Works of Robert W Chambers

by Robert W. Chambers

  “Good work!” he said. “How are you, Duane? Geraldine arrived from The Green Pass about five minutes ago. She thinks you’re sleighing, Kathleen, and she’s tremendously curious to know why you want her.”

  “She probably suspects,” said Kathleen, disappointed.

  “No, she doesn’t. I began to talk business immediately, and I know she thinks that some of Mr. Tappan’s lawyers are coming. So they are — next month,” he added with a grin, and, turning on Duane:

  “I think I’ll begin festivities by washing your face in the snow.”

  “You’re not man enough,” remarked the other; and the next moment they had clinched and were swaying and struggling all over the terrace, to the scandal of the servants peering from the door.

  “He’s tired and half frozen!” exclaimed Kathleen; “what a brute you are to bully him, Scott!”

  “I’ll include you in a moment,” he panted, loosing Duane and snatching a handful of snow. Whereupon she caught up sufficient snow to fill the hollow of her driving glove, powdered his face thoroughly with the feathery flakes, picked up her skirt and ran for it, knowing full well she could expect no mercy.

  Duane watched their reckless flight through the hall and upstairs, then walked in, dropped his coat, and advanced across the heavy rugs toward the fireplace.

  On the landing above he heard Geraldine’s laughter, then silence, then her clear, careless singing as she descended the stairs:

  “Lisetto quittée la plaine,

  Moi perdi bonheur à moi —

  Yeux à moi semblent fontaine

  Depuis moi pas miré toi!”

  At the doorway she halted, seeing a man’s figure silhouetted against the firelight. Then she moved forward inquiringly, the ruddy glow full in her brown eyes; and a little shock passed straight through her.

  “Duane!” she whispered.

  He caught her in his arms, kissed her, locked her closer; her arms sought his head, clung, quivered, fell away; and with a nervous movement she twisted clear of him and stood breathing fast, the clamour of her heart almost suffocating her. And when again he would have drawn her to him she eluded him, wide-eyed, flushed, lips parted in the struggle for speech which came at last, brokenly:

  “Dear, you must not take me — that way — yet. I am not ready, Duane. You must give me time!”

  “Time! Is anything — has anything gone wrong?”

  “No — oh, no, no, no! Don’t you understand I must take my own time? I’ve won the right to it; I’m winning out, Duane — winning back myself. I must have my little year of self-respect. Oh, can’t you understand that you mustn’t sweep me off my feet this way? — that I’m too proud to go to you — have you take me while there remains the faintest shadow of risk?”

  “But I don’t care! I want you!” he cried.

  “I love you for it; I want you, Duane. But be fair to me; don’t take me until I am as clean and straight and untainted as the girl I was — as I am becoming — as I will be — surely, surely — my darling!”

  She caught his hands in hers and, close to him, looked into his eyes smilingly, tearfully, and a little proudly. The sensitive under-lip quivered; but she held her head high.

  “Don’t ask me to give you what is less perfect than I can make it. Don’t let me remember my gift and be ashamed, dear. There must be no memory of your mistaken generosity to trouble me in the years to come — the long, splendid years with you. Let me always remember that I gave you myself as I really can be; let me always know that neither your love nor compassion were needed to overlook any flaw in what I give.”

  She bent her proud little head and laid her lips on his hands, which she held close between her own.

  “You can so easily carry me by storm, Duane; and in your arms I might be weak enough to waver and forget and promise to give you now what there is of me if you demanded it. Don’t ask it; don’t carry me out of my depth. There is more to me than I can give you yet. Let me wait to give it lest I remember your unfairness and my humiliation through the years to come.”

  She lifted her lips to his, offering them; he kissed her; then, with a little laugh, she abandoned his hands and stepped back, mocking, tormenting, enjoying his discomfiture.

  “It’s cruel, isn’t it, you poor lamb! But do you know the year is already flying very, very fast? Do you think I’m not counting the days?” — and, suddenly yielding— “if you wish — if you truly do wish it, dear, I will marry you on the very day that the year — my year — ends. Come over here” — she seated herself and made a place for him— “and you won’t caress me too much — will you? You wouldn’t make me unhappy, would you?... Why, yes, I suppose that I might let you touch me occasionally.... And kiss me — at rare intervals.... But not — as we have.... You won’t, will you? Then you may sit here — a little nearer if you think it wise — and I’m ready to listen to your views concerning anything on earth, Duane, even including love and wedlock.”

