Before I knew it Vincent had scooped me up. He spined me and hugged me tightly. “You are my sis and you are very strong. You can break the will that he has over you. Don’t stop fighting. I want you back with us. You are the rightful family member. You belong here, not Krystal.” He sat me down and looked seriously into my eye’s.
“I will overcome someday, but it would help if you guy’s could figure something out. And beware that Krystal is going to to keep in contact with Lavon. She will tell him anything that she thinks that he needs to know especially if it is someone trying to help release me from him.” I said as low as I could. “I can hear they’re thoughts now, they are still discussing it.”
“We will do everything that we can. I promise you that.” Charles said comming over to me to grip me in a tight hug his self. I hugged him back just as tightly.
The love flowing through the air is touching me. It is wrapping it’s self around me. Allowing me to feel love for my family. I hope that it is enough for me to hold on to once I leave the house and go back with Lavon. Mabe I can talk Lavon into staying here in London. I can only hope that he will agree.
“And I will do everything that I can. I will try and keep him here in London, so that I can be near you. When I go out I will try to somehow run into you. I’ll tell you the love that I feel right now comming from everyone of you is helping me, I’ll need to be around that as much as I can or I may have trouble in fighting the evil. I can still feel it in me, it just happened to weaken with the love that you all are showing me right now, but I’m not sure how long that it will last once I am gone from here.”
“Will he let you have a cell phone?” Carter asked me.
“I believe if I show loyalty to him he may in the future. If he does I will text one of you. I’ll earase it afterwards in case he wants to go through my phone.”
“Okay.” Was all that Carter could say to that, and the other’s were thinking it. I bowed my head in the shame.
After a few minutes it was time to say goodbye to the one that was going to be the hardest. I seen the family going out of the kitchen, but they were walking to the entrances of the house incase that Lavon was starting to get impatient. They wanted me to have a proper goodbye with Mica. Which in truth with what I am going to have to go threw when I leave here I think that I deserve that much. I knew that Lavon and Krystal were still deep in their conversation and planning. This scene of farewell hasn’t lasted that long at all. It was pretty quick actually.
I leaned against the kitchen counter and stared at Mica. He crossed the few feet between us and was directly in front of me. He hestantly moved his hand toward my face. He wasn’t sure if he should but I nodded that it would be okay. His fingers caressed my face, his thumbs rubbed the deep circles under my eye’s, which was caused from my lack of feeding.
“Your eye’s have changed.” He stated. “I know that the red is from the maddness you felt, but I can see them turning black. I’m guessing that they will never be the beautiful shade of silver as they were before.” His pain was deepened in this moment.
“No. They won’t ever change back. I am not like any of you anymore. I am pure vampire, no longer a hybrid. I can only drink the blood to stay alive.”
Both of his hands were on either side of my face. I could feel the saddness comming from him and through his thoughts. “Raven you will alway’s be mine. I will grieve you while you are not here. I will have my revenge on him. When he dies..., will you come back to be with me?”
“That’s what I want now, but in truth, I’m afraid that if I am gone for to long that all the feelings that I have for you and the family will fade. I will fight, but will that be enough?”
He sighed. He dropped his hands from my face to wrap them around my waist. I could feel another spark in me staring to flare. I had to ignore it before Lavon was tuned into what I was feeling. I needed more time at the moment. So I ignored it but I also wrapped my arms around his neck.
“Mica, I do love you. If our love is as pure as it is supposed to be.., I believe that one day we will be together again.” I stepped back to gaze into his still beautiful silver eye’s. He gazed back into mine.
“Can I kiss you?” He asked hesitantly.
“I would like one last kiss from you, mabe it will help my fight. I love you.” I whispered to him.
Then just like that, slowly he pressed his perfect, full, pale red lips to mine. He parted my mouth with his tongue as his tongue traced my lips. We kissed. It was passionate it was sweet and it was gentle but forceful at once. I felt something warm roll down my cheek, which is weird because nothing about me is warm. I am cold all over.
After the kiss was over he pulled his mouth from mine reluctantly. He looked at my face. He gasped and he was startled. His thumb wiped away the warmth from my face. I looked down to see what it was. It was red. He stuck his thumb in his mouth and tasted it. I felt more comming from both of my eye’s. It was trickleing down my cheeks.
He got one of the roses from the kitchen table and handed it to me, it was an act of his love for me. The rose was black and now I seen the red that was now falling faster from my eye’s and down my face. It fell on to the rose that he gave me now.
“Your cring blood, but how is that so? No vampire can cry at all. Doesn’t matter what breed.”
“All the saddness that I feel comming from you and your mind and all the saddness that is somehow comming from inside me. It is overwhelming. That must be the cause for it. Mabe I will now alway’s cry tears of blood for you. If so at least I will know that I can still care for you. But I do realize that this will be the dark truth to my life. To love you, but for now I can not have you. To be made and willed to have dark desire’s for another. Yes I believe that I will alway’s be able to cry the tears of blood for you.”
The tears kept falling. He moved his mouth toward my face And his tongue swept across my cheeks where the tears of blood were falling, until their was no more trace of them. He looked up and smiled luxeriously at me and I smiled back.
