by R. S James
Slipping silently from our bed, I make my way to the bathroom do my business then to the front room. Putting the movie in, I head to the kitchen to make popcorn and get us drinks. Once I have everything ready, we settle on the couch and watch our movie. Xavier comes out at the end of the movie and shakes his head. “Babe, you’re on-bed rest. Why are you out here?”
“Well, we wanted to watch Frozen, and you were in bed asleep, so we came out here. Don’t freak out. I’ve been sitting right here.”
“Who made popcorn and brought the drinks in?”
“I did, when I first got up. Calm down.”
“Okay, do you want to go out tonight or have everyone here?”
“I’d rather stay in if that’s okay. I don’t even care if we just order pizza. I just don’t want to make everyone nervous.”
“Babe, whatever you want is fine.
“I love you. I’ll call Mom.”
“Love you, too. Don’t bother I texted already, and they will be here in an hour and half.”
“Hey, guys. Thanks for coming we are going to facetime with Michael and Renee in about fifteen minutes to reveal the sex of the babies. Thanks for coming and thanks for letting Caitlynn hang out with me today, having her here was better than any medicine the doctor could have given me. Xavier ordered pizza for dinner, and Carson should be joining us as soon as he gets out of work.”
Just then, there is a knock at the door, and Xavier opens it to Carson standing there with balloons and teddy bears.
Xavier is holding his phone and says “Hey, Mom and Dad! We have everyone here. Okay, the news everyone has been waiting for Carly and I are expecting twins, and they are Owen Michael and Madelynn Renee, and they are due March twenty-fifth. Owen isn’t shy at all, and he lets it all hang out! Maddie is shy and hides behind her brother.” The cheers go up, and everyone is talking at once, while Carly just sits back and takes it all in.
Finally, everyone leaves, and it’s just Xavier and me. I head in to take a shower. Hearing a gasp, I look out the door, and there stands Xavier just looking at me. He reminds me of a predator stalking his prey. I look down and watch his erection grow behind the zipper of his jeans, just the sight of it makes my mouth water. Slowly he takes his clothes off and joins me in the shower.
“Babe, I want to be easy like you need, but we both have this need that we need to meet. So, you’re going to have to work with me here.”
Nodding, I sink to my knees and take him in my mouth, while keeping our eyes locked on each other. While I suck, him I reach up with one hand and fondle his balls while the other plays with my nipples. He wraps my hair in his hands to watch me take him in my mouth, I feel him shiver and know he is close. “Babe, if you don’t want a mouth full you better let go.” I just suck harder. He lets go shouting my name. I slowly get up and start washing my body. He starts lowering himself to his knees and I stop him, “No, babe. That was for you.” Getting out and drying off I slip my panties and kami on then slide in bed. Grabbing my Nook, I hand him the remote. A few minutes later his light snores fill the room. Quietly, I slip from our room to the nursery, I have decided to paint it a pale yellow. I sit in the rocker in the middle of the room and read a book, “I love you to the moon and back” These are the only things in the room for now. My rocking chair, a bookcase with a few books in it. “Babe?!”
“I’m in here, babe.”
“What are you doing? I got scared, when I woke up and you weren’t in bed.”
“Sorry, I read to the babies every night. You know what I’d like to do? I’d like every night for us to sit together and read to the babies.” Getting up, I grab the book in one hand, and I take his with the other. We head to the front room. Sitting down we each put a hand on my belly, and I start the book. During the book, we both feel them kicking and moving around. Once I finish the book, I sing a lullaby and tell them goodnight. Making our way to our room, laying back down in Xavier’s arms, I tell him, “Babe, I have to tell you that was amazing, but with you beside me it was so much more than amazing. I’m glad we have each other to start little traditions like that with.”
“Thank you for sharing them with me. I love you all more then you will ever know.”
The next four weeks Xavier does everything to help me. If I want ice cream at eleven thirty at night, he is up and goes to get it. When I see how hairy my legs are, he brought a chair in the bathroom and helped me shave my legs. The only thing I cannot get him to help me with is my sexual frustration. I have even taken matters into my own hands in front of him and STILL NOTHING FROM HIM. He just stood there watching, and when I was done, he went and got a wet washcloth and cleaned me up. But this ends today, as I get to see Dr. Young, and I’m going to ask her, if I can have sex. Mom is going with me, as Xavier is going to the airport to get his parents, because they are here to visit for a couple weeks.
Getting to the doctor’s office, Caitlynn and I are chatting, as she plays games on my phone. Finally, they call me back and I slide to the end of the chair before I can get up. I’m so glad I’m having twins, because I hate being pregnant, and this will be a “one and done” thing. I waddle back and pee in a cup, get my weight, blood pressure, and all that crap, before finally going into a room. There sits Xavier with Caitlynn on his lap. “What are you doing here? Who is getting your parents?”
