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by Eric Harrison

perceptions can have a neutral affect (neither pleasant nor

  unpleasant), but this is quite rare in an ordinary active life.

  We are far more likely to notice those perceptions that come

  with an emotional charge.

  We are always surrounded by thousands of possible stim-

  uli. We can consciously notice only a tiny fraction of these.

  Our attention is always infinitely more selective than we real-

  ize, and it discriminates for a purpose. We scan for advan-

  tage or threat and ignore the rest. To notice any object at all

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  implies that we have already attributed some value to it. (That is, we see it as potentially useful, painful, pretty, tasty, entertaining, repulsive, funny, uncomfortable, sexy, embarrass-

  ing, and so forth.) This positive or negative value is what gives

  the object its emotional charge.

  Conversely, we are unlikely to notice anything that has a

  neutral charge, since such an object would be irrelevant to

  our well-being. Nor can we ever see a thing pure and naked,

  “just as it is,” cut free from cognition, feeling, and memory—

  despite spiritual claims to the contrary. Even our slightest

  perceptions are valenced and purposeful. Each one is unique

  to us, enriched by years of our personal associations. No mat-

  ter how pure each of our minds become, I will never see the

  same tree that you do.

  The concept of valence explains why even the slightest

  perception ( sati) is also an evaluation ( sampajjana). This like-dislike response is a spontaneous, miniaturized judgment based on instinct, habit, and the memory of similar past

  experiences. A deeper part of our brain does a rough assess-

  ment of everything for us within milliseconds: “This object

  is promising or useless. Worth paying further attention to or

  worthless.” All day long the valences of our perceptions steer

  us automatically toward profitable behavior and away from

  loss and threat.

  ACTION TENDENCIES

  So how does this dynamic work? Every valence induces what

  psychologists call an “action tendency.” This is the predispo-

  sition to act, which precedes the act itself. The appropriate

  neurons in the premotor cortex will fuel up and prepare to

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  fire, just in case they are needed. In Buddhism and yoga, these action tendencies are known as sankharas, or “volitions.”

  We are prompted to move “toward” what we like and “away”

  from what we dislike. In psychology, these volitions are called

  “approach” and “withdrawal” action tendencies. We see; we

  like; we approach. We see; we don’t like; we pull back.

  The vast majority of action tendencies don’t result in a

  whole-body action. We would be torn to pieces by competing

  valences if they did. When we do act, however, the dynamic

  goes like this: A perception triggers a valence, which triggers

  an action tendency in preparation for an actual movement.

  This whole process takes about a third of a second. In other

  words, it all happens before we are conscious of it. When

  we do finally notice something, a judgment, an action ten-

  dency, and a bottomless pit of past memory associations have

  already been woven into what seems like a simple perception.

  This is the brain’s super-fast, “quick and dirty” automatic

  process: the formula we described in chapter 6 as perception

  + evaluation + response. This process is perfect when we are

  faced with a danger that demands an instant response. Mind-

  fulness, as the conscious perception and evaluation of some-

  thing, covers the same ground but more slowly and accurately.

  It typically refines the automatic judgment that has already

  taken place and leads to a more considered response.

  Because the words “valence” and “action tendency,”

  vedana and sankhara, are not part of vernacular English,

  people often have difficulty understanding them. Nonethe-

  less, it is quite easy to demonstrate their existence. I suggest

  you slowly read through the five words on the next page, and

  take a few seconds to imagine what each one represents. If

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  you skim at usual reading speed, you will probably miss the valences. You are likely to find that some words have a positive valence and some have a negative one. You may also

  notice your body pulling back slightly or moving toward

  some of them (the action tendency).

  peach black Marilyn vomit puppy

  Did those words induce subtle affective and bodily responses

  in you? I hope so. If they didn’t, try it again more slowly, and

  imagine physically touching each one.

  Valences and action tendencies are the triggers for most

  of our instinctive behaviors, impulses, and mood swings.

  Although we usually notice only strong valences, even the

  weaker ones stimulate approach or withdrawal behavior to

  some degree. We get tugged in various directions just walk-

  ing down a street. The Buddha saw valences as the enemy of

  stillness and peace.

  Valences initiate most of our daily actions from below the

  conscious radar. We rely on them to make countless small

  and mostly adaptive judgments during the day. They are the

  thousands of tiny likes and dislikes that make us do this (grab

  some food, buy those socks) or stop doing that (the exercise,

  the office work) all day long. Valences also trigger our sudden

  shifts in mood. If you want to understand why you just did

  something unexpected, then look for the associated valence.

