More Than Words Can Say
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Abigail slid the cashbox out from under her arm, dropped it onto the countertop by the sink, then embraced her sister more fully. Ordering herself not to turn into a watering pot for the second time that day, she patted Rosalind’s back and eased from her hold. “Things might be tight for a while, but we’ll manage.”
They’d manage as a family. Zach would see to that. And while her independent spirit chafed at depending on a man for her livelihood, her heart knew that were the situation reversed—if Zach had been injured or sick and unable to work—she’d want him to accept her provision with grace, not grow embittered by dented pride. So if the worst happened and the Taste of Heaven closed, resentment would not sour her marriage. She’d count her blessings and move forward.
If she’d learned anything from her escalating troubles with Sophia, it was that dwelling on past pain and injustice poisoned one’s soul. That was not a path she wanted to walk.
“By the way, we’ll have two more for dinner.” Rosalind grinned and moved to the icebox, where she pulled out the sliced ham they’d made sandwiches from earlier in the week. “Zach hired a young man to help set up the booth and drum up business. He did everything we asked of him without complaint. Quite mature for one so young. I doubt he’s even fifteen yet. And, Abby . . .” Rosalind turned a sorrowful look on her sister. “You should see how thin he is. That boy hasn’t had a good meal in months. I’m sure of it. And what I wouldn’t give to get hold of his clothes. His arms and legs have outgrown his sleeves and trousers by a good two inches. Any fabric lingering in those hems needs to be let out.”
Abigail couldn’t say with any great honesty that she was excited by the news of guests. This day had been trying in the extreme, and all she wanted to do was sit on the sofa with her husband and let him cuddle her cares away. Yet as soon as that selfish thought caught a foothold, her mother’s voice floated through her mind, and in an instant, Abigail was a ten-year-old girl again, walking hand-in-hand with her mother as they made afternoon deliveries.
“Do you know why we deliver leftover bread to the widows, Abby?”
“Because the Bible says to care for those who are in need?”
“Yes. But there’s another reason, one that benefits us.”
“We don’t have to try to sell day-old bread?”
Her mother chuckled. “No, you little goose. It reminds us that no matter how hard things get or how many disappointments we face, there is always someone who is facing an even more difficult path. Therefore we should count our blessings and remember that the best way to take our minds off our own troubles is to help someone else with theirs.”
Abigail blinked back the moisture gathering in her eyes, spawned not by her own troubles this time, but by the realization of what her mother must have gone through. All those lost babies. A ravaged and failing body. Her mother had suffered more tragedy and disappointment than anyone of Abigail’s acquaintance. Yet she’d given of herself again and again—to the widows, to her husband, to her daughters—and Abigail had arrogantly looked down on her for being weak. For losing her identity and becoming nothing more than a breeding vessel for her husband. But Abigail was starting to think that her mother had been stronger than all of them. Like the widow with the two mites, she’d given everything—physical, emotional, even spiritual as she tried to instruct a hard-hearted daughter in the ways of kindness and gratitude.
I’m sorry, Mama. You never deserved my contempt.
And from this moment on, Abigail would do more than protect her father’s baking legacy, she’d ensure her mother’s legacy lived on as well—a generosity of spirit that would not be quelled by hardship or loss.
“Well, I’m glad Zach put him to work, and I’m happy to feed him,” Abby declared, making the words true in her heart even as she spoke them aloud. Zach was proving to be a lamb in wolf’s clothing. All tough and gruff on the outside and soft as bread pudding on the inside.
“Nate’s bringing his sister too,” Rosalind said as she set the ham on the counter and reached for a skillet. “I haven’t met her yet, but I know she’s younger. Not sure by how much.”
A young boy providing for a sister? No wonder Zach wanted to help him. They were kindred spirits.
“We might have to stretch the ham a bit,” Abigail said, frowning as she judged how many portions they could get out of the small slab they had left. “I’ll get a pot of water on to boil and start peeling potatoes. Maybe we can do some roasted carrots as well. What do you think?”
