Archangel's Blade

by Nalini Singh

  He'd seen it before, or something similar, but he'd been alive almost a millennium and the memory was less than a shadow. "It should make him easier to identify." Light glinted off those small fangs. And he realized what he'd overlooked at first glance. "If his fangs aren't mature, he should've still been in isolation."

  The first few months after their Making, vampires were scrabbling creatures, little more than animals, as the toxin that turned mortal to vampire worked its way into their cells. Many chose to navigate the conversion in an induced coma, except for certain necessary periods of wakefulness. Dmitri had spent the months after his violent Making locked in iron chains on a cold stone floor. He remembered little of that time beyond the ice of the stone below his naked body; the rigid grasp of the manacles around his neck, his wrists, his ankles.

  But what came after he woke as an almost-immortal . . . that he would never forget, not even if he lived to be ten thousand years old.

  Wild blue across his vision, the flickering yellow light turning the glimmering threads of silver in Illium's feathers to pewter. "The Guild has good databases," the angel said, closing his wings and slipping away the knife at the same time.

  "Yes." Dmitri had ways to access those databases without Guild cooperation, had done so on many a previous occasion, but it might be a good move to loop the hunters into this case so they knew to alert him to any similar incidents--because the instincts honed by close to a thousand years of bloody survival said he needed to handle this himself, not pass it on to the Guild. "Where's the bag?"

  When Illium produced a black garbage bag, he raised an eyebrow. "I'd have thought Elena would have taught you something by now."

  The angel gave him an unexpectedly solemn look out of those golden eyes tipped with black lashes dipped in blue, an echo of his hair. "Do you think I will fall again, Dmitri?" Memory in his voice, whispers of pain. "Lose my wings?"

  Dmitri was unsurprised at the question. Illium wasn't one of Raphael's Seven, the angels and vampires who had pledged their lives to the archangel, because he was anything less than piercingly intelligent. Now he met that extraordinary gaze. "You look at her in a way no man should look at a woman who belongs to an archangel." Illium had a weakness for mortals, and while Elena was now an angel, she had a vulnerable human heart, was mortal in her thinking.

  The blue-winged angel said nothing as Dmitri put the head inside the plastic bag. There was no other evidence here for anyone to collect--the head had floated up on the Hudson, been spotted and retrieved by Illium as he flew over the river a mere fraction of a moment before the last rays of the sun were consumed by the night, could've come from anywhere.

  "She compels me," the other male admitted at last. "But she is the Sire's, and I would guard that relationship with my life." Quiet, passionate, absolute.

  Dmitri could have let it go at that, but there was more at stake here than a dangerous attraction. "It's not betrayal I'm worried about. It's you."

  Illium's hair swept across his face in a capricious wind before settling. "In Amanat," he said, speaking of the lost city newly arisen, "Elena said she needed me to protect her against you." A faint smile. "It was a tease, but it does her no harm to have someone in her corner."

  Dmitri didn't dispute Illium's implied assessment of his own feelings toward the Guild Hunter who was Raphael's chosen consort. "You're convinced she saved his life when Lijuan attacked?" Illium's report seemed implausible, and yet Raphael himself had confirmed some of it when the archangel contacted Dmitri soon after Caliane's reawakening.

  "Only Raphael knows the truth, but I know what I saw," Illium said, his face strained with remembrance. "He was dying, and then he lived--and the flame in his hands was colored in shades of dawn."

  The same soft colors that lingered on part of Elena's wings.

  Dmitri remained leery. Elena was the weakest of angels, her mortal heart nowhere near strong enough to survive the world of the archangels. "She's become a permanent chink in his armor." As Raphael's second, Dmitri was never going to accept that, though he had vowed to protect her and would carry that vow through to the very end, no matter what the cost.

  "Have you never had a woman create such a chink in your armor?" One of Illium's feathers fell toward the ground but was whipped away and over the water before it could touch the unforgiving concrete. "In all the years I've known you, never have you had a lover on whom you placed a true claim."

  "I will watch the roads for you, Dmitri."

