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  simultaneously. As the instructions say: focus on the body

  while noticing thoughts with detachment. We consciously

  focus on the body, while monitoring the automatic thinking

  in the background.

  Paying attention to something always divides the world

  into two: what we focus on and everything else. The body

  and the thoughts. Foreground and background. The center

  and the periphery. Figure and field. The path and the scenery.

  What we regard as most important in the moment, and what

  we see as potential distractions to that.

  Attention highlights one thing alone. This is critical when-

  ever we try to do something physical. Action is always unitary.

  Our thoughts can scatter and fragment, but we can’t walk in

  five different directions at once. We have to make continuous

  this-and-not-that choices to do even the simplest action.

  Even when we meditate and apparently do nothing, we

  still split our attentional resources. One part of our attention

  looks inward. We use conscious, top-down, controlled “selec-

  tive attention” to focus on the body. The other part looks out-

  ward. We use automatic, bottom-up, reactive “monitoring

  attention” for the peripheral thoughts that push their way

  onto the mental stage.

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  “Selective attention” involves making a conscious choice

  to focus for longer and more deeply than usual on the sen-

  sations of the body. Although this calms us down, it is also

  surprisingly dynamic and enjoyable in a quiet way. It is

  “approach” behavior guided by the reward circuitry of the

  brain.

  “Monitoring attention,” on the other hand, is vigilant and

  dismissive. It is “withdrawal” behavior. Monitoring involves

  noticing, evaluating, and mostly discarding the peripheral

  thoughts, sounds, and emotions as rapidly as possible.

  Monitoring attention is economical and aims to conserve

  resources. It “notices” but doesn’t “process” or “elaborate” on

  the peripheral data any more than necessary. It is a space-

  maker. It aims to keep the mental stage uncluttered for the

  chosen task of focusing on the body. Most of the peripheral

  input can be dismissed instantly, but some will be important

  enough to be briefly processed (“Don’t forget to make that

  phone call!”).

  Ideally we give whatever arises just the right amount of

  attention it needs: no more but also no less. If we give it too

  little attention or try to ignore it, it may continue to niggle

  at us from the sidelines. If we give it too much attention, we

  will lose focus on the body. The few seconds or milliseconds it

  takes to process a peripheral stimulus is not enough to break

  the body-focused flow of a meditation. In fact, by processing

  potential distractions rapidly, it keeps the meditation run-

  ning smoothly.

  This focusing-monitoring duality is reflected in most

  meditation instructions. For example: Focus on the body

  and let everything else go. Focus on the body while noticing

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  thoughts with detachment. Focus on the breath while noticing everything else with nonjudgmental acceptance.

  There are many rule-of-thumb instructions relating to the

  monitoring of peripheral data: Just watch. Be an observer.

  Let it all pass by like leaves in a stream or clouds in the sky.

  Notice thoughts without reacting to them (or without pro-

  cessing them, or without elaborating on them). Accept what-

  ever happens with an open, curious mind.

  The mindfulness-based stress reduction approach,

  derived from Zen, is slightly different. It cultivates an “open”

  or “empty,” unfocused state of mind. Although thoughts

  invariably arise, they are to be seen as the unimportant epi-

  phenomena that go with being alive. An instructor will tell

  you that there is no need to either attach to or resist these

  thoughts. You are encouraged to let them simply pass through

  the mental space.

  Often, however, these gentle and encouraging instruc-

  tions are not enough. Trying to lightly brush aside unwanted

  thoughts, or contain them through acceptance, or let them

  pass through, is a strategy that can only go so far. Some of

  our thoughts and our patterns around them are so obsessive

  that they won’t readily submit to such mild treatment. Just

  ask any anxious person if they find it easy to “let thoughts

  gently float away.”

  My students often complain that they’re not thinking

  well (too scattered, can’t focus, can’t remember, can’t stop).

  Although we all would like a quick fix, the first step toward

  controlling thoughts is to remind ourselves that we can’t just

  switch the mind off. (Thinking is a continuous automatic pro-

  cess.) Nor can we focus better by trying harder (too stressful

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  and tiring). We can’t argue ourselves out of runaway thought or force ourselves to go to sleep. (The brain usually ignores

  top-down commands.) Nor can we pretend that all thoughts

  are unimportant (some of them obviously are important).