Rosalind nodded. “That along with the day-old rolls in the pie safe should be plenty.”
“I think I have enough peaches in the cellar to throw together a cobbler too. Kids love sweets.” As did grown men with big hearts.
They worked in tandem, and in less than an hour, the lingering gunpowder smell in the kitchen had been replaced with that of sizzling ham, roasted carrots, and buttery mashed potatoes.
Forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before.
The verse rang in Abigail’s mind and filled her with sweet satisfaction. It was amazing how much more hope one could feel when looking forward instead of back.
Zach stepped through the kitchen door just as Abigail pulled the carrots from the oven and slid the cobbler into the vacancy. Hearing the heavy tread of his boots, she spun to face him, a smile stretching her cheeks wide.
“You’re home!”
He paused midstep, his forehead scrunching. “You’re more cheerful that I expected.”
“And you look worn to a frazzle.” Abigail crossed the room, planted her hands on his shoulders, and lifted up to plant a kiss on his whiskery jaw. “Lack of sleep on top of all the excitement of the day have taken their toll. Why don’t you head upstairs—”
“I ain’t headin’ upstairs, woman.” He swatted her hands away when she tried to steer him toward the stairwell. “I wanna be here when the kid comes by.” His scowl melted into an expression that tipped a little toward sheepish. “Rosalind tell you ’bout Nate?”
Abigail fought back a smile. Bread pudding, indeed. “She did.”
“I plan to hire him to help you out around here.” He held up a hand to ward off her arguments even though she wasn’t making any. “I know things are a bit . . . unsettled at the moment, but you’ll have more time to bake if he takes care of all the other jobs. I’ll pay him out of my own funds, so don’t worry about that.” His eyes pled with her. “The kid needs a job, Abby. Honest money before he gets desperate enough to try for the dishonest kind.”
She folded her hands in front of her and gave a solemn nod. “All right.”
He opened his mouth, then stopped, his jaw hanging agape for a beat before he reshaped his lips to form a new reply. “All right?” He’d been barreling down the rails with such speed, the switch in the tracks must have thrown him momentarily.
“Yes, husband. All right.” She tried not to smile, she really did, but he was just too adorable, getting all ruffled on this boy’s behalf, a boy he didn’t even know beyond a couple hours’ acquaintance. “It sounds like a fine idea. I haven’t figured out how to manage the oven’s loss yet, but if I hope to keep the bakery open on any level, I’ll need a lot more time in the kitchen, as I’ll be baking in smaller batches on a tighter rotation. Having someone to run errands, wash dishes, and clean tables would be a blessing.”
“Well . . . good, then. I’ll tell him he can start Monday.”
“Have him come by around one o’clock. I’ll feed him—his sister too—then he can help Rosalind with the closing of the shop and work whatever jobs need to be done until suppertime, when I’ll feed them again.”
Abigail nearly laughed at the blank mask that locked down Zach’s face. He managed to blink once, the only proof that he was, in fact, still alive behind all that stillness. No wonder he’d been such a good card player. Whenever something shocked him, his expression simply shut down, giving away no hint of his thoughts or feelings. Which meant he was thinking
and feeling quite a lot, if she didn’t miss her guess.
She patted his arm. “You might be paying his salary, husband, but I fully intend on fattening him up. His sister too. Can’t have scrawny workers in a bakery. It’s bad for business.”
Abigail smiled and spun away, intending to help Rosalind load up the dumbwaiter, but before she could take more than a step, Zach’s hand snagged her elbow and whipped her back toward him. Her palms flew up to brace herself against the wall of his chest. His arms immediately encircled her, trapping her against him. Not that she had any desire to go anywhere.
“You’re an incredible woman, Abigail Hamilton.” His voice came out a little thick, and his grip was a tad too tight, but the moment could not have been more perfect.
That was about as close to I love you as she’d ever heard from him. Close enough that she might as well give him credit for the sentiment.
“I love you too,” she murmured softly, her gaze zeroing in on his lips, her heels lifting off the ground.
