“Don’t talk that way, Doris!”
“Why not? It’s true.”
There was a silence. Doris set aside the empty bowl, yawned, looked at the clock, yawned again.
“This is too late for Catharine,” she said, drowsily.
“I know it is. Who are the people she’s with?”
“Genevieve Hunting — I don’t know the men: — some of Genevieve’s friends.”
“I hope it’s nobody from Winton’s.”
There had been in the Greensleeve family, a tacit understanding that it was not the thing to accept social attentions from anybody connected with the firm which employed them. Winton, the male milliner and gown designer, usually let his models alone, being in perpetual dread of his wife; but one of the unhealthy looking sons had become a nuisance to the girls employed there. Recently he had annoyed Catharine, and the girl was afraid she might have to lunch with him or lose her position.
Doris yawned again, then shivered.
“Go to bed, ducky,” said Athalie. “I’ll wait up for Catharine.”
So Doris took herself off to bed and Athalie sank into the shabby arm-chair by the radiator to wait for her other sister.
It was two o’clock when she came in, flushed, vague-eyed, a rather silly and fixed smile on her doll-like face. Athalie, on the verge of sleep, rose from her chair, rubbing her eyes:
“What on earth, Catharine—”
“We had supper, — that’s why I’m late.... I’ve got to have a dinner gown I tell you. Genevieve’s is the smartest thing—”
“Where did you go?”
“To the Regina. I didn’t want to — dressed this way but Cecil Reeve said—”
“Who?”
“Cecil — Mr. Reeve — one of Genevieve’s friends — the man who was so crazy to meet me—”
“Oh! Who else was there?” asked Athalie drily.
“A Mr. Ferris — Harry Ferris they call him. He’s quite mad about Genevieve—”
“Why did you drink anything?”
“I?”
“You did, didn’t you?”
“I had a glass of champagne.”
“What else?”
“Nothing — except something pink in a glass — before we sat down to supper.... And something violet coloured, afterward.”
“Your breath is dreadful; do you realise it?”
Catharine seemed surprised, then her eyes wandered vaguely, drowsily, and she laid her gloved hand on Athalie’s arm as though to steady herself.
“What sort of man is your new friend, Cecil Reeve?” inquired Athalie.
“He’s nice — a gentleman. And they were so amusing; — we laughed so much.... I told him he might call.... He’s really all right, Athalie—”
“And Mr. Ferris?”
“Well — I don’t know about him; he’s Genevieve’s friend; — I don’t know him so well.... But of course he’s all right — a gentleman—”
“That’s the trouble,” said Athalie in a low voice.
“What is the trouble?”
“These friends of yours — and of Doris, and of mine ... they’re gentlemen.... And that is why we find them agreeable, socially.... But when they desire social amusement they know where to find it.”
“Where?”
“Where girls who work for a living are unknown. Where they never are asked, never go, never are expected to go. But that is where such men are asked, where such men are expected; and it is where they go for social diversion — not to the Regina with two of Winton’s models, nor to the Café Arabesque with an Egyptian Garden chorus girl, nor—” she hesitated, flushed, and was silent, staring mentally at the image of C. Bailey, Jr., which her logic and philosophy had inevitably evoked.
“Then, what is a business girl to do?” asked Catharine, vaguely.
Athalie shook her golden head, slowly: “Don’t ask me.”
Catharine said, still more vaguely: “She must do something — pleasant — before she’s too old and sick to — to care what happens.”
“I know it.... Men, of that kind, are pleasant.... I don’t see why we shouldn’t go out with them. It’s all the chance we have. Or will ever have.... I’ve thought it over. I don’t see that it helps for us to resent their sisters and mothers and friends. Such women would never permit us to know them. The nearest we can get to them is to know their sons.”
“I don’t want to know them—”
“Yes, you do. Be honest, Catharine. Every girl does. And really I believe if the choice were offered a business girl, she would rather know the mothers and sisters than the sons.”
“There’s no use thinking about it,” said Catharine.
“No, there is no use.... And so I don’t see any harm in being friends with their sons.... It will hurt at times — humiliate us — maybe embitter us.... But it’s that or nothing.”
“We needn’t be silly about their sons.”
Athalie opened her dark blue eyes, then laughed confidently: “Oh, as for anything like that! I should hope not. We three ought to know something by this time.”
“I should think so,” murmured Catharine; and her warm, wine-scented breath fell on Athalie’s cheek.
CHAPTER VIII
BEFORE February had ended C. Bailey, Jr., and Athalie Greensleeve had been to more than one play, had dined and supped together more than once at the Regina.
The magnificence of the most fashionable restaurant in town had thrilled and enchanted Athalie. At close range for the first time she had an opportunity to inspect the rich, the fashionable, and the great. As for celebrities, they seemed to be merely a by-product of the gay, animated, beautifully gowned throngs: people she had heard of, people more important still of whom she had never heard, people important only to themselves of whom nobody had ever heard thronged the great rococo rooms. The best hotel orchestra in America played there; the loveliest flowers, the most magnificent jewels, the most celebrated cuisine in the entire Republic — all were there for Athalie Greensleeve to wonder at and to enjoy. There were other things for her to wonder at, too, — the seemingly exhaustless list of C. Bailey, Jr.’s, acquaintances; for he was always nodding to somebody or returning salutes wherever they were, in the theatre, or the street, in his little limousine car, at restaurants. Men sometimes came up and spoke and were presented to Athalie: women, never.