  It was very hard for them to judge just what they might or might not permit each other — how near it was perfectly safe to sit, how long they might, with impunity, look into each other’s eyes in that odd and rather silly fashion which never seems to be out of date.

  What worried him was the notion that if she would only marry him at once her safety was secured beyond question; but she explained very sweetly that her safety was almost secured already; that, if let alone, she was at present in absolute command of her fate, mistress of her desires, in full tide of self-control. Now all she required was an interval to develop character and self-mastery, so that they could meet on even ground and equal terms when the day arrived for her to surrender to him the soul and body she had regained.

  “I suppose it’s all right,” he said with a sigh, but utterly unconvinced. “You always were fair about things, and if it’s your idea of justice to me and to yourself, that settles it.”

  “You dear old stupid!” she said, tenderly amused; “it is the best thing for our future. The ‘sphere of influence’ and the ‘balance of power’ are as delicate matters to adjust in marriage as they are in world-politics. You’re going to be too famous a painter for your wife to be anything less than a thorough woman.”

  She drew a little away from him, bent her head and clasped both hands around her knee.

  “There is another reason why I should be in autocratic command over myself when we marry.... It is difficult for me to explain to you.... Do you remember that I wrote you once that I was — afraid to marry you — not for our own sakes?”

  Her young face was grave and serious; she bent her gaze on her ringless fingers.

  “That,” she said, “is the most vital and — sacred reason of all.”

  “Yes, dear.” He did not dare to touch her, scarcely dared look at the pure, thoughtful profile until she lifted her head and her fearless eyes sought his.

  And they smiled, unembarrassed, unafraid.

  “Those people are deliberately leaving us here to spoon,” she declared indignantly. “I know perfectly well that dinner was announced ages ago!” And, raising her voice: “Scott, you silly ninny! Where in the world are you?”

  Scott appeared with alacrity from the library, evidently detained there in hunger and impatience by Kathleen, who came in a moment later, pretty eyes innocently perplexed.

  “I declare,” she said, “it is nine o’clock and dinner is supposed to be served at eight!” And she seemed more surprised than ever when old Howker, who evidently had been listening off stage, entered with reproachful dignity and announced that ceremony.

  And it was the gayest kind of a ceremony, for they ate and chattered and laughed there together as inconsequentially as four children, and when Howker, with pomp and circumstance, brought in a roast boar’s head garnished with holly-like crimson elder, they all stood up and cheered as though they really liked the idea of eating it. However, there was, from the same animal, a saddle to follow the jowl, which everybody tasted and only Scott really liked; and, to Duane’s un
easy surprise, great silver tankards of delicious home-brewed ale were set at every cover except Geraldine’s.

  Catching his eye she shrugged slightly and smiled; and her engaging glance returned to him at intervals, reassuring, humorously disdainful; and her serenely amused smile seemed to say:

  “My dear fellow, please enjoy your ale. There is not the slightest desire on my part to join you.”

  “That isn’t a very big wild boar,” observed Scott, critically eyeing the saddle.

  “It’s a two-year-old,” admitted Geraldine. “I only shot him because Lacy said we were out of meat.”

  “You killed him!” exclaimed Duane.

  She gave him a condescending glance; and Scott laughed.

  “She and Miller save this establishment from daily famine,” he said. “You have no idea how many deer and boar it takes to keep the game within limits and ourselves and domestics decently fed. Just look at the heads up there on the walls.” He waved his arm around the oak wainscoting, where, at intervals, the great furry heads of wild boar loomed in the candlelight, ears and mane on end, eyes and white sabre-like tusks gleaming. “Those are Geraldine’s,” he said with brotherly pride.

  “I want to shoot one, too!” said Duane firmly. “Do you think I’m going to let my affianced put it all over me like that?”