  Illium was just over five hundred years old to Dmitri's near thousand. He didn't know anything of what had gone on before--Raphael alone knew. "No," Dmitri said and it was a lie he told with centuries of expertise. "Weakness gets a man killed."

  Illium blew out a breath as they reached the flame red Ferrari the angel coveted but couldn't drive because of his wings, and said, "Do not lose your humanity, Dmitri. It's what makes you." He flared out those wings of impossible beauty and rose into the air with a grace and strength that foretold what he might one day become.

  Watching the angel fly up into the star-studded skies above a Manhattan stretching awake for the dark beat of night, until he was a sweeping shadow against the glittering black, Dmitri's lips curved into a grim smile. "I lost my humanity a long time ago, Bluebell."

  Honor was in the subterranean depths of Guild Academy's main building, peering at an illuminated fourteenth-century text to do with one Amadeus Berg, legendary hunter and explorer, when her cell phone rang. Jumping up at the abrupt burst of sound, she grabbed it from where she'd placed it on the table beside her keys. "Sara?" she said, having recognized the number flashing on the screen as that of the Guild Director's personal cell phone.

  "Honor." Crisp. No nonsense. Sara. "Where are you?"

  "Rare books section of the Academy library." Dimly lit in deference to the age of the books stored here, and kept at a precise ambient temperature, it had become a refuge, a place few ventured.

  "Good. You're not too far." The sound of papers rustling. "Tower needs a consult and you're particularly well qualified. When you--"

  Honor didn't hear the rest of the director's words because her ears crashed with a thundering rush of blood, her face heating until it felt as if her skin would peel off from the burn, leaving her flesh exposed to the cruel air. "Sara," she blurted out, fingers clenching on the edge of the desk, the bone showing white against skin that had once been a light brown touched by sunshine but was now dull, pasty, "you know I can't." Her terror was greater than any pitiful surviving shred of pride.

  "Yes, you can." Sara's tone was gentle but firm. "I won't allow you to bury yourself at the Academy forever."

  Her hand squeezed the phone, her heart racing so fast and jagged it hurt. "And if I want to be buried?" she asked, finding the will to fight in the same bone-crushing fear that had sweat beading along her spine.

  "Then I'd have to get tough and remind you that you are still under contract as an active hunter."

  Honor's knees collapsed, crumpling her into a chair. The Guild was the only home she knew, her fellow hunters her family. "I'm an instructor." It was a last-ditch attempt to claw her way out of this.

  "No, you're not." A denunciation no less ruthless for being soft voiced. "You haven't taught a single class in the months you've been there."

  "I'll--"

  "Honor." A single, final word.

  She fisted her hand on the desk, staring unseeing at the haunting blues and passionate reds of the illuminated manuscript she'd dropped with a shocking lack of care on the polished wood. "Tell me the details."

  Sara blew out a breath. "Part of me wants to wrap you in cotton wool and keep you safe and warm where nothing can hurt you," she said with a fierceness that betrayed the generous heart beneath that tough exterior, "but the other part of me knows I'd be helping to cripple you and I refuse to do that."

  Honor flinched. Not because the words were harsh, but because they were true. She wasn't whole, hadn't been whole for the past ten months. "I don't
know if there's enough of me left to scrape up, Sara." Sometimes, she wasn't sure she wasn't still in that filthy pit stained with blood, sweat, and . . . other bodily fluids, that her current life wasn't an illusion created by a fragmented mind.

  Then Sara spoke and the very razor of her words was a welcome reinforcement that this was the truth. Because surely if she'd dreamed herself into a fantasy to escape the brutal reality, she wouldn't have made the Guild Director so unyielding?

  "Ransom and Ashwini didn't risk their lives to pull you out just so you could turn around and give up." A reminder of the hands that had undone her bonds, the arms that had helped haul her up into the painful light. "Find the pieces and stitch yourself back together."

  Honor's stomach was a churning mess by now, her free hand clenching and unclenching compulsively. "Is this where I salute and say, yes, sir?" Her words held no bite, because she remembered waking time and time again in the hospital to see Sara sitting beside her, a ferocious, protective force.