  The object may literally be an object “out there” in the

  world, but the valence is always subjective. If we don’t notice

  these subtle affective responses, our perceptions can be con-

  taminated. We will mistakenly regard the valence as a quality

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  of the object itself rather than our personal response to it. If we acknowledge our automatic response, however, we can

  usually modulate it if we want to.

  The Buddha said that we’re mindful of something if we

  can describe it to ourselves. To be mindful of a valence means

  that we can say, “I had a thought about my dog and it was

  pleasant,” and recognize that as mild positive valence. Or

  “I had a thought about my neighbor and it was unpleasant,”

  and note the presence of strong negative valence. This iden-

  tification of valence can be important. A moment’s reflection

  may tell us that our neighbor is not really as bad as Hitler, for

  example. Without this recognition, we may act toward him

  as if he were.

  Once we recognize that valences are everywhere, it is sur-

  prisingly easy to notice them. The Buddha recommended

  identi
fying them as a meditation in itself. This simple practice

  alone is the second of his four foundations of mindfulness.

  Once a valence becomes obvious, he said, we should name

  it as either “pleasant” or “unpleasant,” “like” or “dislike,”

  positive or negative. We could do this dozens of times a day

  whether meditating or not. To stop and hold a valence in this

  way also helps arrest its flow-on action tendency. Monitoring

  valence is a way of training ourselves to be less impulsive and

  reactive. In meditation, this restraint carries over in relation

  to even more subtle stimuli such as thoughts and moods.

  It supports the “watching without reacting” mode that is

  encouraged when we meditate.

  We have four ways of identifying valence: strong or weak

  positive, or strong or weak negative. It is useful to recognize

  the positive or negative direction of a valence, but it is more

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  important to notice its strength. We can easily cruise along with the mild positives and negatives, but a strong negative

  valence or a strong positive valence is each more likely to

  destabilize us than its weaker forms.

  A person who is stressed doesn’t need to analyze the bun-

  dle of emotions behind it. He simply needs to notice he is

  overreacting (strong negative valence) and adjust. Emotions

  can carry great visceral conviction, but they are often faulty.

  Anxiety is often patently irrational, and righteous anger can

  be little more than an adult temper tantrum, but we don’t

  need to analyze these bundles of pain the way a psychologist

  might. The Buddha had faith that if we could “just see” the

  excessive strength of the valence, our response would start to

  self-correct naturally.

  We can all notice our overreactions from time to time, but

  we hardly ever develop this ability as a conscious skill. We

  are novices not experts, Sunday golfers not pros. We typically

  notice our emotional responses only when they pass a certain

  threshold of intensity. This is often too late. It is better to stop

  the impulse before we hit the wall.

  In the Satipatthana Sutta, the Buddha asked the monk to

  notice the valences of stimuli and their action tendencies hun-

  dreds of times a day, until the process became second nature.

  The monk was expected to name his transient valences in

  order to make them fully conscious. “Lunch: pleasant. Empty

  food bowl: unpleasant. Fatigue: unpleasant. Wind: pleasant.

  Bird noise: unpleasant. Girls singing: very pleasant, and dan-

  gerous. . . .” In this way, he could learn to recognize tempta-

  tion, control his impulses, and arm himself in advance before

  a bad action tendency took hold.

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  The Buddha saw these subtle tendencies ( sankharas) as the seeds of all our actions (karma) and thus the source of all

  present and future suffering. He warned that a simple sense

  perception can lead to feeling, to craving, to volitional activ-

  ity, to clinging, to attachment, to disappointment, despair,

  regret, disgust, the whole mass of human suffering, and

  even rebirth itself. It all starts with a valence and an action

  tendency. This is why the Buddha saw “guarding the sense-

  doors” as so essential for inner peace.

  Once we become mindful of a response, we can usually

  adjust its strength or intensity, but not its direction. We will

  still find an unpleasant object unpleasant, just less so. The girl

  is still pretty but not intoxicatingly so. We can’t avoid judg-

  ment entirely and it would be silly to try. We would also have

  to eradicate all our affective responses to do this. In many

  cases this would be quite impossible. Try it out on the word

  “vomit” on page 183.

  EQUANIMITY: “NEITHER PLEASANT NOR UNPLEASANT”

  The Buddha, however, would disagree with me. He would say,

  quite correctly, that I had insufficient commitment to the path.