But although she was very happy after her first evening out with C. Bailey, Jr., she realised that a serious inroad upon her savings was absolutely necessary if she were to continue her maiden’s progress with this enchanting young man. Clothing of a very different species than any she had ever permitted herself was now becoming a necessity. She made the inroad. It was worth while if only to see his surprise and his naïve pride in her.
And truly the girl was very lovely in the few luxuries she ventured to acquire — so lovely, indeed, that many heads turned and many eyes followed her calm and graceful progress in theatre aisle, amid thronged tables, on the Avenue, anywhere and everywhere she moved along the path of life now already in flowery bloom for her.
And beside her, eager, happy, flattered, walked C. Bailey, Jr., very conscious that he was being envied; very proud of the beautiful young girl with whom he was so constantly identifying himself, and who, very obviously, was doing him honour.
Of his gratified and flattered self-esteem the girl was unconscious; that he was really happy with her, proud of her appearance, kind to her beyond reason and even beyond propriety perhaps, — invariably courteous and considerate, she was vividly aware. And it made her intensely happy to know that she gave him pleasure and to accept it from him.
It was pleasure to Clive; but not entirely unmitigated. His father asked him once or twice who the girl was of whom “people” were talking; and when his son said: “She’s absolutely all right, father,” Bailey, Sr., knew that she was — so far.
“C. Bailey, Jr. and Athalie Greensleeve ... had supped together more than once at the Regina.”
“But what’s t
he use, Clive?” he asked with a sort of sad humour. “Is it necessary for you, too, to follow the path of the calf?”
“I like her.”
“And other men are inclined to, and have no opportunity; is that it, my son? The fascination of monopoly? The chicken with the worm?”
“I like her,” repeated Clive, Jr., a trifle annoyed.
“So you have remarked before. Who is she?”
“Do you remember that charming little child in the red hood and cloak down at Greensleeve’s tavern when we were duck-shooting?”
“Is that the girl?”
“Yes.”
“What is she?”
“Stenographer.”
Bailey, Sr., shrugged his shoulders, patiently.
“What’s the use, Clive?”
“Use? Well there’s no particular use. I’m not in love with her. Did you think I was?”
“I don’t think any more. Your mother does that for me.... Don’t make anybody unhappy, my son.”
His mother, also, had made very frank representations to him on several occasions, the burden of them being that common people beget common ideas, common associations corrupt good manners, and that “nice” girls would continue to view with disdain and might ultimately ostracise any misguided young man of their own caste who played about with a woman for whose existence nobody who was anybody could account.
“The daughter of a Long Island road-house keeper! Why, Clive! where is your sense of fitness! Men don’t do that sort of thing any more!”
“What sort of thing, mother?”
“What you are doing.”
“What am I doing?”
“Parading a very conspicuous young woman about town.”
“If you saw her in somebody’s drawing-room you’d merely think her beautiful and well-bred.”
“Clive! Will you please awake from that silly dream?”
“That’s the truth, mother. And if she spoke it would merely confirm the impression. You won’t believe it but it’s true.”
“That’s absurd, Clive! She may not be uneducated but she certainly cannot be either cultivated or well-bred.”
“She is cultivating herself.”
“Then for goodness’ sake let her do it! It’s praiseworthy and commendable for a working girl to try to better herself. But it doesn’t concern you.”
“Why not? If a business girl does better herself and fit herself for a better social environment, it seems to me her labour is in vain if people within the desired environment snub her.”
“What kind of argument is that? Socialistic? I merely know it is unbaked. What theory is it, dear?”
“Beside her, eager, happy, flattered, walked C. Bailey, Jr., very conscious that he was being envied.”
“I don’t know what it is. It seems reasonable to me, mother.”
“Clive, are you trying to make yourself sentimentalise over that Greensleeve woman?”
“I told you that I am not in love with her; nor is she with me. It’s an agreeable and happy comradeship; that’s all.”
“People think it something more,” retorted his mother, curtly.
“That’s their fault, not Athalie’s and not mine.”
“Then, why do you go about with her? Why? You know girls enough, don’t you?”
“Plenty. They resemble one another to the verge of monotony.”
“Is that the way you regard the charming, well-born, well-bred, clever, cultivated girls of your own circle, whose parents were the friends of your parents?”
“Oh, mother, I like them of course.... But there’s something about a business girl — a girl in the making — that is more amusing, more companionable, more interesting. A business girl seems to wear better. She’s better worth talking to, listening to, — it’s better fun to go about with her, see things with her, discuss things—”
“What on earth are you talking about! It’s perfect babble; it’s nonsense! If you really believe you have a penchant for sturdy and rather grubby worthiness unadorned you are mistaken. The inclination you have is merely for a pretty face and figure. I know you. If I don’t, who does! You’re rather a fastidious young man, even finicky, and very, very much accustomed to the best and only the best. Don’t talk to me about your disinterested admiration for a working girl. You haven’t anything in common with her, and you never could have. And you’d better be very careful not to make a fool of yourself.”
