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by Eric Harrison


  about ten to twenty seconds.

  At a certain point, we manage to lock on to the new object.

  We make contact with it and we know it. We hold it firmly in

  our grasp. We establish it as the prima donna on the mental

  stage. It is now in the foreground, in the spotlight. We zoom

  in on it. These are all metaphors that cognitive psychology

  uses to illustrate this state of good focus.

  The act of focusing commonly has a binocular, staring-

  straight-ahead feeling that comes from the region above the

  eyes (the orbitofrontal cortex). Focusing induces the calm,

  single-minded, subject-object gaze of a predator. We “grasp”

  the object or “take possession of it,” as William James said, in

  a way that is distinctly physical. As the Buddha suggests, we

  “hold the breath in front of us.” We don’t want the object to

  escape because we get distracted.

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  Even when we do “make contact” with an object, we can

  still readily lose it. The next stage is to “sustain contact” over

  time. This is why meditators commonly count their breaths.

  They can tell when they are getting lost because they lose the

  count. Or they scan through the body, using it like a roadmap

  to resist going off on sidetracks.

  Deep sustained focus results in an acute perception of

  detail. We feel each ripple of the out-breath, and the space

  before the new in-breath starts seems to last forever. If we lis-

  ten to music, we catch the exact beginning and end of a phrase

  and feel each nuance of the orchestral color. If we examine an

  idea, we feel its full resonance within our bodies and minds.

  If we are paying attention to an action, we move with the

  optimal levels of muscle tone, arousal, and coordination.

  In sports this equilibrium is called a state of “dynamic bal-

  ance” (as discussed in chapter 8), and many athletes report

  that everything moves in slow motion when they are “in the

  zone.” Sustained attention takes time to establish, but it can

  exponentially improve the quality of anything we do.

  SWITCHING AND SPLITTING ATTENTION

  At any moment in our brains, dozens of thoughts will be com-

  peting for their time under the spotlight: The Nobel laureate

  Gerald Edelman called the phenomenon of selecting from

  among thoughts at the cellular level “neural Darwinism.”

  This competition is particularly true with our normal, undis-

  ciplined, bottom-up style of attention. Philosophers from the

  time of Ecclesiastes onward have lamented that there is no

  end to the weariness of thought. So many actors! Such a small

  stage!

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  Maintaining focus on any one object of attention is hard enough, but being able to let go of an object and switch to

  something else—dis-focusing and re-focusing—is just as

  important. We rarely find this easy to do. It can be most

  unpleasant to get interrupted when we’re fully engaged in

  something, and our resistance to switching can be visceral.

  Nonetheless, being able to smoothly switch our attention as

  required is a critical cognitive skill. If we can’t do it, we get

  caught in the painful habit of useless, exhausting overthink-

  ing. Most of us suffer from this at least occasionally, and some

  have their lives devastated by it.

  Even more subtle than switching attention is “splitting”

  attention. In general when we focus, we try to give all our free

  attention to just one thing. This is so hard to do that we are

  pleased when we seem to achieve it. In reality, our attention

  is always split whether we realize it or not. Attention always

  involves both “focusing” and “monitoring.” Our cognitive

  resources are always divided between what is onstage and

  what is in the wings, between the object in the foreground and

  the peripheral mental activity in the background, between

  conscious thought and automatic thought.

  Researchers have shown that even with strong mental

  focus there is still some processing of what they call the “unat-

  tended data.” This is how it should be. Complete tunnel vision

  would be disastrous. If we were meditating well, for example,

  we wouldn’t notice the house burning down around us. It is

  usually best to do one thing at a time as much as possible.

  It allows for a detailed, unobstructed representation in the

  mind, leading to a clear evaluation and response. However,

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  to hold two things simultaneously in the mind is occasionally better than a strong single focus.

  For example, we usually make either-or choices sequen-

  tially. We do a virtual simulation of option 1. Then we stop and

  do a virtual simulation of option 2. We then toggle between

  them until one option finally claims us. This approach has its

  shortcomings. If at all possible, it is sometimes better to hold

  two options side by side on the mental stage and feel the ten-

  sion between their respective values.

  SHARP FOCUS AND SOFT FOCUS

  Recognizing the quality of our focus is an essential part of what

  the Buddha calls “being mindful of our state of mind.” The qual-

  ity of our attention can vary enormously from second to second,

  day to day, and from activity to activity. It can be deep or shallow,

  sustained or intermittent, clear or dull, strained or effortless.