  Nonetheless we can still learn to control our thoughts much

  better than we normally do.

  WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU MEDITATE?

  When you start to meditate, you will find that it takes at least

  half a minute to mentally settle into your body. You have to

  shift attention from outer to inner, from thought and action to

  internal body sensations. That’s a big shift. It takes time to acti-

  vate the mental map of your body, so don’t expect it to happen

  instantly.

  Eventually, you connect well with the breath. You feel it

  rise. You feel it fall. You feel the beginning and end of each

  breath. This is mindfulness as “selective, sustained attention.”

  You gently explore the moment-to-moment sensations of the

  breath. This is good-quality attention, and it feels satisfying

  to do.

  Sooner or later, however, you’re likely to get sidetracked.

  You may revert to a previous thought, or to something that

  seems much more important than the breath. It could be last

  night’s TV program, or lunch, or the mortgage. When you

  realize you’ve been distracted, you’ve got a choice. You could

  continue thinking about that subject for as long as you nor-

  mally would. Or you could say, “Not now. I need to relax.” So

  you tick that thought off and refocus on the breath.

  It might take only a second to do this, but a lot will have

  happened. You were mindful of the thought and you stopped

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  the conversation with it. You evaluated i
t as useless. And you deliberately abandoned it. This is good economical “monitoring attention” at work: perception + evaluation + response.

  It didn’t take long enough to seriously distract you from

  your primary focus on the breath. You were tempted but you

  didn’t succumb. Only when you stay with a thought for more

  than ten seconds does it start to become a serious distraction.

  So you recommit to the breath. You feel it rise. You feel

  it fall. You feel the breath starting to loosen up. Your whole

  body starts to feel good, but before you know it, another

  thought captures you. When you are mindful of this new dis-

  traction, you go through the same procedure. You stop that

  thought, evaluate it, tick it off, and return to the breath. This

  is the natural rhythm of any meditation. You focus, get dis-

  tracted, dismiss the distraction, refocus, and so on.

  Fairly soon you realize that it is quite pleasant to return

  to the breath. It is a much quieter place than chasing your

  thoughts. The pleasure principle now kicks in. At a gut level

  you start to understand the value of focusing, and the sense

  of mental control is quite lovely. You feel the mind settling

  and the body relaxing, and the positive sensory feedback

  makes it so much easier to stay on track. Peripheral thoughts

  will still tempt you, but they won’t be such a problem. They

  will have lost their “stickiness,” their usual emotional charge.

  This is the ideal place in any meditation. You are actively

  focused on the breath while “noticing” but not “processing”

  your thoughts.

  Sometimes, however, a thought truly becomes a capital-D

  Distraction, and you need a better strategy than noticing

  it and letting go. Unless you also learn to manage strong,

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  intrusive, and often important thoughts, your meditation

  will always be liable to disintegrate.

  NAME THE THOUGHT

  Good thought control starts with learning to manage an indi-

  vidual thought that has grown into a “distraction.” To do so,

  we have to bring that thought out of automatic runaway mode

  into full consciousness. The best way to do this is to become

  mindful of it—to “hold it in mind”—and verbally identify it. As

  the Buddha said, you are mindful if you know what is in your

  mind, and you can describe it to yourself. In the Sutta he gives precise examples of how to do this, as you will see later in this

  book.

  I briefly introduced this technique in chapter 3. The strat-

  egy is simple but immensely powerful. We just ask: “What is

  this? What am I thinking about?” and we come up with an

  appropriate word to describe it: “work” or “money” or “Dan-

  iel.” This is called “naming” or “categorizing” or “labeling” or

  “noting.” To do this, we have to stop the momentum of the

  thought and hold it in the mind for long enough to classify it.

  This has the effect of objectifying the thought. Nam-

  ing a thought puts it “outside” the body (which remains the

  main focus of attention) and gives us a choice about how to

  respond. Shall I give it more energy or less energy? Shall I

  feed it or starve it? Shall I process it further or refocus on the

  body? To name a thought is not to suppress it. Nor is it a way

  of consciously reappraising it, as we would, for instance, with

  cognitive behavioral therapy. It means that we recognize

  its presence while nonetheless suspending our tendency to

  engage further with it.