“How?”
“As all men are likely to do at your callow age.”
“Fall in love with her?”
“You can call it that. The result is always deplorable. And if she’s a smart, selfish, and unscrupulous girl, the result may be more deplorable still, as far as we all are concerned. What is the need of my saying this? You are grown; you know it already. Up to the present time you’ve kept fastidiously clear of such entanglements. You say you have, and your father and I believe you. So what is the use of beginning now, — creating an unfortunate impression in your own set, spending your time with such a girl as this Greensleeve girl—”
“Mother,” he said, “you’re going about this matter in the wrong way. I am not in love with Athalie Greensleeve. But there is no girl I like better, none perhaps I like quite as well. Let me alone. There’s no sentiment between her and me so far. There won’t be any — unless you and other people begin to drive us toward each other. I don’t want you to do that. Don’t interfere. Let us alone. We’re having a good time, — a perfectly natural, wholesome, happy time together.”
“‘I like her,’ repeated Clive, Jr., a trifle annoyed.”
“What is it leading to?” demanded his mother impatiently.
“To nothing except more good times. That’s absolutely all. That’s all that good times lead to where any of the girls you approve of are concerned — not to sentiment, not to love, merely to more good times. Why on earth can’t people understand that even if the girl happens to be earning her own living?”
“People don’t understand. That is the truth, and you can’t alter it, Clive. The girl’s reputation will always suffer. And that’s where you ought to show yourself generous.”
“What?”
“If you really like and respect her.”
“How am I to show myself generous, as you put it?”
“By keeping away from her.”
“Because people gossip?”
“Because,” said his mother sharply, “they’ll think the girl is your mistress if you continue to decorate public resorts with her.”
“Would — you think so, mother?”
“No. You happen to be my son. And you’re truthful. Otherwise I’d think so.”
“You would?”
“Certainly.”
“That’s rotten,” he said, slowly.
“Oh, Clive, don’t be a fool. You can’t do what you’re doing without arousing suspicion everywhere — from a village sewing-circle to the smartest gathering on Manhattan Island! You know it.”
“I have never thought about it.”
“Then think of it now. Whether it’s rotten, as you say, or not, it’s so. It’s one of the folk-ways of the human species. And if it is, merely saying it’s rotten can’t alter it.”
Mrs. Bailey’s car was at the door; Clive took the great sable coat from the maid who brought it and slipped it over the handsome afternoon gown that his handsome mother wore.
For a moment he stood, looking at her almost curiously — at the brilliant black eyes, the clear smooth olive skin still youthful enough to be attractive, at the red lips, mostly nature’s hue, at the cheeks where the delicate carmine flush was still mostly nature’s.
He said: “You have so much, mother.... It seems strange you should not be more generous to a girl you have never seen.”
His handsome, capable, and experienced mother gazed at him out of friendly and amused eyes from which delusion had long since fled. And that is where she fell short, for delusion is the offspring of imagination; and without imagination n
o intelligence is complete. She said: “I can be generous with any woman except where my son concerns himself with her. Where anybody else’s son is involved I could be generous to any girl, even—” she smiled her brilliant smile— “even perhaps not too maliciously generous. But the situation in your case doesn’t appeal to me as humorous. Keep away from her, Clive; it’s easier than ultimately to run away from her.”
CHAPTER IX
THE course of irresponsible amusement which C. Bailey, Jr., continued to pursue at intervals with the fair scion of the house — road-house — of Greensleeve, did not run as smoothly as it might have, and was not unmixed with carping reflections and sordid care on his part, and with an increasing number of interruptions, admonitions, and warnings on the part of his mother.
That pretty lady, flint-hardened in the igneous social lava-pot, continued to hear disquieting tales of her son’s doings. They came to her right and left, from dance and card-table, opera-box and supper party, tea and bazaar and fashionable reception.
One grim-visaged old harridan of whom Manhattan stood in fawning fear, bluntly informed her that she’d better look out for her boy if she didn’t want to become a grandmother.
Which infuriated and terrified Mrs. Bailey and set her thinking with all the implacable concentration of which she was capable.
So far in life she had accomplished whatever she set out to do.... And of all things on earth she dreaded most to become a grandmother of any description whatever.
But between Athalie and Clive, if there had been any doubts concerning the propriety or expediency of their companionship neither he nor she had, so far, expressed them.
Their comradeship, in fact, had now become an intimacy — the sort that permits long silences without excuse or embarrassment on either side. She continued to charm and surprise him; and to discover, daily, in him new traits to admire in a character which perhaps he did not really possess.
In this girl he seemed to find an infinite variety. Moods, impulsive or deliberate, and capricious or logical, continued to stimulate his interest in her every time they met. On no two days was she exactly the same — or so he seemed to think. And yet her basic qualities were, it appeared to him, characteristic and unvarying, — directness, loyalty, generosity, freedom from ulterior motive and a gay confidence in a world which, for the first time in her life, she had begun to find unexpectedly exciting.
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