Rosalind’s throat clearing across the room brought Abigail’s feet back to a flat position, however.
“Our, ah, guests are here,” Rosie said, making a valiant effort to hide her smile as she gestured with a tip of her head toward the back door someone happened to be knocking on.
Zach released Abigail, but before he moved away, he leaned close and rumbled low in her ear. “We’ll continue that later. When you come to my room. Our room.”
Heat radiated from her cheeks, and her heart fluttered so hard that she had to blink several times to clear the specks from her vision. She reached for the corner of the worktable, afraid her knees might buckle. There was no misunderstanding that invitation.
A heartbeat before he opened the door to admit their visitors, Zach glanced over his shoulder and captured her gaze. His dark blue eyes speared into her with an intensity that stole her breath. “Tonight, Abby.”
He said it as a statement—a demand, really—yet she wasn’t so far in the woolies that she failed to catch the plea for agreement.
It was that plea that gave her the strength to lift her chin and nod shakily at her husband. “Tonight.”
CHAPTER
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“I brought the signs and scrap wood you asked for,” Nate said, wiggling the arm that held all the materials against his body.
Zach nodded at the kid, but in truth his mind was too busy thinking about his wife to care about wood scraps. Tonight she’d be fully and completely his.
“If ya got a hammer and a few nails, I can board up the winder for ya before supper.” The kid shifted his weight, jiggling the boards. The soft clatter sharpened Zach’s attention enough to kick his brain back into motion.
“Nah. Just lean the boards up against the wall for now. I’ll tend to it later.”
Nate moved to obey, revealing the little girl who’d been hiding behind him. She followed her brother, sticking to his side like sawdust to sweat.
“I don’t wanna go in,” she whispered, probably thinking the four feet of distance between her and the man in the doorway was enough to keep him from overhearing.
It wasn’t.
“They’re good people,” Nate reassured her, taking his time stacking the wood in order to cover the awkward conversation. He tossed a quick glance Zach’s way, but Zach made a show of examining the dirt under his fingernails, giving the kids at least the illusion of privacy.
“Can’t you smell that?” Nate asked. “Smells like fried ham. I bet they got taters too. Maybe even some more of them biscuits. You liked those.”
The girl looked about ten or eleven and mule-stubborn. She crossed her arms and shook her head. “I ain’t gonna do it, Nate. I ain’t going in.”
The boy sighed and gave up all pretense of stacking wood. He hunkered down to face his sister. “Mr. Hamilton offered me work, Ida Mae. Here at the shop. Real regular-like. We’d have pay we can count on. I can’t afford to pass that up, and neither can you. So put on the manners Mama taught you and come to dinner. I’ll make sure nuthin’ bad happens to ya.”
The girl didn’t look too convinced, but she trudged along with her brother without fuss when he steered her back to the door.
Nate’s gaze offered an apology when he returned to Zach. “This is Ida Mae.” He turned to check on her, probably wanting to make sure she was using her company manners. His posture sagged a bit around the shoulders when he found her staring at her toes. “She’s shy.”
“That’s all right. She don’t have to talk.” Zach winked at Nate and offered a friendly grin. “She just has to eat.”
The kid smiled back, and the awkwardness faded. At least between the males. The little girl with the lopsided brown pigtails and threadbare blue calico dress refused to look up from her scuffed black shoes even once they moved inside. She kept her hackles up when Rosalind stepped forward to introduce herself, but she acted downright skittish when Abigail approached, dashing behind her brother as if afraid Abby were the witch from “Hansel and Gretel,” ready to toss her into the oven. She kept darting nervous glances at the large useless bread oven on the back wall too.
Zach led the way to the sink and washed up for supper, leaving the tap running for Nate and Ida Mae. When Abigail went upstairs to receive the dumbwaiter, the little girl relaxed enough to watch Rosalind work the hand rope, seemingly fascinated by the box that disappeared into the wall. But once upstairs and seated at the table, she was back to trying to hide in plain sight, this time by staring at her plate with such intensity that she nearly missed grabbing the bread basket when it was passed to her.