  If I really wanted to eradicate all affective responses and action

  tendencies, I could. Although the Buddha refused to define

  nirvana, the term does imply a state of perfect equanimity

  ( upekkha). This in turn is defined as continuous neutrality

  of affect—feeling “neither pleasure nor pain.” Upekkha is an

  invincible 24/7 serenity beyond any possible disturbance. It

  is a kind of total Zen cool, close to perfect indifference. In the

  Buddha’s famous “Parable of the Saw” he says, “Don’t be trou-

  bled even if bandits are hacking your limbs off with a saw.”1

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  This equanimity, one of the highest goals in Buddhism,

  is difficult but not impossible to achieve. The monk strives

  toward equanimity by repeatedly—every minute of every

  day—trying to scale all his positive and negative valences

  back toward zero. Buddhaghosa says that equanimity “coun-

  teracts both the pleasant and the unpleasant. . . . On seeing a

  visual object, the monk is neither glad nor sad. Rejecting both

  the attractive and the repulsive, he dwells in equanimity.”2

  This is the monk’s spiritual training in the second of the

  four foundations of the Sutta. He tries to systematically neu-

  tralize all positive and negative valences, so he will no longer

  be as vulnerable to suffering or fate. He strives to minimize

  all his natural fears and desires, including his attachment to

  his body and to life itself. This ideal is not unfamiliar to us

  in the West. It is just an extreme form of Stoicism. It is often

  found in military circles, and it could partly explain the

  serenity of some old people.

  To summarize: Every valence is a spontaneous, minia-

  ture judgment with a tendency to “approach or withdraw.”

  The monk in training aims to reduce all these thousands of

  tiny judgments and their action tendencies toward zero. No

  judgment = no attachment to pleasant or unpleasant = no

  response = stillness, detachment, and tranquility. (Even if he

  is being hacked to death by bandits.)

  IMPROVING OUR JUDGMENTS

  To be mindful of a valence invariably leads to a reappraisal.

  This is the purpose of sati and of attention itself: to consciously perceive and evaluate something. As soon as we consciously

  recognize a valence, we will also know whether its embedded

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  judgment is appropriate or not. This is an excellent way of noticing when we are overreacting. If so, we can peg back our

  response on the 1–to–10 scale from –7 to –4 for example.

  But what if we’re not overreacting? What if the judgment

  is perfectly accurate? Remember that we are making thou-

  sands of
these tiny habitual judgments all day long, and they

  mostly work well. We tend to become mindful only of those

  few valences that are faulty. Is there any point in also noticing

  our ordinary, adaptive valences?

  Absolutely. Valences initiate all our actions. No valence

  = no action. A valence is a judgment that leads to an action

  tendency: “This is worth doing” or “This isn’t worth doing.”

  If we can become mindful of a valence—if we can get a “clear

  and distinct image” of it—our awareness will lead to a more

  refined judgment and a more targeted response.

  Making judgments is no picnic. It is not easy to make the

  hundreds of ordinary judgments we need to get through the

  day. We tend to blunder along, approximating our guesses,

  operating by rule of thumb and habit, and often making deci-

  sions without realizing it. Most of these decisions work out

  well enough. Some go weirdly wrong for no apparent reason.

  Some, with hindsight, seem utterly crazy (“What on earth was

  I thinking about!”). Some people make bold, blind, foolhardy

  decisions; others constantly mistrust and double-guess them-

  selves, making important decisions days or months later than

  they should have.

  Learning how to make good judgments in situations of

  uncertainty and inadequate information is a skill that takes

  decades to grasp. The Greek philosopher Aristotle regarded

  good judgment ( phronesis) as one of the most important

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  social skills or “virtues” of a mature human being. We never perfect it. We continue to learn. Rule books and maxims are

  far too crude for the complexity of even simple situations.

  One very good way to improve our daily judgments, however,

  is to notice the valences that initiate them.

  A valence is an instantaneous judgment about how to act:

  “This is important—act now. This is not important—forget it.

  This would be bad—avoid it.” If we can become fully mindful

  ( sati) of the valence and the action tendency, we can evaluate

  ( sampajjana) if it is accurate. A valence contains both a direc-

  tion (toward or away, pleasant or unpleasant) and a degree of

  intensity (strong or weak). As noted before, the direction is

  easy to identify and usually can’t be changed, but the inten-

 

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