  It often fluctuates according to events within our bodies and

  the environment that we can be quite unaware of. Even when

  we focus well, our attention still tends to fluctuate on a bright-

  dim continuum. I suspect this is due to the subtle oscillation in

  energy supply between the focusing and monitoring functions.

  I’m sure that scientists will eventually be able to measure this.

  Whenever we meditate, we could be more or less alert, or

  more or less relaxed. We may notice the object in detail and

  know exactly what is happening in the moment: This is sharp

  focus. Or we may be gliding along with minimal effort: This

  is soft focus. So long as we remain on track, doing what we

  intended to do, both extremes are perfectly fine, and each has

  its own benefits.

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  Alertness gives us sharp focus and often a sense of mental pleasure and control. The longer we focus, the more resources

  and memories we bring to that object, and the more the

  peripheral interference fades. We often feel a dopamine-rich

  sense of engagement and intimacy with it. At that time, every-

  thing else is temporarily “de-selected.”

  Strong sustained focus is like a telephoto or zoom lens. It

  can be as sharp as a diamond, as penetrating as a microscope.

  It can spli
t time into leisurely, radiant nanoseconds. Its emo-

  tional tone is one of reward-driven enthusiasm. Strong focus

  is essential for the states of bliss that meditators occasionally

  experience. It is also perfect for listening to music or enjoying

  any sensory pleasure.

  Of course strong focus is not always good. It can easily get

  too close to the action and lose the bigger picture, resulting

  in obsession. Strong focus is a hallmark of compulsive, repet-

  itive behavior and addictions, and a single-minded fixation

  on the bad is typical of depression. Even strong focus on what

  is good can destabilize other aspects of our minds and lives.

  Soft focus, on the other hand, usually means that we are

  staying focused on the body or the breath but only just. This

  sleepy, dark, inward-looking, and almost unconscious state is

  very restful if we can remain in control. It allows the homeo-

  static processes of the body to restore balance in much the

  same way that sleep does. The low-frequency theta brain-

  waves and fragmentary dream images that occur in stage 1

  sleep are often present in this threshold state.

  Soft focus is more like a wide-angle lens. It is more broadly

  inclusive than sharp focus, but definition is fuzzy. It can be

  good at peripheral monitoring, “watching with detachment,”

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  and indeed it may do little else. Its emotional tone is one of relaxation and contentment. Mindfulness as “nonjudgmental

  acceptance” is squarely in the soft-focus camp.

  It is a different matter if our focus gets even looser. This

  often results in a state of mind that is drowsy, rambling,

  uncontrolled, vulnerable to any troublesome thought, and

  somewhat depressed. We may still be physically relaxed, but

  if we’re not tired enough to fall asleep, it is a kind of pointless,

  low-level chaos. It lacks the sense of direction and value that

  is essential for a good mood.

  We can’t entirely control our level of alertness, but we

  can turn it up or down to some degree. The Buddha used the

  metaphor of tuning a lyre. The music sounds best when the

  strings are neither too tight nor too loose. This means that we

  should recognize when our attention is too brittle and edgy

  and deliberately soften it. More commonly, we should recog-

  nize when we are becoming too vague and dreamy, and wake

  ourselves up.

  Throughout this chapter, my descriptions betray the prej-

  udices of the English language. It is very hard to avoid the

  assumption that conscious is better than automatic; that

  “selective attention” implies a free, autonomous choice; that

  focusing is intellectually noble; that strong focus is better

  than soft focus; and that the peripheral data is bad, nothing

  but a source of distractions and temptations.

  In fact, the brain is not designed to work in full sunlight

  alone. The mental processes that happen in the shadows are

  equally important. The fully conscious mind is a pinnacle of

  evolution, but it still relies on our rich substrata of automatic

  and unconscious behaviors to function well.

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  Many researchers recognize that the benefits of mindful-

  ness are largely due to attentional training. It is unfortunate

  that few people who actually teach meditation take this seri-

  ously. Relaxation and emotional detachment always seem to

  be more important and immediate goals than mental control.

  Even when paying attention is encouraged, the emphasis on

  being “nonjudgmental” at the same time severely undercuts

  the evaluative and regulatory function of attention. “Paying

  attention” is often reduced to little more than the instruc-

  tions “When your mind wanders, return to the breath.” This

  is quite inadequate if we want to actually train our attention,

  as the Buddha recommended.