“I can’t believe someone set off firecrackers in your oven,” Nate said between bites of potatoes after Zach gave a brief explanation of what had happened. “That’s just downright mean.”
“Needless to say,” Zach continued, “my wife is going to have her hands full trying to make do with the small oven until we can replace the large one. So you may be asked to do all manner of strange jobs—from cleaning windows, to sweeping the boardwalk, to washing dishes. I know it ain’t exactly the work a young man dreams about, but I’ll pay you fifty cents a day for an afternoon’s labor, and my wife said she’d feed both you and your sister at the beginning and end of your shift.”
Nate’s forkful of ham ceased its sprint to his mouth. “Pay and meals?” His brown eyes widened, and for a moment Zach worried they might tear up. But the kid was tough. He choked down his emotion like a spoonful of castor oil and carried on as if the offer hadn’t been life-changing. “Sounds . . . fair.”
Zach hid a grin behind his napkin as he pretended to wipe crumbs from his chin. It was more than fair, and they both knew it. If Zach had been able to secure regular work at that wage at Nate’s age, he might have avoided the poker tables altogether.
Abigail caught Zach’s eye from across the table and smiled, the warmth in her gaze proving she knew exactly what he was doing. He couldn’t quite figure why her approval mattered so much to him, but his heart felt twice as full as it had a moment ago when he’d been focused solely on the boy at his left.
“Once school starts back up,” Abigail said, aiming her words at Nate, “you can stop by the bakery before class and help set up shop. You’ll be fully trained by then and will know what needs to be done. I’ll have box lunches fixed up for you and Ida Mae to take with you. Then you can finish up your shift once school lets out. Education is a valuable resource, and I prefer my employees make good use of it.”
There she went, being more than he expected again. He shouldn’t be surprised. He knew Abby’s heart, yet he’d experienced so little generosity while he was growing up that witnessing it in such abundance now took him aback. She’d lost her oven, might still lose her bakery, yet she was ready to provide for a pair of kids she’d just met. How could he not love such a woman?
Wait . . . love? Had that word actually traipsed across his brain?
“Why are you doing this?” Ida Mae’s accusing tone cut across the table like a cleaver, e
ffectively slicing off Zach’s other thoughts. “What’s in it for you?”
The girl still had her chin tucked into her chest, but her eyes glared up at Abby, who sat diagonally across from her.
“Ida Mae!” her brother whispered sharply. “What’s wrong with you?” Nate shot an apologetic look at Zach. “I’m sorry. She’s not usually like this.”
“It’s all right,” Abigail said. “It’s smart for a young woman to be cautious and ask questions. There are too many people in this world willing to take advantage of someone they deem weaker than themselves. I admire her courage in speaking up.” She turned her attention from Nate to his sister. “Without my large oven, baking is going to take much longer than usual, and I really need help. Your brother has proven to be dependable and hard-working. God made our paths cross at just the right time.” She smiled, but the little girl only scowled harder. “And since I happen to have a little sister of my own,” she said with a dip of her head toward Rosalind, “I know how much older siblings worry about the younger ones in their care. So I figure if I feed you both, Nate will have less to worry about and can focus more on his work. Besides,” she said with a teasing wink, “like I told my husband earlier, I can’t have a Taste of Heaven employee who isn’t properly nourished. It would be poor advertising.”
“Properly attired too,” Rosalind added. “If you’ll both bring your spare clothes in on Monday, I’ll let the hems out for you. Maybe even cut down a few of my old dresses for you, Ida Mae.”
The little girl shot up from the table. “I don’t want any of your old dresses! Or your dumb food, neither.” She glared at Abigail.
Zach slowly stretched to his feet. He sympathized with the kid’s plight, understood hiding fear beneath anger, but no one insulted his wife. Not even a little girl with a heart full of hurt and a tongue full of spite. “That’s enough.” He kept his voice soft, not wanting to frighten her further.