their feet clocking hollowly on the planks.

  I walk up the path, confused. So many questions, half-formed in my mind, the answers to which I know I won’t receive. The colors of the village greet my eyes, the bright flowery dresses of yet more village girls making their way down the path, the bright red splash of bricked chimneys, the gaudy yellow of window frames.

  Before I turn the bend, I look back at the deck. All the girls are now stooped over, pulling laundry out of their baskets and scrubbing clothes in the river. Only the girl with freckles is standing. Her head is turned sideways but I can tell she is watching me, carefully, from the corner of her eyes. Then she, too, kneels down and tends to the laundry.

  * * *

  My morning is spent ambling around as if on a casual, relaxed stroll. In fact, my eyes are peeled for … I’m not sure. Something. Anything that seems out of sorts. But it’s all the same—groups of girls settling into their daily chores, carrying bags of flour to the kitchen, watching over the play of a group of toddlers in a playground, hammering away at new cabinetry in the woodwork barn, carrying bottles of milk in the maternity ward to row after row of babies howling in their cribs. When my legs tire, I sit down in the village square and watch all the activity from a bench. Basking in the warm sunlight, I hear the occasional squawk of a low-flying eagle, the chatter of children, the clatter of dishes coming from the kitchen. It’s easy to be lulled into the provincial pace, the warm colors, the honeyed aromas drifting from the kitchen. I can almost understand how Epap and the boys could so easily have the wool pulled over their enchanted eyes.

  My thoughts drift to my father. Every cobblestone I step on in this village, I wonder how many times he’d stepped on it; every doorknob I turn, every fork I use, I wonder how many times his fingers touched them. His fingerprints are everywhere here. But invisible. His presence seems to be floating around the streets, his eyes on me, as if he’s trying to tell me something.

  By the time Sissy finds me, I’m drowsy and, despite everything, almost content. She’s edgy, sitting next to me with a razor-sharp posture.

  “I can’t find the boys,” she says with irritation.