  “Isn’t it like a man?” said Geraldine, appealing to Kathleen. “They simply can’t endure it if a girl ventures competition — —”

  “You talk like a suffragette,” observed her brother. “Duane doesn’t care how many piglings you shoot; he wants to go out alone and get that old grandfather of all boars, the one which kept you on the mountain for the last three days — —”

  “My boar!” she cried indignantly. “I won’t have it! I won’t let him. Oh, Duane, am I a pig to want to manage this affair when I’ve been after him all winter? — and he’s the biggest, grayest, wiliest thing you ever saw — a perfectly enormous silvery fellow with two pairs of Japanese sabre-sheaths for tusks and a mane like a lion, and a double bend in his nose and — —”

  Shouts of laughter checked her flushed animation.

  “Of course I’m not going to sneak out all alone and pot your old pig,” said Duane; “I’ll find one for myself on some other mountain — —”

  “But I want you to shoot with me!” she exclaimed in dismay. “I wanted you to see me stalk this boar and mark him down, and have you kill him. Oh, Duane, that was the fun. I’ve been saving him, I really have. Miller knows that I had a shot once — a pretty good one — and wouldn’t take it. I killed a four-year near Hurryon instead, just to save that one — —”

  “You’re the finest little sport in the land!” said Duane, “and we are just tormenting you. Of course I’ll go with you, but I’m blessed if I pull trigger on that gentleman pig — —”

  “You must! I’ve saved him. Scott, make him say he will! Kathleen, this is really too annoying! A girl plans and plans and pictures to herself the happiness and surprise she’s going to give a man, and he’s too stupid to comprehend — —”

  “Meaning me!” observed Duane. “But I leave it to you, Scott; a man can’t do such a thing decently — —”

  “Oh, you silly people,” laughed Kathleen; “you may never again see that boar. Denman, keeper at Northgate when Mr. Atwood owned the estate, told me that everybody had been after that boar and nobody ever got a shot at him. Which,” she added, “does not surprise me, as there are some hundred square miles of mountain and forest on this estate, and Scott is lazy and aging very fast.”

  “By the way, Sis, you say you got a four-year near The Green Pass?”

  She nodded, busy with her bon-bon.

  “Was it exciting?” asked Duane, secretly eaten up with pride over her achievements and sportsmanship.

  “No, not very.” She went on with her bon-bon, then glanced up at her brother, askance, like a bad child afraid of being reported.

  “Old Miller is so fussy,” she said— “the old, spoilt tyrant! He is really very absurd sometimes.”

  “Oho!” said Scott suspiciously, “so Miller is coming to me again!”

  “He — I’m afraid he is. Did you,” appealing to Kathleen, “ever know a more obstinate, unreasoning old man — —”

  “Geraldine! What did you do!” she exclaimed.

  “Yes,” said Scott, annoyed, “what the deuce have you been up to now? Miller is perfectly right; he’s an old hunter and knows his business, and when he comes to me and complains that you take fool risks, he’s doing his duty!”

  He turned to Duane:

  “That idiot girl,” he said, nodding toward his abashed sister, “knocked over a boar last month, ran up to look at his tusks, and was hurled into a snowdrift by the beast, who was only creased. He went for Miller, too, and how he and my sister ever escaped without a terrible slashing before Geraldine shot the brute, nobody knows.... There’s his head up there — the wicked-looking one over the fireplace.”

  “That’s not good sportsmanship,” said Duane gravely.

  Geraldine hung her head, colouring.

  “I know it; I mean to keep cool; truly, I do. But things happen so quickly — —”

  “Why are you afraid Miller is going to complain?” interrupted her brother.

  “Scott — it wasn’t anything very much — that is, I didn’t think so. You’d have done it — you know it’s a point of honour to track down wounded game.”

  She turned to Duane:

  “The Green Pass feeding-ground was about a thousand yards ahead in the alders, and I made Miller wait while I crept up. There was a fine boar feeding about two hundred yards off, and I fired and he went over like a cat in a fit, and then up and off, and I after him, and Miller after me, telling me to look out.”