  "No," the director replied, "you say you're heading up to get your ass into a cab. It's only half past eight so you shouldn't have any problems flagging one down."

  Chills crawled up her spine; perspiration shimmered on her upper lip. "Is it an angel I'm meeting?" Please say yes, she begged in silent desperation. Please.

  "No, your meet is with Dmitri."

  An image of a man with skin of dark honey and a face that was cruel in its beauty. "He's a vampire." It came out a near soundless whisper. The vampire as far as this city, hell, this country was concerned.

  Sara didn't say anything for a long time. When she spoke, she asked a single shattering question. "Are you happy, Honor?"

  Happy? She didn't know what happiness was anymore. Maybe she'd never known, though she'd thought she'd learned something of it by watching the biological children in the foster homes she'd been shuttled around after she left the orphanage at five. Now . . . "I exist."

  "Is it enough?"

  She uncurled her fingers with effort, saw the half-moons carved into her palms, red and angry. The Guild had paid for a counselor, would continue to pay for one as long as she needed it. Honor had gone to three sessions before realizing she was never going to speak to the lovely, patient woman who was used to dealing with hunters.

  Instead, she tried to stay awake, tried not to remember.

  Fangs sinking into her breasts, her inner thighs, her neck, aroused bodies rubbing themselves against her as she whimpered and begged.

  She'd been strong at first, determined to survive and slice the bastards to ribbons.

  But they'd had her for two months.

  A lot could be done to a hunter, to a woman, in two months.

  "Honor?" Sara's voice, touched with worry. "Look, I'll get someone else. I shouldn't have pushed you so hard so soon."

  A reprieve. But it seemed she had some tiny remnant of pride left after all--because she found her mouth opening, the words coming out without her conscious volition. "I'll be on my way in ten minutes."

  It was only after she hung up that she realized she'd picked up a pen at some stage . . . and written Dmitri's name over and over again on the writing pad she'd been using for her notes. Her fingers spasmed, dropping the pen.

  It was starting again.

  2

  The Tower, filled with light, dominated the Manhattan skyline, a cloud-piercing structure from which the archangel Raphael ruled his territory. Honor hitched her laptop bag over her shoulder, after paying the cabbie, and looked up. Their wings outlined against a night sky scattered with diamonds, angel after angel came in to land as others departed. She couldn't discern anything beyond the haunting beauty of their silhouettes, but up close, they were as inhuman as they were stunning--though word in the Guild was, you hadn't seen inhuman until you'd found yourself face-to-face with Raphael.

  Given their disparate skills, and therefore assignments, Honor had known Elena only in passing, couldn't imagine how the other hunter handled having an archangel for a lover. Of course, right this minute, she'd rather deal with Raphael than the man she was here to meet . . . the man who was both a nightmare and a dark, seductive dream.

  Forcing herself to look away from the illusionary escape of the skies, she gritted her teeth and kept her eyes focused straight ahead as she walked down the drive to the Tower entrance--manned by a vampire dressed in a razor-sharp black suit and wraparound sunglasses. Her throat dried up the second she stopped in front of him, her gut twisted, and for an instant, dark spots filled her vision.

  No. No. She would not faint in front of a vampire.

  Biting down hard enough on her tongue that tears sprang into her eyes, she resettled the strap of the laptop bag and looked into those sunglasses to see her own face reflected back at her. "I have a meeting with Dmitri." Her voice was soft, but it didn't shake and that was a victory in itself.

  The vampire reached out to open the door with a strong hand. "Follow me."

  She knew she'd been surrounded by the almost-immortals from the instant she entered the secure zone around the Tower, but it had been easier to lie to herself about that fact when she couldn't see them. That was no longer an option. The one in front of her, his shoulders covered by that perfectly fitted suit jacket, his skin holding a cinnamon tone that spoke of the Indian subcontinent, was simply the closest. Several stood near the corners of the foyer of gold-shot gray marble, sleek predators on guard. Then there was the pretty woman sitting at the reception desk in spite of the late hour.