“I now have your blood in me. I will alway’s be your’s. I love you Raven. Alway’s remember. Goodbye my one and true love.” He kissed me once quickly on my lips then embraced me in hug. I hugged him back just as tightly as he held me.
“I love you too.” I sighed. “I have to go now. They are done with their discussion. He is calling me.”
“I’ll see you soon.” He said. And I closed my eye’s and left out of the kitchen and out of the house. I couldn’t even look back. I knew that Mica was standing at the door with his family behind him watching me disappear befor their eye’s.
Epilogue
Raven’s Fight
At Lavon’s side in the dark, he took hold of my hand. He smiled at me. I smiled back. I felt a surge of power go through me. I can feel now that I can control what I want, just from those few cups of blood. My old gift and my new gift has strengthened, something I can do now that I had no idea of. I wouldn’t obey my thirst and now that I have drank even if a little, I know that I can control my self, my body and the evil that flows through me. I can feel it and I know what I am able to do with it, now! I won’t let no one know the control that I have over myself and the evil that flows through me.
“I knew that you would come around, especially since now you know the truth about Mica and his family. They have replaced you with Krystal.”
I smiled to myself. “Yes, I do know the truth. I thank you for that Lavon. I now know the whole truth about how he truely feels about me, and I owe it all to you.” He kissed my lips and we ran through the night.
I smiled to myself as we ran. I know that in my mind, Mica will alway’s love me. He will alway’s be mine. He now has my blood inside of him. I think that is for the best. He will forever be mine! That’s how it works. My blood will link him to me. Their is a spark inside of me that will alway’s be for Mica. I do
ught that it will go away. It will help my fight, it will right the wrong. I will one day be runited with him and the triplet’s and his family. What a reunion that will be, exept for one thing. I know that I will never be the same. I will be a pure, blood drinking vampire with evil running through me, even if I can control it.
I know that I will have to bed Lavon sooner than later, just to prove my loyalty to him, so that he will trust me, but I will only lust for him. I will never make love to him. I will only make love to Mica and in a way that no one could ever think was possible. I will see my children again, and I will kill Krystal. I will have my revenge on her as Mica will one day have his revenge on Lavon. What a day that will be. Pure and glorious evil.
I can let the evil have me, for I can control it. My new gift is persuasion. I will persuade the evil. It will never take that spark from inside of me. I may not be able to persuade Lavon, but I will get better and I will one day be able to make him do what I want. I will torture him in a way to my satisfaction, and then when I am done I will give him to Mica so that he can have the revenge on him that is rightfully his to have.
I will persuade Mica to let me have my revenge on krystal that is rightfully owed to me. I will take my time with her and she will suffer. Her suffering will be worse than mine. I will grieve for Mica while I am not with him, I will cry the tears of blood. The torture that Lavon and Krystal will have, will be deserved to them. They took my life from me. I was happy and I was good. If it wouldn’t have been for them I would not have this evil upon me, but now I do and I know that I can not change that.
I don’t know if I will ever be able to be near my human mother and cousin again or if they will ever know my children. I hate that Lavon has also took that from me. I was at least able to see them. I did not want to kill them and I could control my thirst around them if I kept up on my cups of blood. But now that is not the case. My instincts are to hunt and to kill. I know that I will have to kill to drink, but I will make sure that it is never a good human. Mabe a criminal or someone who like’s to hurt other humans, someone who don’t deserve to live. Who knows mabe I can try animals. I think that their blood is just like human’s, exept for the fact that they are animals. To my acknolodgements... blood is blood.
This is now my life and I think that I will never see my human family again which is sad for them. They will morne me. This is the Dark Truth to my life now. I have to accept that. Unless someone ever figures out how to drive the evil out of me completly without killing me..., well then this will be my life. I will survive I will be okay. I will control the evil, I will persuade who I think needs to be persuaded. I will listen to the thoughts of other’s, I will know everything that should be known, to me.
I am supernatural, I am dead, but alive. I am powerful in my own way. I will be hard to be defeated. I can still love if I choose to, which in Mica’s case I do. I will lust for Lavon, but it will be no great thing.
Until the day comes to be reunited with the one who holds the purest love for me and I him I will be hear with Lavon. I will cry the tears of blood for my husband, and he will grieve over me. I will do things that I have never dreamed that I could ever possibly do.
Until that glorious day of reunion comes this will be my life. In this moment of my dark life lies the Dark truth of me and all that is out here in the world. This is not the end, remember, I’ll alway’s be here and my day will come.
Until then, Sincerely,
Raven Wolfe!
About the Author
Author Fallon Farmer is 27 years old and lives with her husband and their four children in West Virginia. This Dark Truth book that she has wrote is the first of many books Fallon is going to publish. Her next book will be the second of the Dark Truth series books.
I hope that everyone enjoy’s this first book of my series. It’s the introduction to a whole new world of supernatural and immortal beings.
And their is more to come in my next book. Their will be new and more character’s and more action, love and horror.
Thank you to everyone who has bought and read my book.
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