  She laughed excitedly, and made a little gesture. “That’s just why I ran — to look out! — and the trail was deep and strong and not much blood-dust. I was so vexed, so distressed, because it was almost sunset and the boar seemed to be going strongly and faster than a grayhound. And suddenly Miller shouted something about ‘scrub hemlock’ — I didn’t know he meant for me to halt! — So I — I” — she looked anxiously at her brother— “I jumped into the scrub and kicked him up before I knew it — and he — he tore my kilts — just one or two tears, but it didn’t wound me, Scott, it only just made my leg black and blue — and, anyway, I got him — —”

  “Oh, Lord,” groaned her brother, “don’t you know enough to reconnoitre a wounded boar in the scrub? I don’t know why he didn’t rip you. Do you want to be killed by a pig? What’s the use of being all cut and bitten to pieces, anyway?”

  “No use, dear,” she admitted so meekly that Duane scarcely managed to retain his gravity.

  She came over and humbly slipped her arm through his as they all rose from the table.

  “Don’t think I’m a perfect idiot,” she said under her breath; “it’s only inexperience under excitement. You’ll see that I’ve learned a lot when we go out together. Miller will admit that I’m usually prudent, because, two weeks ago, I hit a boar and he charged me, and my rifle jammed, and I went up a tree! Wasn’t that prudent?”

  “Perfectly,” he said gravely; “only I’d feel safer if you went up a tree in the first place and remained there. What a child you are, anyway!”

  “Do you know,” she confided in him, “I am a regular baby sometimes. I do the silliest things in the woods. Once I gave Miller the slip and went off and built a doll’s house out of snow and made three snow dolls and played with them! Isn’t that the silliest thing? And another time a boar came out by the Westgate Oaks, and he was a black, hairy fellow, and so funny with his chin-whiskers all dotted with icicles that I began to say aloud:

  ‘I swear by the beard

  On my chinny-chin-chin—’

  And of course he was off before I could pull trigger for laughing. Isn’t that foolish?”

  “Adorably,” he whispered. “You are finding the little girl in the garden, Geraldi
ne.”

  She looked up at him, serious, wistful.

  “It’s the boy who found her; I only helped. But I want to bring her home all alone.”

  CHAPTER XXI. THE GOLDEN HOURS

  The weather was unsuitable for hunting. It snowed for a week, thawed over night, then froze, then snowed again, but the moon that night promised a perfect day.

  Young Mallett supposed that he was afoot and afield before anybody else in house could be stirring, but as he pitched his sketching easel on the edges of the frozen pasture brook, and opened his field-box, a far hail from the white hill-top arrested him.

  High poised on the snowy crest above him, clothed in white wool from collar to knee-kilts, and her thick clustering hair flying, she came flashing down the hill on her skis, soared high into the sunlight, landed, and shot downward, pole balanced.

  Like a silvery meteor she came flashing toward him, then her hair-raising speed slackened, and swinging in a widely gracious curve she came gliding across the glittering field of snow and quietly stopped in front of him.

  “Since when, angel, have you acquired this miraculous accomplishment?” he demanded.

  “Do I do it well, Duane?”

  “A swallow from paradise isn’t in your class, dear,” he admitted, fascinated. “Is it easy — this new stunt of yours?”

  “Try it,” she said so sweetly that he missed the wickedness in her smile.

  So, balancing, one hand on his shoulder, she disengaged her moccasins from the toe-clips, and he shoved his felt timber-jack boots into the leather loops, and leaning on the pointed pole which she handed him, gazed with sudden misgiving down the gentle acclivity below. She encouraged him; he listened, nodding his comprehension of her instructions, but still gazing down the hill, a trifle ill at ease.

  However, as skates and snow-shoes were no mystery to him, he glanced at the long, narrow runners curved upward at the extremities, with more assurance, and his masculine confidence in all things masculine returned. Then he started, waved his hand, smiling his condescension; then he realised that he was going faster than he desired to; then his legs began to do disrespectful things to him. The treachery of his own private legs was most disheartening, for they wavered and wobbled deplorably, now threatening to cross each other, now veering alarmingly wide of his body. He made a feebly desperate attempt to use his trail-pole; and the next second all that Geraldine could see of the episode was mercifully enveloped in a spouting pinwheel of snow.