“Well, hello to you, too, bade. Yes, I missed you. I’m here because your carrying our kids. My parents are at our house resting. I told you. I didn’t like not being here, so I moved their flight around, so I could do both.”
“Gash, you could have told me. I mean, I have some important questions I need to ask the doctor, and I was going to surprise you.” I can’t even try to stop the tears.
“Babe, calm down. You can still ask the doctor anything, and you always surprise me by just loving me and being you.”
“No, I can’t ask the questions. Cause I can’t ask her about S.E.X. with Caitlynn in the room. And do not say that is too stressful, or I might go crazy on you.”
“Okay, your mom is out in the waiting room. Caitlynn just came back with me, so she didn’t have to give up your phone! I won’t say anything, unless the doctor says, “NO” then you have got to stop, because I can only take so much. Now sit down, and I’ll be right back. I’m going to take her to your mom.”
Leaning over, I brush my lips against his then Caitlynn’s forehead. He’s only gone for about four minutes, when he comes back followed right behind Dr. Young.
Dr. Young comes in, and she is reading over my chart, “So everything looks great! I feel comfortable enough to take you off all day bed rest. However, you can’t work like you were, and the first cramp or spotting you need to get on your back and call me.”
“Okay, thank you. This is awesome news! I have one question. Can I have sex? Since I have gotten pregnant, my sex drive is through the roof, and Xavier won’t have sex without your permission.”
Laughing, she says, “Yes, you can have sex. Just nothing rough or rowdy.”
Getting up to leave, I interlace my fingers with Xavier’s, and we walk together to the front to make our appointment for next week. Driving around, I notice he’s going the opposite way from home. “Babe, where are we going?”
Bringing my hand to his mouth, he kisses it softly, before responding, “Today, I finally get permission to make you mine again. To feel you all around me. I want to feel and know what mine is. I’m the only one to ever feel you like that. I need to see you taking me, while knowing you are the only one to ever do that again. I need to feel the connection we have, when it’s just you and I alone and totally connected.”
With tears streaming down my face, I lean over and kiss his lips softly, “Babe, I love you.”
Pulling into our local hotel, Xavier parks and comes around to open my door and picks me up bridal style. Carrying me in the hotel stopping at the front desk I try to get down, whispering in my ear “babe you better stop, your giving me a hard on and I’m not going to be able to hid
e it.” I know my face must be fifty shades of red so I bury my face in his neck he chuckles and gets our room key. Once in the elevator I tell him I’m way too heavy to be carried put me down.”
“Babe, I could carry you around for days. Your perfect. Now calm down your making me harder.”
Finally, the elevator stops at our floor, and we get off with him still carrying me. We stop at the door, and he uses the card to open the door. Walking through the door I start kissing his neck, up to his ear lobe. He stops once my mind catches up, I turn my head and look around there are yellow and white rose petals everywhere. The tears start, when something catches my eye. I start laughing in the bucket where normally there is Champaign is two bottles of water. Setting me on the bed, he drops to his knees and grabs one foot to take my shoe off followed by the other, until I’m completely undressed. Gently, he pushes me back and kisses me between my thighs. Next thing I know, I’m screaming his name during my orgasm. Kissing his way up my body, he stops to pay special attention to my breasts, before making his way to my mouth. “Babe, I love this whole thing we are doing, but you have on way too many clothes.”
“Let me fix that for you, babe.” With our eyes connected he starts with his shoes, followed by his shirt then his jeans and his boxers. Finally, he is as naked as I am. He leans over me and presses his warm wet firm lips to mine. Our eyes connect, as he enters me so slowly. “Babe, do you feel that? That is what heaven feels like. Our heaven. You are my sunlight and moonlight. When I look into your eyes, all I see is are my dreams. When minutes turn into days, weeks, months, and years. Mountains may fall, but I’ll always be here holding you, until I take my final breath. I only want to be inside you and create a heaven with you.”
Waking up the next morning in his arms, is the best feeling in the world. Leaving the hotel, we stop and grab some breakfast on the way home. I realize I have no idea where his parents are. “Babe, where are your parents?”
“They are renting a place because they are thinking of moving here to be closer to us and the babies.”
It’s finally time to meet our babies! I’m so excited and nervous at the same time. I have faith that Xavier and I will make amazing parents. We will for sure make mistakes, but we will learn from them, and most importantly, we will love each other and our children. My dad has completed his rehab, and he is trying. I forgive him, however, I haven’t forgotten what he has done, nor do I plan on allowing my kids to be with him unattended. On March 30th at 2:32 p.m. we welcomed Madelynn Renee in the world, and at 2:35 p.m. Owen Michael came screaming in the world.
About the Author
R.S. James is a sports mom to two beautiful children. When she isn’t watching and cheering her kids on, she can be found on her porch swing, reading and or writing.
She is the wife of an avid hunter and fisherman. She is a big believer in family, she loves being a sister, an aunt, a daughter, a wife and a mother.
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