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  This is what psychologists call “nonjudgmental accep-

  tance”—a kind of cunning, strategic, let-it-be laziness. If we

  stop processing a thought for more than a few seconds, it

  starts to fade. Even if it remains in consciousness, the neural

  networks that represent it decline from the active processing

  state to a passive, waiting state. The thought drifts from cen-

  ter stage to the wings. If we don’t feed the stray cat, eventually

  it wanders off.

  Naming works so well because it inhibits the emotional

  charge that powers the thought. To use language engages

  the brain’s left-hemispheric prefrontal cortex. This region is

  essential for rational, verbal thought. When activated, it has

  an inhibitory effect on the limbic system deep in the brain

  where emotions are generated. This means that the act of

  naming saps the emotional energy from the thought. (The

  chapter “Painful Emotion” looks into this mechanism in more

  detail; see page 193.)

  I confess that it took me years, aided by my studies in

  cognitive psychology, to realize how potent this technique is.

  I find that my students generally fail to take it seriously, as

  well. It might seem relatively simple, but “naming a thought”

  is a skill that benefits from being done with precision. When

  I ask my students how they named a troublesome thought,

  they usually don’t give me a name. They give me instead a

  description, which is often quite lengthy, of what they were

  thinking about!

  This tells me that they were still elaborating on it. I often

  have to prompt them by saying, “The name for this thought

  is ‘work’ or ‘shopping.’” To name is to give a single word label

  to something. It is the kind of word you would put on a filing

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  cabinet file. It is not about resolving the issue or understanding it more deeply.

  To be mindful of something also means holding it still.

  If you don’t actively feed it, it will naturally shrink in impor-

  tance. To categorize a thought, and to see it outside of your-

  self, is quite enough to weaken the vast majority of your

  thoughts. Students gradually learn to notice the difference

  between elaborating on a thought and “just seeing” it.

  When all else fails, however, the Buddha said that holding

  a thought in mind also means “holding it down,” in the way

  that “a strong man forces down and subdues a weaker one.”

  This use of willpower, however, is only a last resort after the

  gentler strategies have failed. Willpower is never as potent as

  we would like it to be, and it is always a limited resource.

  Many people find it a revelation to understand that they

  don’t have to respond to every one of their thoughts. If they

  are fully mindful, they can make an executive choice about

  whether to follow a thought or not. This is a crucial life skill,

  since giving energy to any one thought necessarily excludes

  others which may be more valuable.

  For some people, using imagery can work just as well

  at this task as language. “Naming” a thought “captures” it

  in a word and “boxes” it up. It is very natural and intuitive

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nbsp; to use imagery to enhance this process. As human beings,

  we “think” with pictures just as much as with words. If our

  thought is about Daniel, we could see also “see” him as an

  image (like a computer icon).

  Once we have converted a thought into a word or a picture

  we can manipulate it. We can put it “outside” of ourselves or

  in the distance. We can put it on a shelf or a mental list or in

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  a rubbish bin or in a filing cabinet. We can schedule it for a time in the future. We can place a thought in the geographical space around us, left or right, up or down, near or far. We

  can bury a thought, or put it into a thought-bubble, or throw

  it off a cliff, or grind it under our feet or throw it back into

  the stream of consciousness. You can be confident that any

  image that spontaneously occurs to you about how to man-

  age a thought is likely to be useful.

  Another strategy to escape a thought is to switch obses-

  sions. We can disengage from a thought by actively thinking

  about something else that is strong enough to hold our atten-

  tion. This is not a last-resort strategy. It is a way of practicing

  the vital cognitive skill of attention switching. The Dutch

  Renaissance thinker Erasmus called this “using a nail to

  extract a nail.”

  An even more drastic approach is to continuously stone-

  wall thought or to “play a dead bat” or to basically say “no”

  to everything indiscriminately. Meditation as a monastic

  tradition places high value on inactivity and emotional

  withdrawal: “Be firm and unmoving like a mountain.” This

  sweeping indifference to all worldly vanities may lead to a

  dull mind, but that could be better than mental chaos. Expe-

  rienced meditators occasionally take this too far. They culti-

  vate an automatic “do nothing” response to everything.

  Some thoughts are so important (sick child, big decision,

  recent catastrophe) that they do need to remain somewhere in

  consciousness. Naming allows you to quarantine an import-

  ant thought off to the side. It will still draw some energy, but

  you don’t need to get entangled in it. While still aware of it,

  you can continue with your main work of focusing on the

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