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  Good Judgment

  Mindfulness is often described as a nonreactive, passive,

  just-watching state of “bare attention” that enables us

  to see things “just as they are” without verbal elaboration or

  associations from memory. This attitude also tends to assume

  that nonaction (what Taoists call wu-wei) and not-thinking

  are superior to any kind of deliberate action or thought, and

  it adopts an ethically neutral stance toward whatever happens

  (nonjudgmental acceptance). This approach is embodied in

  the Buddhist slogan “Nothing is worth clinging to”—or in more

  modern language, “Nothing is worth reacting to.” (Shake-

  speare satirized this idea in Hamlet: “Nothing is either good

  or bad, but thinking makes it so.”) While this attitude certainly

  supports the meditative ideal of stillness and inner peace, it

  was not how the Buddha understood mindfulness.

  The term sampajjana means “good judgment” or “eval-

  uation.” Sati is so closely linked to sampajjana in the Sutta that they are frequently combined into the phrase sati-sampajjana. Even when sati is used on its own, sampajjana Brain-Training-with-Buddha_3P.indd 261

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  is always implied. Sampajjana literally means the “accurate understanding” or “clear comprehension” of something.

  According to Analayo, sampajjana “can range from basic

  forms of knowing to deep discriminative understanding.”1

  Above all, sati-sampajjana is not at all ethically neutral.

  Because the Sutta is intended as a practical, self-guided man-

  ual for the journey to enlightenment, sampajjana is better

  translated as “evaluation” or “good judgment” rather than

  “clear understanding.” It is not knowledge for knowledge’s

  sake. Nor is it a way of “savoring” our present-moment expe-

  rience “just as it is.” Sampajjana is instrumental. It means

  understanding that a particular thought, sensation, or action

  will either help or hinder our movement toward immediate

  and long-term goals.

  For the monk, sampajjana meant recognizing what was

  good and bad, useful or useless, in even the smallest mat-

  ters, so he could control his behavior and eventually become

  enlightened. If he saw an attractive girl, he had to evaluate

  what she meant for him and how he should respond. She

  wasn’t bad or evil in herself, but further acquaintance with

  her would be bad for him if he wanted to awaken. He couldn’t

  make any kind of progress without making functional yes-no,

  right-wrong, good-bad judgment calls every step of the way.

  This is probably true for any great achievement in life.

  To stay solidly on track toward any distant goal, we have to

  be able to say “no,” most of the time at least, to the potential

  distractions along the way. We may have different goals from

  m
onks, but the same principle of discriminating attention

  applies to us. Cheesecake, as a dense form of the sugars and

  fats that our bodies need, would undoubtedly have been seen

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  as “good” throughout most of human existence. Our instincts tell us that it is good. It certainly tastes good. If we are dia-betic, however, or if we need to lose weight, cheesecake is defi-

  nitely bad for us, and we need to act as if that is the truth.

  Ultimately, an elite monk would see into the deep nature

  of existence itself and evaluate it as “suffering, impermanent

  and devoid of self.” This is the classical “road to Damascus”

  insight in Buddhism. This insight is said to result in profound

  disgust and a resolution to abandon the world, and it is the

  precursor to full awakening. I give this example not to sug-

  gest that the Buddha’s opinion about the world was right, but

  to illustrate how integral good judgment was to his concept

  of mindfulness.

  Another primary meaning of sati is “memory.” In the texts,

  this is described as constantly holding our ultimate goals in

  mind. This is actually very hard to do. We are hardwired to

  discount future benefits against immediate pleasures. None-

  theless, these long-term goals should ideally determine our

  judgments in the present. But before I explain further how

  mindfulness contributes to good judgment, let’s explore

  another facet of what sati itself implies.

  SATI: TO HOLD SOMETHING IN MIND

  Sati means “to pay attention to” or “to focus on” something. It is a transitive verb, not a noun. It is not a “thing.” It is something

  that we do. This means it is always oriented toward an object.

  To “be mindful” is to “hold in mind” anything that the mind

  is capable of conceiving. Above all, sati is “selective, sustained attention.” You say “yes” to this, and “no” to everything else. You

  orient toward an object ( vitakka) and lock on to it ( vicara).

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  To be mindful also means holding the object metaphori-

  cally in front of you. This suggests objectivity and clarity of

  vision. This mental space is what Descartes, in his Meditations,

 

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