  The receptionist smiled at Honor, her almond-shaped brown eyes holding a welcoming expression. Honor tried to smile back, because the rational part of her knew that all vampires weren't the same, but her face felt as if it had been frozen into place. Instead of forcing it, she concentrated on keeping herself together on the most basic of levels.

  "She's nonresponsive. Catatonic."

  "Prognosis?"

  "No way to tell. I know I shouldn't say this, but part of me thinks she'd be better off dead."

  Lying awake staring into the dark in a futile effort to fight the rancid horror that stalked her dreams, Honor had often thought that faceless doctor had been right, but tonight the memory incited another emotion.

  Anger.

  A dull throbbing thing that caught her by surprise.

  I'm alive. I fucking made it. No one has the right to take that from me.

  Her astonishment at her own fury was such that it carried her through the elevator ride--trapped in a small cage with a vampire who wore an Armani suit and had an aura of contained power that said he was no ordinary guard.

  When the doors opened to deposit them on a floor carpeted in thick black, the gleaming walls painted the same midnight shade, she sucked in a breath. There was a sexual pulse to this place that hummed barely beneath the surface--the roses were lavish and bloodred against the midnight where they stood in their crystal vases atop small, elegant tables of lustrous black, the carpet too lush to be merely serviceable, the paint shimmering with glints of gold.

  The artwork along one wall was a fury of red that drew her with its cruel ferocity.

  Sensual.

  Beautiful.

  Lethal.

  "This way."

  Blood pounding through her veins in a way she knew wasn't safe in the company of the Made, she followed two steps behind her guide--so she'd have warning if he swiveled, went for her throat. Her gun was tucked into a shoulder holster concealed under the faded gray of her favorite sweatshirt, her knife in a sheath openly on her thigh, but she had two more hidden in sheaths strapped to her arms. It wouldn't be enough, not against a vampire who instinct and experience told her had to be over two hundred, but at least she'd go down fighting.

  Stopping in front of an open door, he waved her through before turning back toward the elevator. She took a step inside . . . and froze.

  Dmitri was standing on the other side of a heavy glass desk, the Manhattan skyline glittering at his back, his head bent, strands of silken black hair car
essing his forehead as he scanned the piece of paper in his hand. Her mind rolled back. Before . . . before . . . she'd been fascinated by this one vampire, though she'd only ever seen him from a distance or on the television screen. She'd even made a scrapbook of his movements--to the point that she'd started to feel like a disturbed stalker and burned the whole thing.

  It hadn't gotten rid of the strange, irrational compulsion she'd felt toward him as long as she could remember. Nothing had gotten rid of it . . . until the dank, filthy basement and the terror. That had numbed everything, but now she wondered if she hadn't always been slightly unhinged, she'd been so obsessed by a stranger who was whispered to have a penchant for sensual cruelty, pleasure cut with pain.

  Then he looked up.

  And she stopped breathing.

  Dmitri saw the woman in the doorway in a kaleidoscope of images. Soft ebony hair clipped at her nape, but promising a wildness of curls. Haunting--haunted--eyes of deepest green tilted up at the corners. Pale brown skin that he knew would turn to warm honey in the sun. "Born in Hawaii?" he asked, and it was a strange question to ask a hunter who'd come to do a consult.

  She blinked, long lashes momentarily shielding those eyes that spoke of distant forests and hidden gemstones. "No. In a nowhere town far from the ocean."

  He found himself circling the glass and steel of his desk to head toward her. For an instant, he thought she would stumble backward and out into the corridor, but then she stiffened her spine, held her position. He was aware of the fear--sharp and acrid--skittering behind her eyes, but still he shifted around her to push the door shut.

  Allowing her to leave wasn't an option.

  When he stepped back to face her once more, the ugly ripple of fear had been brought under rigid control, but her breathing was jerky, her gaze skating away from his when he tried to capture it. "What's your name?"

  "Honor."

  Honor. He tasted the name, decided it fit. "Hunter-born?"